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InvisibleVivaLaMushie
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girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died
    #19350628 - 12/31/13 10:44 AM (10 years, 30 days ago)

My brother sent me a text this morning asking if I had heard about Kim. I said no, I hadn't heard from her in about a year to be exactly. When I had stopped talking to her, she was really into heroin and was going downhill. After trying to do an intervention for her with her mom and brothers, it didn't even start before it blew up. The last time I sent her a good vibe message I never got a response. My brother said Bc at that time (this time last year) she was in rehab.

I grew up with this girl, we played all the time, I knew her when she was 5.

I thought about her the other day, which makes all of this so weird. Sunday she crossed my mind and that was the day she overdosed.
my brother said people on her facebook were saying she was with the wrong group of people and she wanted to "try heroin one last time" well that took her life.

I'm gonna go see her mom today or tomorrow. That's when its gonna hit me and be really hard.


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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: VivaLaMushie]
    #19350641 - 12/31/13 10:49 AM (10 years, 30 days ago)

I'm so sorry viva :sad:


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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: VivaLaMushie]
    #19350642 - 12/31/13 10:50 AM (10 years, 30 days ago)

Damn, that's a shitty way to end/start the year. Best of vibes to you and urbody else affected by this.


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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: trampis]
    #19350674 - 12/31/13 10:59 AM (10 years, 30 days ago)

So sorry to hear about your loss. :sad:


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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: VivaLaMushie]
    #19350680 - 12/31/13 11:00 AM (10 years, 30 days ago)

i'm really sorry. heroin is an epidemic :sad:


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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: VivaLaMushie]
    #19350685 - 12/31/13 11:02 AM (10 years, 30 days ago)

:hug:


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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: Sheekle]
    #19350698 - 12/31/13 11:06 AM (10 years, 30 days ago)

So sorry Viva, my best friend in college OD'd on heroin too. His GF found him all blue on the toilet. Matter a fact he was a member on this site, but I dunno his username. Stay strong, you are in no way responsible for what happened. :sad:


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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: VivaLaMushie]
    #19350705 - 12/31/13 11:08 AM (10 years, 30 days ago)

Nothing can ever replace old friendships, sorry for what you lost viva.


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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: Sheekle] * 2
    #19350748 - 12/31/13 11:20 AM (10 years, 30 days ago)

Im sorry to hear that. I know all to well what's it like to lose friends and family to drugs and alcohol.

Try to remember them as who they were and not how they died.
Keep those memories alive.

The impact made on the lives of our children and those who we have made contact with is the only thing that can never die.


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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: magickspore]
    #19350786 - 12/31/13 11:31 AM (10 years, 30 days ago)

That's terrible :sad: I'm sorry veevs.


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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: VivaLaMushie]
    #19350836 - 12/31/13 11:42 AM (10 years, 30 days ago)

Quote:

magickspore said:
Im sorry to hear that. I know all to well what's it like to lose friends and family to drugs and alcohol.

Try to remember them as who they were and not how they died.
Keep those memories alive.

The impact made on the lives of our children and those who we have made contact with is the only thing that can never die.




This. We love you, Viva!


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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: Hellogoodbyedeath]
    #19350844 - 12/31/13 11:46 AM (10 years, 30 days ago)

Crazy.  I don't know a single person who's ever touched heroin.  I wonder if it's more prevalent in the states.


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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: VivaLaMushie]
    #19350916 - 12/31/13 12:09 PM (10 years, 30 days ago)

That's hard, Viva.  Really sorry to hear that. :hug:


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I wonder if it's more prevalent in the states.



It's everywhere, but yeah it's concentrated more in particular places.

I know it's big in western Canada (esp. Vancouver).


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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: VivaLaMushie]
    #19351039 - 12/31/13 12:46 PM (10 years, 30 days ago)

Oh my god there's so many depressing threads about over dose and death and tragedy this festive season. :frown: Such a downer! You have my deepest condolences and I hope you still have a cheerful New Year's.

Really sorry but you shouldn't blame yourself. Heroin is such a nasty drug and once the physical withdrawals kick in, no amount of therapy, comfort, or love will be able to defeat the demon. It's so sad.

Best of luck and try to stay happy. It's not your fault at all, your intent was good...there's just very little hope in dope. :frown:


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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: PsychedelicLife]
    #19351269 - 12/31/13 01:58 PM (10 years, 30 days ago)

“On the death of a friend, we should consider that the fates through confidence have devolved on us the task of a double living, that we have henceforth to fulfill the promise of our friend's life also, in our own, to the world.”
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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: VivaLaMushie]
    #19351348 - 12/31/13 02:26 PM (10 years, 30 days ago)

Oh viva, honey :sad:

I'm so sorry

My deepest condolences to you and all her friends & family

May her soul be at peace :sad:

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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: Into The Woods]
    #19351394 - 12/31/13 02:42 PM (10 years, 30 days ago)

I'm sorry man thats rough
I send you my love <3 :hug:


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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: E_Z]
    #19351529 - 12/31/13 03:18 PM (10 years, 30 days ago)

I just went to visit her mom. I guess she was at the house Sunday, her mom thinks she got kicked out of the rehab program she was in.

Her mom came home to her all fucked up slouched on the toilet, kept saying to her mom she had to have a bowel movement, her mom didn't called 911 right away Bc she said shes seen her like this so many times she just thought she used and would get over it. They put her in bed and when she went back to check on her a couple hours later she was cold and blue. 911 came then and she kept yelling at them to give her narcon and they just kept saying "its too late, shes gone"


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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: VivaLaMushie]
    #19351537 - 12/31/13 03:21 PM (10 years, 30 days ago)

I'm feeling guilty. Her and I stopped talking on good terms I told her I couldn't be friends w her if she was going to keep killing herself, I wonder if I had stuck around if maybe my tough love could have helped at all. Idk. Her mom even told me "you always had a way of making her listen" but I gave up on her and now I regret that so much


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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: VivaLaMushie]
    #19351544 - 12/31/13 03:23 PM (10 years, 30 days ago)

My heaviest condolences Viva. Heroin is a rough drug and takes a lot of lives. She would appreciate it, i'm sure, if you thought about the good times you guys had and how she helped you in life tonight for the New Year.

Don't feel guilty. That will bring nothing but sorrow. Just feel happy that you knew her. Let her memory live on.


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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: VivaLaMushie]
    #19351548 - 12/31/13 03:23 PM (10 years, 30 days ago)

I'm so sorry for your loss. I've been there way too many times. Just let yourself mourn. Too many people die on that shit. I'm sick of it :-(

At least she won't have to suffer being strangled by the chains of addiction anymore. Some people just can't be saved.

Whatever you do, don't play the "I could have done somthing to stop it" and the"but if I did this it might of not happened" game.

My condolences.


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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: VivaLaMushie]
    #19351731 - 12/31/13 04:12 PM (10 years, 30 days ago)

Sorry for your loss. :hug:


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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: Dark_Star]
    #19351752 - 12/31/13 04:18 PM (10 years, 30 days ago)

heroin's like that people always go off  the deep end on that stuff you got to have like a ambulance or someone to drive right there in the room with them.


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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: E_Z]
    #19351797 - 12/31/13 04:31 PM (10 years, 30 days ago)

So so sorry Viva, let her soul finally rest in peace. Recently my step-brother shot himself in the head twice, he was 24. There are no good answers to why such precious life has to be struck down before their time in a tragic way. All you can do is keep her alive through your memory.

I know you would liked to have done something different but the truth is in addiction cases especially, all you can do is try and have some sort of intervention( which you did) And cut ties( which you did). Can't ask what if


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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: Seriously_trippin]
    #19352084 - 12/31/13 05:50 PM (10 years, 30 days ago)

What ifs only lead to more confusion and anger. It will consume you if you let it.

I say to remember them and not how they died bec with drugs and alcohol. First people blame the substance, then themselves or the people that said person was with. Its a never ending cycle of remorse, depression and anger.

Just let it go there is nothing that anyone but herself could've done. I didn't wanna give up my habit till it almost killed me multiple times. Even then I didn't voluntarily quit.

Remember that bright amazing person she used to be and not that distorted image of herself that is inevitable with addiction. That's the best thing you can do now.


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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: VivaLaMushie]
    #19352152 - 12/31/13 06:06 PM (10 years, 30 days ago)

Quote:

VivaLaMushie said:
I'm feeling guilty. Her and I stopped talking on good terms I told her I couldn't be friends w her if she was going to keep killing herself, I wonder if I had stuck around if maybe my tough love could have helped at all. Idk. Her mom even told me "you always had a way of making her listen" but I gave up on her and now I regret that so much



You have exactly zero culpability.  If you had a way to make her listen she wouldn't have been a junkie at all.


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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: zappaisgod]
    #19352188 - 12/31/13 06:18 PM (10 years, 30 days ago)

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zappaisgod said:
Quote:

VivaLaMushie said:
I'm feeling guilty. Her and I stopped talking on good terms I told her I couldn't be friends w her if she was going to keep killing herself, I wonder if I had stuck around if maybe my tough love could have helped at all. Idk. Her mom even told me "you always had a way of making her listen" but I gave up on her and now I regret that so much



You have exactly zero culpability.  If you had a way to make her listen she wouldn't have been a junkie at all.



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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: morrowasted]
    #19352470 - 12/31/13 07:38 PM (10 years, 30 days ago)

These fucking overdose threads...

A. I'm sorry for your loss Viva...

B. I'm pissed off at heroin more and more every day

C. I can't help but think that it was entirely their own fault for doing heroin in the first place


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Re: girl that was like a sister to me, i just found out she overdosed and died [Re: VivaLaMushie]
    #19352561 - 12/31/13 08:00 PM (10 years, 30 days ago)

My condolences Viva.:heart::heart:


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