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thisguy1
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first ever trip tonight. not going well.
#19349996 - 12/31/13 06:56 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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First shroom trip tonight and im in a bad head space. Can I get some help
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MR.Merlin
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Re: first ever trip tonight. not going well. [Re: thisguy1]
#19350000 - 12/31/13 06:57 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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hey man
-------------------- Mushroom growing is a hobby, and any thing posted under this account is solely a replication of naturally occurring phenomena done for scientific study and observation, fully within the bounds of federal law. further more, all things stated on this site by this account are works of fiction. I am attempting to create an alter ego that is totally false to immerse myself in a character for a book.
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thisguy1
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Re: first ever trip tonight. not going well. [Re: MR.Merlin]
#19350002 - 12/31/13 06:58 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Ill just say happy new years. Will I see you in 2014?
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Re: first ever trip tonight. not going well. [Re: MR.Merlin]
#19350004 - 12/31/13 06:59 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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if your not feeling too hot always remember this,
its a drug it only lasts so long, the mushrooms you ate are NOT going to kill you. they would have already done it=)
rideeeeee that shit. its an adventure take the goods and bads and know youl be ok in a few hours take it for what it is!
change your lighting! too dark? kinda erry? dont know who you are? jump under your blankets with a flash light do something cookey!
music! if your listening to a specific genera change it up man! you dont have to stay positive but make sure you try to stay focused.
you will be fine =)
-------------------- Mushroom growing is a hobby, and any thing posted under this account is solely a replication of naturally occurring phenomena done for scientific study and observation, fully within the bounds of federal law. further more, all things stated on this site by this account are works of fiction. I am attempting to create an alter ego that is totally false to immerse myself in a character for a book.
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Re: first ever trip tonight. not going well. [Re: MR.Merlin]
#19350006 - 12/31/13 07:00 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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and i doubt you will seeee me but im sure well chat
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thisguy1
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Re: first ever trip tonight. not going well. [Re: MR.Merlin]
#19350014 - 12/31/13 07:02 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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That 1 number on my phone changed my mood. Goodbye 2013
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Re: first ever trip tonight. not going well. [Re: thisguy1]
#19350022 - 12/31/13 07:05 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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ayyyy there you go!
the mushies will get you like that man! i personally like to have a good roll around in my blankets with the lights off to rigga J mushroom land
what strain did you eat?
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Re: first ever trip tonight. not going well. [Re: MR.Merlin]
#19350032 - 12/31/13 07:08 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I have no idea hey. Got dust off a friend and had it with cordial. Been a pretty hectic few hours I must say. Just glad I have someone I can chat too. My overall feeling right now is I don't like how my life is going. Like my trip is 'bad'. Its just im finally able to see myself another way. Sorry if im talking trash im just confused with everything at the moment
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Re: first ever trip tonight. not going well. [Re: thisguy1]
#19350039 - 12/31/13 07:13 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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you ate some golden teachers by the sound of it.
mushrooms aren't always going to take you to a happy magic place, remember mushrooms are some of the oldest living organisms on earth! at one point the entire planet was dotted with huge caps!
sometimes when you eat them your going to see reality from a different perspective, sometimes opening your eyes can be the most painful thing we must do.....
take heed! learn the lessons your being taught. even though you may feel "bad" you cant lie to yourself on mushrooms.
take advantage of that and sort out the negative feelings and emotions in your life and start working toward a better life!
i bet this not only will make your trip go better but itl be good for you! This is the real reason why people eat psychedelics =)
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Re: first ever trip tonight. not going well. [Re: MR.Merlin]
#19350045 - 12/31/13 07:16 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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There's so much that I want to say. Am I better off to talk about it or think about it?
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thisguy1
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Re: first ever trip tonight. not going well. [Re: thisguy1]
#19350058 - 12/31/13 07:21 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Without sounding arrogant I want to leave drugs behind with this trip.
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Re: first ever trip tonight. not going well. [Re: thisguy1]
#19350063 - 12/31/13 07:23 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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i have had that same revelation on mushrooms atleast 5 times=) maybe you should look at the REASON your doing drugs not the drug itself.
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thisguy1
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Re: first ever trip tonight. not going well. [Re: MR.Merlin]
#19350068 - 12/31/13 07:28 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I just love drugs. Like I see myself as a pretty straight person. Full time job, loving family and friends. I just like to get away from everything. I hate that there is a massive gap between drugs and society. I think the biggest thing that has made this trip 'bad' is the guys im with, the people im not with and the n20 bulbs. .
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thisguy1
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Re: first ever trip tonight. not going well. [Re: thisguy1]
#19350071 - 12/31/13 07:29 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Thank you so much. Im so glad I have someone to help
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thisguy1
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Re: first ever trip tonight. not going well. [Re: thisguy1]
#19350076 - 12/31/13 07:31 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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This feeling of realization is somewhat amazing
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Re: first ever trip tonight. not going well. [Re: MR.Merlin]
#19350080 - 12/31/13 07:32 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Quote:
MR.Merlin said: you ate some golden teachers by the sound of it.
By the sound of what?
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thisguy1
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Re: first ever trip tonight. not going well. [Re: King of Pain]
#19350084 - 12/31/13 07:33 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Dont mean to be rude but this guy is really helping me Please dont make drama
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MR.Merlin
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Re: first ever trip tonight. not going well. [Re: thisguy1]
#19350090 - 12/31/13 07:37 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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the people you surrounding yourself by are a huge factor in life. 10 times more so when your tripping and looking at your own life.
and no problem bud, god knows we all need it sometimes.
the only times i take drugs now are when everyone has told me i need a day to relax or when i need to test something to make sure its safe for others to consume. I havent had a bad experience because of this and my mindset in about 2 years now.
When i was younger i ate them for the same reasons as you and sometimes a bit more zelously and i would "freak out" sometimes and come to the revalation you are.
after years of that loop i decided to fix my life and listen to my head =)
what im saying is really take how you feel right now into consideration your so much more in tune with yourself or more then you will normally allow your self to be!
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Re: first ever trip tonight. not going well. [Re: MR.Merlin]
#19350091 - 12/31/13 07:38 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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and he seems to be going through heavy revelations wich is a common factor of the GT strain, not to say others dont have this profound effect but IME those seem to hit you closest to home =) i think he was just generally curious is all.
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Edited by MR.Merlin (12/31/13 07:38 AM)
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thisguy1
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Re: first ever trip tonight. not going well. [Re: MR.Merlin]
#19350093 - 12/31/13 07:39 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Can you tell me a bit about yourself? Where are you from and what do you do for yourself?
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