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Very interesting to read things like this from other people. I'm glad you've somewhat sorted your self out.
Opiates can be a beautiful thing, it doesn't all have to be addiction, death and tears! Best of luck, OP!
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I wish I had some roxy or some oxy. But at the same time, I know I don't want either. If I got offered any I would turn it down, because I would end up in your situation. Opiates lead nowhere that you want to be.
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mjmihalov said: I've been dabbling in opiates for 5+ years now.
For the last month or so I've taken them nearly every day.
Mainly oxy 80's, roxi 30's, oxymorphone, and to a lesser extent Percocet & Norco(hydrocodone).
Well I didn't have any since the day before yesterday, and yesterday I started to get very sick, and by last night I was sicker than I've ever been in my whole life really.
I didn't even put it together until I just got my hands on and 80 and a Norco 10, and 5 minutes after I took them all of my symptons started to disappear, and in about another 15 minutes all of my symptons completely dissapeared.
I knew this day would come eventually, I just wasn't expecting it to happen quite yet
I've decided to quit cold turkey and just deal with the sickness instead of prolonging the inevitable.
I'm aiming for complete abstinence for the rest of my life because I obviously, at least not in my current state of mind, can't control my usage.
But I can't promise I will remain abstinent for my whole life because I don't know what will happen in the future, and maybe one day I will be stronger mentally, but right now drugs are the only thing in my life that actually make me feel good, and opiates are the easiest drug for me to get my hands on.
I will remain abstinent for atleast a few months or until I am in a better place in my life, but honestly I would be perfectly happy if I went my whole life without ever touching them again.
I in no way blame opiates, they can be wondeful, I knew I was playing with with fire and I stopped caring. I just went off the deep end and lost respect for myself/opiates.
Wish me luck.
Best of luck to you! I never had a problem with opiates thankfully, although I had a tough time kicking my ecstasy habbit.. You got this!
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I reccomend getting a ton of kratom and just sticking to that until the symptoms subside.
Best of luck, just last a few weeks and it will get better.
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Finally addicted
I thought this thread was gonna be about how addicted you are at making threads
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Good luck man.
From what I hear from opiate addicts I have known is that your first dope sick episode is not that bad, and that they get progressively worse the more you go through. It also gets a lot easier to get physically addicted once it has already happened. For example, for a new user it might take 2+ weeks of daily use to get addicted, while it may only take 3 days for someone who has got sick multiple times before. Use that as some motivation to not touch the shit ever again.
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I'm so glad I can't get my hands on OC's or other opiates for that matter.. I've only had Oxycontin once but I absolutely looooved it.
Good luck getting off it. Remember the sickness is only temporary but if you don't face it down now, it could haunt you for the rest of your life.
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Re: Finally addicted [Re: Nimpo]
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Finally addicted
I thought this thread was gonna be about how addicted you are at making threads
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if you are willing to quit cold turkey, then why not taper down your dose every few days until you are taking 5mg of hydro. you won't feel any withdrawls or high but you can be clean in a few weeks. 3-5 days of withdrawl is complete hell.
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Forgot to add: KRATOM UP!
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In my own experience, opiates seem to be the hardest to kick once your hooked. I've seen it completely change a persons behaviour to where they were hardly recognizable. I really hope you kick it man. Maybe look into going to Mexico for an Iboga ritual. I've heard they've got a really nice center for that down there. I'm personally lucky and never really liked the opiate high. I'm a big guy and I've actually got a big natural tolerance to opiates. So it never really made sense to take them. When I finally did get off I probly took too much for a first timer. It was interesting, I could see how someone could get into that feeling everyday.
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I know imma end up addicted at some point. God forbid i ever find someone with a solid supply of roxies/oxies or get prescribed them.
I know if i really tried, i could find a good connect for roxies or oxies. I know i could get prescribed them eventually. I dont plan on actively seeking out an addiction anytime soon though
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TheGreenArrow said: In my own experience, opiates seem to be the hardest to kick once your hooked. I've seen it completely change a persons behaviour to where they were hardly recognizable. I really hope you kick it man. Maybe look into going to Mexico for an Iboga ritual. I've heard they've got a really nice center for that down there. I'm personally lucky and never really liked the opiate high. I'm a big guy and I've actually got a big natural tolerance to opiates. So it never really made sense to take them. When I finally did get off I probly took too much for a first timer. It was interesting, I could see how someone could get into that feeling everyday.
opiates are the easiest to kick for me compared to all other drugs and alcohol. benzos are the hardest for me to quit. I can get myself addicted to opiates and set a certain day that I will be clean on and it's really easy to do. they also happen to be my favorite high, which would seem like they'd be the hardest to quit. I guess I never really have quit them since I always use now and again, but mostly for pain. I feel I have a healthy relationship with opiates, much better than with herb for sure.
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Good on ya! I hope it stays that way, because for some people that monkey rides them into the grave.
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TheGreenArrow said: In my own experience, opiates seem to be the hardest to kick once your hooked. I've seen it completely change a persons behaviour to where they were hardly recognizable. I really hope you kick it man. Maybe look into going to Mexico for an Iboga ritual. I've heard they've got a really nice center for that down there. I'm personally lucky and never really liked the opiate high. I'm a big guy and I've actually got a big natural tolerance to opiates. So it never really made sense to take them. When I finally did get off I probly took too much for a first timer. It was interesting, I could see how someone could get into that feeling everyday.
opiates are the easiest to kick for me compared to all other drugs and alcohol. benzos are the hardest for me to quit. I can get myself addicted to opiates and set a certain day that I will be clean on and it's really easy to do. they also happen to be my favorite high, which would seem like they'd be the hardest to quit. I guess I never really have quit them since I always use now and again, but mostly for pain. I feel I have a healthy relationship with opiates, much better than with herb for sure.
Shoot heroin for 3 months straight then try to quit, i bet it wont be ANYWHERE near easy lol
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Why do you want to quit now of all times? The realization of "addiction" somehow makes you want to quit? Sounds suspicious.
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TheGreenArrow said: In my own experience, opiates seem to be the hardest to kick once your hooked. I've seen it completely change a persons behaviour to where they were hardly recognizable. I really hope you kick it man. Maybe look into going to Mexico for an Iboga ritual. I've heard they've got a really nice center for that down there. I'm personally lucky and never really liked the opiate high. I'm a big guy and I've actually got a big natural tolerance to opiates. So it never really made sense to take them. When I finally did get off I probly took too much for a first timer. It was interesting, I could see how someone could get into that feeling everyday.
opiates are the easiest to kick for me compared to all other drugs and alcohol. benzos are the hardest for me to quit. I can get myself addicted to opiates and set a certain day that I will be clean on and it's really easy to do. they also happen to be my favorite high, which would seem like they'd be the hardest to quit. I guess I never really have quit them since I always use now and again, but mostly for pain. I feel I have a healthy relationship with opiates, much better than with herb for sure.
Shoot heroin for 3 months straight then try to quit, i bet it wont be ANYWHERE near easy lol
yeah, I've never been into the needle except in the hospital. I'm sure it's harder to quit than a heavy oral dilaudid habit even, but as long as you take enough to keep from getting sick only, the tolerance will go down as you force yourself down slowly.
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My uncle was hooked on heroin ever since I had my first memories all the way up until I was about 18. He had his moments of being clean here and there, but it never lasted long. He was always in and out of jail for various reasons. The last time he went to jail was for shoplifting some random shit not even worth much money. I think he was maybe getting the third strike law where they could put you away a long long time. Anyway, he hung himself in his jail cell and that is the end of that story.
So opiates are not always flowers and sunshine either
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LiquidGlass said:So opiates are not always flowers and sunshine either
Yea, I think by far most people who use opiates never stop and opiates are the main thrust of their life. To each their own...
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LiquidGlass said: My uncle was hooked on heroin ever since I had my first memories all the way up until I was about 18. He had his moments of being clean here and there, but it never lasted long. He was always in and out of jail for various reasons. The last time he went to jail was for shoplifting some random shit not even worth much money. I think he was maybe getting the third strike law where they could put you away a long long time. Anyway, he hung himself in his jail cell and that is the end of that story.
So opiates are not always flowers and sunshine either
That is a sad fucking story....
My uncles a complete fuck up too, fortunately he's not hooked on smack otherwise he'd probably be in jail too. Man hasn't worked a job in his life- his wife pays the bills, cleans the house, cooks the food, and so on. He sits on a couch for 20 hrs a day with a cigarette in one hand and a bottle of liquor in the other.
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Re: Finally addicted [Re: DieCommie]
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Being someone who has only done 1 roxy, and 2 30mg oxy's in their life.. What purpose do people take opiates for? Insightful in any way? Just that good body feelng? To be quite honest, I never got into them because of the extreme nausea I experience coming down. Almost a dizzy puky feeling..
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I do opiates to fill a hole in my soul. It kills the ego in a much more satisfying and real way than psychedelics. You want to feel like nothing, completely worthless and devoid of complicated emotions, get faded. I don't mind being sick either, it just makes me non-functional.
Welcome to the junkie alliance mj, you will be recieving a welcome kit in the mail. Hope you don't turn into a scumbag or get found dead in a bathroom by loved ones.
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ShroomyBudz said: Being someone who has only done 1 roxy, and 2 30mg oxy's in their life.. What purpose do people take opiates for? Insightful in any way? Just that good body feelng? To be quite honest, I never got into them because of the extreme nausea I experience coming down. Almost a dizzy puky feeling..
Ive only had the luxury of nodding on opiates about 8 times, but that shit feels amazing and you makes you not care. Its like an amazing body high with benzo relaxness. I dont get sick when I take them, but I do itch like a bitch, so I pop a benadryl with em and its perfect. For me, its that good body feeling that makes me want more.
Honestly if I had the connection for pain killers, Id be addicted to hydrocodone by now. Not interested in heroin, even though its cheaper. Hydrocodone > oxycodone for me as well
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Re: Finally addicted [Re: Nimpo]
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Pills are a fucking expensive habit.Stay away from the heroin, it is cheaper and stronger so you just become a junkie way faster.
Its crazy how fast the rug gets pulled from under you and you lay there at night not able to sleep shaking like crazy sweating like a motherfucker and having the worst feeling of dread, depression, anxiety, paranoia, muscle aches, a runny nose, and the shits all at the same time. Thats just the tip of the iceberg.
Thats when you realize you are beyond addicted and that it was never worth it in the first place.
I always thought it was crazy seeing someone actaully able to use opiates once every blue moon, but still have them in their possession just able to hold onto them. Maybe there was a point in my use where I would have been able to very early on becaue I would get so high with so little, but later on whenever I bought a sack I would have to use and continue chasing the high until I would use the whole thing, whcih sucks because I go through it so quickly.
Opiates are fucking crazy. I still dont know whether I completely regret ever trying them or not, it was one hell of an experience thats for sure.
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I think Im exaggerating my withdrawls a little bit, I never was shooting up, so it never got that bad. It was just the night time that was the worst and then just being completely drained the next morning because of the lack of sleep.
I never really had the shits, but noticed my shit cycle would follow my dope use. Like I would shit in the mornings when I hadnt smoked at all or if I was doing dope late into the night/ early morning when I was going to reup I would need to take a shit because that is when I was the most sober...
So fucking crazy...sooo fucking crazy
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Best of luck to you, mjmihalov . You can do it!
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How much are you paying for the oxy?
I can get roxicodone every blue moon for like 10 a piece and thats for the 15 mg if I buy 10, if buying singles they are a dollar a mg. Just so much more expensive than black tar, but a very clean high and a lot of fun to
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Cojo said: Best of luck to you, mjmihalov . You can do it! 
Make sure you remove all possible triggers around you too
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mjmihalov said: I've been getting pills for free
That would make quiting for me impossible.
Free oxy is just too sweet.
I havent read anything other than the OP so excuse me if this has been already asked, but do you have a friend/ relative with chronic pain? They are just giving them to you no questions asked. You are one lucky motherfucker.
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Re: Finally addicted [Re: Nimpo]
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ShroomyBudz said: Being someone who has only done 1 roxy, and 2 30mg oxy's in their life.. What purpose do people take opiates for? Insightful in any way? Just that good body feelng? To be quite honest, I never got into them because of the extreme nausea I experience coming down. Almost a dizzy puky feeling..
Ive only had the luxury of nodding on opiates about 8 times, but that shit feels amazing and you makes you not care. Its like an amazing body high with benzo relaxness. I dont get sick when I take them, but I do itch like a bitch, so I pop a benadryl with em and its perfect. For me, its that good body feeling that makes me want more.
Honestly if I had the connection for pain killers, Id be addicted to hydrocodone by now. Not interested in heroin, even though its cheaper. Hydrocodone > oxycodone for me as well
It feels so good to scratch the itch though man.
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Re: Finally addicted [Re: Mescalean]
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Again, not sure if that was directed at me, but if so, thank you!
It was directed towards you! The only end to that road is a cold dark alley where you are sitting in a puddle of your own filth, injecting battery acid laced krokodil into one eyed willie and his 2 nuggets until they rot off.
But no for real though opiates are no joke man. Get out now before it is too late. You can do it
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You won't be able to do cold turkey if you've oxy 80's and roxi 30's everyday. Trust me, the withdrawal only gets worse over time and it lasts over a week. Just imagine a week of pain and not being able to sleep and time going by REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY slowly.
Just go to a doctor and get yourself some subs. Take it 12 hours after your last dose of roxy. Taper off subs. You'll probably take three 2mg subs a day. Then go down to two. Then two 1mg subs a day. Then 0.5mg. Then 0.25mg. Then you're done. You can do all this in a span of two to three weeks.
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Re: Finally addicted [Re: Crystal G]
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You won't be able to do cold turkey if you've oxy 80's and roxi 30's everyday
Depends on how strong his willpower is . . .
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MJ, Please, understand this, your friends are pulling you away from this opiate mess, your true friends, the souls that care for yours, are trying to help, please get away while you can.
You are a significant piece of this universe. You're not a piece of shit, filth, etc. YOU are our friend, our family. And we care and tend to our family.
You are far more valuable to us as you. MJ. Turn your back on this before its too late.
We all understand and you are not alone. PM anyone, me, this guy, that guy, gal, the one who replied first, the one who replied before me, give yourself a chance before it is too late.
We love you.
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Re: Finally addicted [Re: Crystal G]
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Just go to a doctor and get yourself some subs. Take it 12 hours after your last dose of roxy. Taper off subs. You'll probably take three 2mg subs a day. Then go down to two. Then two 1mg subs a day. Then 0.5mg. Then 0.25mg. Then you're done. You can do all this in a span of two to three weeks.
I'd say subs would probably get him high if he can feel percs and norcos at all, and suboxone kick is no picnic. I say if you want to quit just quit.
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last year I was doing anywhere from 300-450 mg of perc a day. my habit ended abruptly from another trip to prison. was a short sentence this time only 9 months. since being out this September, I'm on supervision, I've been doing bupe once a week, even though I was clean my whole stay in jail.i only maybe get piss tested on Fridays, so usually Friday night I get rocked. well anyways, last Friday I got my hands on some perc 30s again, got high as hell, but I noticed, even now, I've been withdrawing same as I did when I got arrested last year. think in gonna just stick to the bupe, been doing pills and dope for the past 12 years and finally getting old enough to tell myself I don't want to withdraw once a week.
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opiates will make you feel better than anything on earth. that feeling will make you sell everything youve got and even steal to get back to. and youll always try to justify it but really it's just a selfish addiction. Im in it right now too man. not physically addicted but still focusing on getting some everyday. its consuming my life. I need to be less selfish and quit before it becomes a physically threatening problem
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berdinwall said: opiates will make you feel better than anything on earth. that feeling will make you sell everything youve got and even steal to get back to. and youll always try to justify it but really it's just a selfish addiction. Im in it right now too man. not physically addicted but still focusing on getting some everyday. its consuming my life. I need to be less selfish and quit before it becomes a physically threatening problem
I find that to be an exaggeration, but it does seem to take some people in a very bad way. It is selfish like all vices, but it is far from the best feeling in life, and it is not all consuming unless you allow it to be. People create that hype, it is part of the whole allure, or at least I am convinced this is the case. They want to feel powerless and be able to blame their inability to cope on the drugs.
It is an addictive class of drugs, but not especially dangerous with the right attitude and precautions. Its really the idea that it is a drug for people looking to risk it all that does as much damage as the drug itself.
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Don't get on subs for longer, or the withdrawal will be worse than it was with your previous habit.
Good luck. I've been there (many times) before.
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I was in the hospital for a week with pancreatitis....fucking worst pain I've ever had...by far. They put me on a demorol pump for a week. God, I loved that feeling everytime I hit that button....could feel it through my veins and could taste it...I could def see how a dude could get addicted to that feeling...I was sick for a couple weeks after all the pain stuff from that episode. Hats off to you OP
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How does one work there way up to such high doses?
I can get at some unused pills, pretty easily. I have no problem waiting to do them, I am just not a huge opiate fan in general, and rarely does going any higher really do much for me, when they are gone they are gone. I don't understand what is so great about them.
a couple days ago I boofed a 15mg morphine pill, supposedly that's a fair amount to boof. It was alright, had done it with vicodin before, but nothing I could get crazy into. I just don't get affected by opiates the same
Tramadol effects me more than the average schmo though. Not sure why, maybe because it's completely synthetic and maybe im more machine than man now
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Cannabischarlie said: How does one work there way up to such high doses?
I can get at some unused pills, pretty easily. I have no problem waiting to do them, I am just not a huge opiate fan in general, and rarely does going any higher really do much for me, when they are gone they are gone. I don't understand what is so great about them.
a couple days ago I boofed a 15mg morphine pill, supposedly that's a fair amount to boof. It was alright, had done it with vicodin before, but nothing I could get crazy into. I just don't get affected by opiates the same
Tramadol effects me more than the average schmo though. Not sure why, maybe because it's completely synthetic and maybe im more machine than man now
break some bones and take opiates every day...
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Re: Finally addicted [Re: Crystal G]
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You won't be able to do cold turkey if you've oxy 80's and roxi 30's everyday
Depends on how strong his willpower is . . .
Yeah because people that have done heroin (worse than pills) haven't been able to stop cold turkey..
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Opiates will stay in your system for a few days while your body adjusts to baseline level. Take the depression as a lesson not to do opiates.
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I know bro, last time I didn't even really care about possibly going to jail, this time I'm lightweight freaking out...
Idk, if I go in I might ask for subs, but idk if they'll do it because by then I'll be clean for opiates.
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mr sniffles said: Opiates will stay in your system for a few days while your body adjusts to baseline level. Take the depression as a lesson not to do opiates.
It takes a couple days to get out of your system however it takes MUCH longer to come back to baseline mentally.
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Depends on what you mean.. If someone was already doing something and had to kick either way, I would much rather kick opiates locked up.
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It takes a couple days to get out of your system however it takes MUCH longer to come back to baseline mentally.
isn't that the case with all types of drug addiction though? if you spend all the time high you will have a hard time adjusting to what life was like before your mindset changed?
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Opiate withdrawal is hard as fuck to get through, but for me, I had a harder time getting through benzo's mental withdrawal. But I also have a history of anxiety issues, and the anxiety I got from quitting lasted months before it became manageable.
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So opiates are not always flowers and sunshine either
That is a sad fucking story....
My uncles a complete fuck up too, fortunately he's not hooked on smack otherwise he'd probably be in jail too. Man hasn't worked a job in his life- his wife pays the bills, cleans the house, cooks the food, and so on. He sits on a couch for 20 hrs a day with a cigarette in one hand and a bottle of liquor in the other. 
You say that like it's a bad thing
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mjmihalov said: Well I fucked up and just blew a roxi 30, fuck 
It was offered to me for free and as much as I wanted to turn it down, I just couldn't...
Move away from anyone who has connections to opiates.
Otherwise you will never quit. Simple as that.
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So basically go off into the woods and become a recluse because you are opiates bitch? Naw fuck that, not so drastic.
Just learn to be honest with yourself and others. You will find that things will just fall into place if you are totally honest with the people you know really care about you. Get your knx to cut you off or cut them off. If someone knows you are trying to get clean and they throw pills your way they are a bad friend.
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It was offered to me for free and as much as I wanted to turn it down, I just couldn't...
Move away from anyone who has connections to opiates.
Otherwise you will never quit. Simple as that.
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My point is that it is nearly impossible to quit if you still hang out with friends who are using. Peer pressure is already hard to resist; add that to addictive cravings and you're spelling a recipe for disaster.
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I wish you only the best of luck OP, I recommend you give kratom a shot.
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It's not people I can get away from, unless I want to go live outside in the snow.
You don't have a single friend who doesn't use opiates?
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It's 5x more expensive, And lower quality. But yes, you can get it at smoke shops.
I feel for you though, addiction is terrible, if you ever need to talk pm me.
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Re: Finally addicted [Re: Pureless]
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It's not people I can get away from, unless I want to go live outside in the snow.
You don't have a single friend who doesn't use opiates? 
That I could stay with? No.
Well, good luck. It's gonna be hard as fuck if you're constantly surrounded by it while trying to quit. Some people can handle being around their old DOC once they've already quit and learned to deal with their cravings, but quitting while your temptation is there 24/7 is gonna be... interesting. Sorry man, really hope you can pull it off but just letting you know what I've learned from both my reading and personal experience.
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You need a serious intervention..
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LordSenate said: I don't know how it could get any worse than stealing from your Grandma, your dad's medicine AND your little niece.. GOD DAMN.
Fuck off back to wherever you were, go help more innocent people get murdered again, maybe you'll get blown up and die, like what should've already happened.
He will probably try and say I'm just trolling him.. But when you start saying stuff like this, you need some serious help.
Everyone should give this guy some advice and help him out a bit.
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but im no one special, and im 3 years clean off of opiates. IV oxymorphone/heroin addict at that...so yea, you can do it too. just gotta want to not be a slave to a drug or your own apathy.
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Get out of thread with that bs senate, you're derailing my thread and trying to bait me... follow the rules of the pub when in the pub please.
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How am I trying to bait you? I'm not derailing anything at all.
I really think you could use some help with your addictions. Some people in this thread sugar coated stuff, but the fact of the matter is when you start stealing from your family to support your habit and stooping so low to say things as you do.. I really think you could use some good advice and motivation to help you clean up your life.
Not to mention that the quote I posted about was made in response to me saying how low it is to steal from your family..
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Man I know it seems like he's attacking you but LS HAS been through this before, he knows what he's talking about. I would strongly reccomend treatment, best decision I've made in my life.
I'll be shootin ya some PM's son man, addiction is a bitch.
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You do realize that all addictions coincide with one another right?
You aren't just addicted to weed, or just addicted to alcohol. It doesn't work like that regardless if you want to believe it or not.
And no, I'm not bringing "OTD" drama in here just to bait or troll you. I think it would be healthy for you for people that have been giving you advice, see how you really are. It's certainly hard to offer advice to someone that's worth its weight when that person is trying to sugar coat everything.
You stole from your family, plain and simple.. Whether it be weed, opiates or whatever. If you did it with weed, what makes you think you won't with opiates? You need help plain and simple.
Lashing out at someone who calls you out on something that is indeed a fact, is just another form of denial.
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How does bringing shit up I did like 5+ years ago for weed help anything?
If you were really doing it to help me you would've used this quote...
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Yeah to me hard drugs are the ones that have a potential to turn you into what Glass said above. Or ones that you're willing to basically give your life up over. Ones you're willing to rob for, or steal from family for. Or doing stuff you wouldn't have ever dreamed of doing before but are now doing to get another hit.
Yeah LSD and mushrooms are definitely not soft drugs, but they're not drugs that give you week long withdrawals or drugs that you'll kill somebody over.
Now that said, I'm certainly not judging anybody who shoots heroin or smokes crack or meth responsibly. Just because you use those drugs don't mean you're robbing people for your next high or anything. That said, the odds are just higher with physically addictive drugs like that. That's not an opinion, it's just fact.
By that logic marijuana is a hard drug, I've robbed people for it, stole from my gma for it, raided my nieces/ nephews piggy banks for it, stole my dads pain pills to sell for it, etc... I don't do shit like that for anything now, and I am a kind of heavy opiate user.
And people have killed people while on LSD/mush, one story I can think of a guy cut his girlfriends head off while tripping, I know that's not exactly what you meant but stil psychs can get crazy.
Also forget a hangover psychs can leave you mentally I'll for a lot longer than a week by bringing out latent mental health problems. Granted that's rare, but it's still a risk.
I'm not saying any drug is hard and any aren't I'm just saying all drugs come with some risk.
Now if you notice... that clearly says I've done it for weed, and I haven't done it any time lately for anything, even though I am a somewhat heavy opiate user.
But no, you weren't trying to help, you were trying to cause drama.
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I've been doing opiates for years and it hasn't yet...
Even if it does, which it won't, that has no bearing on this.
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Please do, I'm not even joking. Maybe then they'll take it serious.
I'm trying to have a conversation about getting clean from opiates and he's derailing it trying to make me angry or something.
Everything I've done falls within the rules, I can't say the same for a few of his posts.
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Take a hiatus. I was addicted for 5+ years. started with oxy then to heroin. Now I can occasionally shoot a bag of dope without chasing it the next day. I did a bag on Monday and havent had the want to do any since.
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Yeah the best way to make yourself realize drugs aren't the only thing in life is to take a long break from them.
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Drugs can be recreational but shouldn't run your life.
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Try to avoid them. I had the same issue. Them may be your friends but they themselves are in a bad position, and there's no need for them to bring you into it. Avoid them till your confident you have enough willpower to say NO when YOU want.
I have a friend who I've known for 10 years. I got him into OXY when I was getting a script. It snowballed into him getting scripts to us doing heroin. I wanted to stop he didn't I avoided him for a few months and got my shit together. Made a promise to keep myself in control and have ever since. I live a productive life that has order now and I see him on a regular basis and refrain from opiates and he's a full blown heroin addict. It's the paths you choose in life. Do you want to be a slave to a chemical or the master of them?
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if you're just taking one op30 then you're doing a good job of tapering. even with no tolerance I cannot feel the effects from any less than 3 of those.
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I thought the greenish brown ones say op30. I might be mistaken, haven't had them in a few weeks.
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LordSenate said: No. Yeah because if you did that weed it surely wont happen with opiates 
I've been doing opiates for years and it hasn't yet...
Even if it does, which it won't, that has no bearing on this.
only cuz you get em for free man
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Just did ~20-30mg oxy.
Surprisingly I didn't actually feel to bad today, even though I didn't use at all yesterday, I was a little achey, but no where near as sick as I was a few days ago.
I think I'm just going to continue to taper down until like ~5-10mg keeps me from getting sick, then stop.
I'm trying to pick up some kratom so once I taper down I'll have that in case I get a bad craving, so I can use that instead of relapsing on harder opiates..
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Good Idea bro. Your a cool dude I don't want to see you become a slave to the opiates.
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No problem. I've been at rock bottom with opiates. It's not that appealing.
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y don u get on subs?
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or kratom.
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Thats a bad game to get into man, take care of yourself.
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