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A very drk story
    #19343271 - 12/29/13 08:05 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Emperor, you and I are cut from the same cloth. Look at us, both pitiful creatures with 49 ratings. Once there was a boy who liked sweet treats and frolicked in joy. He first came to the Shroomery in '11. Before the Shroomery he lived in London with my four aunts. One day, his Aunt Jerry made him some lemon tea. It was, in fact, dosed with psychedelic mushrooms. You see his other three aunts were shocked and appalled after finding this out, and all three voted Aunt Jerry out. It was decided that she had to go, and since she couldn't be trusted, she was more than on her way out, she was doomed to imminent death. Well the second aunt had vaginal worms and they had gotten in the third aunts coffee the next morning. As the three aunts were about to cast out Aunt Jerry, the third aunt drank the second aunts vaginal worms. These vaginal worms were the result of a horrifying experiment. In the 1970's, when the aunts were barely 20, MI6 had enacting a daring new policy for testing secret weapons, a very hasty one at that. The laws were rushed through the system under the table and this led to drastic things happening. The second aunt had joined a voluntary test group intended to study the effects of brainwashing drugs. The then-leader of Parliament had rushed the latest trend, psychedelic mushrooms, into the test study. However the scientists looked at things with a black-and-white approach and ended up hooking up the 2nd aunt with an IV drip filled with genetically modified mushroom spores. These spores remained dormant in her bloodstream for 40 years until their fruit manifested as vaginal worms. You see, the fourth aunt has been addicted to comments, and her brutal addiction had found its way to the second aunt, causing her to reason that dosing the third aunts coffee with vaginal worms would be a good idea. It was not. As the three aunts were about to cast out Aunt Jerry, the thirds vaginal worm mushrooms had taken quick effect. In a minute, she had reached the equivalent of peaking on a sizable dose of P. Cubensis. In ten, mycelium had coated her entire body and by the 15th minute an ungodly mushroom had sprouted from her body. Aunt Jerry knew what she had to do; she began to recall her kickboxing training back from her MMA days and engaged the mushroom in brutal combat. The mushroom won. As the spores began to rain on the entire small town of roughly 200 citizens, this same process was repeated on each and every one of them, including every aunt. There was one exception. The boy was untouched.

His name was Kenny.


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Re: A very drk story [Re: Synthe]
    #19343277 - 12/29/13 08:06 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

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Re: A very drk story [Re: mr sniffles]
    #19343324 - 12/29/13 08:16 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

We were grinding up the noodles in a small drk basement in Singapore; they were too long and wide. I had talked to Abbot about letting us leave early for we wanted to celebrate the up coming pastry competition.  Mother had become quite despondent, and I had promised her a trip to Paris, but my finances had run out and there didn't seem to be any willingness from my partner. Maybe if I win the competition we can go, but to tell the truth I would rather not. It was all mother's fault and I wanted her to suffer for this terrible gift of life.


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Re: The Official Utter Nonsence Thread [Re: FrozenHappiness]
    #19343339 - 12/29/13 08:20 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

oh yeah carol was having a baby and the dad came in because he had just even at work and obviously having a rough day cause early in the mornin on his way to work a woman in a red ford Taurus ran a red light and she had to get to her sons birthday party who ha just turned 15 last year and now he was turnin 16 ans was going through puberty and this girl dome school who plays in the band really likes him but he is new with the ladies and she is pretty cool and this other guy timmy really likes her and has kissed a man before and it was really weird for him when he went to the supermarket and saw Tammy ad joe holding hands.


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Re: A very drk story [Re: the mad machinest]
    #19343353 - 12/29/13 08:24 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

i got this beer (at the supermarket) called 'dieselpunk' whats up w/ dat


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Re: A very drk story [Re: g00ru]
    #19343372 - 12/29/13 08:29 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

i'll tell you whats up with that. cosplay and nerdy shit. ohh yeah.


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Re: A very drk story [Re: g00ru]
    #19343517 - 12/29/13 08:57 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I once knew a gal that was in to LARPing. She was a super nerd and loved to do super nerdy things. She would never leave her apartment unless she was dressed up in her magic robes, and the only time she would leave was to go to the supermarket to buy 'dieselpunk' beer. She was a pasty skinned, greasy haired goddess in wire rimmed glasses. Her sister Sarah was cute in a shy pug dog kind of way. Monty asked them both out on the same Saturday; they went out dancing at a video arcade and later that night they all had some greasy sticky lovin' time in the reference section of the nearest library. Nobody ever did find out what happened to Monty, he disapeared shortly after his date and was never heard from again. Rumor has it that the nerdy girl wasn't really a LARPer, but was actually a real life sorceress.


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Re: A very drk story [Re: FrozenHappiness]
    #19343547 - 12/29/13 09:02 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

This thread is going places!


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Re: A very drk story [Re: TopPmz] * 1
    #19343619 - 12/29/13 09:15 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)



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Re: The Official Utter Nonsence Thread [Re: TopPmz]
    #19343622 - 12/29/13 09:15 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I woke up this morning thinking about a dream not that I had last night but a dream I had years ago and then I made some breakfast exept I didn't make breakfast and then I didn't drink beer cause I want to go to the fair next year with my grammy and pee paw. they live in new Hampshire and have lots of family in the area!!!:smile:  let's see there's George the mechanic and he has a wife and a fuck load of kids I could shoot with a 12 gauge


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Re: A very drk story [Re: drkkenny]
    #19343625 - 12/29/13 09:16 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

ELFEN LIED haha YUS


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Re: A very drk story [Re: Synthe]
    #19343656 - 12/29/13 09:21 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

It was summer when last we went to town, out here in the country we have all the tea we could ever need and even honey. Town people are ever so loud


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Re: A very drk story [Re: Repertoire89]
    #19343675 - 12/29/13 09:23 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

you might go out to town, but feel rather like a ghost. a ghost whose skin has fallen off. what to do when the skin falls off? well, acquire a new shell of course. but what would you be? WHO would you be?


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Re: A very drk story [Re: g00ru]
    #19343684 - 12/29/13 09:25 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)



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Re: A very drk story [Re: g00ru]
    #19343685 - 12/29/13 09:26 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Sometimes when the rains would come, I would sit on my porch with the cat in my lap and ask this. Who would I be? If my ghosts skin fall off? It would be quite a bother


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Re: A very drk story [Re: Repertoire89]
    #19343694 - 12/29/13 09:27 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

only some sort of logical inquiry could provide the solution!


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Re: A very drk story [Re: TopPmz] * 2
    #19343795 - 12/29/13 09:49 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

When I was 15 years old, someone gave me a Ouija board for my birthday. Up until then, I only had a homemade board. I was absolutely delighted with it- I had played with one as a child and I remembered having great fun with it. I couldn't wait to try it again. All I needed was someone to assist me.

That night I sat in my room, doing nothing, and I glanced over at the board on the bed. I was so impatient! I didn't want to wait to use it tomorrow, when I could ask a friend to help me. I decided to take it out of the box, not intending to actually use it.

When I got it out, I admired the spooky look and sat down with it on my lap in the floor. I picked up the planchette, and placed it on the board. I placed my hands on it, remembering how as a child my young friend and I had used it very often, with good results.

As my hands were on it, I felt a change come over me. I became somber and serious, willing my hands to move. And the board changed - under my hands I felt the planchette gain a heavy weight, almost a magnetic feeling. I stared at it, watching intently. Under my hands I could feel it began to move - and I wasn't moving it on my own. It felt to me as if it were moving all it's own, and it made small circles on the board, over and over. I felt no fear and was instead somewhat exalted that it was working - and by myself! I wasn't aware it would actually work if I used it alone, so I was somewhat amazed at this phenomena. I began to ask questions; and I started getting very clear answers.

Me: Is there a spirit here?

Board: Yes there is a spirit here

Me: How many spirits are there here?

Board: 1

Me: Do you have a name?

Board: Yes my name is ZAZ ( whenever spelling 'Zaz', the planchette would very violently swing to the Z-A-Z letters with great force) Board begins again the small circles.

Me: Hi, Zaz. Thanks for coming.

Zaz: No thank you for inviting me ( this spirit was very coherent, good vocabulary, had a sense of wit and humor - now that I have much more Ouija experience, I know this is rare. I didn't know enough then to note that it was a sign that I was dealing with something powerful, aware, and intelligent. )

Me: Are you a good spirit, Zaz?

Zaz: Yes and No

I was fascinated.

Later I used others to assist me with the board, not because I couldn't use it alone, but because I was proud of Zaz and wanted others to speak to him, too. He would every so often do something rather unusual, like predicting who was calling on the phone, telling me where I lost a piece of jewelry, and answering questions from friends that I didn't know the answers to but could produce using the board by myself - at one particular session I remember clearly a rather frightening experience that for the first time made me realize Zaz was not the most positive of entities.

I invited a friend over to my house to spend the night, and we both sat down to talk to Zaz. It was her first time speaking to him, so she was excited. When we began using the board, at first it wouldn't work at all. I had no idea what was going on. I called for Zaz and it seemed that he was 'there'..you could feel the force or energy in the planchette. He just didn't want to talk. This puzzled me. I asked him what was wrong. When he acknowledged my question, the planchette VIOLENTLY flew from letter to letter, so much so that we almost couldn't keep our hands on it.

Me: What's wrong, Zaz?
Zaz: I DO NOT WISH TO TALK
Me: Why not? Are you mad at me?
Zaz: NO I WILL NOT SPEAK WITH HER HERE
I was surprised at this, and my friend appeared both angry and upset. I suspect she thought I was somehow causing this.
Me: Why not?
Zaz: I DO NOT WANT YOU HERE, SARAH
Sarah: Fine! I don't want to talk to you anyway! We'll talk to someone else.
The board came to a stop. I felt an ominous feeling in my nerves, a very uncomfortable tension. We both watched the board for a response. Finally:
Zaz: MAYBE I WILL COME TO TALK TO YOU INDEED I WILL COME IN THE DARK - WHEN YOU ARE MOST AFRAID

The Ouija board session came to a quick halt. My tormented friend became hysterical,ran out of the room, and refused to touch it again. I asked her what the big deal was - and she told me that she WAS afaid of the dark, and no one knew that. And it was a shameful secret that she had..and somehow, Zaz knew her worst fear. I asked him later how he could know her fears, and he said knew a great many things about the 'lives of humans'. I thought it was notable he used the word 'humans', since he seemed to be giving the impression that he was something different and somewhat more advanced.

Over the next six months, Zaz seemed to grow stronger.  I began having strange dreams - tornadoes, windstorms, fires, violent images of wolves, snakes and other creatures, some of which I have never seen anything like in my entire life. In my conversations with Zaz, he said we were growing 'closer' and that he was 'with' me all the time. He told me that one day I wouldn't need the board to talk to him. Instead of considering this rather odd, I thought it was fantastic.
He began to display feats the likes of which I could not possibly duplicate with all the knowledge I have aquired in my entire life. The theory I had that he could be a product of my own mind evaporated when he would tell me things that I couldn't possibly know or comment on something I knew nothing about. He directly told me that he was a 'Demon' but described himself as 'benevolent'- I had to look that word up before I knew what it meant. This impressed me very much, and I began spending huge amounts of time with the board, listening to him, talking to him, and asking him questions about things.

While talking to him one night, I asked him if there was any way that we could be closer, or if I could 'see' him. He asked me to do some things that were very specific - He wanted me to burn an incense with bones in it, then take some of my own blood and 'give it to him'. I did what he told me to do. I burned incense in a bowl with some bone chips in it, ( he requested that when I do this, I 'say outloud' that it was for him) and then proceeded to smear some blood around on a piece of paper with his name on it and burn it, too. These were very detailed instructions he gave to me, and said that this was the 'quickest' way to 'be together'.

After I did this, I felt nervous. I waited for something to happen. Nothing did. We talked a little more, and then I went to bed.

Later that night, at three in the morning, I awoke to the sensation of being totally paralyzed. I was seemingly wide awake, but I couldn't move at all. I could see everything in my room, even though it was dark. I had the sensation of someone standing just behind my head and out of sight beside my bed, but I couldn't move my head to look. I was terrified! My heart was pounding and I was scared, but I couldn't even move a finger. I heard something moving around in my room, and it sounded to me like someone moving between the closet and the head of my bed. I shut my eyes, trying to convince myself I was having a horrible nightmare. I struggled to move, and when I finally was able to move an arm, it seemed like my paralyzation was over. I snapped on the light, looked around, and saw nothing. Then I noticed my closet door was open. THEN I noticed that a jewelry box on my dresser was open. The next day when I asked Zaz about it, he said yes, that was him in my room. He had taken my silver bracelet, ' as an offering '. I never saw my bracelet again, and I knew it was there before this experience. When he said he took it, I believed him.

The end of my story is not really the end - I'm aware of Zaz to this very day. The end of my story is something that caused me to be wary of him, because he had an actual hold over the physical world in such a way that he could cause things to happen.

I had a small statue that I had created for Zaz ( he actually requested this) and at one point when things began to go horribly wrong, I decided to take it to the cemetery and bury it there. It was only one of the ways I was trying to 'seperate' myself from Zaz. I put it in the trunk of my car and my brother and I prepared to leave. When we pulled out onto the road, my headlights for no reason went out on the car. Then they came back on again. My brother looked weirdly at me, already being nervous about the whole thing, since he thought it was bizarre. Has we continued on, all of a sudden we heard a loud SMASHing sound, like that of a man smashing his fist into the trunk lid of my car. I almost drove the car off the side of the car in my surprise. My brother cursed and kept repeating over and over, " How can he be causing that? How is that possible? "

When we finally got to the cemetery after other weirdness on the way, I buried the statue and left. I heard no more from Zaz for the next four years, until I began communicating with him again.

The process I had to go through to protect myself once I had angered Zaz was very long and drawn out and had drastic results. * I would like to point out here that while Zaz himself was a Demon, not all negative spirits you come into contact with are 'Demons'. Chances are, I seriously doubt that.* For other people it might be more difficult for a few reasons:

1. They may be terrified and have no idea how to go about protecting themselves

2. Even the spirit once angered and hostile may lie to you and tell you that 'there is no hope', then double the attacks against you to further despair

3. I have actually seen a hostile spirit go so far as to hurt other people who are trying to help, which further intimidates the one who needs help the most

This may sound unscientific to some people, but I now have reason to believe that spirits can CAUSE sleep paralysis. This is not an outrageous theory to me. Zaz claimed that not only could they cause a wide variety of manifestations, but spirits can cause sickness, mental illness and suicidal thoughts if they so desire and depending on the power of their influence.

Zaz told me himself that all types of spirits, if they so desire, can and do influence depression, anxiety, and thoughts of suicide. He also claimed that people who are thinking of these things on their own can attract 'like' negative entities who are drawn to that very negative energy. Many magick spells that request spirits, demons or Gods to bring about fortune, prosperity and happiness can affect 'positive' mental thinking in the magician or individual, thus bringing about the required effects. Some people attribute this 'mental euphoria' to the influence of positive spirits, while others believe it may be a product of the subconscious. Either way, spirits can create negative and positive emotions, feeings, or changes. Scientists will discount this, but in my personal experience I have seen things that have convinced me otherwise.

I have heard of ancestral curses. I also believe in them. Because I believe in the power of spirits and demons, I believe in Their powers to torment, curse, or otherwise affect physical changes in the world and against people.

..The last time that I spoke to Zaz, we were talking about his long absences, which he explained to me were to him really no time at all. He said our perceptions of time didn't apply to spirits in the same way, and that " the entire lifespan of one person is 'but a season' to Us'."

He also told me a bizarre tale about how when wars, global catastrophes and such on earth kick into high gear, both the higher and 'lower' spirits ( meaning negative entities) increase their numbers on the Earth, and try to influence people of power (presidents, religious leaders, revolutionaries) or cause events, and that "every day a spiritual battle is taking place", and even though we couldn't see it, "Wars in the heavens"( which I take to mean in our skies and around the Earth) are being fought.

During the course of the time I came to 'know' Zaz, I asked him questions about everything I could think of. I asked him about Heaven, I asked him if there was really a Hell. One thing he told me about Hell that was interesting was that people created their own Hells. I took that to mean that all the guilt, the fears and bad feelings you have on earth or committed on earth followed you into your Hell. He claimed that your life on earth is a progression of the spririt mostly, having little or nothing to do with the physical body, which he always referred to as the vessel or 'anchor'. He said that even the SMALLEST thing you do on earth, whether it be the smallest kindness, or the most insignificant bad thing you did made a difference where you would end up when you died. He DID say reincarnation existed.

In the beginning, I used the Ouija Board and planchette. Talking to the spirits in this manner WAS a tedious long process, because their spelling was so atrocious and they spelled so slowly. Zaz, on the other hand, had a better vocabulary than I did at the time I met him, and also he spelled very, very quickly. Later, I dreamed about him and could actually hear him. Mostly, I stuck with the Ouija board. One thing I DID see Zaz doing was revealing things about people that were 'secrets'. He sometimes knew people's worst fears. He would 'tell' on people when they were lying. This was something that he was very good at.

One thing I remember of  the aftereffects of me 'talking' to Zaz was serious sleep disturbances: False awakening, sleep-walking, nightmares, etc. You may have a negative spirit around yourself if you are experiencing these unpleasant sensations. And it won't matter how long you wait to use the board, whether it's days or years - THEY don't have the sense of time we do, and they'll still be there on the board when you pick it up again.

I know that paranormal activity can take place at any hour, but I noticed that it escalates at night, and a lot of REALLY negative experiences take place around three in the morning. I've seriously read hundreds of stories about people who say the same thing over and over again - they had a scary experience, and it happened around three, or they 'woke up' at three, etc. I used to think that midnight was the witching hour, but now I believe differently. From dark until dawn, the spirits are active. For some reason, during storms they are especially active, even in the daytime.

I think spirits manifest more at night because it's much, much easier to do for them. It takes a very strong spirit to manifest at all, much less in the daylight, which I've never seen. I also believe that 'false light' ( indoor lighting) makes it difficult for them to do anything. If you read stories of poltergeist hauntings and demonic infestations, you'll hear the same phrase over and over again - " As soon as the light was off, it started all over again. Whenever we turned on the lights, it would stop." I know from my own experiences that:

1. When I angered Zaz the first time, one of his favorite scare tactics was to cause serious sleep disturbances. Sleep paralysis, false awakening, nightmares, sleep walking - I experienced all these things. UNLESS I TURNED ON THE LIGHTS. If I kept the lights on, it decreased all these things dramatically. And I don't even mean a lot of lights, just a lamp, or something.

2. When I got brave and tried to sleep in the dark, everything would start back up - I kept hearing stealthy noises in my room, not anything dramatic, but just enough noise to annoy me... one of his favorite things to do would be wait until I was almost asleep, then run into my bed. I don't mean shaking the bed, like something out of the Exorcist, but just gently running into it - like someone was walking across the room and hit it with their leg. When I kept the lights on, this NEVER happened.

3. One weird thing I noticed that people who are beginning to be under spirit attack do - have you ever heard someone say, or maybe read that someone reported, " I started to be afraid for no reason? " I believe this is the human instinct kicking in, in the presence of something supernatural. When Zaz first came around, I started to experience that whenever I was alone at night, at least until I started talking to him and I relaxed a little.

On to the next weird thing I've noticed: I've been noticing a disturbing pattern where people go from using the Ouija Board, to trying Automatic Writing, then one day they wake up and hear a voice IN THEIR HEAD. This sounds absolutely horrific to me. I posted in a different place that for people who are having a negative effect with the Ouija Board, AVOID AUTOMATIC WRITING. You are slowly lowering your own Will and subjecting yourself to a spirit's power. There are hundreds of people who tells stories of this. They all sound the same to me, same pattern. " I was using the Ouija Board, decided to try Automatic Writing, and then one day, I started to hear a voice shouting at me.."...I cannot imagine anything more terrifying than to be hearing spirit voices in your head, sounding just as real as a person talking to you, voices that NEVER STOP TALKING.

The only 'rules' I was told about was one bizarre rule ( or so it seemed to me at the time) about how spirits are not allowed to 'show themselves' to all of the world. ( meaning a spirit can reveal itself to an individual or perhaps a small group, but is not allowed to give an interview on national TV.) I asked why this was, and I was told it was because ' the world' will have to work through their own spiritual paths by faith, and not because a spirit will appear and explain everything. I still don't understand that completely, but I still don't understand a lot of what I was told.

He also claimed MOST spirits cannot affect physical things ( and good thing, because if all spirits could go around affecting the physical world like they wished they could, this entire world would be in utter chaos), and are not allowed to directly harm someone, only indirectly. ( meaning a spirit shouldn't be able to pick up a knife and attack you, but may be allowed to drive you to suicide by making you miserable.)  False awakening is a disturbing feeling that scared me. It poses no danger to your soul or well-being ( other than that it's frightening).

1.When Zaz would arrive, or be 'lurking around' I would begin to feel cold. Not like cold chills, but cold all the way to my bones. The only thing I've ever felt like that was when I had the Flu and the cold seemed to be going all the way into my bones and chilling me 'to the bone'. I know what that saying actually means now.

2. Sleep disturbances - My sleep was MESSED UP. Not long after I 'met' Zaz, I started sleep walking, experiencing false awakening, jerking up out of a solid sleep for no reason ( When I woke up like this, I often felt like someone shouted at me in my sleep, or had shoved me)

3. I began to have VIVID, very real dreams. I've had prophetic dreams all my life, and I lucid dream often. But these dreams were almost like having out of body experiences. In some of these dreams, I started seeing a man, usually in the distance, either waving at me or just looking at me. I have no idea who this person is and I still dream about him now.

4. In these dreams, one night after using the Ouija Board for what seemed like hours, a different person appeared in one of my dreams. It was also a 'man.' However, this man was Zaz. Whenever I would see Zaz in my dreams, I would get the same overwhelming feeling of near terror, although I was more exhilerated than terrified. Although in my dreams he looked like a man, his eyes did not look human at all. Also, in these dreams you would 'sense' words and feelings to the point of it felt like his name was reverberating through my head, and often when I would talk to him I would 'hear' the answer in my head, instead of him talking to me. Whenever I saw him, there was no doubt it was him.

A very FANTASTIC thing about this is I've seen him appear as different people. He changes faces and appearances and one time made me laugh when he referred to these different bodies as 'suits.' I also remember him referring to bodies as 'vessels' or 'anchors', although he only said this when he was referring to people.

4. I've only 'heard' Zaz a handful of times..the first time I heard him, all I heard was a growling sound in my ear, which was VERY disturbing and sounded VERY real.  The most recent time I heard him, he sounded like a man, although his voice sounded strange, as if it were coming over a crackly radio or telephone. I also heard him impersonate the voice of my dead great-grandmother, and let me tell you, that was utterly horrifying. I thought it was her, when it was revealed to me it was actually him.

I've also held short conversation with him in dream-states. Zaz once told me that EVERYONE is capable of channeling in their sleep, that it's easiest because the 'vessel' doesn't interfere with the link of minds. These are the words he used, which made sense to me and still do.

5. When you said 'sense the evil', I could, in a way. Every single time I 'saw' him, or he was lurking around, I was overwhelmed with a feeling of terrible power. I became very sensitive over time to his presence, and anyone is capable of this. It's not very different from the feeling you get before a powerful lightening storm, and indeed alot of the manifestations seemed to be 'electric' in some way. One of the manifestations I saw that was the most extreme almost reminded me of ball lightening, although at the time it occurred, weather conditions would have made that impossible.

I believe that the best barrier to protect yourself against spirits is more of a method: The only spirits you need to bother to protect yourself from are negative spirits. And because of this, there are certain things that repel negative spirits. Spirits are drawn to your aura, your lifeforce and will try to attach themselves to you if they can. It helps to be in good health ( good health, strong aura) and keep a positive mental state about you. Also, if you are religious, use the power in your beliefs to repel these unpleasent spirits away from you.

Wear your rosary, say your prayers, annoint yourself with olive oil..sacred objects such as the rosary, the cross, or whatever appeals to you hold positive energies and empower you over negative spirits. If you meditate, visualize a bright light around yourself..imagine that it gives off a beautiful bright light, and is a strong barrier around your entire body. This visualization strengthens the aura and help you become harder to approach. I know for a fact one way that negative entities 'get in' to our bodies has something to do with the aura around us.

Im referring to the bioelectric field of energy around all living things and some non-living things on earth) to resist spirits, which are nothing but huge masses of energy trying to interact with your own energy( meaning bioelectric fields) around your physical body. It is in this way that spirits can cause sickness, depression, etc. I know for sure one thing I discovered in my research; Entities who were trying to attack people or actually speak to them 'in their heads' were somehow 'gaining entry' first and foremost through the bioelectric field in the body, which gives you some sort of natural defense or 'wall' against them.

These things are not supported by any other proof than that I've read thousands of reports, hours of stories and had at least one spirit tell me that the way 'In' was 'Through the Aura'. I used to think the Aura was something that hippies made up to talk about your soul. Then I found out it's an actual scientific fact that you have a field of energy around your entire body. This is where I believe spirits have to physically attack you first.

Note: Recurring dreams of haunted houses are also something I dream about. Usually different houses, same thing - I walk through them, and the air is thick with spirits. Some of these houses give me a very, very bad feeling. I actually believe that some of them may be real places, but I cannot be sure without proof. I don't know why I feel this way, it's just something I feel strongly.

He did say one thing I recognized. The entities that go around at night scaring people, who give the appearance of 'shadow people', are not positive spirits. They feed off fear or pain, and they often catch you in sleep paralysis and like to sit on, push down on, or pull on people. One thing I can tell you, these kinds of spirits hate light. If you're beginning to suffer from sleep deprivation, turn a light on. (seriously.)I was told that wells, caves, abandoned houses, hospitals, and places in the wilderness like forests and deserts were 'special' to them. Sometimes a Demon or spirit that comes from a well is called an 'Undine'. This means 'spirit of the water' or 'Demon of the Water'.

  Zaz related a bizarre piece of information to me about something I had done when I was like three years old that I had no idea about. I asked my Father about it, and he said it actually happened. I asked Zaz how HE could know about it ( which was actually a stupid question, since clearly he had Divine knowledge of even subtle matters), but when he responded he told me that everything we did was indeed 'recorded' in a fashion and could be reviewed. Needless to say, that freaked me out. He also said rather than these life memories being 'written down' they are recorded in such a way as they can be 'relived' ( anyone who is confused by this, remember any story you've ever read about someone saying ' It was like my life passed before my eyes, and I saw everything more like 'watching' an account of your life, rathering than 'reading it'.)

Zaz told me there are indeed other astral planes, and he was the first to tell me, before I ever read or heard about it, than often when we sleep we actually go to these places. I asked if that was the only time we went - and he said no, others also went. People asleep could go, people under anethesia, and coma victims. Apparently when you 'mute' the body, the spirit/mind will travel. He claimed that some people in coma's were actually moving around, here and in other planes, because of their 'vessel' being damaged and unable to 'transmit' ( I think it's weird he used a word like 'trasmit', which is actually really appropriate) the soul and personality of the spirit 'through it'. I'm quoting his words here so you get the jist of our actual conversations, which were long and drawn out. Luckily for me, he was an excellent channel and could spell very quickly.I asked, one time, if there was such a thing as aliens - Zaz told me there were whole 'other worlds'.

One time I was talking to Zaz about a place in the afterlife he called a 'vacume' or 'Darkness'..that there was no light there, and countless people caught up. Zaz offered to 'show me' this place or 'take me there'...needless to say, I was like, " Noooooo, thanks. I believe you."


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When I was 15 years old, someone gave me a Ouija board for my birthday. Up until then, I only had a homemade board. I was absolutely delighted with it- I had played with one as a child and I remembered having great fun with it. I couldn't wait to try it again. All I needed was someone to assist me.

That night I sat in my room, doing nothing, and I glanced over at the board on the bed. I was so impatient! I didn't want to wait to use it tomorrow, when I could ask a friend to help me. I decided to take it out of the box, not intending to actually use it.

When I got it out, I admired the spooky look and sat down with it on my lap in the floor. I picked up the planchette, and placed it on the board. I placed my hands on it, remembering how as a child my young friend and I had used it very often, with good results.

As my hands were on it, I felt a change come over me. I became somber and serious, willing my hands to move. And the board changed - under my hands I felt the planchette gain a heavy weight, almost a magnetic feeling. I stared at it, watching intently. Under my hands I could feel it began to move - and I wasn't moving it on my own. It felt to me as if it were moving all it's own, and it made small circles on the board, over and over. I felt no fear and was instead somewhat exalted that it was working - and by myself! I wasn't aware it would actually work if I used it alone, so I was somewhat amazed at this phenomena. I began to ask questions; and I started getting very clear answers.

Me: Is there a spirit here?

Board: Yes there is a spirit here

Me: How many spirits are there here?

Board: 1

Me: Do you have a name?

Board: Yes my name is ZAZ ( whenever spelling 'Zaz', the planchette would very violently swing to the Z-A-Z letters with great force) Board begins again the small circles.

Me: Hi, Zaz. Thanks for coming.

Zaz: No thank you for inviting me ( this spirit was very coherent, good vocabulary, had a sense of wit and humor - now that I have much more Ouija experience, I know this is rare. I didn't know enough then to note that it was a sign that I was dealing with something powerful, aware, and intelligent. )

Me: Are you a good spirit, Zaz?

Zaz: Yes and No

I was fascinated.

Later I used others to assist me with the board, not because I couldn't use it alone, but because I was proud of Zaz and wanted others to speak to him, too. He would every so often do something rather unusual, like predicting who was calling on the phone, telling me where I lost a piece of jewelry, and answering questions from friends that I didn't know the answers to but could produce using the board by myself - at one particular session I remember clearly a rather frightening experience that for the first time made me realize Zaz was not the most positive of entities.

I invited a friend over to my house to spend the night, and we both sat down to talk to Zaz. It was her first time speaking to him, so she was excited. When we began using the board, at first it wouldn't work at all. I had no idea what was going on. I called for Zaz and it seemed that he was 'there'..you could feel the force or energy in the planchette. He just didn't want to talk. This puzzled me. I asked him what was wrong. When he acknowledged my question, the planchette VIOLENTLY flew from letter to letter, so much so that we almost couldn't keep our hands on it.

Me: What's wrong, Zaz?
Zaz: I DO NOT WISH TO TALK
Me: Why not? Are you mad at me?
Zaz: NO I WILL NOT SPEAK WITH HER HERE
I was surprised at this, and my friend appeared both angry and upset. I suspect she thought I was somehow causing this.
Me: Why not?
Zaz: I DO NOT WANT YOU HERE, SARAH
Sarah: Fine! I don't want to talk to you anyway! We'll talk to someone else.
The board came to a stop. I felt an ominous feeling in my nerves, a very uncomfortable tension. We both watched the board for a response. Finally:
Zaz: MAYBE I WILL COME TO TALK TO YOU INDEED I WILL COME IN THE DARK - WHEN YOU ARE MOST AFRAID

The Ouija board session came to a quick halt. My tormented friend became hysterical,ran out of the room, and refused to touch it again. I asked her what the big deal was - and she told me that she WAS afaid of the dark, and no one knew that. And it was a shameful secret that she had..and somehow, Zaz knew her worst fear. I asked him later how he could know her fears, and he said knew a great many things about the 'lives of humans'. I thought it was notable he used the word 'humans', since he seemed to be giving the impression that he was something different and somewhat more advanced.

Over the next six months, Zaz seemed to grow stronger.  I began having strange dreams - tornadoes, windstorms, fires, violent images of wolves, snakes and other creatures, some of which I have never seen anything like in my entire life. In my conversations with Zaz, he said we were growing 'closer' and that he was 'with' me all the time. He told me that one day I wouldn't need the board to talk to him. Instead of considering this rather odd, I thought it was fantastic.
He began to display feats the likes of which I could not possibly duplicate with all the knowledge I have aquired in my entire life. The theory I had that he could be a product of my own mind evaporated when he would tell me things that I couldn't possibly know or comment on something I knew nothing about. He directly told me that he was a 'Demon' but described himself as 'benevolent'- I had to look that word up before I knew what it meant. This impressed me very much, and I began spending huge amounts of time with the board, listening to him, talking to him, and asking him questions about things.

While talking to him one night, I asked him if there was any way that we could be closer, or if I could 'see' him. He asked me to do some things that were very specific - He wanted me to burn an incense with bones in it, then take some of my own blood and 'give it to him'. I did what he told me to do. I burned incense in a bowl with some bone chips in it, ( he requested that when I do this, I 'say outloud' that it was for him) and then proceeded to smear some blood around on a piece of paper with his name on it and burn it, too. These were very detailed instructions he gave to me, and said that this was the 'quickest' way to 'be together'.

After I did this, I felt nervous. I waited for something to happen. Nothing did. We talked a little more, and then I went to bed.

Later that night, at three in the morning, I awoke to the sensation of being totally paralyzed. I was seemingly wide awake, but I couldn't move at all. I could see everything in my room, even though it was dark. I had the sensation of someone standing just behind my head and out of sight beside my bed, but I couldn't move my head to look. I was terrified! My heart was pounding and I was scared, but I couldn't even move a finger. I heard something moving around in my room, and it sounded to me like someone moving between the closet and the head of my bed. I shut my eyes, trying to convince myself I was having a horrible nightmare. I struggled to move, and when I finally was able to move an arm, it seemed like my paralyzation was over. I snapped on the light, looked around, and saw nothing. Then I noticed my closet door was open. THEN I noticed that a jewelry box on my dresser was open. The next day when I asked Zaz about it, he said yes, that was him in my room. He had taken my silver bracelet, ' as an offering '. I never saw my bracelet again, and I knew it was there before this experience. When he said he took it, I believed him.

The end of my story is not really the end - I'm aware of Zaz to this very day. The end of my story is something that caused me to be wary of him, because he had an actual hold over the physical world in such a way that he could cause things to happen.

I had a small statue that I had created for Zaz ( he actually requested this) and at one point when things began to go horribly wrong, I decided to take it to the cemetery and bury it there. It was only one of the ways I was trying to 'seperate' myself from Zaz. I put it in the trunk of my car and my brother and I prepared to leave. When we pulled out onto the road, my headlights for no reason went out on the car. Then they came back on again. My brother looked weirdly at me, already being nervous about the whole thing, since he thought it was bizarre. Has we continued on, all of a sudden we heard a loud SMASHing sound, like that of a man smashing his fist into the trunk lid of my car. I almost drove the car off the side of the car in my surprise. My brother cursed and kept repeating over and over, " How can he be causing that? How is that possible? "

When we finally got to the cemetery after other weirdness on the way, I buried the statue and left. I heard no more from Zaz for the next four years, until I began communicating with him again.

The process I had to go through to protect myself once I had angered Zaz was very long and drawn out and had drastic results. * I would like to point out here that while Zaz himself was a Demon, not all negative spirits you come into contact with are 'Demons'. Chances are, I seriously doubt that.* For other people it might be more difficult for a few reasons:

1. They may be terrified and have no idea how to go about protecting themselves

2. Even the spirit once angered and hostile may lie to you and tell you that 'there is no hope', then double the attacks against you to further despair

3. I have actually seen a hostile spirit go so far as to hurt other people who are trying to help, which further intimidates the one who needs help the most

This may sound unscientific to some people, but I now have reason to believe that spirits can CAUSE sleep paralysis. This is not an outrageous theory to me. Zaz claimed that not only could they cause a wide variety of manifestations, but spirits can cause sickness, mental illness and suicidal thoughts if they so desire and depending on the power of their influence.

Zaz told me himself that all types of spirits, if they so desire, can and do influence depression, anxiety, and thoughts of suicide. He also claimed that people who are thinking of these things on their own can attract 'like' negative entities who are drawn to that very negative energy. Many magick spells that request spirits, demons or Gods to bring about fortune, prosperity and happiness can affect 'positive' mental thinking in the magician or individual, thus bringing about the required effects. Some people attribute this 'mental euphoria' to the influence of positive spirits, while others believe it may be a product of the subconscious. Either way, spirits can create negative and positive emotions, feeings, or changes. Scientists will discount this, but in my personal experience I have seen things that have convinced me otherwise.

I have heard of ancestral curses. I also believe in them. Because I believe in the power of spirits and demons, I believe in Their powers to torment, curse, or otherwise affect physical changes in the world and against people.

..The last time that I spoke to Zaz, we were talking about his long absences, which he explained to me were to him really no time at all. He said our perceptions of time didn't apply to spirits in the same way, and that " the entire lifespan of one person is 'but a season' to Us'."

He also told me a bizarre tale about how when wars, global catastrophes and such on earth kick into high gear, both the higher and 'lower' spirits ( meaning negative entities) increase their numbers on the Earth, and try to influence people of power (presidents, religious leaders, revolutionaries) or cause events, and that "every day a spiritual battle is taking place", and even though we couldn't see it, "Wars in the heavens"( which I take to mean in our skies and around the Earth) are being fought.

During the course of the time I came to 'know' Zaz, I asked him questions about everything I could think of. I asked him about Heaven, I asked him if there was really a Hell. One thing he told me about Hell that was interesting was that people created their own Hells. I took that to mean that all the guilt, the fears and bad feelings you have on earth or committed on earth followed you into your Hell. He claimed that your life on earth is a progression of the spririt mostly, having little or nothing to do with the physical body, which he always referred to as the vessel or 'anchor'. He said that even the SMALLEST thing you do on earth, whether it be the smallest kindness, or the most insignificant bad thing you did made a difference where you would end up when you died. He DID say reincarnation existed.

In the beginning, I used the Ouija Board and planchette. Talking to the spirits in this manner WAS a tedious long process, because their spelling was so atrocious and they spelled so slowly. Zaz, on the other hand, had a better vocabulary than I did at the time I met him, and also he spelled very, very quickly. Later, I dreamed about him and could actually hear him. Mostly, I stuck with the Ouija board. One thing I DID see Zaz doing was revealing things about people that were 'secrets'. He sometimes knew people's worst fears. He would 'tell' on people when they were lying. This was something that he was very good at.

One thing I remember of  the aftereffects of me 'talking' to Zaz was serious sleep disturbances: False awakening, sleep-walking, nightmares, etc. You may have a negative spirit around yourself if you are experiencing these unpleasant sensations. And it won't matter how long you wait to use the board, whether it's days or years - THEY don't have the sense of time we do, and they'll still be there on the board when you pick it up again.

I know that paranormal activity can take place at any hour, but I noticed that it escalates at night, and a lot of REALLY negative experiences take place around three in the morning. I've seriously read hundreds of stories about people who say the same thing over and over again - they had a scary experience, and it happened around three, or they 'woke up' at three, etc. I used to think that midnight was the witching hour, but now I believe differently. From dark until dawn, the spirits are active. For some reason, during storms they are especially active, even in the daytime.

I think spirits manifest more at night because it's much, much easier to do for them. It takes a very strong spirit to manifest at all, much less in the daylight, which I've never seen. I also believe that 'false light' ( indoor lighting) makes it difficult for them to do anything. If you read stories of poltergeist hauntings and demonic infestations, you'll hear the same phrase over and over again - " As soon as the light was off, it started all over again. Whenever we turned on the lights, it would stop." I know from my own experiences that:

1. When I angered Zaz the first time, one of his favorite scare tactics was to cause serious sleep disturbances. Sleep paralysis, false awakening, nightmares, sleep walking - I experienced all these things. UNLESS I TURNED ON THE LIGHTS. If I kept the lights on, it decreased all these things dramatically. And I don't even mean a lot of lights, just a lamp, or something.

2. When I got brave and tried to sleep in the dark, everything would start back up - I kept hearing stealthy noises in my room, not anything dramatic, but just enough noise to annoy me... one of his favorite things to do would be wait until I was almost asleep, then run into my bed. I don't mean shaking the bed, like something out of the Exorcist, but just gently running into it - like someone was walking across the room and hit it with their leg. When I kept the lights on, this NEVER happened.

3. One weird thing I noticed that people who are beginning to be under spirit attack do - have you ever heard someone say, or maybe read that someone reported, " I started to be afraid for no reason? " I believe this is the human instinct kicking in, in the presence of something supernatural. When Zaz first came around, I started to experience that whenever I was alone at night, at least until I started talking to him and I relaxed a little.

On to the next weird thing I've noticed: I've been noticing a disturbing pattern where people go from using the Ouija Board, to trying Automatic Writing, then one day they wake up and hear a voice IN THEIR HEAD. This sounds absolutely horrific to me. I posted in a different place that for people who are having a negative effect with the Ouija Board, AVOID AUTOMATIC WRITING. You are slowly lowering your own Will and subjecting yourself to a spirit's power. There are hundreds of people who tells stories of this. They all sound the same to me, same pattern. " I was using the Ouija Board, decided to try Automatic Writing, and then one day, I started to hear a voice shouting at me.."...I cannot imagine anything more terrifying than to be hearing spirit voices in your head, sounding just as real as a person talking to you, voices that NEVER STOP TALKING.

The only 'rules' I was told about was one bizarre rule ( or so it seemed to me at the time) about how spirits are not allowed to 'show themselves' to all of the world. ( meaning a spirit can reveal itself to an individual or perhaps a small group, but is not allowed to give an interview on national TV.) I asked why this was, and I was told it was because ' the world' will have to work through their own spiritual paths by faith, and not because a spirit will appear and explain everything. I still don't understand that completely, but I still don't understand a lot of what I was told.

He also claimed MOST spirits cannot affect physical things ( and good thing, because if all spirits could go around affecting the physical world like they wished they could, this entire world would be in utter chaos), and are not allowed to directly harm someone, only indirectly. ( meaning a spirit shouldn't be able to pick up a knife and attack you, but may be allowed to drive you to suicide by making you miserable.)  False awakening is a disturbing feeling that scared me. It poses no danger to your soul or well-being ( other than that it's frightening).

1.When Zaz would arrive, or be 'lurking around' I would begin to feel cold. Not like cold chills, but cold all the way to my bones. The only thing I've ever felt like that was when I had the Flu and the cold seemed to be going all the way into my bones and chilling me 'to the bone'. I know what that saying actually means now.

2. Sleep disturbances - My sleep was MESSED UP. Not long after I 'met' Zaz, I started sleep walking, experiencing false awakening, jerking up out of a solid sleep for no reason ( When I woke up like this, I often felt like someone shouted at me in my sleep, or had shoved me)

3. I began to have VIVID, very real dreams. I've had prophetic dreams all my life, and I lucid dream often. But these dreams were almost like having out of body experiences. In some of these dreams, I started seeing a man, usually in the distance, either waving at me or just looking at me. I have no idea who this person is and I still dream about him now.

4. In these dreams, one night after using the Ouija Board for what seemed like hours, a different person appeared in one of my dreams. It was also a 'man.' However, this man was Zaz. Whenever I would see Zaz in my dreams, I would get the same overwhelming feeling of near terror, although I was more exhilerated than terrified. Although in my dreams he looked like a man, his eyes did not look human at all. Also, in these dreams you would 'sense' words and feelings to the point of it felt like his name was reverberating through my head, and often when I would talk to him I would 'hear' the answer in my head, instead of him talking to me. Whenever I saw him, there was no doubt it was him.

A very FANTASTIC thing about this is I've seen him appear as different people. He changes faces and appearances and one time made me laugh when he referred to these different bodies as 'suits.' I also remember him referring to bodies as 'vessels' or 'anchors', although he only said this when he was referring to people.

4. I've only 'heard' Zaz a handful of times..the first time I heard him, all I heard was a growling sound in my ear, which was VERY disturbing and sounded VERY real.  The most recent time I heard him, he sounded like a man, although his voice sounded strange, as if it were coming over a crackly radio or telephone. I also heard him impersonate the voice of my dead great-grandmother, and let me tell you, that was utterly horrifying. I thought it was her, when it was revealed to me it was actually him.

I've also held short conversation with him in dream-states. Zaz once told me that EVERYONE is capable of channeling in their sleep, that it's easiest because the 'vessel' doesn't interfere with the link of minds. These are the words he used, which made sense to me and still do.

5. When you said 'sense the evil', I could, in a way. Every single time I 'saw' him, or he was lurking around, I was overwhelmed with a feeling of terrible power. I became very sensitive over time to his presence, and anyone is capable of this. It's not very different from the feeling you get before a powerful lightening storm, and indeed alot of the manifestations seemed to be 'electric' in some way. One of the manifestations I saw that was the most extreme almost reminded me of ball lightening, although at the time it occurred, weather conditions would have made that impossible.

I believe that the best barrier to protect yourself against spirits is more of a method: The only spirits you need to bother to protect yourself from are negative spirits. And because of this, there are certain things that repel negative spirits. Spirits are drawn to your aura, your lifeforce and will try to attach themselves to you if they can. It helps to be in good health ( good health, strong aura) and keep a positive mental state about you. Also, if you are religious, use the power in your beliefs to repel these unpleasent spirits away from you.

Wear your rosary, say your prayers, annoint yourself with olive oil..sacred objects such as the rosary, the cross, or whatever appeals to you hold positive energies and empower you over negative spirits. If you meditate, visualize a bright light around yourself..imagine that it gives off a beautiful bright light, and is a strong barrier around your entire body. This visualization strengthens the aura and help you become harder to approach. I know for a fact one way that negative entities 'get in' to our bodies has something to do with the aura around us.

Im referring to the bioelectric field of energy around all living things and some non-living things on earth) to resist spirits, which are nothing but huge masses of energy trying to interact with your own energy( meaning bioelectric fields) around your physical body. It is in this way that spirits can cause sickness, depression, etc. I know for sure one thing I discovered in my research; Entities who were trying to attack people or actually speak to them 'in their heads' were somehow 'gaining entry' first and foremost through the bioelectric field in the body, which gives you some sort of natural defense or 'wall' against them.

These things are not supported by any other proof than that I've read thousands of reports, hours of stories and had at least one spirit tell me that the way 'In' was 'Through the Aura'. I used to think the Aura was something that hippies made up to talk about your soul. Then I found out it's an actual scientific fact that you have a field of energy around your entire body. This is where I believe spirits have to physically attack you first.

Note: Recurring dreams of haunted houses are also something I dream about. Usually different houses, same thing - I walk through them, and the air is thick with spirits. Some of these houses give me a very, very bad feeling. I actually believe that some of them may be real places, but I cannot be sure without proof. I don't know why I feel this way, it's just something I feel strongly.

He did say one thing I recognized. The entities that go around at night scaring people, who give the appearance of 'shadow people', are not positive spirits. They feed off fear or pain, and they often catch you in sleep paralysis and like to sit on, push down on, or pull on people. One thing I can tell you, these kinds of spirits hate light. If you're beginning to suffer from sleep deprivation, turn a light on. (seriously.)I was told that wells, caves, abandoned houses, hospitals, and places in the wilderness like forests and deserts were 'special' to them. Sometimes a Demon or spirit that comes from a well is called an 'Undine'. This means 'spirit of the water' or 'Demon of the Water'.

  Zaz related a bizarre piece of information to me about something I had done when I was like three years old that I had no idea about. I asked my Father about it, and he said it actually happened. I asked Zaz how HE could know about it ( which was actually a stupid question, since clearly he had Divine knowledge of even subtle matters), but when he responded he told me that everything we did was indeed 'recorded' in a fashion and could be reviewed. Needless to say, that freaked me out. He also said rather than these life memories being 'written down' they are recorded in such a way as they can be 'relived' ( anyone who is confused by this, remember any story you've ever read about someone saying ' It was like my life passed before my eyes, and I saw everything more like 'watching' an account of your life, rathering than 'reading it'.)

Zaz told me there are indeed other astral planes, and he was the first to tell me, before I ever read or heard about it, than often when we sleep we actually go to these places. I asked if that was the only time we went - and he said no, others also went. People asleep could go, people under anethesia, and coma victims. Apparently when you 'mute' the body, the spirit/mind will travel. He claimed that some people in coma's were actually moving around, here and in other planes, because of their 'vessel' being damaged and unable to 'transmit' ( I think it's weird he used a word like 'trasmit', which is actually really appropriate) the soul and personality of the spirit 'through it'. I'm quoting his words here so you get the jist of our actual conversations, which were long and drawn out. Luckily for me, he was an excellent channel and could spell very quickly.I asked, one time, if there was such a thing as aliens - Zaz told me there were whole 'other worlds'.

One time I was talking to Zaz about a place in the afterlife he called a 'vacume' or 'Darkness'..that there was no light there, and countless people caught up. Zaz offered to 'show me' this place or 'take me there'...needless to say, I was like, " Noooooo, thanks. I believe you."



My interest started when I first used it and the board spelled the last name of my ex. I was the only one of my two cousins who knew how to correctly spell it. That summer, my cousin and I, Jess, hung out a lot by the little creek in her woods. She had the interest in the board because she had been one of the cousins I had first used the board with.

We decided to make our own Ouija board out of notebook paper, using her ring as the pointer. We took the paper to the creek and began using it. We spoke to a little boy who called himself Benjamin, claiming he had drowned in the creek when he was young. He wanted to move on to be with his mother but he didn't know how. Jess agreed with me to help this boy. We said a few prayers and kept out fingers on the ring until it said good-bye.

With our fingers still on the board, we felt as if there was another spirit there. The pointer began moving around the board and we started to become scared. A few seconds later we heard a twig snap close by us, only we were alone. Terrified we folded to paper up and ran to her four-wheeler that we had rode to the creek. On the trip back, we kept seeing a shadow darting around in the trees. we decided when we got back to the house that it was enough for now.

Later after dinner, we went and sat on her trampoline and pulled out our homemade Ouija board. We asked about spirits and got a young girl named Connie. She told us she had once lived in the house but got lost in the woods while looking for her brother, Benjamin. We told her we had talked to him and we helped him move on. We asked her a couple questions about what she looked like. I asked her hair color and the type. "R-E-D" and "C-U-R-L-Y" were my answers. Freaked, I asked if her nickname had been Curly. "Y-E-S" Now I was practically bouncing because when Jess had been young, she had an "imaginary" friend named curly, who had red, curly hair. She told us that yes, it had been her. Then she started saying help me. There was another spirit trying to pull her away and keep her as his. We did the same for here that we had done earlier for her brother.

When she was finally gone, the ring began to move. It was cussing me out for helping Curly. Me being a dumb 15 year-old, cussed this spirit back. After awhile, this spirit was laughing, obviously having a good time fighting with me. Curious, we asked his name. "H-E-N-R-Y" Talking to him more, we found out he was a spirit trapped in Satan's service. After some time, the pointer began to move slower than it had been. We asked why. "S-A-T-A-N-I-S-C-O-M-I-N-G" Now, deeply terrified we said good-bye and went inside.

The next day, we decided to play again. This time the first and only spirit that came to us was Henry. Henry told us that he was only 19 when he died and wanted us to search the internet to locate a possible article of his death. He then FORCED us to add these to our board: . , / ? ! ; This new board we specified was made FOR HENRY ONLY. When we couldn't find an article, we asked other questions about him. He told us he hated how Satan used him as a "slave" and asked us to set him free. He gave us bible versus to read and to pray for his release. While searching, my finger was still on the ring and it moved slightly. When Jess out her finger on the ring, it moved more "H-E-S-C-O-M-I-N-G" so we began to read. While doing this the pointer moved quickly over the exclamation mark over and over. We read some more and noticed something rather funny. The one word Henry spelled repeatedly. "G-O-G-O-G-O-G-O-G-O-G-O" We eventually succeeded.

We messed around more that day and discovered Henry was rather, I don't know how you'd say it. But he wanted me and my cousin to strip for him. Classic teenager. Even dead he was trying to get girls. He even wanted us to be his girlfriends. Once while I asked where he was sitting he said "B-E-S-I-D-E-Y-O-U" So I put my hand on the bed to the left, it was cold. And being stupid I asked "where is my hand at?" he replied "P-L-E-A-S-E-M-O-V-E-I-T-Y-O-U-R-T-E-A-S-I-N-G-M-E" So I wanted a picture. This I had never done before. Never seen a ghost in my life. But he told me to take a picture of the TV screen. When I snapped the picture on Jess's cell phone. All there was was me and her on the bed. When she looked back at it, there was a mist on the floor. There was a distinguished face, and an arm reaching toward my foot. We put the board away.

This is where it gets difficult for me to talk about. That night we played again and Henry began warning us that Satan was in the room. Sitting behind my cousin. Henry said that Satan was angry with us and was going to get even. We were told he was going after Nick( Jess's bf at the time) and Chris (my bf at the time). We were so terrified we asked Henry to go protect them. He said "I-W-I-L-L" and the ring slid to good-bye. As we were laying in bed to go to sleep, we both felt a tug on the blanket at our feet, with no one there.

To this day, I still have the homemade Ouija board with me. It stays in my wallet. I no longer want it but I don't know what will happen if I throw it away.  If Henry was ever attracted to us could it be to the board? I don't believe he wants to hurt me but I don't like having my things disappear then reappear when I ask for it back. Nothing bad happens to me. I just want to be done with the board and the spirit/demon Jess and I befriended


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