I acquired a 2 gram bag of Methoxetamine about a month ago from a reliable vendor and it remained untouched, except to give some to friends, until 2 days ago. The only experience I have had with dissociatives before was a few low dose DXM trips and a handful of nitrous uses. I had been reading trip reports and information on the substance for a few weeks and I finally decided it was time to try it. I had done an allergy test with a1 mg (scale reading) amount a week prior with no ill reaction so I was ready to go.
T-10 minutes
I used my milligram scale to measure out 15mg of MXE and left it on the weighing tray while I went to get some water and my mp3 player.
T+0 minutes
Placed the 15mg under my tongue and held my mouth shut for as long as I could take the saliva buildup (about 2 minutes admittedly). It tasted bitter but dull and pill like. There is a numbing sensation similar to a "caine" anaesthetic but weaker and it took a minute to develop. I swallowed what was left with a sip of water and sat back watching Family Guy on Adult Swim waiting for the first effects.
T+5 minutes
The first effects are vague but noticeable. I feel a slight tingle in my lipes and ears as well as in my extremities. My heart is beating slightly faster but I assume this was because it was my first time and I was nervous.
T+10 minutes
There is a noticeable detachment from reality though I do not feel quite dissociated yet. Sound is beginning to distort and the Television is brighter and less defined from the rest of the room. I feel lighter and a feeling of warm euphoric type stimulation emenates from my core.
T+ 15 minutes
The effects accelerate rapidly from this time. I have a feeling of euphoria that is very prominent. Its the kind of feeling I would get from a dentists office controlled dose of nitrous oxide. I feel warm and tingly almost numb but not quite. I feel at times like I am floating and at others like I am sinking into my chair. My mouth is completely numb. Family Guy takes on an odd tone and the jokes about death and drug abuse take on a serious tone. I feel like I am handling the effects well so I decide to take another dose to round it up to an even 35mg.
T+18 minutes
I weigh out another 20 mg and take it sublingually as before. This time I am able to hold it under my tongue for longer than before. I believe this had an increased effect along with the larger dose and I feel the effects become much stronger in a matter of minutes. I should note that redosing so soon may not be the best idea with methoxetamine and as of this point I ceased taking notes and checking the stopwatch. What follows is a rough estimate of times and events.
T+30 minutes or so
I feel a strong dissociation from my sense of touch. I feel like I am floating out of my chair and floating all over the room. My sight is largely unaltered although size distortion is noticeable. The television is so bright at times that I have to close my eyes for a moment. Sounds from outside and the other room are metallic and echoing in quality. I feel a new warm sensation forming in my body opiate like but much different from hydrocodone kinda like a large dose of tramadol or low dose morphine.
T+45 minutes
I decide to turn off the lights and lay in my bed to listen to music. I choose the most mellow tracks I can starting with The Black Seeds and Sublime. Those two bands have a very nostalgic feel to them and I am able to remember exact situations and parties where a specific song is playing in great detail. This is by fad the most exciting and intriguing part of the whole experience. Memories are recalled in great detail and I was able to see posts I read on the Shroomery the day before perfectly even though I had only skimmed over them. I feel chilly like the feeling you get from a fever but not altogether unpleasant so I decide to cover up. This is where the trip starts to get intense.
T+1 hour
I am still in bed listening to music and looking at my walls and the TV alternately but it feels as if my body is a part of the bed and a part of the blanket. The music I am listening to sounds close almost like I am being personally serenaded by Bradley from the corner of my room. When the song Caress Me Down plays I close my eyes and I am treated to a montage of all the girls I slept with to the song before. I feel as if I am about to drift to sleep several times but I never do. My eyes feel heavy and hot at times especially when I open them and look at the Television. Legs feel like they are moving hut they are lying still.
T+80 minutes
I get up and go to the bathroom and I feel very intoxicated compareable to about 8 beers for me. My genetalia seems foreign and unusual. I find myself thinking of how we censor the world and protect our children from nudity only to encourage and sensationalize it later in life. I get back to my room and lie down without the mp3 player this time and I notice a low pitched sound distortion that is very similar to the wah wahs on nitrous but is less intense and further apart in waves. Every time a car passes it seems to light up the entire room and when I turn on a light it takes me some several more seconds than usual for my eyes to adjust.
T+2 hours
After a while of lying in my bed and enjoying the tactile and auditory disconnection/sensations my dogs give me the cue that they need to go outside to use the bathroom. I perform the normal drill of holding the pitbull while I inspect outside to make sure there are no joggers or bicyclists. It is around midnight so there is no activity on my road. I live in a rural area so there are tons of trees around and they all seemed unusually still and artificial. The sky was cloudy and I kept noticing patterns that were not there. I could hear the dogs tags jingling against their collars and it sounded like they were right next to me when they were well into the neighbors yard by now.
T + 2 hours 30 minutes
I turn the lights back on and watch some more TV the effects have not subsided at all but I feel comfortable that they won't get stronger at this point.
T+ 3 hours
I still feel detached but the warmth and euphoria are just about done. The auditory hallucinations are gone and lights are not as bright anymore.
T+ 3 hours 30 minutes
Effects rapidly dwindle and I am quickly regaining my feeling and coordination. I feel a slight headache coming on but it must be my body readjusting because it quickly subsides.
T+ 4 hours
I am almost at baseline and I decide to get on shroomery and post. I take my dogs out again and get a generous glass of water. I feel like I can't sleep just yet so watch some more TV
T+ 5 hours
Back at baseline with no ill effects.
Notes: an odd experience to say the least. I will need more time to analyze the experience. I didn't have a hangover the next day if anything I had a pleasant afterglow. I had no desire to repeat the experience yet and I do notice I am not depressed like I usually am. I also have no desire to smoke weed and I am currently clean. The only weird thought kids had earlier in the trip when I was playing a super nintendo game Zombies Ate My Neighbors I thought that maybe I had died and was infact a zombie or a ghost. The idea wasn't scary hut humorous and I quickly denied this possibility.
All in all it was a positive experience and I may do it again at a higher dose and future date.
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