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OfflinePio Trek
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My first time with DMT
    #19316632 - 12/23/13 03:07 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Hello fellow travellers,

I would like to report a DMT trip that I had few months ago. But until I get to inhaling it, let me introduce how I met with DMT in the first place.

PREVIOUS EXPERIENCES

I am 26 yo and before smoking DMT freebase I had more than 10 years of cannabis usage, one Salvia experience and 1 big Magic Mushrooms trip. Never had LSD. I started smoking cannabis when 13 yo (too early, you bet). Salvia I smoked when 19 yo, and Mushrooms I took early this year. I might go deeper into describing my Salvia and Psylocybin trips later in other threads, but for sake of describing DMT trip they were very positive, out of body and inspiring, achieved on low dosages as I am of extremely low tolerance. I also spent more than 10 years researching conspiracy theories etc. and had some experience in Lucid Dreaming.

BACKGROUND

I smoked DMT freebase early in August 2013 while being on psychedelic trance festival Ozora in Hungary. Can you get better setting than this? :smile: I was a part of group of people (~15 psychonauts) inhaling one after another. DMT looked rather white, smoked from plastic bottle, don’t really know the dosage as I was feasted by a friend that I trusted in this. It was N,N-Dimethyltryptamine. Before I take a hit you must also know that I am a person that had (notice past tense) problems with neurosis, social phobia etc since childhood and was always looking for a cure in psychedelics being terribly afraid of chemical drugs used nowadays to help people with mental illness.

LAUNCH

Ok, so I am going for it, right? As I said before, I am low tolerant so I decided to take only one huge hit, being pretty sure that it will be enough to launch my mind into hyperspace. In mind I was expecting something like hardcore Salvia/Psylocybin trip, you know, travelling through infinite fractal space, learning etc., Well, that is not how it goes :laugh: I took a hit and holded it inside counting from 1 to 10. Until 6 nothing was different. At seven I felt shivering (pretty similar when Salvia took me on a trip) and that seven was more like seeeeeeeeeeeeveeeeeeeeeeeen so now I know that rocket is being ignited so I laid down from sitting with crossed legs. I closed my eyes.

Immediately I saw first visual of Ganesha. You know guys, before this I wasn’t even interested in Hinudism and all of this, with my own pantheist point of view, but apparently first thing I see is a Hindu God with elephant head made of colorful shapes (never seen before). He appeared exactly like between my eyes, like manifesting itself on position where pineal gland is. So I looked at his trumpet and then everything got spinning and then Female Aliens (like Ganesha was representing Male Energy, and they that came were of different Female Energy (Shiva?)) appeared and pinpointed my being into web of Life, like connected me to an organic hypercomputer, inserted me inside a plant of some sort of energy field. (I want to point out that I am not speaking metaphors here, it is how it went, literally, Shivas (some undescribable shape multiversal being) have flown from behind and did this). Beings connected to me and I connected to them.

They have greeted me, started to cheer, dance (spin in a sense), it was like party, they were sending gifts of love, happiness etc. The place we were in is undescribable, like a different kind of reality where language of communication is completely alien. Totally perfect fractal pattern, like a soup of Life. I have seen colors like yellow, orange dominating, it was like a dome, where everything was itself. Totally impossible to comprehend in “normal life”. My first realization (please notice that it is all serious for me, as my mind “sits” there intact and my world is fucking gone, huge shock) is that I REMEMBER THIS PLACE. You guys get it? I actually remembered that I was there BEFORE, that I CAME BACK AGAIN. And Beings “heard” that (obviously we were sharing everything) and said “Yes! Welcome back!” and they laugh and cheer and dance and fly and do some unimaginable shit, maaan. And this is when I realize that my previous life is dead now, I wasn’t sure what happened, am I still alive? Do I had an accident? Why am I back? But as I quickly realize I cannot do anything with it, as I cannot “go back into normal life” I decided to “take a look” at this “only thing that is”.

And I was looking at perfect creation, world of answers. I fully remembered that it is OMNIPOTENCY, a skill of a soul of some sort. That we all know this, we all do this, remember this etc. And Beings were cheering at it, they said that I am right about this and I started to melt into this wonderful feeling of completeness, and it was Bliss, Nirvana, Valhalla, whatever. Even now when I write this I feel it and almost crying from happiness right now. However, the thing is that this place/state gets boring :laugh: It is crazy but when you KNOW EVERYTHING you have nothing to look for! Fractal is complete, there is nowhere to go :laugh: It is so overwhelming feeling that I had enough of this. You know, the fun is in creation not in the completeness :smile: Although it was miracolous feeling, I wanted it to go off as I was tired of it. As I was happy of what was happening and because of reconnection with my Soul Family, my ego started to go with “am I dead??”, “WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUCK?!?!” “I WANT TO GO BACK!!” I just couldn’t hold it, it was too much,  I also started to feel voices from “real world” and feel grass digging into my back, not good. These 2 worlds cannot co-exist I guess. Then fractal kind of changed, like degraded itself and I was kind of relieved and then Male Energy Being asked “What do you want now? What do you want to do?”. I was fucking shocked, still praying for coming back etc, really scared, my heart was pumping like mad. And Being is saying “Stop analyzing, stop trying to comprehend this, let go”. And he was persistent with it screaming “LET GO!”, “LET GO!”. And I said to him “Please, heal me”. And then everything disappeared and I started to relocate. Literally I was becoming other people, experiencing what they feel. It was really cool, I let go and wasn’t trying to focus, I was travelling through fractal. I think I even experienced other people trips, as in time there were many people high around me. Then I opened my eyes and I was again in Nirvana place, and I heard my friend saying “It always relaxes me a lot” and I started to relax in this again but this time something was behind this pattern and the pattern was fading off and I realized that this wonderful place I am looking at is where I was inhaling.

COMING BACK

We were under a canvas and I have focused on a string that was tied on a rope, holding the canvas. I looked around, the Beings were still there in my mind, everything took a shape of this string, it was everywhere. I looked up on a tree and colorful energy was going out of leaves. I was struggling to open my eyes completely as so far I was more like lurking. When I did I heard “Good morning” from a friend and I was back. I just felt totally marvelous, no tiredness, like in new body. Later that day I felt amazing, like entire world just swapped into a world of everybody taking DMT :smile: But before the night I felt really down, I couldn’t handle my thoughts so I went to sleep. In dream state I got back into OMNIPOTENCY (that is my word for it :smile:) After waking up I am completely different person. My neurosis and other mental problems are fucking gone.

AFTERMATH

Situtation is pretty similar right now, 5 months later. However I have “an option” to get on illness path again I can control it and am now on the path of Light :smile: It is not easier than before but now I understand it lot more. I think we all should just LET GO, go with our Heart insted of analyzing with Brain. Trust ourselves, trust nature, trust creation, trust god. We should all learn to FORGIVE ourselves, no rush!

I was recollecting data many days after trip. I stopped my tobacco addiction completely. I also am no longer bond to cannabis as much. I have no need to take any other psychedelic right now. I use cannabis from time to time as it really helps to go back into state of DMT and additionally Salvia and Psylocybin. I am no longer smoking THC for fun as I shut off completely and bring myself into powerful states of DMT, Salvia or Psylocybin. However I have need to do this less and less. As my life was pretty much a mess before, 5 months after I have loving girlfriend, we own a house and I have found nice job. It is all falling down into place. I am really happy with anything I encounter in life as I know that everything matters and everything is wonderful. I don’t really need new lessons, I just need some reminder from time to time :smile:

I learn to meditate and just had first success with releasing DMT through meditation. I am getting better and better with achieveing OMNIPOTENCY state that is my way to relax.
What is really interesting to me is what is happening in dream state. After DMT trip I had many, let’s say, quantum experiences in dreams. I can induce it with right music also. I even realized that in deep theta state of dream it is easy and natural to go into OMNIPOTENCY mode and once I even remembered coming off from it (extremely quick) and that in there we as a soul were talking about actions we made last day and reconfiguring web of life with possibilities of tomorrow. What do you think? :laugh: Seriously there is no better way to start a day than with OMNIPOTENCY mode :smile: I wish anyone would dream this, then we would change so much as a species.



Thank you for reading this, it was hard for me to write this down for many days as everytime I recollect this experience reality is melting :smile:

I will be happy to answer any questions or give some tips. I do not wish to advocate this to anyone, it might not be good for some. Actually from my experience you should not take any psychedelics until ~21 years of age unless you have a really good reason for it. And you should always be ready to answer the question “What do you want?” :smile:

Much Love,
Pio


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Offlineiarphairc
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Re: My first time with DMT [Re: Pio Trek]
    #19336652 - 12/28/13 11:31 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME.

Man you were saying about hinduism...There's something about it, I dont know what, I just think they have some shit nailed yano :smile: I dont know much about it but I just know :P and that omnipotency...AWESOME! I came to this forum looking to hear people's dmt experience and well you have me excited!


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