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Bill_Oreilly
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I got out basically by logical reasoning and acts of love. They even thanked me for "understanding space"
I was there for 3 weeks, I really don't want to talk about it in detail because I had to do something really really fucked up to prove myself to these people. They put me on 3 medications, one of them a heavy anti-psychotic called Halidol(sp)
the staff and others would call me jesus and thank me for proving my point and all that crap..i kept asking them to stop calling me jesus, because the last time i checked, jesus was dead.
ok ill just get to the fucking point...i killed a man with my knowledge in that place(i think)...literally. they were doing some experiment to see who was smarter..me or the evil ones. I won because in the end, knowledge wins. Everytime. My stay there was really fucked up i don't want to talk about it further because im still trying to process everything that happened.
i guess im just a lunatic..oh well.
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Bill_Oreilly
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oh ya and i have an extreme case of "restless leg syndrome" which isn't fun when you are in a mental hospital....but youre damn right flip..the staff were professionals. i call them angels
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Bill_Oreilly
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Bill_Oreilly said: what if I told you that my induced psychosis happened while I WAS SOBER and I have already stopped all drugs including marijuana....
and yes, shapeshifting is real, I don't know if that is what constitutes a reptilian but there are shapeshifters
http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/17432449
You need help man
Oh like you never said anything that you didn't mean....gimme a break. to make it out of the flames you need to be on fire at some point..right?
and that post was written when i was high and paranoid. what happened to me recently was just my sober mind
and that post was just how i pay my respects to pris..i fear the pris
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Bill_Oreilly
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oh ya and now when i masterbate nothing comes out...probably because of the halidol
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Oh like you never said anything that you didn't mean....gimme a break. to make it out of the flames you need to be on fire at some point..right?
Its all good if you see through the delusions, I've had psychotic episodes myself and feel completely fine about them now that the issues been worked through. Definitely not the end of the world
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Bill_Oreilly said: oh ya and now when i masterbate nothing comes out...probably because of the halidol
Are you still taking their mass murder suicide pills?
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Bill_Oreilly
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i am...they claim i am allergic to drugs such as marijuana..but don't be so quick to either mr.fliptown maybe i really need these meds..i have no idea...a big reason they let me out was because i put my 100% trust in them and did EVERYTHING they asked
also u need to remember i have a kid in the house so maybe a break from drugs is a necessity
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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You're not taking a break, you're just switching from your drugs to their drugs. They are trying to kill your mind power man!
I hope that you're right though, you have seemed pretty far into the deep end. But still i dunno man. Maybe a break from ALL drugs is what you need. Their drugs are still drugs. But I am no professional. If you can't cum though that would be pretty fucking concerning.
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Bill_Oreilly
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i too also signed up for obamacare im getting a new health insurance card in the mail soon.
obamacare sounds fucking awesome. they assign you this social worker that basically agrees to help you with ANYTHING which is pretty cool...im starting this shit cuz im the devil...i have nowhere to hide and nothing to hide
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Bill_Oreilly
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underfliptown said: You're not taking a break, you're just switching from your drugs to their drugs. They are trying to kill your mind power man!
I hope that you're right though, you have seemed pretty far into the deep end. But still i dunno man. Maybe a break from ALL drugs is what you need. Their drugs are still drugs. But I am no professional. If you can't cum though that would be pretty fucking concerning.
i think these professionals realize my only hope to stay off drugs is taking these new drugs...who knows i know i don't claim to know..i hope your wrong flip i hope ya wrong buddy
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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I do too. I am just as fucked up as you man so don't take what I say with too much credence. I just hope you can get your shit back to top notch off ALL drugs. Big pharma wants you addicted to their drugs. It makes them money. Stay on em for now, but don't be a resident.
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Bill_Oreilly
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awesome advice brother...like i said im putting my faith in the doctors..i damn near tried everything else so i guess it wont hurt to play their little game as of now. i have nothing to lose(besides my cum), feel me?
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Totally man! Do what you gotta do for now. Just don't forget the truth!
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Bill_Oreilly
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underfliptown said: Totally man! Do what you gotta do for now. Just don't forget the truth!
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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underfliptown
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Or do. Maybe its better to forget... I have no fucking idea. I am just an accidental viewer of the supreme reality. Trying to piece together the puzzle.
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Bill_Oreilly
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lets not overthink this and just take it one day at a time. all we can do brotha
i had a problem and now i need to fix it. in the meantime, i obey
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Right on man! I am bring my own shit into this. Sorry man. You got it on lock!
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Bill_Oreilly
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don't be sorry! you are about the only one that trusts me enough to ask questions, I respect that a LOT.
anyway, these are the meds they have me on. incase anyone was wondering...
benztropine
fluphenazine
risperidone
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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well if the meds actually do anything you can probably stop taking them after several months and when you do STAY OFF DRUGS or taking them in the first place is going to be a waste of time
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