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CosmicJoke
happy mutant


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Re: Do you treat your body like a dumpster? [Re: Crystal G]
#19306504 - 12/21/13 05:35 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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To be young, dumb, and full of cum again! Fuckin' death anxiety .
-------------------- Everything is better than it was the last time. I'm good. If we could look into each others hearts, and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care. It takes a lot of courage to go out there and radiate your essence. I know you scared, you should ask us if we scared too. If you was there, and we just knew you cared too.
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Crystal G



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Re: Do you treat your body like a dumpster? [Re: CosmicJoke]
#19306509 - 12/21/13 05:40 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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CosmicJoke said: To be young, dumb, and full of cum again! Fuckin' death anxiety .
No joke man, I mean, I still smoke crack and shoot dope and shit every now and then, but I take TINY minuscule doses... doses not even large enough to go on a nod.
I remember before when I was younger, I'd shoot so much heroin at once, I'd literally knock myself out during the come-up. Like it was so strong it'd make me pass out as soon as I shot it. I remember when I'd do this, I'd have dreams in my sleep where it felt like I wasn't breathing AT ALL. I would try to wake myself up, but I wouldn't be able to move! I'd keep trying and trying, and finally after about 2 minutes (bear in mind I am not breathing at all during this time), I would suddenly free myself and wake up, flushed red and GASPING for air with a needle stuck in my back. 
I seriously wonder how I did not die. I did it almost on a nightly basis for a long time.
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Soulidarity
With Your Halo Slippin . . .



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Re: Do you treat your body like a dumpster? [Re: Crystal G]
#19306519 - 12/21/13 05:53 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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damn that is some scary shit
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CosmicJoke
happy mutant


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Re: Do you treat your body like a dumpster? [Re: Crystal G]
#19306526 - 12/21/13 06:00 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Can relate with the wondering how I still walk this earth. I used to do crystal benders for days upon days, calling up and sending over every random phone # scratched out on matchstick cardboard to get laid, with seldom the slightest who I was calling, until ultimately my body would systematically crash like a Sad Mac. I'd wake up to my house a train wreck and find a dildo in the salad crisper or some such inanity.
-------------------- Everything is better than it was the last time. I'm good. If we could look into each others hearts, and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care. It takes a lot of courage to go out there and radiate your essence. I know you scared, you should ask us if we scared too. If you was there, and we just knew you cared too.
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Endure
The Anal Demon


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Re: Do you treat your body like a dumpster? [Re: CosmicJoke]
#19306628 - 12/21/13 06:55 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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CosmicJoke said: Can relate with the wondering how I still walk this earth. I used to do crystal benders for days upon days, calling up and sending over every random phone # scratched out on matchstick cardboard to get laid, with seldom the slightest who I was calling, until ultimately my body would systematically crash like a Sad Mac. I'd wake up to my house a train wreck and find a dildo in the salad crisper or some such inanity.
Drug talk should be in rhyme form freestyled
I use to take 7 ambiens for an ambient out of body ambience with a beat so hard from the heart cuz it was charged inside an ambulence With a 1 arm lean on the bed My head would feel like it was 2 feet to the right of my neck, up 3 feet from my chest, 45 degree Anglin lookin like death lookin worse than a guy whose never had sex ugh That fuckin feeling when there's none left' So I don't give away habits. But I will for ass n head
Anywho
Edited by Endure (12/21/13 07:11 AM)
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CosmicJoke
happy mutant


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Re: Do you treat your body like a dumpster? [Re: Endure]
#19306679 - 12/21/13 07:18 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Freestyle shouldn't be edited
-------------------- Everything is better than it was the last time. I'm good. If we could look into each others hearts, and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care. It takes a lot of courage to go out there and radiate your essence. I know you scared, you should ask us if we scared too. If you was there, and we just knew you cared too.
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Endure
The Anal Demon


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Re: Do you treat your body like a dumpster? [Re: CosmicJoke]
#19308278 - 12/21/13 02:32 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Well you know mayn lol some editing for the final Draftski had to be done. But the raw material there. I added one word I think Idr
Edited by Endure (12/21/13 02:35 PM)
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MilkdudTitties
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Re: Do you treat your body like a dumpster? [Re: Endure]
#19308329 - 12/21/13 02:49 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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morrowasted
Worldwide Stepper



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Re: Do you treat your body like a dumpster? [Re: MilkdudTitties]
#19308401 - 12/21/13 03:11 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I used to treat my body like shit because I noticed that none of my relatives were having heart attacks, even the ones that weighed like 300lbs+. I still don't eat well. But I've recently acknowledged the cancer that runs in my family and quit smoking/drinking/drugging.
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