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IISkuNkII



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Question about hppd
#19359376 - 01/02/14 04:15 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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The title says it all.I've had 20+ mushroom trips an one lsd trip.I had the chance to acquire legit lsd but ended up giving all the blotters i had to friend's for free.I get scared of doing psychedelics now.I feel I am permanent fried.I'm still adjusting to it.It makes weed more intense and sometimes uncomfortable.My question is how long will this last?If I was to come back into the psychedelic world(which I hold dearly to my heart) would it be possible that my hppd will never go away?I dont quite understand why this is referred to an enlightened state.I feel like a schizophrenic. 
I still love psychedelics a lot.but I get scared that it will make things worse.I like having them but I just don't really enjoy it anymore.I wanna venture back into the rabbit hole but when the time comes around and I feel comfortable to do them.The moment I'm about to consume them I just get scared and end up not doing them.Hence me giving away my lsd for free.
Edited by IISkuNkII (01/02/14 04:23 PM)
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Re: Question about hppd [Re: IISkuNkII]
#19359435 - 01/02/14 04:25 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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You'll stop noticing it unless you smoke weed. after a stint of psychs, I am almost completely worthless when I'm stoned.
If its really bothering you, stop smoking weed and spend a couple months of getting healthy. workout and eat healthy etc.
enlightenment is a quest I don't think one becomes enlightened for eating drugs
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Re: Question about hppd [Re: indocult]
#19359455 - 01/02/14 04:28 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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indocult said: You'll stop noticing it unless you smoke weed. after a stint of psychs, I am almost completely worthless when I'm stoned.
If its really bothering you, stop smoking weed and spend a couple months of getting healthy. workout and eat healthy etc.
enlightenment is a quest I don't think one becomes enlightened for eating drugs
I apologize.I was always under the impression that this was the enlightened state that everyone talks about.
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Re: Question about hppd [Re: IISkuNkII]
#19359470 - 01/02/14 04:32 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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You need to either stop smoking weed or deal with it. 
It's been 4 months since my last LSD trip and weed still takes on losts of psychedelic properties but I've gotten used to it. Also, the more you think about it, the more you're going to feel trapped with the visual disturbances. I know it's hard but stop looking for it. In my experience, the dissociation that came with weed after the hppd symptoms was really strong. I couldn't smoke with people at all because I was stuck in my own head.
Edited by theRAPeutic (01/02/14 04:34 PM)
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I feel the same way.Whenever I do smoke I end up staring at the floor or completely quiet just lost in my head.Apparently I make strange faces as well.Is it possible to permanently kill the ego and it never returns?
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Re: Question about hppd [Re: IISkuNkII]
#19360021 - 01/02/14 06:17 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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Not that I am aware of. You have to stop smoking weed all the time if you don't like being anti social, yet it makes you stick in your head. The enlightenment part comes after you stop completely And realize how much your experiences have changed you for the good
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Re: Question about hppd [Re: indocult]
#19360040 - 01/02/14 06:22 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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I feel that HPPD is a myth. I've tripped more than you OP (this isn't a pissing contest just stating factual information) and tripping has become very "demystified" as out sites logo suggest.
I use it for problem solving and depression now.
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I think its more psychedelics make u realize what's always there. I agree though I think its more a myth than anything .
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IISkuNkII



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DebuteMachine said: I feel that HPPD is a myth. I've tripped more than you OP (this isn't a pissing contest just stating factual information) and tripping has become very "demystified" as out sites logo suggest.
I use it for problem solving and depression now.
Why do you feel it's a myth.I'm curious.No offense taken about you tripping more than me.
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DebuteMachine said: I feel that HPPD is a myth.
I don't, and I have had my fair share.
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Re: Question about hppd [Re: 4runner]
#19360488 - 01/02/14 08:00 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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anunnakian said:
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DebuteMachine said: I feel that HPPD is a myth.
I don't, and I have had my fair share.
Definitely not a myth.
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