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LeeHarvOz
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MY buddy just overdosed and died.
#19306932 - 12/21/13 08:44 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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yesterday i got the phone call when i was driving around doing some christmas shopping, "Jesse's dead" is pretty much all i remember my friend saying. All i had to ask was when? and where? i already knew the answer to how? was a heroin overdose. i swung my car around and sped home shaking just needing to be somewhere familiar to try to process what i had just heard. he wasn't one of my closest friends but he was a friend none the less, he was part of our little Disco Biscuits crew and would be at every show with us enjoying the music and loving life, and it's gunna be weird doing the New years run this year without him knowing he'll never be their again to let his soul float freely with the music and share one of the most beautiful experiences life has to offer with me and my friends.
im still in shock and don't know what to do or say. this also came at a time where im tryng to quit my opiate habit and another close childhood friend just relapsed on dope after 6 months clean and has been shooting. and the kicker is two days before he died i had asked jesse if he knew where to get some pot and his response was "i don't smoke weed or do any drugs anymore, 30 days clean" and thats the last thing i ever heard from him.
R.I.P Jesse You will be missed.
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: LeeHarvOz]
#19306941 - 12/21/13 08:46 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Sorry for your loss bro
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: Sanpedrox]
#19306950 - 12/21/13 08:48 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Tobad :/ know that nothing simply stops excisting, and somewhere he will always be.
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: Icyus]
#19306958 - 12/21/13 08:51 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Icyus said: Tobad :/ know that nothing simply stops excisting, and somewhere he will always be.
Live on Jesse
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: LeeHarvOz]
#19306961 - 12/21/13 08:53 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Sorry for your loss man. Last summer I got a text while working that said one of my close friends had died (got hit by a train). The first friend I made in high school. His sense of humor was out of this world; funniest person I've ever known. I took off early and went home just to process and think about it. I think it's needed.
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: Icyus] 1
#19306963 - 12/21/13 08:54 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Remember the good times, don't focus on the bad, or the loss. He's gone and the best way to have him live on is in your heart.
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: xbloodwhipx]
#19308584 - 12/21/13 04:16 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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i just cant believe ill never smoke another blunt, rage another show with or see his goofy ass again. its such a fucking shamethat he won't be there to look back on all the times he's been apart of when everyone else is older and reminiscing about the good old days.
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: LeeHarvOz]
#19308596 - 12/21/13 04:19 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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It's gonna be alright man, I'm sorry to hear
I had a good friend die a few years back 
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: LeeHarvOz]
#19308611 - 12/21/13 04:22 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Been there bro.
I've had a lot of friends die on me.. Guess that's made me a bit cold on it..
My condolences
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: rulesq]
#19308639 - 12/21/13 04:31 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Sorry OP
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: VivaLaMushie]
#19308649 - 12/21/13 04:34 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: memes] 1
#19308673 - 12/21/13 04:42 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Sorry man, I had a good friend commit suicide last year.. Young also.. This world can be a little harsh sometimes. Respond to his passing as you think he'd want you to, all I can say.
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: LeeHarvOz]
#19308816 - 12/21/13 05:12 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Sorry for your loss.
May the wind always be at your back and the sun upon your face. And may the winds of destiny carry you aloft to dance with the stars.
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: LeeHarvOz]
#19308821 - 12/21/13 05:13 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I've lost a few friends to dope. I'm sorry you had to have that experience, and I wish you luck with quitting your opiate habit.
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: RockyRaccoon]
#19308895 - 12/21/13 05:37 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Sorry for your loss. It's tough losing someone to dope. Iv'e lost several people including my dad to it. Just try to be there for his family that is all you can do. Try to keep your head up and stay safe.
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: LeeHarvOz]
#19309770 - 12/21/13 10:26 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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so sorry, i lost my brother to the same thing. someday you will find peace with it.
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R.I.P. Jesse...
That's some good music, too.
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: showme]
#19311207 - 12/22/13 09:50 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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thanks for all the kind words guys it means a lot. funerals today should be a rough one
Edited by LeeHarvOz (12/22/13 09:51 AM)
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: LeeHarvOz]
#19337271 - 12/28/13 02:18 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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so the biscuits started their new years run two days ago and they were kind enough to let jesse's girlfriend and two sisters give them a picture of him to place on the stage during the first nights show. The kid finally got to rage on stage with the band. i think that made everyone feel good.
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: LeeHarvOz]
#19337303 - 12/28/13 02:28 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Quote:
LeeHarvOz said: so the biscuits started their new years run two days ago and they were kind enough to let jesse's girlfriend and two sisters give them a picture of him to place on the stage during the first nights show. The kid finally got to rage on stage with the band. i think that made everyone feel good.
What a beautiful act of the DB's
Sorry for your loss. Memory shall keep him alive.
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: KingKnowledge]
#19337326 - 12/28/13 02:34 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Sorry for your loss OP. 30 days clean is a recipe for disaster if you go back to partying like you did before. Be careful out there y'all.
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: abltsandwich]
#19337458 - 12/28/13 03:18 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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abltsandwich said: Sorry for your loss OP. 30 days clean is a recipe for disaster if you go back to partying like you did before. Be careful out there y'all.
thanks man i appreciate it. no doubt, from what his dad was telling a friend of mine and the way i know he used it seemed like he just did a 5 bag shot assuming his tolerance was the same and just died right there on the spot in his room empty bags, needle and gear still out.
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: KingKnowledge]
#19337471 - 12/28/13 03:20 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Quote:
KingKnowledge said:
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LeeHarvOz said: so the biscuits started their new years run two days ago and they were kind enough to let jesse's girlfriend and two sisters give them a picture of him to place on the stage during the first nights show. The kid finally got to rage on stage with the band. i think that made everyone feel good.
What a beautiful act of the DB's
Sorry for your loss. Memory shall keep him alive.
yea they're actually really cool people, his GF got in contact with the bassist and he even agreed to fit in a bunch of his favorite songs during the run as a kind of tribute. we already got two or three of his favorites in the last two shows.
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: LeeHarvOz]
#19344093 - 12/29/13 11:01 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I feel your loss. I've lost 2 friends to drug overdose and it's just not the same without them. I miss them all the time and I pray for the best with your whole situation. It really makes you appreciate what you have because one day it's gone and it's gone forever
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: KingKnowledge]
#19344285 - 12/29/13 11:55 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Wow that really sucks! You have my deeeepest condolences. 
Was it accidental OD or suicide?
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Sorry for your loss bro, stay strong
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: GoddessOfLove]
#19345689 - 12/30/13 10:13 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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R.I.P. Jesse
I'm very sorry for your loss. Just don't lose touch with yourself and mess up your sobriety because of it. You can look at it as a message to you showing what might happen to you if you decide to go back. Even if it's just for that "ONE" last high. Keep a picture of him in your car or by your bed so you can remind yourself every single day to never go back to that life.
I'm 23 and have lost a handful of friends in the past couple years from that shit. I got clean myself last July. I know what your going through. If you need any help or advice I'm happy to help.
Again, my condolences.
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: LeeHarvOz]
#19345745 - 12/30/13 10:31 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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LeeHarvOz said: i just cant believe ill never smoke another blunt, rage another show with or see his goofy ass again. its such a fucking shamethat he won't be there to look back on all the times he's been apart of when everyone else is older and reminiscing about the good old days.
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: imachavel]
#19345903 - 12/30/13 11:26 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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OP, coming from an ex dope addict, I've seen friends pass. It comes with the territory, as time goes on they drop like flies. Most heroin addicts use the drug to cope. With what all depends on the individual. Depression, bad memories. Think of it this way man. He's free now. All the worries he ever had are no more. Hopefully this is a wake up call for you too now, get away from the opiates. Shit only gets worse the farther down that road you travel.
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: LeeHarvOz]
#19345993 - 12/30/13 11:57 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I lost 3 people in 2013 to heroin ODs. 2 of them really close friends, 2 of them just graduated from college. At this point, I won't even go to another person under 30's funeral. Seeing parents that sad hurts worse than losing your friend, and its really not fair. Its a fucking selfish way to die. I'm happy I lived past my opiate addiction, I wish more people realized the pain they feel before opiate dependence is nothing compared to what they feel during. Condolences, at least he's not suffering anymore. I can honestly say the only time I would have been content dying was when I was strung out.
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PsychedelicLife said: Wow that really sucks! You have my deeeepest condolences. 
Was it accidental OD or suicide?
it was def accidental. he didn't want to die, he was sincerely looking forward to living a sober life, he just slipped up and ended up loosing the war.
this shit has def been a big wakeup call. i havent done heroin in over a month and and i now have no desire to do any opiates at all. the pain of his death didn't make me want to turn to opiates in the least bit, i went to the bar and got shitfaced drunk but i wasn't about to do any drugs to help mourn the death of someone who overdosed on drugs. i actually decided o go through my phone last night an delete the remaining numbers of anyone who could get any type of opiate so now i couldn't really even cop if i tried. I'm done with that shit or at least i can say I'm done with it right now.
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: LeeHarvOz]
#19346829 - 12/30/13 03:35 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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sorry to hear man, that kinda gear is terrible. Prayers and love
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Re: MY buddy just overdosed and died. [Re: LeeHarvOz]
#19346841 - 12/30/13 03:37 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Sadly sometimes some of the brightest sparks fizzle out like fireworks!
R.I.P.
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