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Penis Envy; Extreme mushroom trip * 1
    #19324348 - 12/25/13 03:54 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Hello everyone,im pretty new to shroomery,just joined yesterday, so i thought id introduce myself by telling you an experience i recently had with the penis envy strain of Psychedelic boomers.Before i begin, i think it is important to mention i have a good amount of experience with psychedelics, lsd being my first and ever. Ive had pretty rough trips prior to this experience but nothing i couldnt handle. things have gotten out of hand before, but ive always found the good in it and pushed through it. ive never experienced long lasting side effects from any substances, despite how frequent i took them and ive always had a positive outlook towards hallucinogens.

Anyways, sorry for the ranty intro, lets get to the report

-A lil while back, i began to get the craving for a psychedelic which i normally tend to do at random times through out the year. i tend to follow these inhibitions as its almost like an itch that i feel must be scratched.
- My friend who had no experience at all in psychedelics, or rather anything past marijuana really, told me that he was totally comfortable and ready to try shrooms with me.I found this as a perfect opportunity to satisfy my psychedelic craving and to provide my friend with an enlightening and beautiful experience. At the time, i believed that my friend was mentally prepared for this journey as he knew the extremity of hallucinogens and was willing to accept whatever was thrown at him.
- So, me and him decided that On the Wednesday when school got out early for the week,we would voyage into the amazing world that  psilocybin provides for the mind

- Upon receiving word from my connection i proceeded to acquire the substance. When i arrived, the guy told me that they were going to be a little more expensive this time, 20 more dollars an 8th to be exact, but he also told me that these mushrooms were a special type of strain and that they were 4-5X the potency of his last batch.foolishly, i did not believe him as i truly thought he was just trying to get more bang for his buck by saying the shrooms were more potent and selling them for higher prices. Despite this, me and my buddy each purchased an 8th. On each bag the words " Penis Envy" were written and i assumed that this was the so called special strain.

- My friend was house sitting for a week so we had a chill place to go for the entire night with no interruptions and a full house to ourselves. Upon arriving we began taking the necessary psychedelic precautionary's.  Are the lights off outside?,  Do we have alot of water?, Are all the important conversations we must have with people out of the way? Etc. Etc. Overall, it was gearing up to look like a wonderful trip

- My friend had never tripped before, as previously stated, so i told him that we should eat half of the 8th to start, as my normal dose is to eat a whole 8th at once of some regular cubensis. I took no heed to the warning my dealer gave me, which was a really bad call, but i assumed they could potentially be only a little stronger.

Allllllllright. So here we are. 30 minutes after ingesting the shrooms my friend and i are sitting outside smoking a few bowls. I began to notice some slight visual effects as well as feeling surges of energy jolt through out my body. The surges were so powerful and orgasmic that i felt as if i had to move otherwise i would be overwhelmed by this sensation. My friend was feeling the same thing he stated, surges so overwhelming he couldnt stand still. All of this was going really well and i was extremely excited to see what this trip had in store.

About 50 minutes into the voyage i was actually tripping pretty hard. (lol)My friend started to become a little anxious, but not scared, and i knew this was normal as he was simply taking in the effects of a new, strange, and completely unknown substance. At one point he asked me to put on my hoodie or change my shirt because the Ganesh design on it was wiggin him out. I proceeded to do so and i did not mind as i realized before hand that this trip might be geared a little bit more towards him considering its his first time.

1 hour 30 minutes after ingestion

My buddy really kinda starts wiggin out on me. The shrooms are growing strongly in intensity and i am completely calm, but he seems a bit overwhelmed by the effects. He began doing things such as taking off his shirt and spinning around on the ground on his stomach. or, he would often talk to me for a few minutes straight without stopping and then would ask me, " Dude am i talking right now?". I began to become a little nervous because the intesnity of this shroom trip was really blowing my mind, but i was confused because i only had eaten half of an 8th! This was truly phenomenal to me, but also a little horrifying because i realized that my friend who had literally zero experience in hallucinogens, was most likely on the same level i was and to be honest, it really was a bit much.

2 Hours in

O my god,my friends strange behavior soon turned into utter insanity. He began asking me more frequently if either i was talking or he was, and i would assure him that he has literally talking to me nonstop for the past like 20 minutes. This would cause him to yell with confusion and excitement saying things like " Wait what? for real?". He began to do very strange things such as sit awkwardly close to me, or he would leave his hand on my chest and not even realize it. At one point, he was laughing at something on his computer and he ended up putting his gaping mouth over my knee. I was so wigged out by the way he was acting, it was very strange to a see a perfectly logical, intelligent, handsome and functional human being turn into a completely insane and incoherent person.
He must have asked me about 30 times or so by now if he was talking or not, but the answer remained the same. However, something very strange happened the next time he asked me the question. I didn't really know the answer! Before, i could respond instantly to his question and clarify that it was just him talking, but this time he asked me and i became so utterly confused. i asked him to repeat the question and i finally noticed that the ability to process a logical or coherent thought as well as the ability to communicate, was beyond perished.Every word that came out of his mouth began to sound like incoherent rambling and none of it made any sense to me. The last coherent question i can remember him asking and me answering was if i had ever felt like this before. i assured him that what we were feeling were simply the effects of the drug, nothing to be worried about. Everything past this point can only be described by one word, Insanity.

As i lost complete communication with my friend, he began nervously pacing around the house with his shirt off, rambling things that made no sense to me but seemed to have so much meaning in his eyes. i remember catching glimpses of him saying things like, " Im an animal, i need to be an animal!" and he would growl and vigorously rub his shortly cut brown hair on the back of the couch while holding it with both hands. He was completely overwhelmed by the feelings and was experiencing a lot of contradicting emotions at the same time. I was tripping harder than i really ever had visually. Even on lsd, i have never seen patterns or morphed figures to this extent. When i would look at the wall, there would be no space between me or the wall but only eccentric and overwhelming and patterns. When i would close my eyes, the colors and psychedelic figures would be moving quite fast and would endlessly shift into different colors and patterns. My motor skills were fucked to an extent ive never really felt before,i was uncontrollably rolling on the ground and even a simple task of grabbing a water cup  out of the cabinet was an obstacle that seemed almost impossible to face. I would reach for the cup and miss completely, grabbing all assorted things in the cabinet besides the cup. In the process i would knock over many things and i paced back and forth in the kitchen trying to figure out what the hell was going on. To me, it appeared as pure insanity. My friend and i are walking back and forth past each other in the kitchen rambling and moaning strange things to ourselves almost completely ignoring one another's existence. We would run downstairs and get confused and run back upstairs. My friend would give random suggestions of things to do to make himself feel "safe" which is why we went to the basement so many times.

I was getting pretty scared. The intensity of these shrooms was just so overwhelming, i truly had never tripped this hard off of shrooms before and this experience was definitely surpassing the things ive seen visually on lsd. Normally, i could most likely handle myself with some time and proper mental management to get myself back to a good head space, but the psychotic and random behavior of my friend kept bringing me back to bad head spaces. I was nervous because i thought my friend was nervous, he looked completely out of control and seemed to be experiencing opposing emotions at the same time. As he would talk to me, he would often uncontrollably change the pitch and volume of his voice as well as the way he expressed his statement. For an example, he would try to tell me something like, he has the option to yell right now but he wont and this amazes him. While telling me this statement, he would do something like say " i could yell right now!" but he would say it in a very angry tone and then apoligize after to me for expressing it that way. Or, he would express a statement of joy towards me in a nervous and sad tone that conflicted with the purpose of the statement. He would talk to himself, rambling and confused as i would try to use the bathroom and he would follow me, then realize what he was doing and would get embaressed and walk away.

Often, there was a pause to the chaos and he would say, " Okay, we need to establish a couple things" and i would agree with him and we would sit down and try to communicate. However, the conversation could not stem any further past that statement as we would either burst out in fits of laughter or confusion and were unable to convey our thoughts.

I began to work myself back into a proper head space, however it wasnt really proper but rather a " Oh shit look what youve got yourself into, now you have to deal with it, 4 more hours to go" kinda attitude.

I accepted these bad vibes for what they were but calmly told myself i was safe, in no danger, and would be nice and sober in a few hours.

I really dont remember much else. its all really a confused and blurry haze of insanity. Two young males pursuing the voyage of a psychedelic journey who did not heed caution to Mr.Fantasy's warning. "3-4x the potency? pffft, ya whatever." Because of this, me and my friend had breached the level of psychedelics being "Fun" or "Enlightening"and we had simply lost control of all basic thought, movement and logic. Pure insanity, yet pure bliss. I do not regret the experience, i learned a lot from it. However, in retrospective i wish i would have taken control of the situation better by really helping my friend snap back to reality for a little so he could get a grasp on his mentality. i think that this trip could have gone a lot smoother despite the mushrooms extreme and overwhelming intensity.

I will never consume the penis envy strain again. 1 week after this experience i consumed the rest of my 8th and voyaged into psychedelic hell for 6 hours. i wasnt even tripping that hard visually, but it was rather just a complete and total fear driven experience that left me frightened and mentally damaged for a little bit of time. i had developed an extreme fear of hallucinogens, and have only recently come to terms with what happened and feel comfortable with myself mentally and physically. i now finally feel confident again to take psychedelics, this is something i am very proud of. my last experience with penis envy truly was hell, 6 hours of me sitting in my empty house on the couch suffering, staring, and waiting hour after hour for the experience to end. the visuals were not intense, and what scared me most was that i could not figure out what i was scared of. i felt physically sick, i was sweating profusely, i was flush in the face, and i could feel no emotion besides fear. i was extremely confused along with the fear which made it worse, causing for simple things to give me extreme anxiety such as not being able to find my keys or zip up my jacket. i could not figure out what i was scared of nor what i could do to stop it, so i sat and suffered through out the whole experience.

Anyways, sorry if this one was kinda long, i was just writing as a stream of consciousness and i really feel i have to get these strange experiences off of my chest. What have i learned?
1) Listen to your dealer if he says his shits more potent this time
2) Dont underestimate the intensity of shrooms
3) Be careful with the Penis Envy strain if i ever take it again
4) Make sure you have a plan for if things go wrong.

Thanks for reading my experience, be safe out there and happy trippin'!


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Re: Penis Envy; Extreme mushroom trip [Re: StillQuestioning]
    #19324412 - 12/25/13 04:43 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

your friend fucked it up...

he was going through "judgment day"


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Re: Penis Envy; Extreme mushroom trip [Re: Deathcore]
    #19328353 - 12/26/13 11:02 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Penis envy never dissapoint. I still can`t bring myself to eat a full eigth of these guys. Great report op.


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    #19328409 - 12/26/13 11:17 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

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Re: Penis Envy; Extreme mushroom trip [Re: mutantmushroom]
    #19350097 - 12/31/13 07:40 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Honestly i think you kinda overreacted on your friend. Sure he behaved weird but you gotta take that into account when you take psys. I had that ''Wait was i talking''-thing even on Weed where it felt like i blacked out for 30 minutes but it was actually just 10 seconds since i talked.

He probably discovered something that he had forgotten for a long time, the inner pure child, filled with curiosity and excitement and part of that is doing stupid nonsense and well emotions and feelings get multiplied a lot on shrooms, so i think that's where his weird behaviour came from.


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Re: Penis Envy; Extreme mushroom trip [Re: StillQuestioning]
    #19436800 - 01/18/14 08:36 AM (10 years, 13 days ago)

The first time I ever had mushrooms they were a very well grown Penis Envy strain. I ended up eating the whole eighth. By myself. The first time. I got lucky and had an incredible experience, but it really just got to the point where I couldn't exactly have a bad trip, because I was no longer myself. When peaking I believed that I had died and went to my original state, only to realize I had been dead all along and the life I was living before was just the reality or life I had chosen to live in to help the time pass I guess because being dead was boring haha. This was before I had any idea about the Tibetan Book of the Dead, but after learning what these buddhists believe happens when you die, I'm sure I'd have agreed with them while I was having that mushroom experience.


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Re: Penis Envy; Extreme mushroom trip [Re: Voidness]
    #19452057 - 01/21/14 09:50 AM (10 years, 10 days ago)

"and he ended up putting his gaping mouth over my knee."



Ewwwww weird!  Yea GD penis envy is way too much in "normal" cube doses.

Gotta treat is like a azurescen lol.


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Re: Penis Envy; Extreme mushroom trip [Re: Habadashery]
    #19455770 - 01/22/14 12:58 AM (10 years, 9 days ago)

I experienced a bad trip from Penis Envy Friday night. It was my second time on mushrooms and I had taken ~2.5g.

I take the mushrooms before going to the park at around 4:30 and we have to wait around for my friend X's friend to get there. He ends up taking an extra thirty minutes (we had already been waiting well over an hour) and so we head to the park. 

By this point, I was doing pretty well.  The road was trippy as hell (my friend was driving; she had taken the shrooms later) and the sky was absolutely beautiful.  We eventually had to pull over because L couldn't drive and X's friend didn't do shrooms.

Next thing I know I'm stumbling around some park.  These dumbasses took us too the softball field and there was a game going on.  I remember going into some storage room and sitting down but my friends didn't let me.  We decide to leave but apparently I got in some old woman's car instead.

Next thing I remember I'm at L's apartment again.  I started bugging out.  I came under the idea that I was the sole being in the universe and that everything that exists is just my imagination.  I had lived forever, but the longer I live, the simpler my universe becomes.

Suddenly, I became extremely distressed because I thought I was going to spend the rest of eternity with X and L. Some sort of degenerate Hell. I smoke with X and L occasionally but they are definitely not the most entertaining people and clearly not the people you would want to spend eternity with.

I began to realize that I was bored; and as I was God of this universe, I took it upon myself to piss on L's apartment floor for entertainment. I then promptly left the apartment to the calls of X - "You're going to die out there!"

So I walk down the hall, some bitch walks past, I strip off all my clothes, and put them back on because it was cold.  I tried walking in a random apartment because I'm God (thankfully it was locked) and I made my way back to L's apartment.

So I walk in, strip all my clothes again, and climb into L's bed.  I had pissed my pants so by leg was definitely still wet when I climbed in.

I wake up three and a half hours later at the end of the trip and much to my dismay I was not at home. It was not a dream.

This was the second time that I have ever done shrooms and neither of the first timers experienced what I did. L had a good humour about my pissing on her living room floor and climbing naked into her bed, but X refuses to talk to me now.  According to some mutual friends she said she saw my "true colors" that night.  I'm pretty sure I didn't even talk after getting out of L's car and getting into X's friend's car. She's acting like I did something personally to her when I stripped but in my head she didn't even fucking exist she was a figment of my imagination.  "True colors". I don't understand how she could see my "true colors" when she doesn't know what I'm experiencing at the moment, or how my thought processes had changed.

Anyway, I learned a few lessons.  If you are going to trip, do it right.  Don't trip with people that annoy you.  Make your environment comfortable. L had really bright lighting and it was really dark outside which was bugging me out.  Keep some Indica on hand for when it gets cray.  Indica calms me down quick and stops the twitching.

Also, the little bit of open sky I saw during the day was beautiful.  I'm going to plan out a proper tripping day in a week and a half where I can see the sky: far from any softball games that might be going on.


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Re: Penis Envy; Extreme mushroom trip [Re: RaddaRadda]
    #19515409 - 02/03/14 11:25 AM (9 years, 11 months ago)

Enjoyed reading this trip report, are penis envy actually more potent?
And does potency usually depend on how fresh they are.
For example. Picked and dried. Then within a week taken some. Then a month down the line take same amount,  would it be slightly less potent?


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Re: Penis Envy; Extreme mushroom trip [Re: Sabertooth]
    #19515955 - 02/03/14 01:38 PM (9 years, 11 months ago)

Holy shit dude, if you caught that shit on video it would be gold!


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Re: Penis Envy; Extreme mushroom trip [Re: StillQuestioning]
    #19515970 - 02/03/14 01:41 PM (9 years, 11 months ago)

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StillQuestioning said:
or he would leave his hand on my chest and not even realize it.




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Did you kind of like it? :tongue:


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Re: Penis Envy; Extreme mushroom trip [Re: StillQuestioning]
    #19531784 - 02/06/14 05:24 PM (9 years, 11 months ago)

To the OP, I had a similar experience turn me off psychedelics also! I tripped 100 times or so prior to the experience. Including LSD, and Salvia.  I ate 2 grams of my first batch of PE thinking it would be like any other cube, and I was so wrong and also trippin with someone for their first time. It created anxiety, panic and fear for the entire duration of the trip. I was absolutely traumatized. I thought it about it every day for weeks, and was just thankful to be "normal" for the longest time.  It happened 5 years ago and  I've had  lower doses of PE twice since then (both very difficult experiences) and regular cubes using a low dose a few times, and each time I always get the familiar panicky feeling. It always seems for no reason too. Getting scared of nothing.  A feeling I couldn't even comprehend I was capable of being weak to.  Basically it ruined tripping for me, and is something I've been trying to conquer and overcome ever since. I'm now begging to come to a place where I feel I just don't care, and will attempt again and whatever happens happens. I felt a shift.


I have not attempted to consume any substance other than mushrooms since, and I wonder if its just the psilocybin and the vibe it brings, I'm having a difficult time with or all psychedelics ls in general. I'm ready to give other things a go (if I could find them) like DMT and stuff.


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Re: Penis Envy; Extreme mushroom trip [Re: shroomizzy]
    #22160595 - 08/29/15 12:35 PM (8 years, 4 months ago)

Great story bro! Thanks for sharing your experiences!


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Re: Penis Envy; Extreme mushroom trip [Re: shroomizzy]
    #23392903 - 06/29/16 02:15 AM (7 years, 6 months ago)

Hey brother! Sorry for a late reply, but i feel as if your comment deserved a response. I hope you get a notification for it.

Its been 2 years since i wrote this report, and ive tripped many times since. its taken a lot of courage, and honestly, sheer willpower, to gulp down a bundle of psychedelics.

Right now, at this point, i havnt tripped in over 9 months, because in truth i am scared. Idk what it is... but something is there that also leaves me panicky. Im curious to know how your doing with psych's these days?


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Re: Penis Envy; Extreme mushroom trip [Re: StillQuestioning]
    #24031431 - 01/22/17 06:26 PM (7 years, 7 days ago)

Best to let psychedelics tell you when you do and don't need them.


Edited by Brewtus (01/27/17 08:45 AM)


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