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lonelyjew
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8 grams lemon teked still no ego death *DELETED* *DELETED*
#19353458 - 01/01/14 01:38 AM (10 years, 30 days ago) |
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ImFukNCLUELESS
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Re: 8 grams lemon teked still no ego death [Re: lonelyjew] 1
#19353529 - 01/01/14 02:21 AM (10 years, 30 days ago) |
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You will have ego death when the time is right quit expecting something out of it
Then again there is always aya
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Re: 8 grams lemon teked still no ego death *DELETED* [Re: ImFukNCLUELESS]
#19353560 - 01/01/14 02:45 AM (10 years, 30 days ago) |
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Re: 8 grams lemon teked still no ego death [Re: lonelyjew]
#19353601 - 01/01/14 03:09 AM (10 years, 30 days ago) |
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Well everyone's different but my buddy was always looking for that one high that would take him over the edge. He then found what he was looking for when he took some L and then some deems. The deems ended up lasting as long as the L. He didn't even know who he was anymore. Needless to say he says he got what he was always looking for but that he would never do the two together again.
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Re: 8 grams lemon teked still no ego death [Re: mushmagic]
#19353633 - 01/01/14 03:29 AM (10 years, 30 days ago) |
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Ayahuasca
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Re: 8 grams lemon teked still no ego death [Re: ImFukNCLUELESS]
#19353784 - 01/01/14 05:41 AM (10 years, 30 days ago) |
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I think if your ego doesn't need cleansing you won't experience ego death, or at least not that powerful. When I started doing shrooms I was anew each time I tripped, now I don't experience it anymore and am more sober and aware of the trip on high doses, which allows me to learn more.
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Re: 8 grams lemon teked still no ego death [Re: lonelyjew]
#19353803 - 01/01/14 06:03 AM (10 years, 30 days ago) |
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OP..drugs do not induce ego-death...only you can crack your own ego. it can be done with 1.8 grams of mushrooms or 5 grams. Its up to the user.
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Re: 8 grams lemon teked still no ego death [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#19354087 - 01/01/14 09:35 AM (10 years, 30 days ago) |
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Ego death is rare and happens gradually. Almost no one is truly ego dead.
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Re: 8 grams lemon teked still no ego death [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
#19354161 - 01/01/14 10:05 AM (10 years, 30 days ago) |
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Bill_Oreilly said: OP..drugs do not induce ego-death...only you can crack your own ego. it can be done with 1.8 grams of mushrooms or 5 grams. Its up to the user.
^this
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How often do you dose up?
8 grams should be enough, guess it wasn't, surprising you haven't achieved it. Maybe one day when you least expect it
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lonelyjew
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Re: 8 grams lemon teked still no ego death *DELETED* [Re: DoomSquirrel]
#19355365 - 01/01/14 04:35 PM (10 years, 29 days ago) |
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Re: 8 grams lemon teked still no ego death [Re: lonelyjew]
#19355471 - 01/01/14 04:59 PM (10 years, 29 days ago) |
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Either you have the tolerance of a large rhinoceros, you got a bunk batch or if you are taking other meds or drugs that conflict with it.
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Re: 8 grams lemon teked still no ego death [Re: lonelyjew]
#19355509 - 01/01/14 05:11 PM (10 years, 29 days ago) |
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lonelyjew said: it seems like there different versions of the "ego death" (im sure some are false) well im am talking about the whole dying and being reborn type ego death(not the one where you can't tell whats reality)
for me when i take shrooms i still can't get an ego death or even have a bad trip if i try?
this time i took 8 grams and was seeing crazy geometric patterns and when i drained the bathe tub it felt like a black hole opening up and the sound was coming from different areas so i was tripping pretty hard
but it doesn't feel as spiritual as i would like it to be
do you guys have any tips on how to experience ego death/make it more spiritual?
There is no "ego death" like that, it's just something people talk about to sound cool. 
Trips are what they are. I've tripped on shrooms about a thousand times, and every one was different. Some involve total dissolution of ego, which is probably what you're looking for. But you can't predict it. Meditation can help prepare you for what it feels like. Dosage is mostly irrelevant, you can't chase it that way. 
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Re: 8 grams lemon teked still no ego death [Re: PrimalSoup]
#19355526 - 01/01/14 05:17 PM (10 years, 29 days ago) |
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PrimalSoup said:
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lonelyjew said: it seems like there different versions of the "ego death" (im sure some are false) well im am talking about the whole dying and being reborn type ego death(not the one where you can't tell whats reality)
for me when i take shrooms i still can't get an ego death or even have a bad trip if i try?
this time i took 8 grams and was seeing crazy geometric patterns and when i drained the bathe tub it felt like a black hole opening up and the sound was coming from different areas so i was tripping pretty hard
but it doesn't feel as spiritual as i would like it to be
do you guys have any tips on how to experience ego death/make it more spiritual?
There is no "ego death" like that, it's just something people talk about to sound cool. 
Trips are what they are. I've tripped on shrooms about a thousand times, and every one was different. Some involve total dissolution of ego, which is probably what you're looking for. But you can't predict it. Meditation can help prepare you for what it feels like. Dosage is mostly irrelevant, you can't chase it that way. 
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Umm i have tripped and felt myself dying then blacking out and when coming back having to learn talk and how to move again like being reborn
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Re: 8 grams lemon teked still no ego death *DELETED* [Re: Seriously_trippin]
#19355591 - 01/01/14 05:37 PM (10 years, 29 days ago) |
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Re: 8 grams lemon teked still no ego death [Re: lonelyjew]
#19355746 - 01/01/14 06:16 PM (10 years, 29 days ago) |
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One cannot expect or articulate an ego death whilst experiencing one. The two counter-act the other like the turning of a wheel, you turn one way and the wheel is traveling both up and down on both sides. To experience ego death, your ego must subsidize and it seems you are getting in the way of yourself in this sense.
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Re: 8 grams lemon teked still no ego death [Re: Starskii]
#19355861 - 01/01/14 06:49 PM (10 years, 29 days ago) |
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Experience may be your enemy here... I only got to that point with mushrooms the first time I did them and I ate 8 g dried. No expectations, no ability to frame what was to come. I was also 15 and had only smoked weed a few times and got drunk once. Needless to say, I got steamrolled.
Now when I trip I 'know' what's coming... it's never the same no matter how hard I trip. Find a tryptamine you haven't met yet and shake it's hand heartily.
A few people already said Aya but if you can get yourself some DMT in any form you might find what you are looking for.
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Edited by urthtown (01/01/14 06:51 PM)
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Re: 8 grams lemon teked still no ego death [Re: Starskii]
#19355868 - 01/01/14 06:51 PM (10 years, 29 days ago) |
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You don't sound like the type of person to have an ego death. Comes from yourself not mushrooms, mushrooms just help you enter that state of mind.
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PrimalSoup
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Re: 8 grams lemon teked still no ego death [Re: ImFukNCLUELESS]
#19356024 - 01/01/14 07:46 PM (10 years, 29 days ago) |
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Umm i have tripped and felt myself dying then blacking out and when coming back having to learn talk and how to move again like being reborn
All kinds of weird and strange feelings occur, and if you check most of them aren't really happening - I mean, where you REALLY dying? Blacking out seems pretty common, yeah, but being unable to move or exert voluntary control after that is, IME, just a normal tripping experience. 
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Re: 8 grams lemon teked still no ego death [Re: PrimalSoup]
#19399419 - 01/10/14 02:25 PM (10 years, 20 days ago) |
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Let ordinary physical reality fill your brain with new material. Avoid tripping for a few month and then prepare for a day when you are really calm and have created your best setting possible.
Then eat 14g and close your eyes.
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Re: 8 grams lemon teked still no ego death [Re: qweqaz]
#19405604 - 01/11/14 08:09 PM (10 years, 19 days ago) |
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If you want to dive into the deepest depths then higher doses and silent darkness seems to be the "easy" route. Meaning no meditation and other practices. Ive never experienced death or feeling like I was dying but I lost myself to the experience on 5 grams that were surprisingly potent. As I came back my memories came back like watching a movie. I seen my life from "other than myself". Like watching some elses memories. I didnt think in language. If you are searching for a specific experience I dont know if you will ever get it. shrooms aint alcohol where you just keep adding a shot and eventually you black out or something.
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