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ice coffee
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I dont care what people think of me anymore!
#19325832 - 12/25/13 02:48 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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This was a big reason I wanted to try shrooms. I wanted to be more outgoing and care less what people think about me.
Shrooms helped me with this, i took an eighth for my first time. During the trip I didnt have any revelations about that, but when i thought about the trip the few days after it made me realize why care?
Anyways its already making my life better
Thanks shrooms 
Heres my trip report if anyone wants to read it!
http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/19313099
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Re: I dont care what people think of me anymore! [Re: ice coffee]
#19325840 - 12/25/13 02:51 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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ill read your report later and let you know what i think.
good for you man!
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Re: I dont care what people think of me anymore! [Re: ice coffee]
#19325846 - 12/25/13 02:53 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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It's always in the following days, weeks, and even months when the benefits of mushrooms really start to reshape your brain; your reality. Congratulations, what you've said accurately resonates with me, I agree.
Now, if you want to be scared, and see how deep the rabbit hole really is. Go to the woods by yourself and dose 5+ grams. Recently I did this, and I'm still trying to make sense of what happened, it was beautiful, certainly attained a state of ego-loss. But it was intense beyond imagination, before losing my ego completely the visuals were so intense and bright that it felt like I was being burned.. in my mind. Like I said, still trying to make sense of it. Immense confusion.. woke up looking at my hand, not knowing what a hand even was, or how to operate it, a mouth full of pine needles, and I pissed myself. I regret nothing.
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Edited by Tmethyl (12/25/13 02:54 PM)
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evileye001
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Re: I dont care what people think of me anymore! [Re: evileye001]
#19325847 - 12/25/13 02:53 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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oh and post that shit on the reports boards dude.
http://www.shroomery.org/6255/Trip-Reports
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Re: I dont care what people think of me anymore! [Re: ice coffee]
#19325851 - 12/25/13 02:54 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Sounds like you had a good time man
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ice coffee
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Re: I dont care what people think of me anymore! [Re: evileye001]
#19325853 - 12/25/13 02:55 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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evileye001 said: oh and post that shit on the reports boards dude.
http://www.shroomery.org/6255/Trip-Reports
I have my trip report there
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Re: I dont care what people think of me anymore! [Re: Tmethyl]
#19325855 - 12/25/13 02:55 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Tmethyl said: It's always in the following days, weeks, and even months when the benefits of mushrooms really start to reshape your brain; your reality. Congratulations, what you've said accurately resonates with me, I agree.
Now, if you want to be scared, and see how deep the rabbit hole really is. Go to the woods by yourself and dose 5+ grams. Recently I did this, and I'm still trying to make sense of what happened, it was beautiful, certainly attained a state of ego-loss. But it was intense beyond imagination, before losing my ego completely the visuals were so intense and bright that it felt like I was being burned.. in my mind. Like I said, still trying to make sense of it. Immense confusion.. woke up looking at my hand, not knowing what a hand even was, or how to operate it, a mouth full of pine needles, and I pissed myself. I regret nothing.
Those are the most enlightening trips
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Re: I dont care what people think of me anymore! [Re: evileye001]
#19325860 - 12/25/13 02:56 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Good first step but obviously you want to care what people think of you lol that's just being a considerate being. The trick is to find that sweet sweet spot where you don't let projected negative reactions on behalf of others intervene with you making positive choices in the now.
Remember, yes they may hate it. But if what you're doing is really good for you, the person you are after will stand as a strong benefit for whatever course of controversial action you chose to take. Be a fucking rock star
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ice coffee
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Re: I dont care what people think of me anymore! [Re: lot_justice]
#19325867 - 12/25/13 02:59 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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lot_justice said: Good first step but obviously you want to care what people think of you lol that's just being a considerate being. The trick is to find that sweet sweet spot where you don't let projected negative reactions on behalf of others intervene with you making positive choices in the now.
Remember, yes they may hate it. But if what you're doing is really good for you, the person you are after will stand as a strong benefit for whatever course of controversial action you chose to take. Be a fucking rock star
yeah i mean, i dont care up to a point... I dont care if people think negative thoughts about me... When i moved I became very shy and self concious.. I went head on into bodybuilding which helped a lot, and now the shrooms. I shouldnt be embarressed by myself.
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Re: I dont care what people think of me anymore! [Re: ice coffee]
#19325873 - 12/25/13 03:02 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Cool, because I ordered coffee at Starbucks today, and they guy gave me an ice coffee and I returned it.
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Re: I dont care what people think of me anymore! [Re: Rhizohunter]
#19325875 - 12/25/13 03:03 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Rhizohunter said:
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Tmethyl said: It's always in the following days, weeks, and even months when the benefits of mushrooms really start to reshape your brain; your reality. Congratulations, what you've said accurately resonates with me, I agree.
Now, if you want to be scared, and see how deep the rabbit hole really is. Go to the woods by yourself and dose 5+ grams. Recently I did this, and I'm still trying to make sense of what happened, it was beautiful, certainly attained a state of ego-loss. But it was intense beyond imagination, before losing my ego completely the visuals were so intense and bright that it felt like I was being burned.. in my mind. Like I said, still trying to make sense of it. Immense confusion.. woke up looking at my hand, not knowing what a hand even was, or how to operate it, a mouth full of pine needles, and I pissed myself. I regret nothing.
Those are the most enlightening trips 
I agree, but before this trip I actually thought I had a sufficient understanding of my mind, what make a "me", and what the fuck is going on. Now.. I just don't know, nor do I think I ever will, which I find profoundly beautiful. I won't pretend to have an answer anymore.
The only true wisdom is in knowing you know nothing. -Socrates
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shivas.wisdom said: emptiness/voidness isn't a depressing thought to me--if anything, having no inherent meaning or purpose grants one the freedom to create their own meaning
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Edited by Tmethyl (12/25/13 03:04 PM)
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ice coffee
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Re: I dont care what people think of me anymore! [Re: Tmethyl]
#19325891 - 12/25/13 03:07 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Tmethyl said: It's always in the following days, weeks, and even months when the benefits of mushrooms really start to reshape your brain; your reality. Congratulations, what you've said accurately resonates with me, I agree.
Now, if you want to be scared, and see how deep the rabbit hole really is. Go to the woods by yourself and dose 5+ grams. Recently I did this, and I'm still trying to make sense of what happened, it was beautiful, certainly attained a state of ego-loss. But it was intense beyond imagination, before losing my ego completely the visuals were so intense and bright that it felt like I was being burned.. in my mind. Like I said, still trying to make sense of it. Immense confusion.. woke up looking at my hand, not knowing what a hand even was, or how to operate it, a mouth full of pine needles, and I pissed myself. I regret nothing.
I dont think im ready for a trip like that! Maybe some day... No woods here either (SOuth Florida)
I want to try LSD next, but not for a little while
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Re: I dont care what people think of me anymore! [Re: ice coffee]
#19325909 - 12/25/13 03:12 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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You have taken quite the leap then.. congradulations, dear fungi, for showing this one.
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Re: I dont care what people think of me anymore! [Re: ice coffee]
#19326087 - 12/25/13 04:20 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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ice coffee said:
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Tmethyl said: It's always in the following days, weeks, and even months when the benefits of mushrooms really start to reshape your brain; your reality. Congratulations, what you've said accurately resonates with me, I agree.
Now, if you want to be scared, and see how deep the rabbit hole really is. Go to the woods by yourself and dose 5+ grams. Recently I did this, and I'm still trying to make sense of what happened, it was beautiful, certainly attained a state of ego-loss. But it was intense beyond imagination, before losing my ego completely the visuals were so intense and bright that it felt like I was being burned.. in my mind. Like I said, still trying to make sense of it. Immense confusion.. woke up looking at my hand, not knowing what a hand even was, or how to operate it, a mouth full of pine needles, and I pissed myself. I regret nothing.
I dont think im ready for a trip like that! Maybe some day... No woods here either (SOuth Florida)
I want to try LSD next, but not for a little while
The rabbit hole never ends brother.
I did 11 grams of dried cubensis once mixed with 2 and a half tabs of acid. Pure insanity, don't go there. I wouldn't repeat that for half a million dollars!
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Re: I dont care what people think of me anymore! [Re: PsychedelicLife]
#19326095 - 12/25/13 04:22 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Hmmm.. I would wager madness, but I doubt insanity..
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Re: I dont care what people think of me anymore! [Re: Icyus]
#19326224 - 12/25/13 04:59 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Speed and opiates taught me not to give a fuck
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