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Please Help!!
#19358615 - 01/02/14 01:39 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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Hi all, I did shrooms for the first time yesterday with a friend. I'd only ever smoked weed before. We did about 2.5-3 grams each in tea. What I experienced was terrifying. My entire body shut down and the entire trip I was in a convulsive state, uncontrollably shaking with my eyes rolled back into my head. I couldn't control my body and felt as if I was in constant conflict with the trip. I was lost in my mind, in the abyss, and never thought I'd get out. When I started to come down, I could start to see clearly again and my terror started to set in. I felt as if I was in a dream state, separate from reality. My friend was completely fine. She didn't know what to do. As I type this I am in tears. I still feel incredibly disconnected from everything around me, including myself. I can't focus on more than one thing at the same time. Sound is too loud and it terrifies me. I am easily startled. My visuals are still messed up - I have a hard time focusing on things. My mind doesn't seem to be working well and I can't connect to anyone. Please, someone help. I need to figure out how to get better, how to get back to myself. I am so scared and I can't stand the thought of having this go on for any longer. I would do anything to be back to normal again. Please help.
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Rorge
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Hmm yeah been there, I'm probably there now, who knows anymore.
Just don't do any drugs for a long time or forever. Don't, for the love of god, smoke weed. You'll improve over time, just take on healthy and enjoyable habits. Stay away from the computer. Exercise, meditate, eat healthy.
You'll never be exactly the same. This is true for anyone at any point in their life because we are all changing all the time. Shrooms can change you though it's true. Maybe write out on paper the way you feel?
Don't forget to keep moving. Get outside. Hug a tree. Cry. Be human.
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Tycoda
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I am sending as much love as i can out to you, anon, right now.
I don't know what you're going through, but try to not stress yourself about it and, for the time being, accept where you are. Your mind may need time to piece itself back together if you had a bad reaction, so the most beneficial thing to do right now imo is to find the truth in what you are experiencing, and then let that be your guiding light.
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Icyus
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Re: Please Help!! [Re: Rorge]
#19358867 - 01/02/14 02:35 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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Rorge said: Hmm yeah been there, I'm probably there now, who knows anymore.
Just don't do any drugs for a long time or forever. Don't, for the love of god, smoke weed. You'll improve over time, just take on healthy and enjoyable habits. Stay away from the computer. Exercise, meditate, eat healthy.
You'll never be exactly the same. This is true for anyone at any point in their life because we are all changing all the time. Shrooms can change you though it's true. Maybe write out on paper the way you feel?
Don't forget to keep moving. Get outside. Hug a tree. Cry. Be human.
yeah... you just got to come to terms with it.. we all change continously.. for each expereance.. it kills us, and we are reborn. Do not use psycadellica.. atleast not untill you are through with this, for it will most likely bring you staright back there..
you just meditate on it.. find your peace.. and you seek your pain, knowkng that you might shut it all out and return to normal by the thought of it.. drumming ect helps much.. though K would suggest doing it yourself.. do not use a sound track.
when you feel you have had enough, you just retrace your steps and you will find yourself back like before you started. Good luck.
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Re: Please Help!! [Re: Icyus]
#19359104 - 01/02/14 03:23 PM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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If anyone you know has a racetam chemical they are supposed to lessen brain damage if taken after a seizure.
-------------------- Everything I say on here is not true, I am an insecure person who lies about doing drugs and stuff to make myself feel good. So any illegal things I may have talked about are all fictional.
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DrugsRGood
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Anon, let love be your guiding light. It will calm your soul.
I have had my share of panic attacks and love has always shown me the way.
-------------------- Life is an adventure; not knowing what's ahead brings a great sense of anticipation; and meeting women is the reward.
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bluegill
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Why were you in conflict? What did you do to try and calm yourself down and pacify your fears?
-------------------- "Psychedelics are like carnival tickets, you buy the ticket and take the ride, then you get off and go home. What your talking about is physical death. That's when you're pulled into the carnival against your will and your stuck there for eternity."
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