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#19305841 - 12/21/13 12:19 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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As I patiently watch this clock of mine lazily flip through the pages of time,
slowly the wholly unholy unwind like fruit forbidden so ripe on the vine.
With intent to crucify inquiring minds poorly disguised they partially hide,
behind the temptations of virtue and vice and faithfully wait for more curious eyes.
Heavenly views refract through the brilliance of a delighted goddess that’s dancing,
like a recently tapped spring of forgiveness, flowing with slow motion understanding.
11:52 ticks into existence as a bright red promise in passing,
and I watch as this clock clings with persistence, hoping this moment everlasting.
Yet time treks on feeling little resistance, as I’m dragged in tow through this starless unknown.
Its captive passenger I’m forced to bear witness, as eternity grows from the darkness below.
So silently I sit and helplessly I watch as the minute slips into the past,
and in this moment I can’t help but wonder, how long can this reality last?
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Soft shallow screams break the silence between breaths,
as lost shadowed dreams cast their frightened silhouettes,
across the gallows’ beam that swings the giant hanged to rest,
while the moment flows down stream through the violence of regret.
With wire cutters sheathed in the pocket on his chest,
these strings are just a tease for this defiant marionette.
But supernatural themes will put his science to the test,
is life just a scheme to break the silence between deaths?
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Buds of taste embrace the breath of god, as the sensuous sensation of an angel’s kiss, falls softly upon a stiff upper lip.
Floods of grace replace regretful thoughts, with genuine elation, love, and bliss, then promptly withdraw into the colored abyss.
With mortality ripped from gravity’s grip, time succumbs to consequence,
as reality flips the duality script, and I becomes its own opposite.
Morality skips the formality shit, and quickly admits its innocence,
as apathy drips from personality splits, and sanity abandons this unmanned ship.
With a nervous system ticklish to the tryptamine tingle, my giggling receptors accept the rippling signal.
And i can feel them vibrate as they sing and celebrate everything that is perception,
while my third eye dilates and revealing views elevate everything that is perfection.
Everything, with no exception. Including the nothing of everything's reflection.
The nothing that is the silent chorus of a lonely falling tree,
singing its song in private performance, for a ghostly yawning breeze.
For everything and nothing both I celebrate, and to the crossing of fingers I toast and dedicate this,
my next breath.
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As I exhale so does the universe. Now together we're married, our voices become one.
To no avail I continue the search. for sacred treasure that’s buried on the tip of my tongue.
What’s left of my consciousness is slightly annoyed, as my identity is slowly and deliberately destroyed.
The theft of my confidence has left me devoid of any semblance of humility as I cry out to the void.
Empty space grows thick with the echoes of creations past,
as a quantum consciousness leaks into reality, straight through the looking glass.
Its voice is remembered rather than heard, as past becomes present and boundaries are blurred,
it speaks of a great deception.
“Rejoice for December only after the 1st, as the facts become evidence for the profoundly absurd,
you’ll need to be paying attention.”
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One last deep penetrating breath held tightly by the lungs contained within my chest.
Ignoring the warnings, there is no turning back. This last physical effort is the final conscious act
of a body with boundaries so delicately dissolved.
The hurried heave of a heavy head, an altitude problem by gravity solved,
with a crash landing to the comfort and safety of my bed, while behind these closed eyelids my humanity fled.
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Cast away on a desert island surrounded by endless ocean, I search for sweet asylum from all the chaos and commotion.
Instead I’m enslaved by merciless waves of undefined emotion,
and I shake as they break on the shores of my brain with cruel and unusual devotion.
So underground I make my way with hope to greet the coming day with a tale of this golden moment.
But if fate would have me find my grave between the walls of this dark cave,
I pray these words I save today may stay and remain unspoken.
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Right behind me like blood thirsty commies turned brain hungry zombies, the delinquents have escaped from detention.
And while pride misguides me like a drunk, swervy swami, I learn pain-junkie hobbies from the frequent parades of depression.
But my attention’s arrested and suggestively questioned by intentions infected with perspectives reflected
off the origami tsunami folding down upon me from super top secret dimensions.
Like Evel Knievel through a medieval cathedral, the fractures in space rupture in place
with the iridescent translucence of shattered stained glass,
as the primeval retrieval and cerebral upheaval of laughter reshapes and restructures my face,
with the rufescent effulgence of a flattered suede mask.
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Metabolic sensations ignite up the spine, exploding as a carnival inside of my head,
while robotic formations of faces align, unloading an arsenal designed for the dead.
Chaotic equations of space and time, slow the flowing particles to react and ascend,
through symbiotic relations with my body and mind, space is growing carnivores to exact its revenge.
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The mechanical creatures share a synthetic awareness, and their mathematical features bare the genetic unfairness
of botanical teachers, both majestic and arrogant, like fanatical preachers and invested Americans.
Of advanced technology yet primitive in design, these psychedelic relics are not easily defined.
Their enhanced biology lends an infinite supply, of mimetic aesthetics as they ceaselessly divide
with gears and pistons and hydraulic pumps, and wires and belts and the melodic thumps
of steam engines pledging their allegiance to punk, as they light up the void like the heart of a sun.
They're the master builders of this alien realm, and to be in their presence is to be overwhelmed
and a little bewildered by their whistles and bells, and the pleasant luminescence of their sorcerous spells.
Clumsy loud in awkward space they quickly sense my presence, and turn around and inside out like self unwrapping presents,
while dusty clouds of conquered faith thick and dense with discontent, churn about with pride and doubt in everlasting penance.
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Nice man. Didn't read it all but it had its moments :thumbsup:
How about a quick synopsis about what the actual trip experience was like directly?
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Quote:
Soulidarity said:
How about a quick synopsis...
HA!
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Re: daydreams of a mad man *DELETED* [Re: Soulidarity]
#19495040 - 01/30/14 05:13 AM (10 years, 1 day ago) |
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Yeah just saying like a paragraph or two of what happened. Doesn't have to be a master piece or anything but just pour your memories succinctly into they keyboard and shroomerah history!
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I smoked it, I saw this, I felt this, I experienced this, I realised this, this happened. Etc
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what was experienced will not translate straight across into language. honestly, the best i can do at an accurate account of what happened is what ive been working on for the past year up there in my original post. i really dont know how to go about what you are asking. but later this afternoon ill try to have something for ya. i just got to figure out how to say it. there was definitely some brain surgery involved, i can at least tell you that much for sure.
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Yeah dude I mean I know the feels and the whole 'indescribable beyond words' thing, but just try to write chronologically what you remember.
It's really not that difficult. I sat down, prepared myself. Took the hit, felt a rising in my spine, laid back as the world enveloped and transformed around me into neon colours....AND THEN: (the can't put into words part)
Dem telekinetic conversations and feels. That's what happens to me on dmt. I don't speak or hear any words, I just get jolted and jolt out telekinetic vibes and feels that are translated instantly into a message. It's like Neo in the matrix where he is training, and they send him the kung-fu know how, and then he says "I know Kung fu". That's how it is for me on ze dee ehm tee.
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i got stuck for a bit trying to figure out how i wanted to describe this first wave of entities . the further in time i get from the actual experience, the less it seems i trust my memory of the details. and while i am trying to stay as true to the experience in my descriptions as possible (i feel i owe it at least that) i am becoming limited in language by the human perception. hopefully i can keep it going for a while, just now getting to the good parts.
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i think your over complicating things. its really not that difficult. just explain what happened, or what you saw, from memory to the best of your abilities.
just say it in plain english. no need to write a master peice or a thesis. just write what springs to mind!
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lol, this is the shit that springs to mind. and ya, maybe im complicating it a bit... but in my defense, it IS actually quite a complicated story. but isnt that the natural order of the universe we live in? order to chaos, simple to complicated? to be honest, im not even sure where half this shit is coming from. and it was not my intentions for it to be poetic at all, as i am hardly the poet. it just kind of started happening.
the bulk of it came out in notes i took directly after i came back from the dmt. i actually spent the remaining 3 or 4 hours of my 2ci trip scribbling down what i could remember. it was during sober proof readings that the poetry was spotted.
there was a situation during the trip where i found myself on the examination table, brain being probed by a florescent green ribbon of light. the creature it was attached to was massive. like the size of a galaxy. the ribbon of light was inserted between my left eye and eyelid, close in proximity to the corner furthest from my nose. it was a very physical feeling, there was no denying it. it was at times even painful. but, i could feel it as it probed around from the inside of face, a pinpoint of pressure rolling as a cramp along the path of my checkup. i could feel each single muscle fiber as it fired the cramp to the next in line, as if passing off the Olympic torch, all the while my perception of time trapped in a bubble of deja vu.
just like the last time, remember? well ya, but...
part of me thinks this thing left something behind.
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There ya go that was easy! Sounds cool man.
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ya but it wasnt as much fun
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