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I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days
    #19314673 - 12/23/13 04:15 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

These can be trying something for 2-4 weeks (i.e. vegetarian; good example cause I already am one so I'm not spoiling a potential challenge :cool:) or doing something or going to some kind of event or even just reading some book.

Examples of suggestions I will likely deem unreasonable would be super illegal shit (i.e. start selling drugs to get out of debt :cookiemonster:) or things that are generally just not feasible (i.e. read the Britannica Great Books set in the next month).

Quitting drinking's out (or perhaps in with a single exception) given that I won a happy hour at Kansas City's Power and Light district and therefore will drink for free.


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox] * 1
    #19314681 - 12/23/13 04:21 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

All positions in the kama sutra.


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Everything is better than it was the last time.  I'm good.

If we could look into each others hearts, and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care.

It takes a lot of courage to go out there and radiate your essence.

I know you scared, you should ask us if we scared too.  If you was there, and we just knew you cared too.


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: CosmicJoke] * 1
    #19314685 - 12/23/13 04:28 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Biking/walking more and driving less


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: CosmicJoke]
    #19314687 - 12/23/13 04:28 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Awesome, but not quite reasonable. Good thinking though! :strokebeard:


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: Scarab74] * 1
    #19314688 - 12/23/13 04:29 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Quote:

Biking while doing all positions in the kama sutra





Fixed.


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Everything is better than it was the last time.  I'm good.

If we could look into each others hearts, and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care.

It takes a lot of courage to go out there and radiate your essence.

I know you scared, you should ask us if we scared too.  If you was there, and we just knew you cared too.


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox]
    #19314691 - 12/23/13 04:30 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Quote:

st1llnox said:
Awesome, but not quite reasonable. Good thinking though! :strokebeard:




Was just trying to make it enjoyable for you....


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Everything is better than it was the last time.  I'm good.

If we could look into each others hearts, and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care.

It takes a lot of courage to go out there and radiate your essence.

I know you scared, you should ask us if we scared too.  If you was there, and we just knew you cared too.


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: CosmicJoke]
    #19314692 - 12/23/13 04:30 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

:nodofunderstanding:


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: CosmicJoke] * 5
    #19314696 - 12/23/13 04:32 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

You only need one: Figure out what you need to improve about yourself... Yourself.

making a "contest" thread about the top five things you should do kinda makes it obvious you're not terribly serious about it.

I don't want to get on your case, but you're doing "it" again.


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: koods]
    #19314700 - 12/23/13 04:37 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

You've been, well... I almost said "riding my ass pretty hard for a couple weeks now" but that has an element of ambiguity to it.

I think you're looking for the empty portion of the cup again though; I can see why this approach could give that impression, but what I'm actually hoping for is basically suggestions for positive "behavioral cut-ups" if I'm using the term right where you pick something to change or do that you might not have thought of (or done normally).

The element of randomness is the key :sun:


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st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam
Click to friend me on Steam for Counter-Strike
:crankey: IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! :awesomenod:
Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here :hug: :sun:


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox]
    #19314701 - 12/23/13 04:37 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Spending 45 min to 1 hour of every day of the 30 days, while you are fully awake, lying in bed, eyes closed in darkness and silence, observing your thoughts but not altering or engaging them until they ebb away. Don't lie there trhinking about your thoughts!  Just, observe them.

I could say "meditate an hour each day" but thats many things to many people, so this is what I'd like you to do specifically.


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: Asante]
    #19314706 - 12/23/13 04:42 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Wow... that is DEFINITELY something I would never normally do. Would you recommend I chose a distraction like focusing on breathing when I notice myself engaging lines of thought, or simply to try to not develop them further? I'm not sure I communicated terribly well what I meant to say but I think I've "meditated" literally like 2 or 3 times. Ever lol.

This should be good :justcantwait:

Scarab, I don't have a car so yours is kind of a freebie ATM if you wanted to change it (or maybe this ought to be adapted to running since I've been trying to get back into that now that I quit smoking :sun:)


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st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, GABA, and kratom
Cavemen_savemen: st1lln0x, do you feel like a robot yet?
st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam
Click to friend me on Steam for Counter-Strike
:crankey: IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! :awesomenod:
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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox]
    #19314715 - 12/23/13 04:46 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Write three pages of stream of conciousness writing every morning as soon as you wake up. Don't think, don't judge, just write and get it out of your system.

(Shit like, oh my God I have a terrible dry mouth, it's stinky, it's like a rat died in it last night...)

If you do this, well, you'll notice how it will be an improvement.


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: GoldenEye]
    #19314722 - 12/23/13 04:51 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

No leaving a bar or party without at least one hottie's phone # (if you're gay, I'm setting a double standard and expect at least two).


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Everything is better than it was the last time.  I'm good.

If we could look into each others hearts, and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care.

It takes a lot of courage to go out there and radiate your essence.

I know you scared, you should ask us if we scared too.  If you was there, and we just knew you cared too.


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: GoldenEye] * 1
    #19314727 - 12/23/13 04:52 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Alright,

Here's my suggestion:

Start doing the things you need to do to improve yourself, instead of just endlessly discussing and mulling them over.

Quote:

GoldenEye said:
Write three pages of stream of conciousness writing every morning as soon as you wake up. Don't think, don't judge, just write and get it out of your system.




Maybe you haven't noticed, but you're soaking in his stream of consciousness right now.


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: koods]
    #19314731 - 12/23/13 04:54 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

You're such a debbie downer, this is a virtual pub ffs.  Take it for the levity it is.


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Everything is better than it was the last time.  I'm good.

If we could look into each others hearts, and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care.

It takes a lot of courage to go out there and radiate your essence.

I know you scared, you should ask us if we scared too.  If you was there, and we just knew you cared too.


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: CosmicJoke]
    #19314743 - 12/23/13 05:00 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

And be a little less cynical, Koods, although you've touched on a valuable point. I'm good on Shroomery Therapy(TM) for now though so less about my problems, MOAR NEAT THINGS I WOULDN'T HAVE THOUGHT TO DO!!! :sun:


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st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, GABA, and kratom
Cavemen_savemen: st1lln0x, do you feel like a robot yet?
st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam
Click to friend me on Steam for Counter-Strike
:crankey: IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! :awesomenod:
Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here :hug: :sun:


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox]
    #19314744 - 12/23/13 05:02 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Although actually, Koods, that's a pretty fucking superb idea now that you mention it. I've been putting off some shit I'm terrified of which is only making it worse... action time!

I wish I got some sleep last night.


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st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, GABA, and kratom
Cavemen_savemen: st1lln0x, do you feel like a robot yet?
st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam
Click to friend me on Steam for Counter-Strike
:crankey: IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! :awesomenod:
Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here :hug: :sun:


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox]
    #19314755 - 12/23/13 05:05 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Water fast for ten days.


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: Into The Woods]
    #19314757 - 12/23/13 05:05 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Here's a good one,

Take a mushroom trip, Mckenna style.


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: Into The Woods]
    #19314759 - 12/23/13 05:07 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Oh man... is that safe? I do have Adderall :strokebeard:

The prisident of this NAC I'm thinking about joining fasts at least a couple days a week... there's definitely something to it but ten days is pushing it.

I am now compelled to research how McKenna took mushrooms... I hope it wasn't after not eating for 10 days.


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st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, GABA, and kratom
Cavemen_savemen: st1lln0x, do you feel like a robot yet?
st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam
Click to friend me on Steam for Counter-Strike
:crankey: IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! :awesomenod:
Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here :hug: :sun:


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox]
    #19314762 - 12/23/13 05:09 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

5g 'heroic dose'... Alone ideally :smile:


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Everything is better than it was the last time.  I'm good.

If we could look into each others hearts, and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care.

It takes a lot of courage to go out there and radiate your essence.

I know you scared, you should ask us if we scared too.  If you was there, and we just knew you cared too.


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: CosmicJoke]
    #19314768 - 12/23/13 05:12 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Jesus--5x my only experience thusfar. I was sifting through droves of stuff about his theory of extraterrestrial mushrooms so thank you for pointing me that direction.

I bet I could handle 5g if I did it on a good day :cool:

Was reading a trip report about a 6g trip earlier and he met some gods and stuff and got a bit of his life figured out.


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st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, GABA, and kratom
Cavemen_savemen: st1lln0x, do you feel like a robot yet?
st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam
Click to friend me on Steam for Counter-Strike
:crankey: IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! :awesomenod:
Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here :hug: :sun:


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox]
    #19314771 - 12/23/13 05:14 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Work out every day for a month :smile:


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox]
    #19314793 - 12/23/13 05:25 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Quote:

st1llnox said:
Jesus--5x my only experience thusfar. I was sifting through droves of stuff about his theory of extraterrestrial mushrooms so thank you for pointing me that direction.

I bet I could handle 5g if I did it on a good day :cool:

Was reading a trip report about a 6g trip earlier and he met some gods and stuff and got a bit of his life figured out.




Okay, my challenge for you is to take the 5g, but to keep it to yourself and process the experience for 30 days... That is, no trip reports or posts about divine lessons you've learned, no ranting or raving, just sit on it and digest for 30 days.  I think it will give you a little added insight on wtf actually happened.


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Everything is better than it was the last time.  I'm good.

If we could look into each others hearts, and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care.

It takes a lot of courage to go out there and radiate your essence.

I know you scared, you should ask us if we scared too.  If you was there, and we just knew you cared too.


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: CosmicJoke]
    #19314799 - 12/23/13 05:28 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

LOL


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: Into The Woods]
    #19314803 - 12/23/13 05:30 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Man, a challenge that will be indeed. Hell, I've made several posts about or during the course of even a single DXM trip :lolsy:. This will bode well for gaining patience though.

Now to find 5g of cubes or somethin...


BTW mushrooms are SO MUCH TINIER than I imagined IRL. At least mine were.


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st1lln0x: so i'm on weed, temazepam, adderall, dexedrine, dxm, dph, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, tryptophan, GABA, and kratom
Cavemen_savemen: st1lln0x, do you feel like a robot yet?
st1lln0x: I feel like a fucking Gundam
Click to friend me on Steam for Counter-Strike
:crankey: IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! :awesomenod:
Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here :hug: :sun:


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox]
    #19314807 - 12/23/13 05:31 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Mushrooms come in all kinds of sizes.


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: Into The Woods]
    #19314809 - 12/23/13 05:32 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

My best friends came in cute little baby mushroom size :datass:


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox]
    #19314819 - 12/23/13 05:39 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Smallest mushrooms I've ever had were pan cyans (Panaleous aka Copelandia cyanescens) those little fuckers were tiny, especially when dried out, but they're very, very potent.


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: Into The Woods]
    #19314821 - 12/23/13 05:40 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

:derail:

Going off topic a bit here lol.


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox]
    #19314823 - 12/23/13 05:41 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Quote:

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Man, a challenge that will be indeed. Hell, I've made several posts about or during the course of even a single DXM trip :lolsy:. This will bode well for gaining patience though.

Now to find 5g of cubes or somethin...


BTW mushrooms are SO MUCH TINIER than I imagined IRL. At least mine were.




I'm infinitely more experienced with LSD (hundreds of trips), but as far as my 30-40 or so experiences w/ shrooms goes, the tinier ones are always better, a 5g bag w/ tons of little aborts is total madness.... Avoid the bag with a giant 2g stem, they're out there.


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: Into The Woods]
    #19314826 - 12/23/13 05:44 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)



OMG ITS LIKE A CUTE LITTLE MUSHROOM FOREST

I want a giant forest of them like that for my future pet hermit crabs to live in. They'll have the COOLEST FUCKING HERMIT CRAB HOUSE EVER!!!

And Caps Lock happened, signifying the beginning of my sleep deprivation descent into loopiness.


Thanks, CosmicJoke! Good tip. It looked like there were a TON of little mushies just past the pin stage so maybe that's why I had such a strong experience. I think chasing it with lemon juice might've helped something besides the flavor too :datass: But maybe.


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox]
    #19314831 - 12/23/13 05:47 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Lol, when I first read that, I thought you said "OMG ITS LIKE A CUTE LITTLE MUSHROOM PROTEST"

Little angry mob of shrooms. What the fuck are they protesting? :lol:


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: Into The Woods]
    #19314840 - 12/23/13 05:50 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Rofl... I don't know but if I were a mushroom that had to pick something to protest, it'd probably be protesting the behemoth bipeds that keep detaching my reproductive organs, drying them out, and eating them :shrug: :lol:


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox]
    #19314854 - 12/23/13 05:57 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Oh dear god. That's messed up.

Lol @ "behemoth bipeds"


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    #19314873 - 12/23/13 06:08 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

See why they're so pissed off? And--at least as McKenna tells it--they're messenger probes from aliens and this is the welcome they get :sadyes:


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox]
    #19314887 - 12/23/13 06:14 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Nobody ever said "don't eat the messenger".


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: Into The Woods] * 1
    #19314936 - 12/23/13 06:33 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Rely less on the shroomery:

-for your rants
-for your debates
-for your therapy
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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: Into The Woods]
    #19314940 - 12/23/13 06:34 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Plan your 5g trip to be a bad trip of pure torture and do it anyway.


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: Into The Woods]
    #19314947 - 12/23/13 06:36 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

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Oh dear god. That's messed up.

Lol @ "behemoth bipeds"




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    #19314974 - 12/23/13 06:46 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

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Plan your 5g trip to be a bad trip of pure torture and do it anyway.




:thefuckisthis:
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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: Into The Woods] * 1
    #19314994 - 12/23/13 06:54 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

It will either give a spirit of steel, or break you in one and a half..


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: Icyus]
    #19315057 - 12/23/13 07:28 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

The psychedelic mind state is a very suggestible and vulnerable one, to positive and negative influences and with the subconscious barrier bypassed, a traumatic experience could instil deep seated, long lasting negative effects on psychological well being, even causing changes in personality, given the dose and depth reached.

It just sounds like an all around ridiculously stupid idea, to intentionally have a bad trip.

It goes completely against the entire point of safety and preparation guidelines when using psychedelics, for any reason and especially for therapeutic purposes.


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    #19315073 - 12/23/13 07:37 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

No Fap
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    #19315087 - 12/23/13 07:43 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Do 45 minutes of handstands in the sun every day when when you wake up for 30 days

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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox] * 1
    #19315100 - 12/23/13 07:48 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I'd start by working on this... :typing:


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    #19315107 - 12/23/13 07:52 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

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I'd start by working on this... :typing:


:intardnet: . . . :peace:




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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: koods]
    #19315162 - 12/23/13 08:15 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Lol the first two dips correspond exactly to me ending up in hospital and then in rehab lol.

Maybe less shroomery would be good :shrug:


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox]
    #19315369 - 12/23/13 09:24 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I can't believe this already hasn't been suggested. NO INTERNET. For 30 days. Fuck it. I'm going to start this today and I'll see if I can make it. The only exclusion is for research for class but other than that no exceptions. I will report back if I succeeded or not. This is gonna be a hell of a challenge for me at least.

And with my boredom I will likely be doing the other challenges.


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox]
    #19315376 - 12/23/13 09:27 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Get a bible and go to one of those places where they can change you back into being a heterosexual.  You'll thank me later. :rofl:

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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: mpd]
    #19315404 - 12/23/13 09:35 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

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Get a bible and go to one of those places where they can change you back into being a heterosexual.  You'll thank me later. :rofl:

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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: mpd]
    #19315407 - 12/23/13 09:38 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Quit doing all drugs but alcohol since you excluded that in your OP.  You really need it.


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: pwnasaurus] * 1
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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: Icyus]
    #19315538 - 12/23/13 10:15 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

- Gradually cut meat from your diet and replace it with beans and nuts

- Stop drink pop and these water and sugar juices

- Cut sodium from your diet

- Set a schedule to clean your room/house on a frequent basis that you will respect

- Buy 3 house plants 30$

- Make something from your own hands

- Start reading none fiction books

- Refine one of your skill you always thought about refining but never did anything about it

- Quit smoking cigarettes (tough one, but feasible)

- Buy better looking clothes if you can afford it

- Invest in tooth whitening equipment (new toothbrush, whitening toothpaste and mouth wash) 30$

- Do the first steps to get back to school, look for a program, get informed about it

- Start doing some puzzles such as sudokus and crosswords, it keeps the brain fit!

- Walk an hour a day

- Jigsaw puzzles are a great way to develop your pattern recognition and visual recognition skills. Also helps concentration

- Start making lists of thing you have to do. You'll get more done, faster.

- Make amends with somebody you don't see eye to eye with

- Make a new friend

- Create a budget, keep your receipts, add it all to an excel spread sheet and make a graph of your expenses, you'll be surprised

- Go online a practice your typing skills

- Go to coursera.com and enroll yourself in one of their many free online classes

- Junk food, once a week maximum! Cause you're still allowed to please your taste buds!

- Examine your monthly expense and cancel something you pay for that you don't really use often enough to pay for it

- Go to the gym!!!

- Do something nice for somebody without expecting anything in return

- Avoid getting arrested for murder


All of these are realistic thing you can easy accomplish if you put your mind to it. Their are things on that list that I should do myself. Hell, everybody should do a couple of things on that list. I hope I helped OP and evryone else in this thread.

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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: Patlal]
    #19315584 - 12/23/13 10:25 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Wow.


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    #19315637 - 12/23/13 10:42 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Quit smoking?


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: mpd]
    #19315645 - 12/23/13 10:45 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Almost a month in, MPD :sun:  Smoke free and lovin' it!

Patlal, I will certainly be sampling from those and got a 5-year head-start on vegetarianism :cool: Animals are people too and shit or whatever peta peta peta gorevideo :shrug:. Your posts are always interesting, rewarding, and broad-audience. I approve!


The no internet idea is a bit... ambitious to say the least haha. I'd get so much reading done.

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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: Asante]
    #19315658 - 12/23/13 10:47 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

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Wiccan_Seeker said:
Spending 45 min to 1 hour of every day of the 30 days, while you are fully awake, lying in bed, eyes closed in darkness and silence, observing your thoughts but not altering or engaging them until they ebb away. Don't lie there trhinking about your thoughts!  Just, observe them.




How does one observe their thoughts without altering them?


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: Roflspammer]
    #19315664 - 12/23/13 10:50 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

There's a couple subtleties regarding that one I need to get figured out.

I tried it today and realized I literally can't even do that and notice when I'm getting distracted/into thoughts until I was rolling over to fire my laptop back up.

I can tell this one might change me, or at least instill some patience. Not thinking though... that's a tough one.


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox]
    #19315670 - 12/23/13 10:53 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I could imagine you buying journals to write in and reading them aloud to anyone that would listen

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    #19315673 - 12/23/13 10:54 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

:aweyeah:

That's the spirit :cool:


I thought about starting a journal on here to help chronicle my "year off" if I can resist school that long as well as to document my experiences with--and possibly induction into--the Native American Church.


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox]
    #19315833 - 12/23/13 11:46 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Sounds like a good idea. Why not? :yesnod:


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: Into The Woods]
    #19315854 - 12/23/13 11:56 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

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I could imagine you buying journals to write in and reading them aloud to anyone that would listen

With no shortage of "lols" or "rofls" and drawings of awe-smileys




Not enough saturation. He will have them published and do readings in coffee shops and bookstores streamed over the net.


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: koods]
    #19315857 - 12/23/13 11:57 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

:lol:


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: Into The Woods]
    #19316189 - 12/23/13 01:34 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Koods, you're starting to display some of what I was when I was abusing DXM.

R u on the syrup man?


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox]
    #19316196 - 12/23/13 01:37 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

One thing to think about when you are abusing drugs is that you probably do not want to be abused yourself..


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: Icyus]
    #19316201 - 12/23/13 01:39 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I think people generally don't want to be abused. Some of them want to be used by you though. :shrug:


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox]
    #19316235 - 12/23/13 01:45 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

:bondage:

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I think people generally don't want to be abused. Some of them want to be used by you though. :shrug:




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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox] * 3
    #19316253 - 12/23/13 01:48 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Stop posting for 30 days.


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: Adden]
    #19316267 - 12/23/13 01:52 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Some o' ya'll are killin' my vibes :vibin:

Even those ones have some (perhaps unintended) potential benefits.


I think we already hit 5.


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox]
    #19316274 - 12/23/13 01:53 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Which 5?


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox]
    #19316275 - 12/23/13 01:53 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

You could stop posting altogether I guess?

:wink:


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: Adden]
    #19316287 - 12/23/13 01:55 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Quote:

Dystopia said:
You could stop posting altogether I guess?

:wink:




But it's not even Xmas yet, Dystopalope :lol:


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: Adden]
    #19316503 - 12/23/13 02:36 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

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Dystopia said:
Stop posting for 30 days.



Quote:

Dystopia said:
You could stop posting altogether I guess?

:wink:




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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: vinsue]
    #19316644 - 12/23/13 03:12 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)



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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox]
    #19316665 - 12/23/13 03:17 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

:popcorn:


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: vinsue]
    #19316712 - 12/23/13 03:27 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

You almost had me there for a minute with your avatar change

Pris though has now discovered the wonderful world of vagina. He may never reemerge


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: nicechrisman]
    #19316736 - 12/23/13 03:33 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Not doing any of these


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: nicechrisman]
    #19316742 - 12/23/13 03:35 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)





:awedancexmas: . . . :peace:


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: nicechrisman]
    #19316797 - 12/23/13 03:50 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Quote:

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You almost had me there for a minute with your avatar change

Pris though has now discovered the wonderful world of vagina. He may never reemerge




Do what now? :hmm:


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox]
    #19316809 - 12/23/13 03:51 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

:freshwtf: :mindblown:


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: nicechrisman]
    #19316822 - 12/23/13 03:53 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Wuuuut :wutermelon:

Do you like my Xmas costume? :justcantwait:


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: st1llnox]
    #19316828 - 12/23/13 03:54 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Holy fucking moly


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Re: I will complete the first 5 *REASONABLE* self-improvement challenges in the next 30 days [Re: Into The Woods]
    #19316839 - 12/23/13 03:57 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

This is just getting weirder...


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