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volcomstoner
I'll have just one more xanax



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CHeifM4sterDiezL said:
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mjmihalov said: Fuck, I just remembered that I decided to enter than Ban Lottery this week for some reason...
I really hope I don't "win"
U should join the INSTA-BAN its ton of fun
Oh man we had an awesome instaban war at the growery last week, I was banned for like 47 hours at the end of the week. Goddamn it's fun how pissed people get when they are trying to make a post to find out they were banned as its on the preview reply page
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TrentBoyett
Aspiring Mycologist



Registered: 11/29/12
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TheGreenArrow said:
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TheGreenArrow said: Break ties with dicks that enable you with opiates. Not everybody is on the horse man.
They're people that I can't do that with, or I already would've.
Plus I mean it's not their fault, It's mine, I need to gain some better self-control.
I mean at best thats debatable. And honestly if they're bringing you Oxys tell em to fuck off with those. If they don't just don't associate with them. I'm telling you the farther down that path you go, the harder it is to find your way back. I've watched it, it's worth your health to tell them to fuck off. I'll get off my soapbox now.
It's mostly family though, and I live with one of them.
They don't even know what I'm going through, they'd make a big deal about it and probably end up running their mouths, gossip travels so fast in my family. I don't want my mom,grandma, and everyone knowing.
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TrentBoyett
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CHeifM4sterDiezL said:
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mjmihalov said: Fuck, I just remembered that I decided to enter than Ban Lottery this week for some reason...
I really hope I don't "win"
U should join the INSTA-BAN its ton of fun
That's actually why I signed up, but then I forgot about it.
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volcomstoner
I'll have just one more xanax



Registered: 07/20/09
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mjmihalov said: They don't even know what I'm going through, they'd make a big deal about it and probably end up running their mouths, gossip travels so fast in my family. I don't want my mom,grandma, and everyone knowing.
Yeah but what would you rather have, a severe opiate addiction, or your family to know you have a problem that you're trying to overcome?
I was always worried about the same thing during my addict days, but after admitting it and everyone finding out. It wasn't nearly as bad as I thought, and was the best thing for me overall.
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Set
candy colored clown


Registered: 10/03/08
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mjmihalov said: They don't even know what I'm going through, they'd make a big deal about it and probably end up running their mouths, gossip travels so fast in my family. I don't want my mom,grandma, and everyone knowing.
Yeah, don't. That happened to me.
Opened up to one of my cousins (who are my best friends), and literally within 2 weeks everyone on my mom's side of the family knew about my habit. (That's 30+ people including my grandparents, big family)
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TrentBoyett
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Re: L N C [Re: Set]
#19291663 - 12/18/13 03:04 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Set said:
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mjmihalov said: They don't even know what I'm going through, they'd make a big deal about it and probably end up running their mouths, gossip travels so fast in my family. I don't want my mom,grandma, and everyone knowing.
Yeah, don't. That happened to me.
Opened up to one of my cousins (who are my best friends), and literally within 2 weeks everyone on my mom's side of the family knew about my habit. (That's 30+ people including my grandparents, big family)
Yeah, I told one of my cousins a while ago, and we were literally best friends since we were little kids.
This bitch for some fucking stupid reason decided to tell her sister, who is known to be literally the biggest gossipper I've ever come across, then that bitch trie telling everyone a whole bunch of bullshit.
I don't talk to either of them anymore, and I didn't talk to her sister for a year+ before that.
I just denied everything, everyone I even care about in my family anymore dosowned that bitch a long time ago because she's a little cunt and causes a LOT of family drama/fights, got a few family members put in jail on false charges, and a bunch of other fucked up shit....
So luckily no one believed that dumb bitch anyways.
I'm really not trying to deal with all the bullshit/stress again.
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TrentBoyett
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volcomstoner said:
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mjmihalov said: They don't even know what I'm going through, they'd make a big deal about it and probably end up running their mouths, gossip travels so fast in my family. I don't want my mom,grandma, and everyone knowing.
Yeah but what would you rather have, a severe opiate addiction, or your family to know you have a problem that you're trying to overcome?
I was always worried about the same thing during my addict days, but after admitting it and everyone finding out. It wasn't nearly as bad as I thought, and was the best thing for me overall.
Honestly, an opiate addiction, people in my family that I don't get a long with would end up 'causing me a lot of problems, they've done it to other people in my family.
One time they they found out someone in my family had a drug problem they got him fired from his job, called the cops on him, called the guy's doctors(multiple doctors, multiple times) until they got him cut off of pain management, etc...
They did the same shit with doctors to another family member as well.
And the worst part is the people that are doing all this are all pill(mainly Roxi) addicts.
If I ever see these people again I'm going to trip the fuck out on them, but that's a story for another time.
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volcomstoner
I'll have just one more xanax



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Yeah man your family sounds pretty destructive, If I were you I would try to get away from that as quickly as possible. I was pretty upset because my mom is a friend of my physician and now because of her my medical record will forever have "drug addict" all over it...
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TrentBoyett
Aspiring Mycologist



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Yeah, I've already cut ties with all of them, I only talk to like 1/4 of my family anymore.
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Set
candy colored clown


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At least try to re-connect at some point in your life. Family is awesome when it works.
Any other Pogues fans in the Pub?
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TrentBoyett
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Re: L N C [Re: Set]
#19291750 - 12/18/13 03:51 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Set said:
At least try to re-connect at some point in your life. Family is awesome when it works.
Fuck that, most of them are scheming cunts who I never want anything to with even again.
They're the type of people that like to bring other people down to make themselves look/feel better.
Not the type of people I need in my life.
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volcomstoner
I'll have just one more xanax



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Re: L N C [Re: Set]
#19291753 - 12/18/13 03:53 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Goddamn my lip is torn the fuck up right now. Chew is just too convenient for me, I'll go through a tin in half a day like nothing but I'll only smoke like 2-4 cigs a day
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volcomstoner
I'll have just one more xanax



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mjmihalov said:
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Set said:
At least try to re-connect at some point in your life. Family is awesome when it works.
Fuck that, most of them are scheming cunts who I never want anything to with even again.
They're the type of people that like to bring other people down to make themselves look/feel better.
Not the type of people I need in my life.
Goddamn, that sounds like some small town shit Where I used to live everyone knew each other in the town and it was nothing but shit talking the whole time. It's just people so unhappy with their lives they have to judge other people to feel better about themselves. Goddamn I do not miss that one bit.
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Set
candy colored clown


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mjmihalov said:
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Set said:
At least try to re-connect at some point in your life. Family is awesome when it works.
Fuck that, most of them are scheming cunts who I never want anything to with even again.
They're the type of people that like to bring other people down to make themselves look/feel better.
Not the type of people I need in my life.
I hear you.
There are a lot of scheming cunts in my family, but they tend to chill out when I give them a hug. I've made up my mind that I won't give up.
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TrentBoyett
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Goodnight everyone, I think I'm going to give this insta-ban thing a try, hopefully it's not for too long.
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TrentBoyett
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Nevermind, fuck that.
It bans you multiple times throughout the week or some shit?
I'm cool on that, I thought it was like a one time thing.
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rulesq
Bad Mogambo



Registered: 05/10/13
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Loc: Суомалиа
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mjmihalov said: Nevermind, fuck that.
I'm cool on that, I thought it was like a one time thing.
You're prolly thinking about the ban lottery.
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It bans you multiple times throughout the week or some shit?
This is Insta-ban
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