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LiquidGlass
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My uncle was hooked on heroin ever since I had my first memories all the way up until I was about 18. He had his moments of being clean here and there, but it never lasted long. He was always in and out of jail for various reasons. The last time he went to jail was for shoplifting some random shit not even worth much money. I think he was maybe getting the third strike law where they could put you away a long long time. Anyway, he hung himself in his jail cell and that is the end of that story.
So opiates are not always flowers and sunshine either
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DieCommie

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LiquidGlass said:So opiates are not always flowers and sunshine either
Yea, I think by far most people who use opiates never stop and opiates are the main thrust of their life. To each their own...
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LiquidGlass said: My uncle was hooked on heroin ever since I had my first memories all the way up until I was about 18. He had his moments of being clean here and there, but it never lasted long. He was always in and out of jail for various reasons. The last time he went to jail was for shoplifting some random shit not even worth much money. I think he was maybe getting the third strike law where they could put you away a long long time. Anyway, he hung himself in his jail cell and that is the end of that story.
So opiates are not always flowers and sunshine either
That is a sad fucking story....
My uncles a complete fuck up too, fortunately he's not hooked on smack otherwise he'd probably be in jail too. Man hasn't worked a job in his life- his wife pays the bills, cleans the house, cooks the food, and so on. He sits on a couch for 20 hrs a day with a cigarette in one hand and a bottle of liquor in the other.
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Re: Finally addicted [Re: DieCommie]
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Being someone who has only done 1 roxy, and 2 30mg oxy's in their life.. What purpose do people take opiates for? Insightful in any way? Just that good body feelng? To be quite honest, I never got into them because of the extreme nausea I experience coming down. Almost a dizzy puky feeling..
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I do opiates to fill a hole in my soul. It kills the ego in a much more satisfying and real way than psychedelics. You want to feel like nothing, completely worthless and devoid of complicated emotions, get faded. I don't mind being sick either, it just makes me non-functional.
Welcome to the junkie alliance mj, you will be recieving a welcome kit in the mail. Hope you don't turn into a scumbag or get found dead in a bathroom by loved ones.
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Nimpo
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ShroomyBudz said: Being someone who has only done 1 roxy, and 2 30mg oxy's in their life.. What purpose do people take opiates for? Insightful in any way? Just that good body feelng? To be quite honest, I never got into them because of the extreme nausea I experience coming down. Almost a dizzy puky feeling..
Ive only had the luxury of nodding on opiates about 8 times, but that shit feels amazing and you makes you not care. Its like an amazing body high with benzo relaxness. I dont get sick when I take them, but I do itch like a bitch, so I pop a benadryl with em and its perfect. For me, its that good body feeling that makes me want more.
Honestly if I had the connection for pain killers, Id be addicted to hydrocodone by now. Not interested in heroin, even though its cheaper. Hydrocodone > oxycodone for me as well
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ChinChiller



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Re: Finally addicted [Re: Nimpo]
#19263259 - 12/11/13 10:27 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Pills are a fucking expensive habit.Stay away from the heroin, it is cheaper and stronger so you just become a junkie way faster.
Its crazy how fast the rug gets pulled from under you and you lay there at night not able to sleep shaking like crazy sweating like a motherfucker and having the worst feeling of dread, depression, anxiety, paranoia, muscle aches, a runny nose, and the shits all at the same time. Thats just the tip of the iceberg.
Thats when you realize you are beyond addicted and that it was never worth it in the first place.
I always thought it was crazy seeing someone actaully able to use opiates once every blue moon, but still have them in their possession just able to hold onto them. Maybe there was a point in my use where I would have been able to very early on becaue I would get so high with so little, but later on whenever I bought a sack I would have to use and continue chasing the high until I would use the whole thing, whcih sucks because I go through it so quickly.
Opiates are fucking crazy. I still dont know whether I completely regret ever trying them or not, it was one hell of an experience thats for sure.
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I think Im exaggerating my withdrawls a little bit, I never was shooting up, so it never got that bad. It was just the night time that was the worst and then just being completely drained the next morning because of the lack of sleep.
I never really had the shits, but noticed my shit cycle would follow my dope use. Like I would shit in the mornings when I hadnt smoked at all or if I was doing dope late into the night/ early morning when I was going to reup I would need to take a shit because that is when I was the most sober...
So fucking crazy...sooo fucking crazy
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Re: Finally addicted *DELETED* [Re: ChinChiller]
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Hellogoodbyedeath

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Best of luck to you, mjmihalov . You can do it!
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ChinChiller



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How much are you paying for the oxy?
I can get roxicodone every blue moon for like 10 a piece and thats for the 15 mg if I buy 10, if buying singles they are a dollar a mg. Just so much more expensive than black tar, but a very clean high and a lot of fun to
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Nimpo
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Cojo said: Best of luck to you, mjmihalov . You can do it! 
Make sure you remove all possible triggers around you too
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ChinChiller



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mjmihalov said: I've been getting pills for free
That would make quiting for me impossible.
Free oxy is just too sweet.
I havent read anything other than the OP so excuse me if this has been already asked, but do you have a friend/ relative with chronic pain? They are just giving them to you no questions asked. You are one lucky motherfucker.
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Re: Finally addicted [Re: Nimpo]
#19263472 - 12/11/13 11:12 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Nimpo said:
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ShroomyBudz said: Being someone who has only done 1 roxy, and 2 30mg oxy's in their life.. What purpose do people take opiates for? Insightful in any way? Just that good body feelng? To be quite honest, I never got into them because of the extreme nausea I experience coming down. Almost a dizzy puky feeling..
Ive only had the luxury of nodding on opiates about 8 times, but that shit feels amazing and you makes you not care. Its like an amazing body high with benzo relaxness. I dont get sick when I take them, but I do itch like a bitch, so I pop a benadryl with em and its perfect. For me, its that good body feeling that makes me want more.
Honestly if I had the connection for pain killers, Id be addicted to hydrocodone by now. Not interested in heroin, even though its cheaper. Hydrocodone > oxycodone for me as well
It feels so good to scratch the itch though man.
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LiquidGlass
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Re: Finally addicted [Re: Mescalean]
#19263918 - 12/12/13 01:09 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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LiquidGlass said: You can do it. If you keep down this road it is only a matter of time before you are shooting up Krokodil into your tallywhacker
Again, not sure if that was directed at me, but if so, thank you!
It was directed towards you! The only end to that road is a cold dark alley where you are sitting in a puddle of your own filth, injecting battery acid laced krokodil into one eyed willie and his 2 nuggets until they rot off.
But no for real though opiates are no joke man. Get out now before it is too late. You can do it
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You won't be able to do cold turkey if you've oxy 80's and roxi 30's everyday. Trust me, the withdrawal only gets worse over time and it lasts over a week. Just imagine a week of pain and not being able to sleep and time going by REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY slowly.
Just go to a doctor and get yourself some subs. Take it 12 hours after your last dose of roxy. Taper off subs. You'll probably take three 2mg subs a day. Then go down to two. Then two 1mg subs a day. Then 0.5mg. Then 0.25mg. Then you're done. You can do all this in a span of two to three weeks.
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LiquidGlass
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Re: Finally addicted [Re: Crystal G]
#19263945 - 12/12/13 01:18 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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You won't be able to do cold turkey if you've oxy 80's and roxi 30's everyday
Depends on how strong his willpower is . . .
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MJ, Please, understand this, your friends are pulling you away from this opiate mess, your true friends, the souls that care for yours, are trying to help, please get away while you can.
You are a significant piece of this universe. You're not a piece of shit, filth, etc. YOU are our friend, our family. And we care and tend to our family.
You are far more valuable to us as you. MJ. Turn your back on this before its too late.
We all understand and you are not alone. PM anyone, me, this guy, that guy, gal, the one who replied first, the one who replied before me, give yourself a chance before it is too late.
We love you.
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moonrockmushy
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Re: Finally addicted [Re: Crystal G]
#19263960 - 12/12/13 01:22 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Crystal G said: You won't be able to do cold turkey if you've oxy 80's and roxi 30's everyday. Trust me, the withdrawal only gets worse over time and it lasts over a week. Just imagine a week of pain and not being able to sleep and time going by REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY slowly.
Just go to a doctor and get yourself some subs. Take it 12 hours after your last dose of roxy. Taper off subs. You'll probably take three 2mg subs a day. Then go down to two. Then two 1mg subs a day. Then 0.5mg. Then 0.25mg. Then you're done. You can do all this in a span of two to three weeks.
I'd say subs would probably get him high if he can feel percs and norcos at all, and suboxone kick is no picnic. I say if you want to quit just quit.
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last year I was doing anywhere from 300-450 mg of perc a day. my habit ended abruptly from another trip to prison. was a short sentence this time only 9 months. since being out this September, I'm on supervision, I've been doing bupe once a week, even though I was clean my whole stay in jail.i only maybe get piss tested on Fridays, so usually Friday night I get rocked. well anyways, last Friday I got my hands on some perc 30s again, got high as hell, but I noticed, even now, I've been withdrawing same as I did when I got arrested last year. think in gonna just stick to the bupe, been doing pills and dope for the past 12 years and finally getting old enough to tell myself I don't want to withdraw once a week.
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