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Cupcakes & Bitches (Am I Losing It??)
    #19345238 - 12/30/13 06:51 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

So not sure where to start. I had a bunch of old friends come home for the holidays and we went out a lot but the last 2 times were pretty fucked up and either I'm losing touch with reality or all my best childhood friends are gay/bi and regularly engage in group sex with eachother..

I know it sounds crazy which is why I'm literally not sure if I'm actually losing it..

Anyways, trying to keep it short so. We all went to a club and got pretty drunk doin' blow all night and then we go back to my buddies place. My friend M starts making lots of gay jokes and references like usual when he's drunk which I find ironic that he does every time we get drunk, seeing how in high school he was such a homophobe.. Anyways I made a joke saying Alcohol always seems to bring M out of the closet and S laughed and said "yes it does", then M got really mad and shit so I just left to another room n passed out.

The next day M brings it up and says I'm crazy, says I think too deeply into shit and acts like nothing happened. (Keep in mind this is the same circle of friends that the other one S came from who tried to get me to have a threesome with him n his buddy when we were on acid.) So now I'm starting to think I'm losing it and maybe just being paranoid, so we go out again the next night. This time downtown and we get a hotel and everything; blow, booze and women too this time (what could go wrong?!). My brother came out with us too cause he was in town and we ran into another friend D from high school (same circle as well). Anyways we all get back to the hotel and there's more of S's friends down the hall who come in and join us. A girl, L, is friends with S says something about it's gonna be a cupcakes and bitches night tonight and then they all start joking about sex and bukake and shit and it's looking like a repeat of last night all of a sudden just this time there's more men but also 2 women. Given all the recent BS and the company I'm with I'm like fuck not again. Even if I wanted a primarily male bisexual orgy I wouldn't want it with my best friends from childhood & brother and definitely not with the one friend who I cant really hang out with anymore after the failed threesome attempt cause he does creepy things sometimes if we're alone now...

Anyways, I didn't like where it was going and offered to leave. M calls me crazy again and gets all defensive saying I'm fucked and shit and at this point I'm starting to freak out cause I am pretty high and he's just telling me I'm paranoid and I actually think I'm losing it..

Then my brother grabs me and brings me outside and I tell him whats up and he tells me I'm not going crazy and not to worry and that M is just being an asshole and to just forget about it. We go back inside and M is mad at me and him and D are still going on with the gay jokes and how disappointed they were and that they need they're release n BS (a lot less closeted this time). The people next door have left back to their room by now and then M and D said fuck it they're leaving to M's place and extended the invitation to my brother. To which he declined but they kept asking if he was sure he didn't wanna come. I'm thinking wtf why is M denying everything and then gonna go off and do that?? So either I imagined half this shit in my head somehow and I'm fucking crazy paranoid about this shit now or they've all done this before including my brother.

Anyways, the next day M's still treating me like I'm crazy and that I imagined it all. Told me I must've snorted some K accidentally thinking it was coke and somehow didn't notice and was tripping out which is why I'm getting really pissed at him 'cause nobody else is treating me like that, but I still feel like it's too crazy to be true so idk maybe he's right? But similar shit has happened in the past with the same people but he's really fucking with me telling me that I must be crazy.. Nobody else is saying that, just him..

Not sure what to think of the whole deal, all I know is that I need to get the fuck outta here ASAP and somehow find a different group of friends..


Edited by A Day InThe Life (12/30/13 03:08 PM)


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Re: Cupcakes & Bitches (Am I Losing It??) [Re: A Day InThe Life]
    #19345256 - 12/30/13 07:00 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

So you called your friend out for making gay jokes while you were out partying.  Then the same thing happened the next night, and now you think you're crazy?

Based on the above description, I'd say yes.


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Re: Cupcakes & Bitches (Am I Losing It??) [Re: A Day InThe Life]
    #19345257 - 12/30/13 07:00 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I think they're just fucking with you.:shrug:


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Re: Cupcakes & Bitches (Am I Losing It??) [Re: A Day InThe Life] * 1
    #19345279 - 12/30/13 07:10 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

:popcorn:


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Re: Cupcakes & Bitches (Am I Losing It??) [Re: Boutang]
    #19345280 - 12/30/13 07:11 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Lol. K doesn't trip you and make you pissed LOL.


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Re: Cupcakes & Bitches (Am I Losing It??) [Re: mr sniffles] * 1
    #19345286 - 12/30/13 07:13 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I got lost in the letter names, but it seems like you've ran into a secret underground network of gays trying to recruit the world. I'd call someone.


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Re: Cupcakes & Bitches (Am I Losing It??) [Re: Distorted Vision] * 1
    #19345288 - 12/30/13 07:16 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Eat more shrooms, get on their level.  :cookiemonster:  :nyan:


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Re: Cupcakes & Bitches (Am I Losing It??) [Re: A Day InThe Life] * 1
    #19345313 - 12/30/13 07:23 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I don't think you're losing it, man. From the sound of it either:

a) you're right but you're taking it too seriously

b) you're wrong, but M might be sexually confused, maybe in denial and gets defensive when you called him out on it perhaps because he hasn't admitted it to himself even

c) they're just fucking with you

d) drugs and booze are known to make people loosen up, it was all just jokes and you have nothing to worry about, not that you should anyway

e) you have your own issues with sexual orientation and it's manifesting in you thinking you're going insane and that everyone else is gay


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Re: Cupcakes & Bitches (Am I Losing It??) [Re: Distorted Vision]
    #19345316 - 12/30/13 07:24 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

that doesn't explain cupcakes and bitches though :shrug:


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Re: Cupcakes & Bitches (Am I Losing It??) [Re: A Day InThe Life]
    #19345322 - 12/30/13 07:26 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Well all you really said about that was

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A girl, L, is friends with S says something about it's gonna be a cupcakes and bitches night tonight and then they all start joking about sex and bukake and shit




So what? :shrug:


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Re: Cupcakes & Bitches (Am I Losing It??) [Re: Into The Woods]
    #19345353 - 12/30/13 07:44 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

To me it sounds like a bunch of people having a good time. I think your taking them to seriously.


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Re: Cupcakes & Bitches (Am I Losing It??) [Re: Chimaira]
    #19345362 - 12/30/13 07:48 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I've heard them all use the phrase cupcakes and bitches in the past, for get togethers up at the cottage or camping that I wasn't a part of, never really knew what they meant by it.

Maybe I am just paranoid about it then, who knows.. I don't hang out with S anymore though because often whenever were alone he'll fart and give me a suggestive smile, and I saw him do that with another friend of his once which I know to be gay and then they do it in return and giggle about it. Just makes me feel uncomfortable/creeped out when he does it to me. I'm pretty sure it's not in my head.

I don't think they were fucking with me though, they all seemed genuinely pissed that I wanted to go home.. They asked why I thought they got the hotel.


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Re: Cupcakes & Bitches (Am I Losing It??) [Re: A Day InThe Life]
    #19345370 - 12/30/13 07:49 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Also for some reason, they kept bringing up that in 10 years time they don't see themselves being alive. Or they dont see themselves living much older than their 30's for some reason..

They did this too at the cottage when S tried to have a threesome, I'm not sure what they mean by it. I'm already confused as fuck as it is.


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Re: Cupcakes & Bitches (Am I Losing It??) [Re: A Day InThe Life]
    #19345385 - 12/30/13 07:56 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I didn't even read the OP, but to me you're coming off as a closeted homosexual, maybe so far in the  closet that you don't even realize it.

I'm not trying to be rude, that's just the vibe I got from reading a few of your replies.


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Re: Cupcakes & Bitches (Am I Losing It??) [Re: TrentBoyett]
    #19345392 - 12/30/13 07:58 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

That's part of what I said :hahthatsrich:


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Re: Cupcakes & Bitches (Am I Losing It??) [Re: A Day InThe Life]
    #19345409 - 12/30/13 08:07 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I've never been paranoid about it until recently. And I'm only paranoid about it with this particular group of friends, and mostly just S cause he keeps doing things that make me feel uncomfortable. When they tried to have the threesome with me the other guy said "You'd think he'd be gay too with so many gay friends" so ever since then I've kinda been wondering.

Maybe I should see a therapist or some shit.. I just feel like I don't even know who my friends are.


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Re: Cupcakes & Bitches (Am I Losing It??) [Re: A Day InThe Life] * 2
    #19345449 - 12/30/13 08:31 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

you losin it.


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Re: Cupcakes & Bitches (Am I Losing It??) [Re: A Day InThe Life] * 1
    #19345467 - 12/30/13 08:39 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

It's clear that you need to sleep with a man to figure your shit out


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Re: Cupcakes & Bitches (Am I Losing It??) [Re: Into The Woods]
    #19345646 - 12/30/13 09:56 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I feel like you are losing it.  But, not going insane.... just this whole situation is getting you scrambled.  I'd be confused too if I were you.  Do you care that your friends are having these orgies, if they are? You should just ask one day "wut iz dis cupcake$ n bitche$ bull ish?"


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Re: Cupcakes & Bitches (Am I Losing It??) [Re: sanchothestoner]
    #19345665 - 12/30/13 10:02 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

OP, have you and your friends been eating mushrooms?


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