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How do you feel most of the time? 1
#19360812 - 01/02/14 09:28 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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Personally I feel tense and down about things. No...I wouldn't call it depression because ive felt like this since I was a child. Perhaps I feel observant. I look at things in a different light.
Do any of you truly feel happy.…do you truly appreciate you're life and the freedoms you may or may not realize you have?
Or is it just that you're not content with the freedoms you have? Is that it?
Is happiness an emotion ...or is it the pursuit of happiness, that "happy" people feel. You know......that warm fuzzy feeling that truly overpowers all emotions.,,,or is that euphoria?
Euphoria: generally speaking a drug induced feeling of overall well being,comfort:joy Happiness: a general feeling of overall well being,comfort:joy
So....you tell me...what's worth more to you....happiness....or the pursuit of happiness?.
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: goldcaphunter]
#19360836 - 01/02/14 09:31 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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I feel as though I can't help but love life, content and generally happy. I realized long ago that I am lucky to be alive and living, fortune to be.
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: snoot]
#19360875 - 01/02/14 09:38 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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honestly, most of the time i am pissed off and want to kill myself or someone else. like, everything is so fucking difficult all the time when it doesn't need to be. i don't ever remember my life being so fucking difficult when i was a kid. and now i can barely get all my shit together so that i am not worrying about some shit, before it all falls apart again. and nobody helps with shit. stupid fuckers. and now it's snowing, and it takes fuckn five years to get anywhere AND it's a fuckn MESS.
hate man.
i mean i can use to get to a point where i'm giggly, but it just wears off quickly because i have to get back to my life and my shit that is falling apart all the time.
i really want a girlfriend, like someone that i can lay the love on and that likes me. but i never fuckn meet anyone single anymore, and i spent all of my college years being a frickin psycho walkn around campus with hair down my back and ONE fuckn hoodie with the TAO symbol written on it in sharpie. i mean it was totally cool, but i should've been trying to get laid and married more and stuff...
anyway... in a word - fuck.
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: goldcaphunter]
#19360884 - 01/02/14 09:41 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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I used to be happy, then it seems the past few months have been really shit so I feel, well, like shit.
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: stimpson]
#19360918 - 01/02/14 09:48 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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Snoot...Was an experience involved or is it just second nature? Are all animals happy or just "content"?
How do we as just mere animals our selves know what we're feeling? Maybe one persons happy is another's sad......is perception involved? How do we know? We don't...that's the problem.Quote:
stimpson said:
i really want a girlfriend, like someone that i can lay the love on and that likes me. but i never fuckn meet anyone single anymore, .but i should've been trying to get laid and married more and stuff...
anyway... in a word - fuck.
I would classify this as pursuit....no? Maybe its another error in our perception. I feel you though man...having a girl to just be with and understand me would be awesome.....but again...how would I know if that is truly happiness?
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: VivaLaMushie]
#19360926 - 01/02/14 09:50 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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i think its more of a..
subconscious is content conscious knows somethings missing.
thats how i feel.. ill leave it as a - fuck.. as well
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: tripp23]
#19360986 - 01/02/14 10:04 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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What do you feel our conscience is missing? The ability to perceive? Or is the ability to perceive so powerful that our own minds dont know what happiness is?
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: goldcaphunter]
#19361012 - 01/02/14 10:10 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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I tend to feel optimistic. I find there are things I can do to help me feel that way more. One being abstaining from alcohol. Another being eating lots of fresh fruits and vegetables. Meditation also plays a role, and so does focusing on being kind to others and being there for them. Also early to bed, early to rise.
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: nicechrisman]
#19361041 - 01/02/14 10:16 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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Again its the pursuit that makes you "happy" right?
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: goldcaphunter]
#19361051 - 01/02/14 10:19 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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sometimes it's pursuit that makes me happy, and sometimes it's just acceptance of how it all is.
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: goldcaphunter]
#19361075 - 01/02/14 10:24 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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goldcaphunter said: Snoot...Was an experience involved or is it just second nature? Are all animals happy or just "content"?
How do we as just mere animals our selves know what we're feeling? Maybe one persons happy is another's sad......is perception involved? How do we know? We don't...that's the problem.Quote:
stimpson said:
i really want a girlfriend, like someone that i can lay the love on and that likes me. but i never fuckn meet anyone single anymore, .but i should've been trying to get laid and married more and stuff...
anyway... in a word - fuck.
I would classify this as pursuit....no? Maybe its another error in our perception. I feel you though man...having a girl to just be with and understand me would be awesome.....but again...how would I know if that is truly happiness?
Too be perfectly honest, I've been fortunate enough to have had a series of incredibly profound psychedelic experiences, DMT & mescaline to be exact have given me this intense lust for life. Some psychedelic experiences can be so transcendental that they can alter the very fabric of morality, most times these effects subside after the drugs ware off, but for me I feel that these feelings are something that I for the life of me cannot shake. I cant stand under the sun and feel the same, I feel natures energy riddling every pore of my body. Anyone can do drugs, but when done properly they can be absolutely beautiful and change the way you feel about everything.
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: snoot]
#19361098 - 01/02/14 10:31 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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Lately- content, serene, and optimistic. 35+ days ago- irritable, anxious, depressed, lonely, pessimistic.
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: snoot]
#19361101 - 01/02/14 10:31 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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So is acceptance the key...or is it delusion....or are they one in the same? Just why. Just stop and ask yourself why.
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: goldcaphunter]
#19361120 - 01/02/14 10:35 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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goldcaphunter said: No...I wouldn't call it depression because ive felt like this since I was a child.
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: goldcaphunter]
#19361122 - 01/02/14 10:36 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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goldcaphunter said: So is acceptance the key...or is it delusion....or are they one in the same? Just why. Just stop and ask yourself why.
Acceptance of delusion. Delusion of acceptance.
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: k00laid]
#19361131 - 01/02/14 10:38 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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goldcaphunter said: No...I wouldn't call it depression because ive felt like this since I was a child.

You find this funny? Explain. Is it a conundrum....perhaps.....but how do you perceive it? Can you tell me different?
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: nicechrisman]
#19361134 - 01/02/14 10:39 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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nicechrisman said:
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goldcaphunter said: So is acceptance the key...or is it delusion....or are they one in the same? Just why. Just stop and ask yourself why.
Acceptance of delusion. Delusion of acceptance.
Or is it just time to accept the delusion?
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: goldcaphunter]
#19361138 - 01/02/14 10:40 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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goldcaphunter said:
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k00laid said:
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goldcaphunter said: No...I wouldn't call it depression because ive felt like this since I was a child.

You find this funny? Explain. Is it a conundrum....perhaps.....but how do you perceive it? Can you tell me different?
i dont see how the two are relevant to eachother at all
depression can be from birth
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: nicechrisman]
#19361152 - 01/02/14 10:43 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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I think I generally feel exceptionally positive and happy most of the time. I can be pretty bitter sometimes but even then I'm generally fairly light-hearted about it I think.
So I'd say I'm usually happy, and like really really philosophical. Like I think in very loose terms and I'm not very opinionated at all
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: Sheekle]
#19361156 - 01/02/14 10:44 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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How dare you have the audacity?
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: nicechrisman]
#19361177 - 01/02/14 10:50 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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what's that mean chrisman
i sense the humerous sarcasm but i dont get it
happy thursday btw l0l i hope ur new year was fun
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: k00laid]
#19361219 - 01/02/14 10:59 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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k00laid said:
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goldcaphunter said:
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k00laid said:
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goldcaphunter said: No...I wouldn't call it depression because ive felt like this since I was a child.

You find this funny? Explain. Is it a conundrum....perhaps.....but how do you perceive it? Can you tell me different?
i dont see how the two are relevant to eachother at all
depression can be from birth
Again a conundrum. How would one know one is depressed if that is all they have perceived?
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: nicechrisman]
#19361289 - 01/02/14 11:18 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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I walked half a day, to perform a simple errand, only to find the store shelves empty.
Just before I got home, I saw a wheelchair.
I see less fortunate people or worse places and think I got off easy.
I was showered and feeling clean in fresh clothes, happy just to be sitting.
A housemate, who had never even steeped outside could not be made happy, no matter what I said.
When I lay down, and hear wind whistle around the corners of the house, I think about this.
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: durian_2008]
#19361296 - 01/02/14 11:20 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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Perceptive....
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: goldcaphunter]
#19361298 - 01/02/14 11:21 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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I feel like I'm in a cage.
I love the life within the cage. I have everything I need in the cage.
But the people. . . The people they stare.
Some laugh, some cry, but they're always there.
They give me drugs, and watch me play.
But when I try to talk, there's nothing to say.
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ThatKidWithTheFace said: I feel like I'm in a cage.
I love the life within the cage. I have everything I need in the cage.
But the people. . . The people they stare.
Some laugh, some cry, but they're always there.
They give me drugs, and watch me play.
But when I try to talk, there's nothing to say.
Nice work...did you write it?
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: goldcaphunter]
#19361455 - 01/03/14 12:03 AM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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goldcaphunter said:
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ThatKidWithTheFace said: I feel like I'm in a cage.
I love the life within the cage. I have everything I need in the cage.
But the people. . . The people they stare.
Some laugh, some cry, but they're always there.
They give me drugs, and watch me play.
But when I try to talk, there's nothing to say.
Nice work...did you write it?
Write what? That post?
That's just my stoned ramblings, man.
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: lunarpiscean]
#19361556 - 01/03/14 12:30 AM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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I have my lows also have my highs. for the most part I am content and very thankful for that
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: snoot]
#19361820 - 01/03/14 02:05 AM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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snoot said: I feel as though I can't help but love life, content and generally happy. I realized long ago that I am lucky to be alive and living, fortune to be.
yeah I feel pretty much like this. I feel enthusiastic most of the time, like something amazing is about to happen. If anything gets me down it's short lived, I don't think I could possibly continue to be miserable for more than 20 minutes.
The picture sums up my feels I think
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: Dawks]
#19361874 - 01/03/14 02:26 AM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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The past couple of days, sorta down. Holidays are over, heading back to school which for me involves a large amount of work since I'm trying to get my engineering degree.
In general though, I find my mood is almost completely based off of how much sleep I get. If I'm able to get at least 9 hours of sleep, I remain pretty upbeat and optimistic. 7 hours and under, I feel pretty anxious and relatively depressed. I'm pretty sure I've got some sleep problem though that causes my body to need much more sleep than others. Pretty much my only new years resolution is to get at least 9 hours of sleep a night, trying to maintain a consistent schedule.
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Re: How do you feel most of the time? [Re: goldcaphunter]
#19362139 - 01/03/14 05:42 AM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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I'm generally pretty content and appreciative of life, even though I may not appear so all the time.
Sometimes I get people asking me what's wrong, when I'm actually quite okay. I'm not flat, I'm at peace.
I'm fucking peachy, I'm just chill.

I have my moments like anyone else, though.
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