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Ellis Dee
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The dark night of the soul or how I became a fully enlightened krishna consciousness buddha
#19316956 - 12/23/13 04:25 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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The red pill truth is this...
You've been depressed. You know that feeling like there is no point or meaning to anything. How bad that felt. And why? Because it's undeniably true. Every religion and philosophy that says otherwise is a lie. Those feelings of meaninglessness are what's real, those are moments of clarity and truth. That was the first true thing I realized when I went inside myself. And that acceptance of truth and total rejection of happy dream time lies is the first step towards enlightenment. Realize it, embrace the total meaninglessness and darkness, for that's what you can know for certain is true. And all your fears and beliefs, and opinions, and people around you become meaningless too. I am a fully enlightened, holy, and perfect buddha. Its the biggest nothing of all. What have I gained? Nothing. What have I lost? Everything. What do I have? Total freedom and liberation. Enlightenment isn't what is really being sold. Its like if you go to an ice cream parlor and order a delicious vanilla sunday with chocolate syrup and a cherry on top and get a poke in the eye with a sharp stick instead. I wouldn't change or trade the experience though, for I am an enlightened truth realized entity perfect and holy. But you should know, its not all its cracked up to be.
-------------------- "If the foundations be destroyed, what can the righteous do."-King Solomon And there was war in heaven: Michael and his angels fought against the dragon; and the dragon fought and his angels,
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Re: The dark night of the soul or how I became a fully enlightened krishna consciousness buddha [Re: Ellis Dee]
#19316989 - 12/23/13 04:30 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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If I rub your belly, will it bring me good luck? If not, I seriously question the validity of your claim of being a fully enlightened, perfect and holy Buddha.
-------------------- "Freedom Isn't Free" is only half correct. True freedom doesn't exist in the society we exist in. What the saying really means is "The Illusion of Freedom Isn't Free"
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Re: The dark night of the soul or how I became a fully enlightened krishna consciousness buddha [Re: TopPmz] 6
#19317001 - 12/23/13 04:32 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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It's weird that more shroomery members haven't noticed how completely insane you are.
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Re: The dark night of the soul or how I became a fully enlightened krishna consciousness buddha [Re: Ellis Dee] 2
#19317011 - 12/23/13 04:33 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Ellis Dee said: I am a fully enlightened, holy, and perfect buddha.
Somebody took too much drugz.
I dig what you're laying down though
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Re: The dark night of the soul or how I became a fully enlightened krishna consciousness buddha [Re: MisterSandman] 2
#19317197 - 12/23/13 05:08 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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On a recent ego-loss trip, one thing rang very clear and true. We are a desperate act of emptiness, trying to become something, or discover something about it's self.. At our core, is nothing.
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Edited by Tmethyl (12/23/13 05:09 PM)
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Re: The dark night of the soul or how I became a fully enlightened krishna consciousness buddha [Re: Tmethyl]
#19317242 - 12/23/13 05:16 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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what are nargles
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Re: The dark night of the soul or how I became a fully enlightened krishna consciousness buddha [Re: Ellis Dee] 2
#19317257 - 12/23/13 05:19 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Suffering is the most efficient teacher
-------------------- "Cosmic Love is absolutelely ruthless and highly indifferent: it teaches its lessons whether you like/dislike them or not." John C. Lily
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akira_akuma
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Re: The dark night of the soul or how I became a fully enlightened krishna consciousness buddha [Re: nicechrisman]
#19317287 - 12/23/13 05:25 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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faith through resignation of beliefs; is a much broader faith then religious faith.
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Re: The dark night of the soul or how I became a fully enlightened krishna consciousness buddha [Re: seadragon] 4
#19317359 - 12/23/13 05:37 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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seadragon said: what are nargles
Shut your dirty whore mouth sea dragon!
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Re: The dark night of the soul or how I became a fully enlightened krishna consciousness buddha [Re: SARAtonin] 1
#19317397 - 12/23/13 05:44 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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stimpson
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Re: The dark night of the soul or how I became a fully enlightened krishna consciousness buddha [Re: akira_akuma]
#19317449 - 12/23/13 05:53 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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whoaaaa
who was that big ass black dude who lived in the ghetto in the apartment above the religious store and loved fat indian pillows. was that buddha or the god of mormonism? he had like 30 TVs stacked up in his bedroom.
fuck. anyway, i'm just gonna get as buff as possible and as rich as possible and only go after girls who make my penis rage like a hot hard samurai sword straight outta the fire.
and name brand clothes? fuck it. i'm shopping at the thrift store from now on.
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Edited by stimpson (12/23/13 06:37 PM)
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Re: The dark night of the soul or how I became a fully enlightened krishna consciousness buddha [Re: stimpson]
#19317468 - 12/23/13 05:58 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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stimpson said: whoaaaa
who was that big ass black dude who lived in the ghetto in the apartment above the religious store and loved fat indian pillows. was that buddha or the god of mormonism?
fuck. anyway, i'm just gonna get as buff as possible and as rich as possible and only go after girls who make my penis rage like a hot hard samurai sword straight outta the fire.
and name brand clothes? fuck it. i'm shopping at the thrift store from now on.
Surely this is the best route.
-------------------- "Freedom Isn't Free" is only half correct. True freedom doesn't exist in the society we exist in. What the saying really means is "The Illusion of Freedom Isn't Free"
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Re: The dark night of the soul or how I became a fully enlightened krishna consciousness buddha [Re: TopPmz]
#19317496 - 12/23/13 06:04 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
TopPmz said:
Quote:
stimpson said: whoaaaa
who was that big ass black dude who lived in the ghetto in the apartment above the religious store and loved fat indian pillows. was that buddha or the god of mormonism?
fuck. anyway, i'm just gonna get as buff as possible and as rich as possible and only go after girls who make my penis rage like a hot hard samurai sword straight outta the fire.
and name brand clothes? fuck it. i'm shopping at the thrift store from now on.
Surely this is the best route.
well i'm not a prophet, but also: dun be mean! jus work on ur form.
-------------------- uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhmmmm... ... ... ok.
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Ellis Dee
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Re: The dark night of the soul or how I became a fully enlightened krishna consciousness buddha [Re: Tmethyl]
#19318025 - 12/23/13 07:40 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Tmethyl said: On a recent ego-loss trip, one thing rang very clear and true. We are a desperate act of emptiness, trying to become something, or discover something about it's self.. At our core, is nothing.
That is essentially true. Unawakened humans think they are an ego, but it is much like an onion. As I peeled my ego away, by the slow death from 1000 cuts, I experienced permanent ego loss after I had peeled away all the layers I was left with nothing. And that is the truth of it, nothing. And when you are nothing and realize permanent non duality consciousness you put the human suit back on, to interact in the puppet show of sight and sound, it is like the sages and prophets say, you are in the world but not of it. Now, all the world and everything around me is like a soap opera, completely trivial and of only moderate entertainment value. It's kind of like being the only adult in a world of children. Or the only awake person in a world of sleepwalkers.
-------------------- "If the foundations be destroyed, what can the righteous do."-King Solomon And there was war in heaven: Michael and his angels fought against the dragon; and the dragon fought and his angels,
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Re: The dark night of the soul or how I became a fully enlightened krishna consciousness buddha [Re: Ellis Dee]
#19318102 - 12/23/13 07:55 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Why would one, being in a state of enlightenment and nothingness, choose to "put the human suit back on?" One would think you'd wanna remain in the aforementioned state.
As long as you're still in your body, permanent ego loss is unachievable. However, I wish you luck in your endeavours as a Buddha.
-------------------- "Freedom Isn't Free" is only half correct. True freedom doesn't exist in the society we exist in. What the saying really means is "The Illusion of Freedom Isn't Free"
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Re: The dark night of the soul or how I became a fully enlightened krishna consciousness buddha [Re: TopPmz]
#19318138 - 12/23/13 08:02 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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It is difficult to explain in words to people not having experienced it. Its like trying to describe fire to somone that can only see the flickering light on the wall, to use a poor analogy. I have a lot of time to kill, before time kills me, so I share some of my experience of what enlightenment truely is.
-------------------- "If the foundations be destroyed, what can the righteous do."-King Solomon And there was war in heaven: Michael and his angels fought against the dragon; and the dragon fought and his angels,
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Re: The dark night of the soul or how I became a fully enlightened krishna consciousness buddha [Re: Ellis Dee]
#19318149 - 12/23/13 08:04 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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As an 'Enlightened One,' shouldn't you now be helping the rest of us poor fools achieve the same level of awesome?
-------------------- "Freedom Isn't Free" is only half correct. True freedom doesn't exist in the society we exist in. What the saying really means is "The Illusion of Freedom Isn't Free"
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Re: The dark night of the soul or how I became a fully enlightened krishna consciousness buddha [Re: Ellis Dee]
#19318177 - 12/23/13 08:10 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Well life has no inherent meaning from a detached pov but if you are involved with life then it could be deemed otherwise. We give meaning to our lives, you can apply any meaning you want, as long as you are creating that meaning & you can see its there then good. Some things might fill us up with more meaning than others, some things may raise our awareness of our ability to feel & be aware of the meaning behind our elusive gestures/acts. For some people usually observe events unfold and try to voluntarily extract the data from that text of information as possible, sometimes distracting us from our own meaning and giving it over to a new section of ourselves. A section otherwise unexplored, in some cases. That is there lives feel like an empty void filled with nothing. They haven't learned to define their lives to something that transcends the self to higher horizons, or to places otherwise difficult to climb. For we might encounter something that we realize has acknowledged our own obstructions that prevent us from getting to where we need to be, whereever that may be at whatever time that may happen. Because it does happen, I've had times where its happened to me before, I recall them like theyt were yesterady I tell ya the truth to I wouldn't ever try to put it to you other than how it was equivocally _& truly.
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Re: The dark night of the soul or how I became a fully enlightened krishna consciousness buddha [Re: Ellis Dee]
#19318195 - 12/23/13 08:14 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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You're not enlightened, the self is never enlightened, that's the whole idea.
ROFL.
People claiming they are enlightened are telling lies.
"Look at me, I'm enlightened!" lol.
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Re: The dark night of the soul or how I became a fully enlightened krishna consciousness buddha [Re: drkkenny]
#19318198 - 12/23/13 08:15 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Are you saying that you're as enlightened as Ellis Dee?
-------------------- "Freedom Isn't Free" is only half correct. True freedom doesn't exist in the society we exist in. What the saying really means is "The Illusion of Freedom Isn't Free"
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