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Aopocetx
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New Year's, DOx, first level 5 trip
#19357990 - 01/02/14 11:25 AM (10 years, 28 days ago) |
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I just woke up after having the craziest, most intense trip of my life. For New Year's I had purchased 3 hits of what I thought was acid. In retrospect, what I did was stupid. However don't judge me for it - I KNOW. I would never do some shit like that again. What happened was that I got it from this guy who sold me some acid a couple weeks prior, so I thought it was gonna be good. However the tabs looked different. This is what scared me and made me take 3 and not 4 like I wanted to originally (thank God).
I took the 3 hits around 9:40 on Dec 31. I started tripping in about 30 minutes! I realized it wasn't acid and little did I know I was in for the most intense ride of my life. Within the next 30 minutes of that, this built to what I can only assume is a level 5 trip because I can't imagine my reality warping any more! Thank God I had my girlfriend and family there to watch me.
I was in my backyard looking at the grass and stuff. The grass and anything I looked at started changing completely... the visuals were very tryptamine-like. It looked almost kaleidoscopic but not quite. They looked 'pointy'. But honestly it was beautiful.
The thing is, I noticed that I was starting to trip WAY too hard. Apparently my awesome girlfriend smashed her hand with a window right next to me and I had no idea. She kept me from knowing until I came down a little bit, bless her heart. She told me my dogs were fighting right next to me and I would just ZONE out. My pupils were COMPLETELY black. Thousand yard stare FTW.
The visuals were SO strong. I was actually really fuckin overwhelmed. If I stayed in one spot, my whole world would fracture and turn into something else. I would only vaguely see the same colors.
Right when I peaked, I was talking to my dad. He was watching me because he could tell I was tripping really fucking hard. (My family is awesome, don't ask questions.) Pretty soon I realized that I was gonna trip extremely hard and I could either fight the trip and have a horrible time for hours OR I could try to calm down and enjoy it.
Well, I kind of laid down on my bed. I was getting these visuals that were so intense. I felt my body literally change shape. It was morphing and flowing! The visuals I were seeing looked kind of like infinitely complex white crystals. With my eyes closed, that's what I would see and with my eyes open, the same crystals would distort everything in my vision.
My pops told me to just try to control it. So I closed my eyes and got my first vision. I literally saw God create. I opened my eyes and had tears come out at what I just saw. I saw God as this pure energy that was in everything and used love to create. I felt the love and I saw this energy throughout everything.
The main thing I kept seeing was this pure energy. Like I said it looked like infinitely complex crystals. Really it was fractals. You know how they say when the universe came into being, there was just energy that turned into mass? Well these "crystals" I was seeing was the force that pervaded the universe that caused energy to slow down and condense into mass.
I felt like I knew what the soul was. It was this energy but of our bodies. I felt like I was acting through my soul. Whenever I would move, my body would catch up within a few seconds.
When I relaxed and saw these visions, I felt like I knew why Buddhist monks meditate. I knew what the end goal for them was - complete union with the universe.
To be honest, I had SOO much anxiety during this trip. I just wasn't expecting such a strong trip. My pops was trying to help by making a cup of chamomile tea. When I put it up to my mouth, I just saw it repeat infinitely into space. I remember holding my dog and she melted and repeated infinitely into space aswell. Actually anything I stopped to look at did this.
At some point in the beginning, I remember grabbing my cross and praying. It seemed to help me calm down.
I'm so thankful that I had my girlfriend and my family there to look after me. If I was alone, I would have gone nuts! My girlfriend was awesome, reassuring me that it would just take time to come down and helping me in any way she could. Same thing with my dad. My mind was jut completely blown.
It's hard to describe the intensity of the visuals, but let me say again that they were EVERYWHERE. I could NOT get away from them. Everything was breathing in and out, morphing, flowing, becoming distorted, changing into crystal-like shapes (in my mind it was because of the pure energy I talked about earlier - because it gave mass to energy, it shaped everything that was).
On this trip, I experienced everything I ever wanted to experience from psychedelics. There is NO reason for me to trip as far as I can see into the future. I felt all of the effects I had been searching for - oneness with the universe, a feeling of overwhelming love, I got a better idea of God, shapeshifting, out of body experiencs (in a way - it was different from other times I've had)... just a complete change in reality.
And you know, I know I probably shouldn't have taken 3 hits considering it was DOx. I know because it took 24 hours for the effects to come down enough so I could sleep. I was still tripping though but I was SO tired that I eventually fell asleep, after zoning out a bunch of times. I've also taken 1 hit of DOB in the past and it felt extremely similar. It didn't feel like LSD. However I'm not discounting that it could be a different RC but I'm pretty damn sure it was DOx.
I'm posting a picture of the tabs so if anyone knows what it is I would love to know. I can't tell what the design is however.
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Re: New Year's, DOx, first level 5 trip [Re: Aopocetx]
#19362886 - 01/03/14 11:09 AM (10 years, 27 days ago) |
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Wow, that sounds like one hell of a ride. Glad you're still sane
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Aopocetx
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Re: New Year's, DOx, first level 5 trip [Re: d9c6]
#19362907 - 01/03/14 11:14 AM (10 years, 27 days ago) |
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Thanks man but I questioned if I really was gonna go back to normal.
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Re: New Year's, DOx, first level 5 trip [Re: Aopocetx]
#19363069 - 01/03/14 11:51 AM (10 years, 27 days ago) |
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Aopocetx said: Thanks man but I questioned if I really was gonna go back to normal. 
Your post makes me want to try DOx even more. Maybe one day I'll stumble upon one of them
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Re: New Year's, DOx, first level 5 trip [Re: d9c6]
#19368619 - 01/04/14 02:34 PM (10 years, 26 days ago) |
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Great report, glad you're okay! Sounds like a pretty insane trip though, thanks for sharing.
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Aopocetx
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Re: New Year's, DOx, first level 5 trip [Re: MindDrips]
#19371833 - 01/05/14 08:48 AM (10 years, 26 days ago) |
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No problem, it's my pleasure actually. Thanks for reading it.
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