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OfflineBlazedeg
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Panic Attack from Weed
    #19341294 - 12/29/13 12:23 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

2 Days ago I was smoking with 3 of my friends. We 4 were smoking my bowl that can hold close to a G in it. (its deep) Soon after we finished the first bowl pack I realized I was getting too stoned and stopped. I stopped too late though, my mind wondered off and were it went spun me into a panic.
Before I describe the panic and its cause I'll give you a background of myself.
-I'm 19, have been smoking since I was 15
-For about the passed year and a half I've been smoking everyday nearly
-in the passed 9 months the longest smoke break I've taken has been a week.
-I've tripped on Acid 3 times(Most being 3 tabs), and shrooms 3 times(Most being 3gs).
-Was sleep deprived at the time of this panic
-I am currently quitting caffeine and have the anxiety involved with caffeine withdrawal during this event too.

I normally have a high tolerance and can handle my bowls entirety to myself. I believe being deprived of sleep and anxious do to withdraws made me more prone to an attack. I got halfway through the bowl and I had to stop, thinking I had to drive myself home.

I stopped smoking and I started getting lost in my thoughts. It started with my history with this girl Michelle. In my freshman year of High School it became known to me that she had a crush on me. At our homecoming dance I was walking by her group of friends and her friend called to me and asked me to dance with her.(In front of her and all her friends) My freshman year I was a shy insecure little kid (never would of admitted that then)and when her friend said that, I looked and got a little panicked, because I Didn't really feel confident enough to dance with anyone and i didn't like her and was scared really. I quickly shook my head no and walked off.

This thought came into my head in that car. I imagined how she must have perceived that event. How my actions then could of came off to her. Did it traumatize her? Does she hate me? I know if my crush acted how I did I might of gotten really depressed especially being the immature and insecure 14 year old I was.

My thoughts continued to wonder and I imagined my life had I actually began a relationship with her back then. I might of came out of my insecurities sooner, which I didn't start to become more confident in myself until dating my first girlfriend my Senior year. Who was the girl I had a crush on since my freshman year.

This is where I start to trip out, (the hot-boxing of the car probably got me to this point) I got to a point where I was imagining the feelings I had when i was 14 years old, the motivations in my life then, the thoughts I had then, I had this picture image of my younger self I was seeing. Then that image flashed before my eyes like a picture had been taken and I came back to reality of the current me sitting in the car. I looked around at Michelle and then my friend next to me and coming back to my thoughts in the present sent my heart racing. Reality seemed so fabricated to me and I felt so disconnected to my memories of my life. I realized i needed to convince myself i was real, i looked at my hands and my entire body was so alien to me.  I heard someone say my name and in my mind I had to say, "Jake Blazer, that's me...."

I made it known then to rest of the the people in that car that i was panicking, I opened the door of the car and got fresh air. At this point I don't exactly remember how I came to the thoughts I came up with  but I basically was so in the mind set of the present and to me life wasn't real and everything in life around me was so bizarre.

I feared the realizations I was making about life were true, and that from now on my mind set will always be like this. I tried to get comfortable inside Michelle's house on her couch and fall asleep. I did and I woke up feeling better and drove home.

The thoughts still haunt me. and i really don't know what I experienced
at the time i thought i was going crazy. I explained to my one friend that i was freaking out about my thoughts of life, and that i thought i was going crazy. I blamed it on my drug use which I have experimented with a lot of drugs. Acid especially.

Just would like to hear someone else's thought on what I went through.

the experience was very un explainable and this was the best i could do.


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Re: Panic Attack from Weed [Re: Blazedeg]
    #19341308 - 12/29/13 12:26 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

caffeine withdrawal? is that a real thing?

Wait until you see what real withdrawal is like. you're lucky


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Re: Panic Attack from Weed [Re: Psilosopherr]
    #19341324 - 12/29/13 12:29 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)



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Re: Panic Attack from Weed [Re: Blazedeg]
    #19341351 - 12/29/13 12:37 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Thats pretty crazy. I couldn't imagine freshman year high school memories come back to me while puffin. I would lose it. Allot similar to you, except I completely abandoned an amazing girl for another girl who I had a past with. Then she dumped me a week later. A bird in the hand is worth two in the bush. One time while I was tripping I broke down in tears about what I did to that girl 6 years ago... lol Kinda embarrasing. But I fucked up. And it was on my mind.

Any ways... I would say the caffeine with drawl had allot to do with it.  Its far more of an addictive drug than pot. Ive seen multiple veteran smokers have to exit the hot box pretty early on probly due to anxiety. Multiple sources of anxiety maybe triggered your mind to go into a panic, and it focused that panic on past events.


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Re: Panic Attack from Weed [Re: FungiJB]
    #19341361 - 12/29/13 12:40 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

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FungiJB said:
Thats pretty crazy. I couldn't imagine freshman year high school memories come back to me while puffin. I would lose it. Allot similar to you, except I completely abandoned an amazing girl for another girl who I had a past with. Then she dumped me a week later. A bird in the hand is worth two in the bush. One time while I was tripping I broke down in tears about what I did to that girl 6 years ago... lol Kinda embarrasing. But I fucked up. And it was on my mind.

Any ways... I would say the caffeine with drawl had allot to do with it.  Its far more of an addictive drug than pot. Ive seen multiple veteran smokers have to exit the hot box pretty early on probly due to anxiety. Multiple sources of anxiety maybe triggered your mind to go into a panic, and it focused that panic on past events.



I did the same thing! leaving an amazing girl for one I had a past with. Then got broken up with and lost them both.

Now its three years later and I'm losing faith in relationships with other humans. I'll just chill with my kitties


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Re: Panic Attack from Weed [Re: Psilosopherr]
    #19341378 - 12/29/13 12:46 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)





I'm losing faith in relationships with other humans. I'll just chill with my kitties




Word.


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Re: Panic Attack from Weed [Re: Blazedeg]
    #19341419 - 12/29/13 12:55 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Its amazing what this 23 pound bastard can do to make me happy



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Re: Panic Attack from Weed [Re: FungiJB]
    #19341423 - 12/29/13 12:57 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

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FungiJB said:
Its amazing what this 23 pound bastard can do to make me happy





haha, gotta love the big kitties.

I currently have 3 cats. They all have such unique personalities that they interact in entertaining ways.

I don't know what I'd do without them


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