|
FishOilTheKid
Ascended


Registered: 11/14/10
Posts: 5,401
Last seen: 26 days, 5 hours
|
Re: It don't mean shit. [Re: Icelander]
#19290650 - 12/17/13 09:18 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
|
|
I was pretty vocal about my distaste for organized religion.
I talk out loud allot to what I regard as a collective experience.
Psilocybe. Amanita Muscaria.
I was projecting into what I thought was my own imagination... Visualizing really. ...Trying to remote view. I was trying to Astral project sort of but like a spirit flight to real places that I had been and around town.
I started to see an image of my surroundings and the place was populated with these beings and that is where I met them.
I was drawing on psilocybe... Pentagrams and obelisks and mushrooms... A being came through the window and hovered just over my shoulder. It put me in a trance and instructed me to sit and listen.
So I sat down and they wanted to know what I thought because I was sending up signals.
The first thing that came to my mind was 'yup/nope don't talk about it' so I wrote that down for them as kind of a joke.
They instructed me to lay down in bed. I felt energy penetrate my asshole and access my mind. My head opened up and I could see the surrounding city.
Then there were like collective screams and a thousand voices in unison screamed 'JESUS! LUCIFER!' over and over and my mind started to shake like a tree in the wind. I popped up some time later and I heard a voice ask me, 'Hey Jesus are you in there?' I clasped my hands and said, 'I think so' and its like my mind was sucked out of my head.
Everything taken. I went semi vacant and later ended up in a detox facility where I saw and experienced things that can not be explained.
They have been with me since all that around xmas of 08. But, its not the first time I have had contact with them.
I was into high dose mushroom trips and I feel that I permanently broke through into their realm beyond the veil.
FOR REAL NO BULLSHIT. I used Terrence Mckenna's ideas to cause a true awakening. Illumination DEAD SERIOUS.
OC has talked about some members in the past saying similar things. Almost exactly. They I guess committed suicide. I don't know any details. But it was interesting because they told me to kill myself routinely for almost a year, everyday. They said that I could become one of them...
I know I am not the only one.
|
quinn
some kinda love


Registered: 01/02/10
Posts: 6,799
|
|
that's terrifying dude
-------------------- dripping with fantasy
|
usulpsychonaut


Registered: 05/12/08
Posts: 2,814
Loc: Northland, New Zealand.
Last seen: 2 years, 3 months
|
|
You have your finger on something.
I'm getting rhymes, or just random phrases like "scoobie doo" or "Aza zaza zuth aloof". The dialogue makes me laugh in astonishment and has amazing profound relevance during the experience. I'm sticking to opiates and cannabis. Spheres of light that cause euphoric emotional resonance. If/After I solve my personality issues I intend to see where I can get with really high doses of cannabis. Unconscious for 3 days kind of stuff.
|
usulpsychonaut


Registered: 05/12/08
Posts: 2,814
Loc: Northland, New Zealand.
Last seen: 2 years, 3 months
|
Re: It don't mean shit. [Re: Icelander]
#19296131 - 12/19/13 01:05 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
|
|
The more I look at something the less it means. Anything new will suck me in every time. Perhaps the same shit that just looks different, still sucks me in.
|
absols
Stranger

Registered: 11/10/13
Posts: 986
Last seen: 9 years, 6 months
|
Re: It don't mean shit. [Re: Icelander]
#19296163 - 12/19/13 01:17 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
|
|
Quote:
Icelander said: I QUIT sports for religion (I went to mass every Sunday) I abandoned religion for art art for the mathematical sciences
until at last illumination hit
and now I'm someone only passing through who puts no faith in the whole or its parts
Discuss
"courtesy of Lakefingers"
to me, the point is about the absence of value in anything even real
because the true matter is freedom value, not the objective reality of any right fact
that is why I guess the sense of existence in truth, is to free the present first, so individuals conscious, like having to get detached from everything unless they accept to realize anything in right ways, so freely without expecting any return
sitting for being real, is not right, because in truth impossible
in truth, being real is to free superiorities or superior freedoms .. which by definition cant be sitting still
so the present reference wont be objective shares anymore, the concept of reality
the present I guess, would become individuals freedoms rights sense
|
Icelander
The Minstrel in the Gallery



Registered: 03/15/05
Posts: 95,368
Loc: underbelly
|
|
Quote:
usulpsychonaut said: The more I look at something the less it means. Anything new will suck me in every time. Perhaps the same shit that just looks different, still sucks me in.
Familiarity breeds contempt. And at my age nothing seems new. Just rearranged.
-------------------- "Don't believe everything you think". -Anom. " All that lives was born to die"-Anom. With much wisdom comes much sorrow, The more knowledge, the more grief. Ecclesiastes circa 350 BC
|
COOKED101
Eagle eyes


Registered: 04/23/12
Posts: 576
Loc: Oz
|
Re: It don't mean shit. [Re: Icelander]
#19306522 - 12/21/13 05:55 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
|
|
Quote:
FishOilTheKid said: They are like 'spirits.' Or Jinn. Or demons. Or etherians.
Or angels. Some of them are representatives of Christianity. Some of them are Lucifer or Satan's angels. Some of them claim that we are Baphomet together somehow.
Some simply call themselves 'control' and expect you to 'accept control wherever you find it.'
They exist as what feel like alien mind control implants and feel like little spheres in the brain and at different points in the body.
They have also claimed that they are in fact extraterrestrial.
They control the flow of consciousness between people and have some influence over how conclusions are formed for each individual.
Quote:
Icelander said: How come this is only happening to you? Why not everyone or most people?
MORE         's AND MORE Questions And WHEN you get ASKED , Answer YES, even in your mind, THEN welcome to the underlying word of energy, dark and light where there is no balance or rules.
It's better to not know.
|
Icelander
The Minstrel in the Gallery



Registered: 03/15/05
Posts: 95,368
Loc: underbelly
|
Re: It don't mean shit. [Re: COOKED101]
#19306566 - 12/21/13 06:28 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
|
|
I'll just consider myself lucky then
-------------------- "Don't believe everything you think". -Anom. " All that lives was born to die"-Anom. With much wisdom comes much sorrow, The more knowledge, the more grief. Ecclesiastes circa 350 BC
|
|