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Envix
Avoidant Disorder



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Re: god I am so jealous of you people who care about shit [Re: hailtothethief]
#19282918 - 12/16/13 09:16 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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when my mom went to her father's funeral as a little kid, she didn't cry. of course she loved him, and cared about him, she just isn't a very reactive person. everyone there thought she was weird for not crying. death is a part of life, some people can accept that as natural circumstance, others are more sensitive to it. it doesn't necessarily mean you don't care, perhaps you've just convinced yourself that you don't care from having such a dissociated mindset for a period of time. i don't think there's anything wrong with you, but if you wish to change things, the first thing you need to do is make the effort. nothing is preventing you from changing anything in your life, especially your mindset
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skeet157
That one guy



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Re: god I am so jealous of you people who care about shit [Re: Alexestalex]
#19282995 - 12/16/13 09:46 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Synthe
Gatorade me, bitch!


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Re: god I am so jealous of you people who care about shit [Re: CosmicJoke]
#19283774 - 12/16/13 12:53 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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CosmicJoke said: You remind me of the film Adaptation....
Maryl Streep plays this jaded new yorker author that wants to know what it's like to truly be passionate about something...
Then ends up snorting this fictitious drug extracted from a rare orchid that helps people feel 'fascinated'.
In this scene she's high trying to create a dial tone by humming one note and getting the guy on the end of the line to hum another to make a dial tone... 

Brilliant film, maybe you should watch it. I don't know if it will help you make sense of anything. Probably not, but maybe a good distraction.
That movie tripped me the fuck out.
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Shortknight



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Re: god I am so jealous of you people who care about shit [Re: Alexestalex]
#19284900 - 12/16/13 04:40 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Fell better Alex! Care about all of us, thatl be a start , but literly... just pull yourself out of that hole, make a big change and enjoy this pretty rock...! It can be pretty beautiful.
Good vibes!
Shorty
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XUL
OTD Janitor



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Re: god I am so jealous of you people who care about shit [Re: Alexestalex]
#19284937 - 12/16/13 04:47 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Alexestalex said: I am a stone cold numb fuck
My parents could die tomorrow and I wouldn't break a sweat. I wouldn't give two shits. It wouldn't ruin my day in the slightest. I don't feel sadness or joy just numbness. Its kinda boring tbh. I can't make myself care about shit especially other people.
Life must be so much more meaningful when you care about someone. Even if its an illusion it beats my perspective and ignorance is bliss. People who actually give a shit about other people, tv shows, nik naks, whatever.
You sound like the typical antisocial person as defined by psychology. But I don't think it's true.
If my parents died I wouldn't cry either. There is no need to look down on yourself just because that is the way you feel. My first teacher in college told me that when his mother died he cried for a minute or two and then never wept another tear. I never cried when my grandma or best friend died.
Don't think you have to cry and mourn. Death is part of life. It doesn't necessarily have to be perceived as painful.
Do you care about animals or the environment?
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akira_akuma
Φύσις κρύπτεσθαι ὕψιστος φιλεῖ


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Re: god I am so jealous of you people who care about shit [Re: Alexestalex]
#19623435 - 02/26/14 08:54 PM (9 years, 10 months ago) |
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Alexestalex said: I am a stone cold numb fuck
My parents could die tomorrow and I wouldn't break a sweat. I wouldn't give two shits. It wouldn't ruin my day in the slightest. I don't feel sadness or joy just numbness. Its kinda boring tbh. I can't make myself care about shit especially other people.
Life must be so much more meaningful when you care about someone. Even if its an illusion it beats my perspective and ignorance is bliss. People who actually give a shit about other people, tv shows, nik naks, whatever.
You people are lucky?
Does anyone think I should get checked for a potential dopamine deficiency?
I'm not suicidal
people are actors above all else. maybe you just didn't get the memo.
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