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This is getting funny...
#19329289 - 12/26/13 03:16 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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So I've found a huge load of datura stramonium growing somewhere...and taken exactly 50 seed pods.Around 10k seeds I think.
1 week ago I've taken 300 seeds and I got a really dry mouth,dilated pupils but NO hallucinations. 4 days ago I've taken 400 seeds,same effects. Yesterday,I've taken 500 seeds,I repeat,500 SEEDS and HAD NO FUCKING HALLUCINATIONS.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THESE SEEDS???
An answer will be greatly appreciated.
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#19329308 - 12/26/13 03:21 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I'd pray they continue to not work.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19329309 - 12/26/13 03:22 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Stop taking retarded amounts of datura. Any amount of datura is retarded, but you're taking a retarded amount of a retarded substance
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: schwarg]
#19329312 - 12/26/13 03:23 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I've taken ''working'' datura and I know how fucked-up it can get. Also,I really want to get in deep shit from datura again,it's something that's worth.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Sheekle]
#19329318 - 12/26/13 03:24 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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*hide thread*
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Sheekle]
#19329320 - 12/26/13 03:24 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I've taken a big amount of datura seeds because nothing happened,if nothing happened,why should I take a small amount? I take as much as I need to trip,if I didn't trip from 300,I take 400,etc...
I think this is a pretty good logic or maybe I'm just fucked up and hallucinating right now,but I doubt that.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: ModestMouse]
#19329327 - 12/26/13 03:26 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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oh,my friend,I'm actually sorry for using sarcastic insults to hurt your ego.
You deserve my apologies,I love you.
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#19329333 - 12/26/13 03:28 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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You're dead. You just don't know it.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19329338 - 12/26/13 03:28 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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What good could you possibly get out of a datura trip?
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: schwarg]
#19329343 - 12/26/13 03:29 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I have a strange addiction of talking with my dead grandmother and this only happens when I'm high on datura.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: koods]
#19329349 - 12/26/13 03:30 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Honestly,your comment made me feel dizzy but that doesn't mean that I'm hallucinating,so,nice try,I actually appreciate that.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: ModestMouse]
#19329353 - 12/26/13 03:32 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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ModestMouse said: *hide thread*
didn't you do datura a while back
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19329356 - 12/26/13 03:34 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Quote:
Grigore said: So I've found a huge load of datura stramonium growing somewhere...and taken exactly 50 seed pods.Around 10k seeds I think.
1 week ago I've taken 300 seeds and I got a really dry mouth,dilated pupils but NO hallucinations. 4 days ago I've taken 400 seeds,same effects. Yesterday,I've taken 500 seeds,I repeat,500 SEEDS and HAD NO FUCKING HALLUCINATIONS.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THESE SEEDS???
An answer will be greatly appreciated. 
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Grigore said: So I've found a huge load of datura stramonium growing somewhere...and taken exactly 50 seed pods.Around 10k seeds I think.
1 week ago I've taken 300 seeds and I got a really dry mouth,dilated pupils but NO hallucinations. 4 days ago I've taken 400 seeds,same effects. Yesterday,I've taken 500 seeds,I repeat,500 SEEDS and HAD NO FUCKING HALLUCINATIONS.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THESE SEEDS???
An answer will be greatly appreciated. 
OP u r in teh trip right now. This is not r3@l nothing is real
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This is why I don't think I'll ever try that shit
http://www.erowid.org/experiences/subs/exp_Datura.shtml
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If you want madness why not just smoke an ungodly amount of salvia or something...then you can deal with not potentially running out into oncoming traffic thinking it's your dead grandma or whatever.
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Yes I did datura a while back and at that time I had datura that was F*CKING WORKING
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: schwarg]
#19329588 - 12/26/13 04:38 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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..because datura is free and salvia isn't.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: ManianFH]
#19329590 - 12/26/13 04:39 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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This gave me a mini heart attack but I know it's not true.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19329607 - 12/26/13 04:43 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Probably missed your ID on the plant.
Or potential medication interactions if you're on them.
I also never want to do datura.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19329631 - 12/26/13 04:49 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Ive sort of vowed to myself to not take or order these legal drugs off the internet or off the ground lol I haven't done that anyway but you get the point of what im trying to say. Whether its lsa, blue lotus, herb smokes. They are legal for a reason its either they haven't found out the true properties of the drug yet or its just bunk stuff that doesn't do anything or makes you sick. < Which that is the most likely reason. I wouldn't even mess with that if I was you.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: jtv56]
#19329643 - 12/26/13 04:52 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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bleh i've done datura its pretty cool.
the reason is because the potency of datura varies wildly. Like, even plants next to each other can have wildly different potency.
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I haven't missed my id on the plant,it's actually impossible. The seeds and the plant looks exactly like datura stramonium and about the medication...well,I stopped taking antipsychotics only to be sure that it's not their fault,but,before,I've taken antipsychotics+datura and I tripped,so,any other guess?
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: teamkiller]
#19329656 - 12/26/13 04:54 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Well,I've got all the seeds out of the seedpods and mixed them to be sure,so,I've taken seeds from different plants,all in the same time,and nothing happened. And I must clarify this,unfortunately I have pictures of my datura only on my phone: it is clearly datura stramonium and I get dizzy,I get the dry mouth,dilated pupils,but I don't hallucinate. Why? Do they have an extremely low potency? Should I take 1000? I'm getting a bit nervous about this...
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: teamkiller]
#19329676 - 12/26/13 04:58 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Damn,I forgot to mention something. The datura plants had no leaves,there were only seed pods hanging out,I've found them in the start of december.
Might this drastically affect potency?
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: teamkiller]
#19332758 - 12/27/13 12:06 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I think I've just realized something important and I need your opinion on it:
Green seed pods might contain the most potent seeds and brown/black seed pods that opened themselves are much less potent.Also,if the plant lost it's leaves,it means that it's dying and potency is clearly decreased.
Can this might be the answer of my datura seeds not making me hallucinate even though I take a sh*t load of them?
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19332768 - 12/27/13 12:11 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I've never taken seeds I've found from native plants but one's that I've ordered in the past worked fine. 
Most people will probably have a bad trip and/or damage their body, mind, and soul on Datura. Some of us view it as a powerful entheogen, however--a plant that deserves respect. If you feel like risking it, start low and work your way up... SLOWLY. See my journal for a Datura Stramonium report & more advice on preparation. PM me for more info you want.
Good luck.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: deCypher]
#19332793 - 12/27/13 12:21 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Man,I don't want to sound proud,but I take datura for 6 months+ and I know what to expect from a datura trip,I'm just having some trouble with the last datura seed pods that I've acquired. So,what do you think about the question that I asked above?
Also,how do you prepare the seeds? Do you prefer making an ointment from them or..?
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19332819 - 12/27/13 12:29 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Potency varies so wildly from plant to plant that I wouldn't even try to safely guess a correlation between color/age and potency. Sorry man.
As far as preparation, check my journal entry for how I typically do it. I recently acquired some interesting literature pertaining to legitimate ointment preparations, however... whenever I get around to experimentation I'll make sure to write up my results and recipes in a Shroomery thread.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: deCypher]
#19332847 - 12/27/13 12:39 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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You are doing a really great job,thanks man!!
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19332873 - 12/27/13 12:46 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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That was a really intense and vivid trip report deCypher. Thanks for posting it. I was truly taken back by it.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19332902 - 12/27/13 12:57 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I consumed a tea made from 2 seed pods of a Datura inoxia plant a few years ago and had similar effects with no hallucinations. The dryness was so awful I wasn't willing to increase the dose at all. Every part of my body that could be dried out was bone dry, mouth, eyes, nose. It was terrible and lasted a really long time. They could use that plant to torture people.
Never again...
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: kr0nik0]
#19332933 - 12/27/13 01:05 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Thanks guys.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore] 1
#19333078 - 12/27/13 01:48 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Quote:
Grigore said: Man,I don't want to sound proud,but I take datura for 6 months+
It's just an idea but...Maybe you have build some kind of ..tolerance to datura. Take a break...
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: dredge]
#19333189 - 12/27/13 02:24 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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yes...that dry feeling,it's actually amazing,I drink water and don't even feel it touch my dehydrated throat,I can barely swallow.
Really weird and you had no tolerance to datura,right?
What about the plant... When you got the seed pods,in late autumn/spring/summer? Were the seed pods green or brown? Were they open or the seeds were locked inside?
Do you remember these vital aspects?
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: OpenQwerty]
#19333194 - 12/27/13 02:26 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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dredge says he made tea from 2 seedpods and didn't hallucinate,tolerance might be something that I should consider but still,it's not the primary reason that renders me unable to hallucinate from some seeds that might be too old.
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#19333205 - 12/27/13 02:33 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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jtv56 said: They are legal for a reason.
So are alcohol and tobacco. Legality is nothing more than a politically fueled classification, often having nothing to do with the drug itself.
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true,think about DXM,you buy it from the pharmacy,theoretically it's legal and it fucks you up very hard if you take a high dose or if you take it with grapefruit.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19333254 - 12/27/13 02:50 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Try the roots.
Seriously, though, don't!
Smoke a lot of weed and huff some nitrous, both are easily accesible. I lost my mind today on that combo.
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Gonna try that,thanks xD
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19333326 - 12/27/13 03:08 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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No, don't eat the roots. While they have a very concetrated amount of your wanted alkaloids they also contain other toxic compounds which can get you killed even at low doses.
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well...I was talking about ''smoke a lot of weed and huff some nitrous'' part,but,thanks for telling me this about the root,I was slightly aroused by the idea of trying it in a very low quantity xD
Any other opinion on why the datura seeds don't make me hallucinate?
Still not sure if it's only because of my tolerance and because I harvested them in december.
What do you think?
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19333532 - 12/27/13 04:17 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Definitely because of the quality of the seeds. One time I got some really fresh seeds that smelled potent as fuck and even 10 had me feeling weird...
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This was the answer that I fucking needed!
I KNEW IT,I need fresh seeds,I'm gonna get some fresh ones this spring.
The datura plants were too old(as I said earlier,they've lost their leaves),this is why the seeds weren't potent.
..DAMN! I got to wait until spring xD
CASE SOLVED,Thanks EVERYONE for HELP and any form of contribution!!
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19333900 - 12/27/13 06:01 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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whoever you're responding to i have on ignore so i can't see what he's saying.
The chemicals in datura don't degrade with time. a dead plant would make no difference. also i'm pretty sure datura is reverse tolerant. You become more sensitive to it in a short period of time instead of less.
i already told you the amount of drug varies alot. i just saw one paper that mentioned from .6mg/g to 11mg/g.
thats almost but not quite a 22x difference in potency. When i used to do it i used to have to do hundreds and hundreds of seeds. There are stories online of people taking 10 seeds and being fucked out of their minds.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: teamkiller]
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i already told you the amount of drug varies alot. i just saw one paper that mentioned from .6mg/g to 11mg/g.
As well potency can vary from leaf to leaf on the same plant. Totally random . That shit is totally unpredictable.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: schwarg]
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schwarg said: I'd pray they continue to not work.
whatever, some people like that creepy vibe that delirants give.
our job is to keep people safe while doing drugs, not to tell them their's are bad.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Legend]
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datura was never creepy for me, just hard on the body which is a weak reason not to use a drug.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: teamkiller]
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The chemicals definitely degrade. Getting seeds from a brown leafless plant is much more different than getting them from a freshly opened pod of a thriving plant in the summer..
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Also why the fuck does teamkiller have me on ignore? I don't even know the guy.
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This is definitely true,how can they possible not degrade? It's impossible..
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: vinsue]
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...few guys had me on ignore before and they removed me lately,I think they were high when they've put me there or maybe I changed xD
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19337720 - 12/28/13 04:35 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Again I can't see what your saying, but the chemicals in datura are stable. I just looked it up and it has like 4 years before it degrades. Just Google it for yourself.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: teamkiller]
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It probably is working and you just can't tell. A true hallucination (which true datura causes) is one you can't distinguish from reality. First time I took datura I thought it was bunk until I found myself in a jail cell talking to a toilet.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: teamkiller]
#19340377 - 12/29/13 06:06 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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So,do you mean that I've taken datura so much and in so high quantities that I don't even know when I hallucinate and when I am lucid?
Well,this might be a theory sustained by the fact that I get all the nasty side effects from it:dilated pupils and inability of reading for days,dry mouth,skin,dizziness etc.
Might this just be the thing? It's a bit hard to believe,but,well,it might be true.
What do you guys think?
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Im curious to hear more about this.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Enjoywho]
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me too lol,it must have been a life changing experience xD
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: teamkiller]
#19340718 - 12/29/13 09:01 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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teamkiller said: bleh i've done datura its pretty cool.
the reason is because the potency of datura varies wildly. Like, even plants next to each other can have wildly different potency.
Try to not kill yourself.
So in other words... OP could end up eating 500 seeds from a plant that was weak, and think "WTF...this sucks, must need more." Then take another 800 seeds, not realizing the second pod was from a different plant, and end up having a massive overdose because 300 seeds could have rocked his world?
Does that sound like a fair assessment?
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..I think I risked my life way too many times because of datura. But,well,it's my decision and actually,I just realized that I'm lucky to be alive. Gonna thank Satan for that. joking xD
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Enjoywho]
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Dreaming Nomad said: It probably is working and you just can't tell. A true hallucination (which true datura causes) is one you can't distinguish from reality. First time I took datura I thought it was bunk until I found myself in a jail cell talking to a toilet.
Im curious to hear more about this.
There's insane stories on erowid. Many end up in jail then the er . Some have almost died
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#19341040 - 12/29/13 11:03 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I thought this underaged user was banned already?
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I thought animals would enjoy when I torture them,but then I realized that there are other ''creatures'' that actually deserve being tortured and one of those creatures is you.
...Well,that doesn't mean that I don't love you,I can't break each of your fingers without putting some passion into it..you know what I mean.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19341724 - 12/29/13 02:05 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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You are one twisted fuck. I hope you don't actually torture animals because that is fucked. Really.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
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Grigore said: I thought animals would enjoy when I torture them,but then I realized that there are other ''creatures'' that actually deserve being tortured and one of those creatures is you.
...Well,that doesn't mean that I don't love you,I can't break each of your fingers without putting some passion into it..you know what I mean.
This is disgusting....
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Sorry for disgusting you,it's something that I'm good at without even wanting it.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19342170 - 12/29/13 03:37 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Grigore said: Believe what you want. I've already admitted what I did.
Well you did what you did, but I've hoped you've stopped since. It is easy to fall into that no mercy type mindset because you feel empty, but evil is evil. It will consume you and your soul will be like that for much longer than a lifetime. You may feel in control while inflicting pain but there is no line between you and that pain. You are being harmed by evil things just as much as the things you are harming, probably moreso in the big picture.
Have you tried praying to your grandmother?
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
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Grigore said: Sorry for disgusting you,it's something that I'm good at without even wanting it.
Are you proud of yourself for torturing animals? Did you enjoy it? Do you still do it? Have you ever stopped to think about it?
Did i read right? You think animals deserve to be tortured?
Maybe you should eat the roots after all, "buddy".
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did you guys know that when he was in high school, Gandhi took datura seeds? true story!
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: g00ru]
#19343111 - 12/29/13 07:10 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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any more info on that? would love to hear more
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it was actually an attempt at suicide...he took them and then lay down to die.
i'm reading his autobiography right now so that's where i found out.
edit: in the book he does admit how childish it was but yeah wow
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: g00ru]
#19343127 - 12/29/13 07:13 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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g00ru said: did you guys know that when he was in high school, Gandhi took datura seeds? true story!
Now I have an image of a little nerdy high school Gandhi in my head sitting in his parents basement with his friends like sssssshhhhhhhhh shut up you guys
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..maybe I'm a bit too consumed by evil and this is why I won't pray for anyone,not even myself. Anyway,it's kind of fun to see her cadaver once in a while,especially when tripping on datura,it spices up the trip.
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As I said,I will eat some of the datura root that I have,but in a very small quantity,just to make you happy and prove that I won't die. :>
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19343226 - 12/29/13 07:49 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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You make me depressed mate. You have to prove nothing to me. I don't want to see you harm yourself or anyone else...
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19343240 - 12/29/13 07:53 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Yeah and I know how something like that can get wrapped up in your person, just don't be fucking with those that are physically weaker. There needs to be a balance but when it comes to suffering life throws off this balance from the start. It creates suffering, it is up to us beings to nix it, and things like empathy, mercy, and openness are our only tools. That is why enlightenment is associated with these things.
Anyways I like your postings. You're interesting to say the least. I just feel bad for someone with no mercy because they are unable to really know themselves.
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Spiral out Gregory
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I wish I could say that I'm sorry for making you depressed,but,actually,your sadness made me smile,I'm totally sure that something might be wrong with me,but I also realized that I've already passed the point of no return. I haven't felt any empathy for anyone since my grandmother died and this happened 6 years ago,I'm lost,honestly,I shouldn't influence the way you feel.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19343270 - 12/29/13 08:04 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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your confusion seems to be primarily based in words, rather than emotions, but just know that you can find your way if you really try
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Yage]
#19343273 - 12/29/13 08:05 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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You,like other close minded people,are ruining my threads with your disbelief,keep it to yourself or go jack off to some midget porn and get it all out when you cum on your pc monitor.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: g00ru]
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If I am conscious of the fact that I did many things wrong that doesn't mean that I'm also able to repair my mistakes.
A suitable comparison for this might be: Even if a criminal realizes the gravity of the things that he did,that won't make any change because he won't be released from prison.
Actually,this can be considered a metaphor for the situation in which I'm in.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19343287 - 12/29/13 08:08 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I'm not sad, just sorry for you. Hope you find you way brotha.
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Grigore said: If I am conscious of the fact that I did many things wrong that doesn't mean that I'm also able to repair my mistakes.
A suitable comparison for this might be: Even if a criminal realizes the gravity of the things that he did,that won't make any change because he won't be released from prison.
Actually,this can be considered a metaphor for the situation in which I'm in.
just make sure you aren't building a mountain out of a molehill.
your EGO might be telling you that you are some fallen angel when in reality THAT problem can be fixed in a millisecond. keep it real :]
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moonrockmushy said: You're interesting to say the least. I just feel bad for someone with no mercy because they are unable to really know themselves.
That's true,I really don't ''know myself''. I don't even know what pushes me to torture innocent living beings,I just do it and feel energized by it,but there is clearly a more vital reason,buried deep inside my soul.
I tried psychoanalysis and didn't figure this out,maybe you can point towards something that might be the cause of all this shit that I do without being fully aware of the consequences.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: g00ru]
#19343321 - 12/29/13 08:15 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I tried to fix that,I tried to repair my mistakes,but I ended up repeating them.It became some sort of routine,something to which I'm actually addicted. It isn't as easy as most people think..I'm going to try to take a break from all of this just to prove to myself that I still have ambition,but,that won't stop me from continuing my journey in the wrong direction,or maybe,in the direction in which I deserve to go.
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#19343327 - 12/29/13 08:16 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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and it may be to one of the images in your signature rofl but know that there is always light at the end of the tunnel <3
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19343351 - 12/29/13 08:23 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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If you like causing suffering why not cause it on yourself? You know, razors and such. Just sayin.
Once I saw a kid throwing a cat around by its tail and its eye was busted by it. I hit him with a metal pipe. Fucker stayed in hospital for a good while. So you better watch out doing shit like that because people can get pretty angry over it.
For all I care, eat those poisonous roots. I can respect and understand any kind of person but those who harm others for their own pleasure.
I suggest you take up some form of self harming to release your pain and do society(and yourself probably) a favour by not tormenting innocent souls.
Your situation sounds fixable but embracing your lifestyle so hard and not letting go, you really do sound doomed.
Hope everythings better after those hormones settle down  
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yeah listen to some fuckin 'from first to last' and get a tattoo, you'll be fine lol
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I would love to stab you,just for the simple fact that you act like a tough guy who loves justice. You know what I did to a guy who loved justice? Well,I fucked him in the ass,he got drunk as hell at a party and I hardcore fucked him. That might be your fate,only if you knew me in real life before judging me behind a computer...only if you would realize that I don't care for anyone's safety,not even myself.
*As a matter of fact,I don't want to offend anyone because I got fucking tired of getting banned for childish reasons.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Yage]
#19343421 - 12/29/13 08:39 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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The cold embrace of the abyss awaits you. The welcoming arms the hereafter must not be denied.
Have you been feeding your Tulpa?
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19343433 - 12/29/13 08:41 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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you can't offend me even if you tried, mate. Justice is good, mane. Next time be careful not to contract any STD.
Seriously though, I don't want to seem tough, I had stopped using violence by 17. I realize you don't care for anyones safety, that's kinda obvious.
I have a question to ask you. What do you think should be done to people who harm others? Should they be left alone? Isn't it kinda obvious they're going to get it some time or another? That's the justice I'm speaking of, and, you seriously can't beat it since it will always be around.
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Does Yage have a tulpa as well? I just started working on mine 1 month ago,currently making great progress,my tulpa is luka magnotta,what's his or yours,if you have one? xD
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The people who harm others should be rewarded for having the motivation,courage,intelligence and strength required for doing what they want,when you see that living being getting attached to you,developing the stockholm syndrome and then,with a smile on your face,you start slitting it's throat,the blood,the pain,everything is just making you realize that nobody can change you or stop you from doing what you want,at least,society,most likely,can't stop you before doing you do it at least and if you are smart enough,it won't stop you not even after doing it.
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I can count atleast a million things that are more courageous than killing something that loves you. Wanna know one of them? Loving back .
I can tell you that after being able to hold back my anger I get the same sense of invunerability as you do.
Anyone can kill and degrade smaller beings, the strength and superiority lies in not doing it.
In fact, harming something less powerful than you, gives off as sense of insecurity and fear.
You know why you can't feel empathy and love? You're not strong enough to try. You prefer to choose to feel power by harming inferiors instead of facing your own fears.
You sir, are a coward.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19343521 - 12/29/13 08:57 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Grigore said: The people who harm others should be rewarded for having the motivation,courage,intelligence and strength required for doing what they want,when you see that living being getting attached to you,developing the stockholm syndrome and then,with a smile on your face,you start slitting it's throat,the blood,the pain,everything is just making you realize that nobody can change you or stop you from doing what you want,at least,society,most likely,can't stop you before doing you do it at least and if you are smart enough,it won't stop you not even after doing it.
I agree to some extent--but this opinion will never be a popular one. 
You may enjoy the Spirituality & Mysticism forum, BTW. Lots of light and love fluffernauts, but there are some of us who enjoy the darker side of things there too. Here's a poem I wrote a while back that you may like, in case you're interested: link.
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That might be true,but that won't stop me from killing you if I have the opportunity to do it.
Apart from that,all I can say is that you are right,but,the other problem is that I'm actually a schizophrenic sociopath,so,don't ask too much from me,I can't even satisfy my own desires as I truly want to.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: deCypher]
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You are truly one person that I wouldn't hurt,not because I couldn't do so,just because I realized that you were too nice to me and even though that was not what I needed because I can't actually feel empathy for someone,it's something that can't pass away without being appreciated.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
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You can be helped, definitely. Just be open to people who you see are trying to connect to you and love you. You will start regaining some happiness.
Are you telling me you are a diagnosted schizophrenic? Or is it a self-diagnosis?
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killing you if I have the opportunity to do it.
You sound a little cocky there. You are not all-powerful. Killing people isn't as simple as getting an oppurtunity.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
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Grigore said: You are truly one person that I wouldn't hurt,not because I couldn't do so,just because I realized that you were too nice to me and even though that was not what I needed because I can't actually feel empathy for someone,it's something that can't pass away without being appreciated.
There you go mate. That just proves what I just said. That's a sign of empathy.
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Grigore said: You are truly one person that I wouldn't hurt,not because I couldn't do so,just because I realized that you were too nice to me and even though that was not what I needed because I can't actually feel empathy for someone,it's something that can't pass away without being appreciated.
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I'm a diagnosted schizo and currently taking meds.
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Well,it's a self forced sign of minor empathy,that's all I can do..
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
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Aha, I see. I'm positive you'll be fine...
If it wasn't for harming others, I would have you in great admiration. I myself like to delve into dark practices such as appreciation of the unholy etc. I also admire your choice of drugs(datura). Just don't give up on yourself. You are unique and can overcome this dark time.
I assume this emptiness you describe was caused by the loss of your grandmother?
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what many consider 'unholy' might just be a modern challenge to a modern faith...
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Well my grandmother loved me really much,always showed me affection and every time she would do it I would just swear/insult or threaten to hit her if she continued to act immature with me.She died at the age of 97,in front of me,exactly after I told her that I hate her.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: g00ru]
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Unholy as in dark. Not exactly against holiness but close.
What you said is very true but I didn't mean it this way.
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even darkness...
it takes a strong light to penetrate into true darkness
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TheShroomingAtheis
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19343730 - 12/29/13 09:35 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Oh, I'm really sorry man. That must have been very traumatizing. Maybe if you could spread the love she gave you, to others around you that care for you, her love will have not gone to waste. I bet nothing would make her happier than seeing you be happy and a changed man.
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Grigore
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: g00ru]
#19343744 - 12/29/13 09:38 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I think I still live in a state of denial that started when my grandmother died,might this be the reason that made myself become interested about occultism and perform an invocation ritual at her grave? I just figured out one piece of the puzzle,but I'm not totally sure.
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Grigore
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Well,that moment changed my life for the worse,it made me feel heartless and it determined me to lie myself and consider myself nothing more than an emotionless psychopath,but,maybe,after all,everything that I wanted was to apologize in some way to my grandmother and done this by hurting others,doing something that my subconscious knew that is wrong,so,in the end,hurting myself,punishing myself for what I did to her while amplifying the emotional scars that were already deeply carved into my soul.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19343776 - 12/29/13 09:46 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Grigore said: Well my grandmother loved me really much,always showed me affection and every time she would do it I would just swear/insult or threaten to hit her if she continued to act immature with me.She died at the age of 97,in front of me,exactly after I told her that I hate her.
Thats awful. You know though, you have a way to make things right. Make amends and change your ways.
If she could help you to be a better person even after she is dead, don't you think she would want to do that?
Try talking to her honestly. Tell her how you really feel. Whenever I have really needed help it has always come from my ancestors and all the other people suffering alongside me at this point in time. Just open yourself up and ask for help.
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TheShroomingAtheis
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Exactly. It's never too late.
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Grigore
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I don't think I'm spiritually ready to ask for help. I don't feel like I've inflicted enough pain on myself and others,I can't go on and repair my mistakes before I make myself suffer as much as I made my grandma suffer,every fucking day,every single day wouldn't pass without hearing her cry in her room after I would scream at her and curse her and say that I wish for her to die faster.
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g00ru
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19343826 - 12/29/13 09:54 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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the minute you are truly needing of help is the second it will be there. this is a very loving universe.
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Grigore
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I am truly a terrible person,I don't deserve forgiveness and this is why I have nothing left to do than to continue ruining my life every day,by taking datura and killing everything that I get my hand on.
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Grigore
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: g00ru]
#19343840 - 12/29/13 09:56 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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there are situations in which people are left hopeless,I'm deep into that kind of situation,I did too much bad to even have the right to ask for help.
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g00ru
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19343847 - 12/29/13 09:58 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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hopelessness is never eternal. the fact that happiness exists at all is proof that the universe is inherently good, ya dig? keep on keeping on!
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: g00ru]
#19343868 - 12/29/13 10:02 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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after talking with you I realized that all I want is to kill the ''beings'' that I hate the most and then commit suicide,sorry for wasting your time.
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g00ru
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19343875 - 12/29/13 10:03 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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you didn't waste my time, but i do encourage you to find an outlet for whatever it is you're feeling
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19343903 - 12/29/13 10:11 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Grigore said: after talking with you I realized that all I want is to kill the ''beings'' that I hate the most and then commit suicide,sorry for wasting your time.
Make sure to televise it for maximum impact.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: deCypher]
#19343916 - 12/29/13 10:13 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Going to take that in consideration.
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Unifloo
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore] 1
#19344417 - 12/30/13 12:52 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I just spent the last 10 stoned minutes reading through this thread and I'm convinced youre either a complete nutjob OR youre just a really crappy troll (in which case I accept that im being a little slow on the uptake)
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Unifloo] 1
#19344447 - 12/30/13 01:04 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Can't believe some of you are buying into this dude, he's clearly talking out of his ass. I doubt he's done anything really that heinous.
In before Grigore shows up to my house with a machete...
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore]
#19344577 - 12/30/13 01:39 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Have you murdered or raped anyone op?
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TheShroomingAtheis
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He said he raped a guy at a party.
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rulesq
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Quote:
I've also got rabies from anally fucking a sick cow,I'm not sure about this,but,still...I will die either way,so at least become psychotic first,got nothing you lose and,actually,I really want to hallucinate every day and hear voices,that would be much less boring than my fucked up life style that I have right now.

http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/18832288/fpart/2/vc/1#18832288
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: rulesq]
#19344627 - 12/30/13 01:56 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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lol
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Edited by TheShroomingAtheis (12/30/13 01:57 AM)
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Everlong
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OP is obviously and
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Everlong]
#19344645 - 12/30/13 02:02 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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OP please eat 5000 Datura seeds and report back to us.
500 is nothing, you become a real man at 5000.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Sanpedrox]
#19344660 - 12/30/13 02:08 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Grigore said:
I feel really angry and neglected when I take a take a shit, I hope in eternal hell that I can foster the strenght to find decent toilet paper, but the struggle is constant, and its not an easy fight
And so forth
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Unifloo]
#19344664 - 12/30/13 02:10 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Unifloo]
#19344665 - 12/30/13 02:10 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Lol I can't believe is spend 2 hours responding to this... If only I had read some of his earlier posts, earlier...
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rulesq
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TheShroomingAtheis said: Lol I can't believe is spend 2 hours responding to this... If only I had read some of his earlier posts, earlier...
Time well spent, huh?
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Unifloo
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Unifloo]
#19344674 - 12/30/13 02:12 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Also - location - Romania? Doubt Hes from romania... something some little emo privileged kid says just because its cool
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OP...accept yourself. We all, have done something bad or something wrong (ok, maybe not at your level, but...). No man is innocent. You are one of the few who are sufficient honest to recognize your bad side....Don't kill yourself.
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: OpenQwerty]
#19344717 - 12/30/13 02:37 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Op is pretty lame you have friends if you're so evil. My brother hasn't had a friend in like 6 years and he isn't even evil.
maybe you should ditch ur bff.
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Unifloo
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: teamkiller]
#19344729 - 12/30/13 02:42 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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OP is loosing entertainment value in this thread, hence no replies.... All we know is he's going to have a miserable 2014
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: teamkiller]
#19344730 - 12/30/13 02:42 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Can someone ask teamkiller why she/he has me on nignore?
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Unifloo
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Grigore be one of those... Trollish niggaz
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Unifloo] 1
#19345080 - 12/30/13 05:34 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I too just read the whole thread. Cry for attention signature, going into unnecessary and clearly improvised story detail (the cow thread), changing tack from "I'm shocking" to "I'm an intellectual" (with bad grammar) to feed others comments. Classic kid with a lot of growing up to do. Good luck.
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Cyclohexylamine
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Re: This is getting funny... [Re: Grigore] 2
#19345457 - 12/30/13 05:34 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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This thread has been closed.
Reason: OP is banned for the next 8788 years.
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