So I tossed and washed 3g of Syrian Rue (just thinking about that flavor is making me shudder right now) at 1:00 pm and then capped up 3g pharma extract made from MHRB.
30 minutes later swallowed the pharma. I had eaten breakfast at about 9:00 so I didn't feel hungry. About another 30-45 min in, I started feeling a bit nauseated so I did something I don't normally do (eat after I have already consumed the substance) and I ate a small bowl of rice. It helped but it had a big impact on my trip later. Should've eaten it an hour before.
Pharma usually takes 1-2 hours to kick in. 1.5-2 hours is the norm but I've had it kick in as little as 1 hour. This took 3 hours and kicked in at about 4:30. And it didn't come on strong like it usually does. It went up to the level where I was having pretty vivid CEV but hardly any OEV. And that's how my trip was. It lasted until about 9pm so about 3.5 hours.
I was in bed the whole time because of the heavy body load. I felt pretty detached from my body and myself at times, but not to the extreme. I listened to some music at one point then turned it off.
Saw some things that would normally terrify me if I had dreamed them, but they were not scary I had no emotion looking at them. I also had for the first time extremely lifelike visions from a first person perspective as if I was watching a movie on a GoPro. Nothing spectacular mostly just walking around. Something started talking to me at one point in a very deep, not-human voice but I couldn't understand what it was saying and then it stopped. I was disappointed.
Towards the middle of the trip the cats were meowing pitifully outside of my door. It was driving me crazy and distracting me. They wouldn't stop. They wanted fed (I give them wet food twice a day. I leave dry food out all the time but they expect their wet food on time. I am their servant). I got up to feed them and the world was spinning around me. My vision was nearly double and I was so dizzy and disoriented I could hardly walk. I started getting sick. I quickly scooped them out some wet food and when I got to the stairs I thought I wouldn't make it to my room. I had to lie down on the stairs for about 5 minutes and then make it the other 20 feet back to my bed. Luckily as soon as I laid down I immediately felt extremely euphoric and no longer sick. I stayed in bed til the end of the trip.
Overall I kind of wished that I had either got all the way there, or hadn't tripped at all. I think the rice really delayed the onset of the pharma and also made it release very slowly and steadily over the duration. Nothing too profound, just a kind of strange experience that I went along with like watching a movie. I was really tired the day after (yesterday).
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Edited by V1rusH0st (12/20/13 05:42 PM)
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