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Myco-rpse
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The Itch Has Finally Been Pacified..
#19272405 - 12/13/13 08:46 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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So it has once again been months since I last was on the good ol' Shroomery, so there is much to be caught up on and many trolls to vanquish in the process. But today is a special day for me and I felt the urge to share with my fellow shroomeronians.
Now I am sure that many of you have experienced this, but if you have not then there is no way to truly convey the feeling I have now. It's one of those scenarios that you just have to live to fully grasp... But regardless, today is an incredible day. Today, I was terminated from parole.
It has been a little over a year since I was released from prison, and nothing will ever help me to forget what I went through. But today is a milestone. Today I can finally let go and stop watching over my shoulder and quit living in constant worry of violating one of the myriad pointless, nonsensical laws that Utah recognizes. I can finally LIVE again and the feeling is so so sweet. I have been on paper for nearly 6 years so it's like I am rehabilitating into normalcy. I have had to check in with countless officers, I have had two different judges tell me I am a "risk to society" even though my charges would reflect otherwise, I have sat in holding cells, I have had my rights abused, I have done nothing but take complete responsibility for my actions and still have had councilors tell me I am a narcissist... And now those trials and tribulations have passed away... And I am here again. Square one.
I'm not sure exactly what I am trying to get at, but I do know one thing: freedom is fucking awesome. And I know I never want to experience what I went through ever again.
My advice to those who need it: don't think for a second that this could never be you. There is always a breaking point and if you continue to go against the grain, then you will feel the unrelenting rage of the United States government (or similar entity) and they will suck you dry until there is nothing but a husk. Laws may be fucking retarded sometimes, but when you break them you suffer real consequences that have long term effects regardless of your opinion on such laws...How I managed to finally earn my freedom you may ask? This time around, I actually made a change. Of course I made a few mistakes, but nothing to the extent that I would on prior chances. I went home at curfew, I didn't do drugs (kinda), I stayed away from my past friends and I found hobbies to occupy my boring moments. There were two situations that happened that required honesty and of course I was totally compliant. I had never told the truth to police before this incident and I finally was up front and it paid off, showing me that I am capable of more than I had been selling myself short of. If you want to get off paper then the answer is simple. Change. I obviously learned this the hard way but that doesn't mean u have to.
I am sure I haven't told anyone anything they don't already know, but my excitement spurred me to share and hopefully affect one of you positively. Thanks for listening guys

Rock on Shroomitoids
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Myco-rpse
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Re: The Itch Has Finally Been Pacified.. [Re: Myco-rpse]
#19272414 - 12/13/13 08:50 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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P.s. I chose a pot leaf icon for this post and named it accordingly because as I am sure some of u have guessed - I can finally hang out with Mary Jane again
 Not that it's the point of my post, but it is a rad and notable point lol
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Re: The Itch Has Finally Been Pacified.. [Re: Myco-rpse]
#19272429 - 12/13/13 08:56 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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What were you convicted of?
-------------------- [quote]Asante said: You constantly make posts thatr fling middle school insults at people you don't like mixed in with maladjusted psychopathic comments about wanting to beat up the other poster with a crowbar. You know how shit you are, you just don't give a fuck for precisely that reason. I disendorse you.[/quote]
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Re: The Itch Has Finally Been Pacified.. [Re: Myco-rpse]
#19272434 - 12/13/13 08:57 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Congratulations
No better feeling than freedom. Even though you aren't locked behind bars it still sucks to constantly have someone watching you.
I just started probation and drug/alcohol, so it looks like I'll be going through some bullshit for a while.
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Re: The Itch Has Finally Been Pacified.. [Re: Myco-rpse]
#19272437 - 12/13/13 08:58 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Damn man that's awesome. I have a seemingly insurmountable amount of time left so it comforts me to know it can be done. I have a long way to go though...
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Myco-rpse
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Re: The Itch Has Finally Been Pacified.. [Re: TheFakeSunRa]
#19272468 - 12/13/13 09:09 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I was convicted of distribution of a controlled substance (pot), possession of heroin and a third degree felony theft related to heroin. Not proud of it but that's what I got myself in to.
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Myco-rpse
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Re: The Itch Has Finally Been Pacified.. [Re: Myco-rpse]
#19272496 - 12/13/13 09:15 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Rhizohunter and niteman: I am sorry to hear that your journey with the law is just beginning but keep your heads up and know that this too will pass. Just make sure that you FOLLOW THE RULES! It's cliche but it's the truth. Thanks for the support friends
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Re: The Itch Has Finally Been Pacified.. [Re: Myco-rpse]
#19272679 - 12/13/13 10:05 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Quote:
Myco-rpse said: I was convicted of distribution of a controlled substance (pot), possession of heroin and a third degree felony theft related to heroin. Not proud of it but that's what I got myself in to.
The only thing there wrong there, imo, is the theft and even that depends on who you stole from.
-------------------- [quote]Asante said: You constantly make posts thatr fling middle school insults at people you don't like mixed in with maladjusted psychopathic comments about wanting to beat up the other poster with a crowbar. You know how shit you are, you just don't give a fuck for precisely that reason. I disendorse you.[/quote]
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Myco-rpse
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Re: The Itch Has Finally Been Pacified.. [Re: TheFakeSunRa]
#19272874 - 12/13/13 11:00 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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The theft was from a heroin dealer. I took 80$ dollars and his subs and amp. He was a very wealthy businessman in his 30th with a weakness for opiates. Of course, he walked outside at 3 in the morning and saw me bail in my truck. So he called the police like a normal person and filed a report. They came to my house within a few hours and I got fucked. I never told on him for selling. It's gnarly when I think about it, I put myself through so much unnecessary bull shit over that..
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Re: The Itch Has Finally Been Pacified.. [Re: Myco-rpse]
#19272916 - 12/13/13 11:11 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Well, there's lots of cool healthy shit to do in Utah. Time to start enjoying. Snow sports, mountain biking, rock climbing, Mormon pussy, Jazz games, The Utes, and so on.
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Re: The Itch Has Finally Been Pacified.. [Re: Myco-rpse]
#19272940 - 12/13/13 11:19 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I just gott off of probation after two years today.
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Myco-rpse
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Re: The Itch Has Finally Been Pacified.. [Re: TheFakeSunRa]
#19273162 - 12/14/13 12:45 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Yes, Utah does have many fine attributes in spite of the bigots that occupy this state. Either way, smooth sailing from here friend
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Myco-rpse
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Re: The Itch Has Finally Been Pacified.. [Re: TrentBoyett]
#19273167 - 12/14/13 12:48 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Quote:
mjmihalov said: I just gott off of probation after two years today.
Time to party hipbropotimus!!!
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Re: The Itch Has Finally Been Pacified.. [Re: Myco-rpse]
#19273252 - 12/14/13 02:00 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Freedom!
Welcome back and congrats!
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Myco-rpse
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Re: The Itch Has Finally Been Pacified.. [Re: RockyRaccoon]
#19273256 - 12/14/13 02:03 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Thanks for the support friend!
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