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Starskii
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A bad trip ended my friendship.
#19355347 - 01/01/14 04:31 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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It all started with a girl named Anna, she dumped me and I was destroyed afterwords. My best friend Seth, was my only vent. I vented with him about it a lot, but then something horrible happened that isn't cool. He started dating her and hid it from me. That's fucked. But after a few months I decided it wasn't worth losing a friend over. (keep in mind she dumped me about 7-8 months before they started dating.)
So, after having a fairly successful time repairing our friendship and my feelings for this girl were pretty much gone (it has been a year) we decided to trip together. Unfortunately all I could get my hands on was nBOME and that was my first time on an RC. I didn't like it.
I had a horrible trip, it started out good and his mom came home and she is awesome and was totally cool with it. She probably won't be anymore. I don't know why, but I started talking about politics (I'm a bit of a fanatic) and she told me "Jake, you could be President one day" this would come back later as a very negative comment.
I don't know why, I love his mom but I jokingly punched her in the arm and I guess it was kinda hard because she got upset with me and told me to sit down and calm down. I sat down but at this point for some reason I was set off, I started thinking about Anna and started talking about fucking her in the ass or something horrid. I told Seth he had an acne problem and it escalated and escalated until I broke a remote in half, whipped out my dick for no apparent reason. His mom yelled at me around this time "Jake CALM THE FUCK DOWN!" and I started hyper ventilating. I tried ripping off my nipple screamed "THIS ISN'T REAL" and that escalated into "I AM GOD!" and soon I was talking about how much I missed Anna, odd.
This ended with her calling my dad to come pick me up. He got their in time to see me sitting on the couch with my shirt ripped off, talking about being God. Yeah. I'm a fucktard.
I apologized profusely and bought her a new remote the next day when I came to pick up my car. I have apologized over and over again since, but that killed my friendship.
Any tips on how I can possibly re-open communication? He was my best friend, for 5 years and I really don't wanna lose them, but it seems I already have. I guess I still have a little bit of feelings for this girl which was a dangerous mix with psychedelics. :/
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tripologist
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Re: A bad trip ended my friendship. [Re: Starskii] 4
#19355358 - 01/01/14 04:34 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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You're fucked, you better leave them alone.
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LysergicX7
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Re: A bad trip ended my friendship. [Re: Starskii]
#19355376 - 01/01/14 04:38 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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All you can do is apologize. Be honest and real with your friend and go on with life. And for god sakes take more responsibility when you trip. You shouldn't be talking to someone's mother. You should be just chilling out listening to music or something.
You also shouldn't be tripping with a dude you are jealous over, friend or not. This is so obviously going to go wrong dude, you should have seen it coming.
-------------------- “Everybody is fundamentally, the ultimate reality. Not god in the political kingly sense, but god in the sense of being the self – the deep down basic whatever there is. And you’re all that… only you’re pretending you’re not.” -Alan Watts I think that in human evolution it has never been as necessary to have this substance LSD. It is just a tool to turn us into what we are supposed to be.” ― Albert Hofmann
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tripologist
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Re: A bad trip ended my friendship. [Re: LysergicX7]
#19355389 - 01/01/14 04:41 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Also don't take nBome or any research chemicals, those things are fucked up. Just stick to shrooms or LSD because they are powerful enough.
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rikuni

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Re: A bad trip ended my friendship. [Re: tripologist]
#19355427 - 01/01/14 04:49 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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good story and good job whipping with the dick
Now find new friends for the next story
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Periscope
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Re: A bad trip ended my friendship. [Re: rikuni]
#19355497 - 01/01/14 05:07 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Is this real? I'm sorry if it is. But I wish I could have recorded it
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Deathcore
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Re: A bad trip ended my friendship. [Re: Periscope]
#19355520 - 01/01/14 05:14 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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i have a feeling he left out details
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G_rambo
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Re: A bad trip ended my friendship. [Re: Deathcore]
#19355620 - 01/01/14 05:46 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Yeah ummm honestly I don't think anythings going to mend that relationship with your friend except for time... But at least you have a great story to tell your kids!
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Re: A bad trip ended my friendship. [Re: Deathcore] 1
#19355664 - 01/01/14 05:56 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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This is too funny, I'm sorry I'm sure it was a horrible experience for you, but I don't think there's much of a chance of salvaging that friendship. You may be able to laugh about it later, but you crossed just about every boundary of respect there is and your lucky you didn't get your ass beat or worse.
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Re: A bad trip ended my friendship. [Re: Starskii] 1
#19355682 - 01/01/14 06:00 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Maybe im missing something, but there's a possibility the combination of nbome, and your set/setting resulted in a psychotic break.
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Starskii
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Re: A bad trip ended my friendship. [Re: Legend]
#19355715 - 01/01/14 06:08 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Yeah I actually told him the day before I wasn't up for a trip but he insisted. His mom was cool with us tripping though. The only reason I did it was because I thought it would have been more of a bonding type of experience and it turned out to be the opposite. It was a absolutely horrible experience and at some point in the trip I forgot it was real, I kinda just told myself that it would be okay like I would wake up from a dream and it wouldn't have actually happened. But it did.
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Deathcore
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Re: A bad trip ended my friendship. [Re: Starskii]
#19355748 - 01/01/14 06:16 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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hahahahaha sounds like my first real trip...my acid trip..not nbome...
i was like..whew..all a dream...nope...real life...trips come in waves...
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Starskii
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Re: A bad trip ended my friendship. [Re: Deathcore]
#19355757 - 01/01/14 06:19 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Yeah you gotta be careful with that mentality. You can temporarily lose your fucking mind and end up looking like the king of dumbasses xD
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urthtown
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Re: A bad trip ended my friendship. [Re: Starskii]
#19355825 - 01/01/14 06:37 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Quote:
Starskii said: Yeah I actually told him the day before I wasn't up for a trip but he insisted. His mom was cool with us tripping though. The only reason I did it was because I thought it would have been more of a bonding type of experience and it turned out to be the opposite.
MDMA is what you were after...
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Starskii
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Re: A bad trip ended my friendship. [Re: urthtown]
#19355836 - 01/01/14 06:41 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I can actually get that, I'll keep that in mind if there is ever a next time.
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Jesus Christ
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Re: A bad trip ended my friendship. [Re: Starskii]
#19355871 - 01/01/14 06:51 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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the whole ego-inflation i am god and overall chaotic madness seems to be a common thing with nbome's
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AnarchyXx420xX
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Re: A bad trip ended my friendship. [Re: Starskii]
#19355999 - 01/01/14 07:38 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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You should of put on gangnam style and started screaming its psy its the psy Anna poo
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Into The Woods
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Re: A bad trip ended my friendship. [Re: Starskii]
#19356338 - 01/01/14 09:45 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Quote:
Legend said: Maybe im missing something, but there's a possibility the combination of nbome, and your set/setting resulted in a psychotic break.
Those were my thoughts too, OP.
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Starskii
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Yeah, I was a little bit anxious of my set and setting. I am usually quite careful with that, but I really valued this friendship and he really wanted to trip with me so I convinced myself it would be okay. My mistake :/
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Into The Woods
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Re: A bad trip ended my friendship. [Re: Starskii]
#19356384 - 01/01/14 10:04 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I think your best shot at repairing your friendship is a heartfelt apology to your friend and his mother.
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