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FrogWarrior
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If you were God
#19322583 - 12/24/13 06:57 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Do you think you could make things alright for everyone. Would you make things alright for everyone. Two questions, 1 answer.
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Yes and yes
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I took a dip in the pond, my legs are in the k-hole and the frogs say
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FrogWarrior
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it all makes sense now. God aint one 1, god is none 0. The hole. Out of which everything arises. Into which everything returns. Nothingness. In yo face muddafukka. We're not 1 muddafukka, We're all none muddafukka. We da hole muddafukka. We da whole muddafukka. I found god in da hole muddafukka. we da whole muddafukka The 0 muddafukka. The one and the whole muddafukka
da phulvic muddafukka
Edited by FrogWarrior (12/24/13 08:06 PM)
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Well this is the trippiest thing Ive ever experienced?
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FrogWarrior
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Holy mother of god, I cant put into words how bizarre the experience i had just there was. I must say OfflineDrugsRGood you are GOD
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Quality thread
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GOOD GOD, THIS IS THE STRANGEST EXPERIENCE I HAVE EVER HAD, I WILL WRITE ABOUT IT NOW, THINGS ARE STILL KIND OF WEIRD BUT GOOD HOLY MOTHER OF FUCK, THIS IS THE TRIPPIEST THING I THINK HAS EVER POSSIBLY HAPPENED TO ME, IM STILL FEELING A BIT WARPED, OH GOD THE THINGS IVE WRITTEN DOWN ON PAP
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Didn't watch the video but ummm, sure.
First I would make everything alright for myself of course.
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Oh god. diphedidine. Oh god. What happened. The angles. The angles. What the fuck. How. I'm alive. I was Dissociatives. What the fuck.
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Okay I think Im back. Dissociatives. OH GOD.
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and suddenly,



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(and after)

"What the fuck just happened?"
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Okay now I think I'm really back, I need to scan this page I drew, hold on
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Well, we'll be waiting patiently.
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My brain doesn't seem to be functioning top notch right now, I'm trying to figure out how to scan scan a page which is usually a fairly simple task for me, my heads in a daze. Maybe I need to sleep it off. This happened me after a GHB overdose once and it took a few hours. I'm pretty new to dissociatives, how long does it usually take to regain your mental faculties? I'm in a warm fuzzy daze right now, I'm not too worried about the cognitive impairment as I've had this happen before and I eventually regained my cognitive abilities. Weird that my ability to put together sentences seems fine but other parts of my brain aren't working.
EDIT: Its 6PM I'm gonna hit the sack, scan that bizarre page I wrote tomorrow morning. Diphenidine, I tell ya, I've been in some profoundly bizarre states over the years but this one might just take the cake. Might knock salvia off its throne of weirdness.
EDIT2: I should really write a trip report in case I forget. This is how a trip report should be. Done in front of the computer as it goes down. I wrote it down on the page, but I thought this was the spiritual climax of my life, I was waiting for the clock to hit 3:33 and I was convinced that this was the end all of everything, when the clock hit 3:33, I was gonna be tranported away for infinity to God knows where. I was being shifted at a left angle towards this hole in space time which was coordinated at 3:33. I wrote some of it down on paper, I hope I remember all this when I wake up.
Edited by FrogWarrior (12/24/13 11:30 PM)
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If anyone is just beginning to experiment with drugs and joined the Shroomery only today, I hope to fuck that this is the first thread they click on. Merry Christmas btw.
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That was a strange one last night lol. I think these notes scattered around the room will help me piece together a trip report. Only joking, I can remember some of the significant details. I took 2mg of etizolam an hour before hand (IME with PCP this helps keep me calm) and hadn't been drinking this night since I was using BZ agonists. weighed out 80mg of diphenidine and hid the rest of it and all other substances in a very awkward to get at place. I insufflated it in increments of about 25mg but I can't remember the timing between doses. I locked myself in my room but if I could use the internet like this, I'm pretty sure I could have gotten out but I didn't leave the room luckily.
It was really important that I posted my findings live on the internet as I found them, because I thought I was going to die at 3:33 for some reason. When I made the first post I wasn't too out there, but that 3rd reply I believed I had discovered everything about the universe and I needed to post it here at the shroomery. I remember it being one of the most challenging things I have ever done in my life because I was locked in a 33 degree angle and I had to rap my discovery while gradually traversing this 33 degree angle and that when 33 degrees was over it would be 3:33 and I would be dead. Everything was connected and it all made sense, the k hole, the number 1, the number 0, everything. I had discovered that concept that we are all one and God is one was fundamentally wrong and that everything is in fact none 0 and that the k-hole is this none that we go when we die. There was a hole in space time and its coordinates are at 3:33. This hole was in fact the k-hole. I wrote notes about this with a permanent marker all over the place so people would know this truth since I wouldn't be around to tell it after I'd been consumed by the hole when my this degree rotation was finished. This is substance is even weirder than PCP. I had this important PM to send to someone that replied to this thread, I hadn't hit the send button but I just sent it to him lol.
I'll scan that page of notes at some point because its funny.
Fuck, why is everything so connected on dissociatives. It all made so much sense at the time.
Edited by FrogWarrior (12/25/13 06:57 AM)
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I am. So are you.
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Well, maybe God isn't infinite... maybe he's an extremely powerful though finite being, trying to make it in the cosmos just like us.
If he's as they say, well, maybe if he started miracling our asses everything would get out of balance and worse than before. One could analogize it to a fragile ecosystem -- as soon as you start screwing with it, it gets hopelessly out of balance and it becomes impossible to get it back in balance.
Maybe God knows this, and his hands are tied.
Who knows?
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FrogWarrior said: it all makes sense now. God aint one 1, god is none 0. The hole. Out of which everything arises. Into which everything returns. Nothingness. In yo face muddafukka. We're not 1 muddafukka, We're all none muddafukka. We da hole muddafukka. We da whole muddafukka. I found god in da hole muddafukka. we da whole muddafukka The 0 muddafukka. The one and the whole muddafukka
da phulvic muddafukka
I feel you muddafukka 
Welcome to the shroomery and merry christmas 
I have a feeling I'm going to enjoy your posts, drop by WCA sometime
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FrogWarrior said: Do you think you could make things alright for everyone. Would you make things alright for everyone. Two questions, 1 answer.
What makes you think you're not god? What makes you think that everything's not alright for everyone?
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On the topic of the OP...
I believe that I am god. I create reality by perceiving it. Without my perception of the physical world there is no physical world.
I might not be able to spawn observed objects individually (ie I can't generate the poppy tea which I desire into my hands as I lay in bed now), but I can use physical objects which I control (my hands, feet, legs, my car once I put my keys in it, etc) to gain control over the items necessary to create the tea. Or I can exercise an amount which will allow endorphins to release and bind to my opiate receptors, creating the same feeling in my perception.
I also choose how to recognize the objects in my perception. This is evident in any debate between two people. People make statements which they view as truth, and they provide data and "facts" that support their truths, and continue to do so despite their statements conflicting with other just as verifiable statements.
I am doing this right now as I make the statement that I am god, citing my self-created perception as the source which verifies itself. Oh how I love paradoxes as well as the word "paradox"
So I say that I could make everything right for everyone. I could walk down to the highway bridge under which my city's homeless population stays and think, "Wow, these people are so blessed because being alive is wonderful. What a wonderful life that these people and all people have." I could, but I don't.
And I wouldn't. I think these homeless people for the most part hate their current states, and many would and will steal, kill, sell narcotics to children, etc to escape that state in some way.
What I'm trying to say essentially is: Though I am god, I can't physically (in my current world view) make life "alright" for everyone. However, I can change my view of how life being alright would look to match everyone's current status I wouldn't make it physically alright for everyone if I was omnipotent either. As I'm attempting to do it with the physical or mental ability I have right now, why would I if I were the almighty god whom I assume you are speaking of?
Keep in your thoughts that I'm saying you are god as well, though you are nothing to me but a screen name with a theoretical face influencing its words, as I am to you.
-------------------- dead man walking
Edited by HalfLight (12/26/13 12:56 AM)
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For me the difficulty is that I have no way to judge that a person's current suffering isn't precisely what they need in the long term for reasons I can't understand (not being them).
If I was God (in the sense that I believe the OP meant it) I wouldn't do anything other than to behave correctly. In fact I would probably hypnotise myself into thinking I wasn't God because that would be much more interesting.
If I was omnipotent and could manifest any kind of beautiful scenery, beer, drugs, hot chicks etc. I would be bored into a stupor within the hour.
I might well assume, then, that other people have chosen what they have chosen and the best thing would be to not fuck with it unless I really truly knew it was the right thing to do.
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Re: If you were God [Re: viktor]
#19333671 - 12/27/13 05:05 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I say fuck them
what did those assholes ever do for me?
never liked those guys….
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Re: If you were God [Re: viktor]
#19334649 - 12/27/13 09:48 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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viktor said: For me the difficulty is that I have no way to judge that a person's current suffering isn't precisely what they need in the long term for reasons I can't understand (not being them).
If I was God (in the sense that I believe the OP meant it) I wouldn't do anything other than to behave correctly. In fact I would probably hypnotise myself into thinking I wasn't God because that would be much more interesting.
If I was omnipotent and could manifest any kind of beautiful scenery, beer, drugs, hot chicks etc. I would be bored into a stupor within the hour.
I might well assume, then, that other people have chosen what they have chosen and the best thing would be to not fuck with it unless I really truly knew it was the right thing to do.
Yeah, thats what gets me wondering if I would actually end peoples suffering at all if I knew whats what in the grand scheme of things. I've seen what my own suffering has done in the long run. Suffering shrinks my ego and expands my awareness/wisdom. I hate to see people suffer so I always want to end it when I see it, so I have some cognitive dissonance going on. When I see someone who is suffering on an absurdly hardcore scale, like someone with moderate (severe and you go into violent seizures, mild is pretty maddening, moderate must be horrifying) akathisia and I'll be thinking "PLEASE GOD HELP THIS PERSON". I'd help them if I could. This existence thing is hardcore, thats for sure. I suppose thats the beauty of it. I went into an ayahuasca ceremony one day with the intention of curing the mild akathisia that I had, and it showed me what its like when it keeps increasing in intensity. It was pretty insane, my whole body contorted and I felt like I was about to explode. Then just as abruptly, a wave of the most profound relaxation possible hit me, abruptly going from that about to explode state to that relaxed state was epic.
This reality thing is so crazy and mind boggling, maybe everything is perfect, its just that we can't see it from this perspective, and if we could see it then it wouldn't work. A salvia trip I had once hinted at this, and you gain some clues from observing the transition between non lucid and lucid dreams. The lack of awareness (or should I say different kind of awareness) in non lucid dreams make possible some interesting things that wouldn't work with your ordinary logic. For example, I learned to fly in lucid dreams one day because I was in a non lucid dream being propelled through the air by a toaster which I'd modified into a flying device. It all seemed perfectly reasonable at the time, then I suddenly became lucid and realised how absurd the whole situation was. But I was still flying. From then on I knew I could fly, so it got rid of any doubts I had. Anyone here who lucid dreams regularly will know that even a shred of doubt will prevent you from doing things in lucid dreams. Its interesting how we can override these self imposed limitations by being non lucid.
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Everyone and everything is God. So your problem is invalid. God is everything and the way everything is does not have a local controller. So its exactly how it needs to be.
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You are God. All of us are You. Everything is allright BUT the ride is so wild that we forget all this.
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Re: If you were God [Re: Asante]
#19371391 - 01/05/14 04:45 AM (10 years, 26 days ago) |
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Yes and no.
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Re: If you were God [Re: Icyus]
#19371413 - 01/05/14 05:02 AM (10 years, 26 days ago) |
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we are not god, that is why we cant mean the least of another to be fine in constant terms .. we cant but mean ourselves states of being positive constant
we are not god, that is why we don't care about dying, and we deal with mortality as a normal thing to happen on us
if we are all superiority that exist, then there is no god nor gods at all
so the sense of powers on things including us is evil so power is always to evil identities
the fact that we need a god that would protect us from evil freedom powers, is the proof that god do not exist and it is a fanciful will of inferiors means like the means to delegate powers on our ways of life to governments that would sell us the ability to provide positive existence stability
Edited by absols (01/05/14 05:05 AM)
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Re: If you were God [Re: Asante] 1
#19372291 - 01/05/14 10:50 AM (10 years, 26 days ago) |
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Wiccan_Seeker said: You are God. All of us are You. Everything is allright BUT the ride is so wild that we forget all this.
Keep telling yourself this.
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Re: If you were God [Re: Asante]
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Everyone has a different idea of God. I was pretty high when I made this thread, but I think what I meant is if you suddenly had the capabilities to change anything. Could you and would you sort everyone one. Both tricky questions because whats good for one person is bad for another. And then theres the possibility that theres a purpose to this life thing and that making everything good for everyone would defeat that purpose. Either way, if I suddenly had these capabilities, I'd sort everyone out (no more need for food, water, oxygen, nociceptive feedback etc.) and induce a wave of psychedelic glory upon humanity. It would be epic.
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People are capable of spreading a psycadellic wawe upon hummanity... many are already doing so..
i will not explain how, however.. quite dangerous knowledge to the ignorant..
-------------------- And thus begins the reverse-fusing of our one-dimentional understanding, and adds ever-expanding perspectives, in depth and number; splitting our perception, and in so doing, seemingly irrationally, creates yet more one-ness, with all that ever was, is and will ever be, streching across the infinite, inunderstood concept of everything, percievable and not.
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Re: If you were God [Re: Icyus]
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You mean tainting the water supplies with psychedelics?
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You are god.
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I never got around to uploading that page I wrote while I was in the twilight zone. Here it is:

at the time it seemed like I'd depicted the mysteries of the universe and I left that behind for others to know them after I'd disappeared haha.
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