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TrentBoyett
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Roland Deschain
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Get out when you can, bro. I know that's easier said than done, but...
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DirtyTomFlint
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Very interesting to read things like this from other people. I'm glad you've somewhat sorted your self out.
Opiates can be a beautiful thing, it doesn't all have to be addiction, death and tears! Best of luck, OP!
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Mush4Brains
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I wish I had some roxy or some oxy. But at the same time, I know I don't want either. If I got offered any I would turn it down, because I would end up in your situation. Opiates lead nowhere that you want to be.
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ShroomyBudz
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mjmihalov said: I've been dabbling in opiates for 5+ years now.
For the last month or so I've taken them nearly every day.
Mainly oxy 80's, roxi 30's, oxymorphone, and to a lesser extent Percocet & Norco(hydrocodone).
Well I didn't have any since the day before yesterday, and yesterday I started to get very sick, and by last night I was sicker than I've ever been in my whole life really.
I didn't even put it together until I just got my hands on and 80 and a Norco 10, and 5 minutes after I took them all of my symptons started to disappear, and in about another 15 minutes all of my symptons completely dissapeared.
I knew this day would come eventually, I just wasn't expecting it to happen quite yet
I've decided to quit cold turkey and just deal with the sickness instead of prolonging the inevitable.
I'm aiming for complete abstinence for the rest of my life because I obviously, at least not in my current state of mind, can't control my usage.
But I can't promise I will remain abstinent for my whole life because I don't know what will happen in the future, and maybe one day I will be stronger mentally, but right now drugs are the only thing in my life that actually make me feel good, and opiates are the easiest drug for me to get my hands on.
I will remain abstinent for atleast a few months or until I am in a better place in my life, but honestly I would be perfectly happy if I went my whole life without ever touching them again.
I in no way blame opiates, they can be wondeful, I knew I was playing with with fire and I stopped caring. I just went off the deep end and lost respect for myself/opiates.
Wish me luck.
Best of luck to you! I never had a problem with opiates thankfully, although I had a tough time kicking my ecstasy habbit.. You got this!
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Alexestalex
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I reccomend getting a ton of kratom and just sticking to that until the symptoms subside.
Best of luck, just last a few weeks and it will get better.
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Nimpo
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Finally addicted
I thought this thread was gonna be about how addicted you are at making threads
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luvdemboomers
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Good luck man.
From what I hear from opiate addicts I have known is that your first dope sick episode is not that bad, and that they get progressively worse the more you go through. It also gets a lot easier to get physically addicted once it has already happened. For example, for a new user it might take 2+ weeks of daily use to get addicted, while it may only take 3 days for someone who has got sick multiple times before. Use that as some motivation to not touch the shit ever again.
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Shroomslip
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I'm so glad I can't get my hands on OC's or other opiates for that matter.. I've only had Oxycontin once but I absolutely looooved it.
Good luck getting off it. Remember the sickness is only temporary but if you don't face it down now, it could haunt you for the rest of your life.
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Re: Finally addicted [Re: Nimpo]
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Nimpo said:
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Finally addicted
I thought this thread was gonna be about how addicted you are at making threads
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passifloracaerulea



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if you are willing to quit cold turkey, then why not taper down your dose every few days until you are taking 5mg of hydro. you won't feel any withdrawls or high but you can be clean in a few weeks. 3-5 days of withdrawl is complete hell.
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DirtyTomFlint
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Forgot to add: KRATOM UP!
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TheGreenArrow
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In my own experience, opiates seem to be the hardest to kick once your hooked. I've seen it completely change a persons behaviour to where they were hardly recognizable. I really hope you kick it man. Maybe look into going to Mexico for an Iboga ritual. I've heard they've got a really nice center for that down there. I'm personally lucky and never really liked the opiate high. I'm a big guy and I've actually got a big natural tolerance to opiates. So it never really made sense to take them. When I finally did get off I probly took too much for a first timer. It was interesting, I could see how someone could get into that feeling everyday.
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I know imma end up addicted at some point. God forbid i ever find someone with a solid supply of roxies/oxies or get prescribed them.
I know if i really tried, i could find a good connect for roxies or oxies. I know i could get prescribed them eventually. I dont plan on actively seeking out an addiction anytime soon though
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passifloracaerulea



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TheGreenArrow said: In my own experience, opiates seem to be the hardest to kick once your hooked. I've seen it completely change a persons behaviour to where they were hardly recognizable. I really hope you kick it man. Maybe look into going to Mexico for an Iboga ritual. I've heard they've got a really nice center for that down there. I'm personally lucky and never really liked the opiate high. I'm a big guy and I've actually got a big natural tolerance to opiates. So it never really made sense to take them. When I finally did get off I probly took too much for a first timer. It was interesting, I could see how someone could get into that feeling everyday.
opiates are the easiest to kick for me compared to all other drugs and alcohol. benzos are the hardest for me to quit. I can get myself addicted to opiates and set a certain day that I will be clean on and it's really easy to do. they also happen to be my favorite high, which would seem like they'd be the hardest to quit. I guess I never really have quit them since I always use now and again, but mostly for pain. I feel I have a healthy relationship with opiates, much better than with herb for sure.
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TheGreenArrow
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Good on ya! I hope it stays that way, because for some people that monkey rides them into the grave.
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xbloodwhipx

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TheGreenArrow said: In my own experience, opiates seem to be the hardest to kick once your hooked. I've seen it completely change a persons behaviour to where they were hardly recognizable. I really hope you kick it man. Maybe look into going to Mexico for an Iboga ritual. I've heard they've got a really nice center for that down there. I'm personally lucky and never really liked the opiate high. I'm a big guy and I've actually got a big natural tolerance to opiates. So it never really made sense to take them. When I finally did get off I probly took too much for a first timer. It was interesting, I could see how someone could get into that feeling everyday.
opiates are the easiest to kick for me compared to all other drugs and alcohol. benzos are the hardest for me to quit. I can get myself addicted to opiates and set a certain day that I will be clean on and it's really easy to do. they also happen to be my favorite high, which would seem like they'd be the hardest to quit. I guess I never really have quit them since I always use now and again, but mostly for pain. I feel I have a healthy relationship with opiates, much better than with herb for sure.
Shoot heroin for 3 months straight then try to quit, i bet it wont be ANYWHERE near easy lol
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You can do it. If you keep down this road it is only a matter of time before you are shooting up Krokodil into your tallywhacker
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DieCommie

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Why do you want to quit now of all times? The realization of "addiction" somehow makes you want to quit? Sounds suspicious.
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passifloracaerulea



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xbloodwhipx said:
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passifloracaerulea said:
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TheGreenArrow said: In my own experience, opiates seem to be the hardest to kick once your hooked. I've seen it completely change a persons behaviour to where they were hardly recognizable. I really hope you kick it man. Maybe look into going to Mexico for an Iboga ritual. I've heard they've got a really nice center for that down there. I'm personally lucky and never really liked the opiate high. I'm a big guy and I've actually got a big natural tolerance to opiates. So it never really made sense to take them. When I finally did get off I probly took too much for a first timer. It was interesting, I could see how someone could get into that feeling everyday.
opiates are the easiest to kick for me compared to all other drugs and alcohol. benzos are the hardest for me to quit. I can get myself addicted to opiates and set a certain day that I will be clean on and it's really easy to do. they also happen to be my favorite high, which would seem like they'd be the hardest to quit. I guess I never really have quit them since I always use now and again, but mostly for pain. I feel I have a healthy relationship with opiates, much better than with herb for sure.
Shoot heroin for 3 months straight then try to quit, i bet it wont be ANYWHERE near easy lol
yeah, I've never been into the needle except in the hospital. I'm sure it's harder to quit than a heavy oral dilaudid habit even, but as long as you take enough to keep from getting sick only, the tolerance will go down as you force yourself down slowly.
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