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Grigore
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What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced?
#19260392 - 12/11/13 02:10 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Mine happened yesterday after taking 200 datura seeds+1g of benzydamine+1g of DXM. I looked in the mirror,first,I didn't see my reflection at all,then,I closed my eyes,counted to 10 and opened them only to see that my eyes were bleeding and worms were coming out of them.(it looked so realistic that I thought I'll end up being blind forever,funny,isn't it? ..almost had a heart attack xD) As far as I remember,I've had few other hallucinations as scary as this or even scarier,but,they are not vivid enough in my mind for me to integrally remember them.
What was your ''scariest'' hallucination?
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore]
#19260447 - 12/11/13 02:21 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Isn't Datura a delirient? I hear those are fucked up.
My worst has been Salvia: everything started to twist and spin, and grow teeth. I closed my eyes and wanted it to go away asap lol.
My psychedelic 'career' has only just begun. I have yet to shit myself lol.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: DirtyTomFlint]
#19260485 - 12/11/13 02:27 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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My friend was sunburt and smiling kind of weirdly, and he looked like a glowing lion demon. With that evil fucking grin hahahaha
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: meganthratalica]
#19260609 - 12/11/13 02:42 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Haven't really had any bad ones on drugs but have occasionaly had hallucinations while sober, some of which included seeing that girl from the ring in the reflection of my tv, then turning around to see nothing, and patterns like bundles of clothes on the floor manifest themselves as demon faces, as well as flashes of demon while looking in the mirror. Don't know what causes this, possibly lack of sleep.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: meganthratalica] 2
#19260616 - 12/11/13 02:44 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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When I was young Was riding home on my bicycle late at night.... Had done coke, speed, pot, some honey oil, hash, opium laced lot AND was on three hits of LSD that night...
Going around a corner, I turned and looking to my right and a male lion head was there and it roared, inches from my face... 35 years later... I can still remember it
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore]
#19260671 - 12/11/13 02:53 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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do you know when a video game glitches the rendering of a character's body. i was seeing something like that but with real bodies parts. it wasn't just the fact that i was seeing all these corpses, but that they were glitching like I had glitched/broke this realities visual rendering mechanism.
pumas/panthers on 4-aco-dmt too weren't so chill
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Jesus Christ]
#19260712 - 12/11/13 03:03 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Ugh mine was the first time I tripped on shrooms. I was by myself camping in the forest (duuurr, pretty dumb looking back on it) and midway through my trip, some other campers settled down near me. I hallucinated that they were murderers hiding bodies, and one of the guys had a blowtorch and he kept running up the hill to kill me with it. After that first trip though it's been pretty smooth sailing.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore]
#19260931 - 12/11/13 03:43 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: spixce]
#19260968 - 12/11/13 03:49 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Purple spider webs attaching and pulling on my hands and feet, coinciding with weed smoking
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore]
#19261029 - 12/11/13 04:01 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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After rolling and speeding my brain out every day for two months while working construction 10-12 hours a day 6 days a week during that time i finally crashed and i crashed fucking hard.
Shadow people. I went to get ready for bed one night and as i sat in my bed i started seeing my friends out of the corners of my eyes, this lasted for a long time and was very odd and frightening, later my two closet doors would turn into veiled woman in black dresses that were floating and had no feet. They would look at me and i could feel everything about them, they would say things in other langauges i could not understand, and they would float into and through me then reapear at my closet doors, these woman were here for hours that night. And if it couldnt get worse to conclude my night my recently deceased dads shadow person appeared next to me as i layed in my bed hoping this would all end soon. It was insane it was like he was really there every bit about him, he told me several things and told me bye after several hours, then i finally fell asleep for 24 hours. Moral of the story sleep deprivation and drug abuse can lead to some horrifying hallucinations that leave long term damage to you.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Love2trip]
#19261078 - 12/11/13 04:11 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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woah speed seems to cause crazy hallucinations sometimes.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Jesus Christ]
#19261079 - 12/11/13 04:11 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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once coming up on a very high dose of 2ce I leaned my leg against the table and watched it stop on the table but I felt it keep falling, immediately after the music turned in to energy that hit me like a wall I was drowning in.
I spent the rest of the night convinced I was going to die and making peace with that fact, in between feeling my entire body morph and stretch in to what I can only describe as psychedelic ninja star that I could feel and visualize in the third person.
2ce is some horrible stuff but I loved it until that night.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: bishlap]
#19261106 - 12/11/13 04:15 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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not scary per se but just really fucked up.
smiked some jungle spice and saw an elephant man standing in the middle of a river in the Himalayas crying.
why? just, why??
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: lurkmode]
#19261134 - 12/11/13 04:20 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Quote:
lurkmode said: not scary per se but just really fucked up.
smiked some jungle spice and saw an elephant man standing in the middle of a river in the Himalayas crying.
why? just, why??
isn't it obvious?
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: bishlap]
#19261213 - 12/11/13 04:35 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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sad inner demons?
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: bishlap]
#19261215 - 12/11/13 04:36 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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on large doses of mushrooms or if im mixing drugs if i look into the mirror i either turn into the devil or my eyesockets look hollow
Edited by Ultron (12/11/13 04:36 PM)
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Ultron]
#19261259 - 12/11/13 04:42 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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mhmm I can relate to the hollow eye thing! I was pretty crossfaded off a few yeager bombs and some good medical one fine night with the locals. It was like 1 in the morning and I was about to pass out, but my bro was back from college for the weekend so I had to make it last. He asked me if I'd stay up and talk with him, so I said sure, but I'll only have energy to stay up if I eat these.
Ate probably 2 grams of cubes. It was a really good trip! Probably cause my bro is fuckin chill so good vibes. But after like 2 hours of tripping I realised I had sunglasses on inside for the whole night. What a douche move I thought. I told him to take them off for me.
When he did, the sockets of his eyes turned into black waterfalls and it looked like somebody scribbled black ink all over the house. As soon as he took off the glasses my eyes gushed tears lol. IDK why but my eyes water a lot when I dose on shrooms.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Ultron]
#19261293 - 12/11/13 04:48 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Damn,seeing yourself as the devil in the mirror is really comforting compared to a hand coming out from the mirror and trying to strangulate you,I can't believe I've forgot this hallucination,it happened after I went 5 days with no sleep and did speed every 12 hours in that period.Can't wait to get my hand on some speed to piss my pants again from these hallucinations...can't wait. xD
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: illa]
#19261297 - 12/11/13 04:49 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I've had hallucinations I would deem scary in hindsight, but I rarely get scared when I'm actually tripping, If I do it is usually over something nonsensical
There was one time though, I was tripping pretty good on shrooms and I went into my kitchen to get some food and ended up just standing there staring at refrigerator for a while, lol. Anyway, as I was standing there I heard several loud footfalls in the room coming towards me about a second apart from eachother.
It really freaked me out and I still can't explain it, besides the fact that I was tripping
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: illa]
#19261323 - 12/11/13 04:53 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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My eyes start crying without me when I go through something terrifying,ah,thanks,you made me remember of the good times when I was taking dxm overdoses and seeing people with 3 eyes forming a triangle even several days after,it was so nice that I developed an eye phobia from it for fuck's sake,but,in the end,it was worth it.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: meganthratalica] 1
#19261384 - 12/11/13 05:02 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I have taken 500 datura strammonium seeds with 20 benadryls and 300 mg dxm, and added a little nutmeg just for the fun of it
thats 3 deliriants
This most intense trip resulted in me laying on my bed incapacitated for 4 hours, which is just when the datura can really be felt. First my friend appeared (childhood friendship I sacrificed for drugs), and then I remembered that my grandma was in my closet so i opened that and she came out (she was dead for 5 years). Then I remembered that my cat had no food in his bowl, so I got the bag of cat food out and it looked so tasty i decided to taste some. It tasted even better than a burrito I had on my previous datura trip. I ate 2 full handfulls (about 3 cups) of dry cat food. I brought the rest for my grandma and friend, telling them how good it was. When I got back in my room there was a party and all my friends from childhood were there, having a celebration eating candied insects. We all started looking around my whole house behind drapes and stuff finding spiders, and then we went to the kitchen. The first person who tried to traumatize me on mushrooms was there repeating his line, "what's your motive, man? What are your goddamn motives?" During this time I was running around the house moving things around because as soon as they got in my hand they would transform right before my eyes into completely other objects. Now the only actual person appeared at my house. All my other guests disappeared. I was in the bathroom trying to wash the insect parts out of my hair in the toilet before D saw me. Then, I took a crap in it to avoid suspicion. When I looked in the toilet, I saw a black mound of feces about 2 cubic feet. In astonishment, I burst with laughter, shouting "D, come here! I just made the biggest shit of my life!!!! Get the camera!" She came back with the camera and when she looked in the toilet, she said "What the hell is wrong with you?!! That is not poo, it is your black shirt!!"
I looked, and sure enough, my shirt was in the toilet, not on me. Now D began filming me, and did for the next 4 hours. A hairy, 2" spider crawled out of D's hair onto her cheek, and I shouted "OH MY GOD! THERE IS A SPIDER ON YOUR FACE! Then, I moved my hand toward her face, then pouncing to try to catch it(with a look of hunger). When my hand hit her face, the spider ran inside the back of her shirt. I tried to see her back but she would not take her eyes off me. As D began questioning me, the trip intensified. D became 15 feet tall, arched over me so I had to bend my neck back just to look at her face, with the absurd camera on her cheek still. When she turned on the light, she almost called 911 seeing my iris was probably 1/32", and I shrieked in pain as the light flooded my brain unprotected. Datura dilates pupils for about a week, and you can become blind if you do not wear glasses in the sun. Reading is impossible for 3 days because pupil is too dilated to focus. My attention turned to a row of 3 consecutive squares of toilet paper sitting beside me. I picked it up with utter care, stroked it, and placed it gently inside a toiletry drawer. Answering D's confusion, I insisted that the baby komodo dragon had escaped its cage when I was feeding it earlier. At the end of the trip, I had switched places of paintings, switched garbage can with a candle, and cat food was all over the house. When the dxm finally wore off I was able to go to my bedroom.
The next morning, I awoke to intense visuals. As the light increased outside my window, my room darkened. I have the kind of ceiling with the little white knobby bits dried on, and although I was almost paralyzed I was in ecstasy hallucinating. A storm brewed in my room, papers fluttered. A drip landed on my head and I saw that pitch black rain began dripping from the millions of knobs on the ceiling. The black essence filled the room, until it was night again and now, not seeing my body, i became more dissociated borderline OBEing. The ceiling started peeling away, peels morphing and intertwining into complex, but not psychedelic, shapes and as they increase in intensity, I would forget where I was and suddenly the world created of sheets of ceiling was my new world, and i walked on the inverted peels through forests and floating cities to labyrinths, whilst looking down at my limp body below. At about 48 hours in from eating the dxm+deliriant milkshake I started coming down, and it became more emotional. I was questioning why I was getting high on such strange drugs, and then I had a conversation with my cat and realized I didn't show him enough affection, and kind of had that "renewal" feeling of life. And, realized that there should be no regret in this trip because at least it made me realize deliriants are really annoying.
However, I gave 2 friends a pod to split(which is about 700-1000 seeds), and both were nuts for 4 days, they parents knew they did drugs so didnt call an ambulance but kept them in their room like a monkey in a zoo. One of them peed in the corner of his room, seeing it as a toilet. The other was shouting nonsense for 2 days.
If the seeds were little black and the leaves almost black green and smooth, and the pods 2" and .5" thorns then its stramonium. If it is a low-lying shrub instead with fluffy olive leaves and smaller pods and white big seeds then its inoxia.
I have used datura with a lot of combinations, it seems it is almost always beneficial in small doses with cigarettes, weed, dissociatives, psychedelics, stimulants, and opiates. Pretty much only more deliriants will be bad. Small dose of scopolamine will relieve all nausea eating strange plants, i ate 2000 mg seeds with 50 datura and no vommit, and another time 2 ft of T. pachanoi with 30 seeds and no vommit, when other times I did vommit from these harsh fibers. Scopolamine is used by nasa for nausea in space flight too. Its also well documented as possible sleep aid and dream enhancer. For many people 10 seeds will give full lucidity dreaming with no side effects.
Hallucinations on deliriants are almost opposite of psychedelics, as psychedelics expand mind and awareness and intelligence usually, while deliriants at high doses make your awareness constrict instead and you become confused. Also, I rarely have auditory hallucinations on psychedelics because they releive my mental affliction preventing me from understanding language, while deliriants make almost any word another person says transform into crisply obscure word sequences. I have thought people were asking me about the economy, guns, reality(like people saying they are the devil or telling you that your mind got permanently frozen zoomed in 100fold), when they were just asking me over and over "are you ok? should I call poison control?" I once even held up a receipt from a gas station saying it was the milkshake recipe they had been looking for, but usually it is hard to hear what I say.
Back to the question, well scariest hallucination ever when I was on shrooms dxm and datura and I was like suddenly in what appeared alien spaceship, so long that you could not see the end of the hall, and lined with pods filled with various sentient entities from across the universe. The 5th dimensional alien slavelords, they were called, probed my brain on the operating table and inserted some flexible crystalline object, as soon as it hit my pineal gland I heard their voices pulsing through my spine, instantaneously they taught me their language using complex noise sequences, and told me they were instantiating a new dimension in my brain to harvest my hallucinations, and they sent me back to continue tripping. But they said that all the other people from now on, would not be real people but figments of the crystalline device. When I came to, I was certain with no doubt that my friend was one of the aliens overseeing my return to earth. And he just kept talking in native american language calling me a medicine man, so heres 2 guys walking around my neighborhood at 3 AM with torches and speaking strange dialects, jumping in and out of bushes. The police actually came but we acted like wild animals and got away.
So yeah, the scariest hallucination is right after I came back from their ship, because I was convinced that these aliens had some mal-intent, even though now I realize if they were evil they would have killed me hey.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore]
#19261435 - 12/11/13 05:08 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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sleep deprivation can cause some weird shit when i went with out sleep for 5 days i was seeing all kinds of shit and talking to ppl that weren't there. I remember speaking with a old wrinkly man who told me he told me he was demon who controlled every aspect of the world around me and at the peak of this sleep deprivation i talked to a sheep herder dressed in black robes who told me he was there to guide me too the abyss. i hope to never go longer than 2 days of no sleeping ever again it was not a high point in my life
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Ultron]
#19261516 - 12/11/13 05:21 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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on just shrooms once i saw some weird giant tarantula/scorpion thing with a big scorpion tail but a giant tarantulas body i only lasted a few seconds but i liked away and back and it was gone already but i still remember that was the most visual shroom trip i have e ever had because i had partied all last night and worked all day and was exhausted but thought a little shrooms would relax me and then holy shit!!!. yea it must be the lack of sleep that does it.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: lighthouse09]
#19261976 - 12/11/13 06:52 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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200 seeds? God damn. That's extremely dangerous, but you knew that 
14g of Ps. weilii on a full moon:
I looked at my hand, it was the hand of an alien, with 6 fingers, and each finger had 4-5 digits instead of 2-3. The crazy part--I could see *and feel* these extra fingers and joints in my hands! It was intense; probably the only genuine hallucination I've had on shrooms.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Lysergic_Milkman]
#19262206 - 12/11/13 07:35 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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My scariest trip was my first time on Salvia, but I didn't have many hallucinations. It was just a really freaky feeling.
However, about 3 years ago, I suffered from clinical long-term depression that was untreated and neglected, so it got so bad to a point where I developed depression-induced psychosis, and my mind would project the darkness inside me. Almost every day I hallucinated a demon staring at me from some corner. He looked very similar to the demon in Insidious 1, the one the boy had in his drawing. I always knew that it wasn't real, but still seeing it stalk me was scary as hell. Thankfully, when I rebelled and cured my depression on my own, all the hallucinations stopped.
Sooooo yeah
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: MoonSpirit]
#19262591 - 12/11/13 08:33 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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After a four day RC stim binge I picked my arms until they bled after seeing bugs crawling in, out, and under my skin. :fat fear:
Also one time I ate four Datura flowers and tripped for two days, spent most of the time talking to a fucked up looking demon/devil who told me all the mistakes I've ever made.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Dakotaap0]
#19262653 - 12/11/13 08:42 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Datura: Shit t-shirts and talk too Satan.
My kinda drug
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: illa]
#19262719 - 12/11/13 08:53 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Haha you don't know what you're missing out on
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Soul-Inversion]
#19263243 - 12/11/13 10:23 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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thanks for sharing this story,I should try this combo as well xD any things to be afraid of? ( I hope I won't see my dead grandmother lying in my bed again,breathing heavily and whispering my name ) ( by the way,she is dead for long time...but,still alive in my imagination,unfortunately)
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore]
#19263286 - 12/11/13 10:32 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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is datura similar to benadryl? that shit was weeeeiiirrrddd...
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Jesus Christ]
#19263318 - 12/11/13 10:38 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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oh,Jesus,nice name and nice to meet you personally,yes,datura is really similar to diphenhydramine.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Jesus Christ]
#19263346 - 12/11/13 10:43 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Jesus Christ said: is datura similar to benadryl? that shit was weeeeiiirrrddd...
One time i tripped so hard i thought i met Jesus Christ on the shroomery
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Ultron]
#19263392 - 12/11/13 10:53 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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What a coincidence!? Same thing is happening to me,gotta love the datura hangover accompanied by sleep deprivation induced psychosis xD
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore]
#19263396 - 12/11/13 10:54 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Grigore said: oh,Jesus,nice name and nice to meet you personally,yes,datura is really similar to diphenhydramine.
I think that diphenhydramine is characteristically "downer", I was just reading today that supposedly there is a qualitative difference between hyoscyamine/atropine(isomers of eachother) and scopolamine(a product of hyoscyamine), that supposedly scopolamine has a cleaner, and less depressive effect than atropine/hyoscyamine, which would mean that benadryl is probably pretty similar to atropine/hyoscyamine. Cocaine is in the same class of tropane alkaloids, but obviously not a deliriant. Benadryl seems to be less visually active though, alot more stoned and possibly more closed eye visuals, or maybe just cus it always make me nod off, while datura no dose will make you sleep until you OD and way more intense vivid hallucinations.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Ultron]
#19263408 - 12/11/13 10:58 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Salvia Divinorum!
I put .1g of feshly made 10x extract into my bubbler and took it all in one hit.
My "test" put me into a state of amnesia so intense I did not know what I was or what reality was. I tried to grasp my new reality but could not comprehend it. My sitter saw me staring blankly and said, "You're going to be okay", over and over again.
In my mimd I pictured a massive machine and I was a gear, or some component, and the techician who had fixed me (because everything was going to be okay now) was putting back on the cover that was removed to do the repair.
I cried out in my mind to not have the cover replaced. This was my whole world and I was just becoming self aware of it only to have it be snuffed out as quickly as I created.
Takeaway- we are all gears turning in some big machine in some way, and I'm never doing salvia again lol. I did do smaller amounts after this but only after purging my darkest thoughts first to my girlfriend.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Soul-Inversion]
#19263445 - 12/11/13 11:07 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I wasn't having a scientific discussion,I was just saying my opinion that consisted in mentioning the fact that I've found some similarities between datura and DPH,these similarities are becoming obvious when you experience that weird body load feeling,the OEV's and the auditory hallucinations.(at least in my case)
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore]
#19263478 - 12/11/13 11:14 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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On around 9 pills of E
Bugs forming in midair and coming toward my face, when they got close enough I felt them swarming my head. I also was seeing little red bugs that were crawling all over my body. Luckily I didn't feel those things cause they were EVERYWHERE!
I don't know anything more about those pills other than that they were ecstasy and had Cherries on them. The high off those fuckin things was more amazing than any other drug I have done.
Once the bugs started showing up it wasn't fun anymore.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore]
#19263490 - 12/11/13 11:18 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Scariest hallucination for me was my first time trying salvia. I neglected to respect the power it might hold and smoked a fat bowl of 40x in one hit. I held it in as long as I could. I blew it out and almost immediately was transported to another dimension. I had no idea where I was or how I got there. It felt alien. My body felt alien.
Every time I turned my head to look or moved my hands in front of me, there were tracers but they never faded. So I could wave my hands in front of my eyes (I didn't, this is just for reference) and my entire vision would've been filled with my arm and hand wherever it travelled. I didn't know I was high because I was so high so I was terrified and didn't know where I was, who I was, how I got there, what was happening. I finally came back to reality slowly. I was completely drenched in sweat and very shaken from what happened. I still have half a container of purple sticky salvia 40x but I haven't touched it and it's been about 6 months. I know I want to again but I am scared.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Rhizohunter]
#19263499 - 12/11/13 11:20 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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when i triple flipped as my friends referred to it i took a hit of acid+took some x pills and snorted molly + 3 grams of shrooms i saw a bubble come out of my arm and i could feel it it floated out of my arm and above my head i popped it and i felt a enormous pressure come over my body. It wasn't really a scary trip but it was the most intense shit i have ever had happen to me.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: V1rusH0st]
#19263501 - 12/11/13 11:21 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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In all honesty, I used to have very vivid, unescapable dreams that were much scarier than any trip I've experienced.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: V1rusH0st]
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V1rusH0st said: Scariest hallucination for me was my first time trying salvia. I neglected to respect the power it might hold and smoked a fat bowl of 40x in one hit. I held it in as long as I could. I blew it out and almost immediately was transported to another dimension. I had no idea where I was or how I got there. It felt alien. My body felt alien.
Every time I turned my head to look or moved my hands in front of me, there were tracers but they never faded. So I could wave my hands in front of my eyes (I didn't, this is just for reference) and my entire vision would've been filled with my arm and hand wherever it travelled. I didn't know I was high because I was so high so I was terrified and didn't know where I was, who I was, how I got there, what was happening. I finally came back to reality slowly. I was completely drenched in sweat and very shaken from what happened. I still have half a container of purple sticky salvia 40x but I haven't touched it and it's been about 6 months. I know I want to again but I am scared.
yeah you don't want to do salvia again. it could probs kill you. just send me what you have left and ill take it off your hands and off your mind.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: V1rusH0st]
#19263644 - 12/11/13 11:52 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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KingKnowledge said: In all honesty, I used to have very vivid, unescapable dreams that were much scarier than any trip I've experienced.
I, too, especially in childhood had some intense nightmares. Sometimes, because of having these, when I woke up, I was NOT NORMAL feeling(I now recognize this as some psychotic episode type of thing, when I woke up, I would be having intense open eye visuals, sometimes of the thing I had just been dreaming. I have literally had nightmares appear on my bed the moment I awake. Or, I would hear things, see spirits swirling around, shadows. It felt like DMT in the worst possible setting). Awaking I was paralyzed completely usually, or I would struggle to move and as soon as a muscle moved I would pass out, and go back into the funnel of nightmare. Sometimes, they repeat over, and over, and over. I rarely had repeating dreams multiple nights though. In my dreams the fear is always something so utterly stupid and simple, like a witch or zombie, or me being dead, that as long as I am awake I know how ridiculous that is, but when I'm asleep again its like a coma where the part of my brain considering what is feasible shut down.
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V1rusH0st said: Scariest hallucination for me was my first time trying salvia. I neglected to respect the power it might hold and smoked a fat bowl of 40x in one hit. I held it in as long as I could. I blew it out and almost immediately was transported to another dimension. I had no idea where I was or how I got there. It felt alien. My body felt alien.
Every time I turned my head to look or moved my hands in front of me, there were tracers but they never faded. So I could wave my hands in front of my eyes (I didn't, this is just for reference) and my entire vision would've been filled with my arm and hand wherever it travelled. I didn't know I was high because I was so high so I was terrified and didn't know where I was, who I was, how I got there, what was happening. I finally came back to reality slowly. I was completely drenched in sweat and very shaken from what happened. I still have half a container of purple sticky salvia 40x but I haven't touched it and it's been about 6 months. I know I want to again but I am scared.
I have had very very similar experiences of this. I bought 40x purple sticky salvia in 1g containers. I never had that hand tracer thing, for me it was like everything was shifting and morphing into every other possible thing, or it could be that I just instantly flew out of my body like a ghost and went to the sky or something. Salvia is intense. I always know I smoked a drug, but what always appens is I feel a presence of another person, or thing, or objective, or idea, which is masked from my awareness. I could either suddenly become aware of what the questionable "thing" is, (like one time I was in a car and I was in a crowd of millions of identical entities, gray bodies. And I thougth they were talking to me or expecting something of me, and when I came to I realized I had been focusing on the chair in the car for 20 minutes shouting asking who it was and stuff)
And, I always forget who I am, because the identifying effect of salvinorin on almost all people is instant ego death, in the sense you would have on 10-20 grams shrooms, or smoking dmt. This means you dont have any of the premonitions you had when you picked up the bowl. Sense of color, which is decided each morning, sound, temperature(sweating), you don't even realize sometimes that objects touch eachother, force moves things, that all matter is interconnected through energy, to a state where you enter the machine, as mentioned. I have had this so many times, it becomes not a new machine, but always dejavu and my friends tell me I shouted "no! it is happening again! just like last time, and the time before and before! nooooooooo! Im entering the vortex, the people, no! I dont want to be a dead chickenwing!!!"
And then the soul inversion occurs.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Soul-Inversion]
#19263743 - 12/12/13 12:11 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Jesus Christ said: yeah you don't want to do salvia again. it could probs kill you. just send me what you have left and ill take it off your hands and off your mind.
Let's make a trade. I could use a ticket to heaven 
And what if you smoked it, got confused, and then the second coming happened earlier than intended. I'd be caught in the apocalypse.
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Soul-Inversion said: I have had very very similar experiences of this. I bought 40x purple sticky salvia in 1g containers. I never had that hand tracer thing, for me it was like everything was shifting and morphing into every other possible thing, or it could be that I just instantly flew out of my body like a ghost and went to the sky or something. Salvia is intense. I always know I smoked a drug, but what always appens is I feel a presence of another person, or thing, or objective, or idea, which is masked from my awareness. I could either suddenly become aware of what the questionable "thing" is, (like one time I was in a car and I was in a crowd of millions of identical entities, gray bodies. And I thougth they were talking to me or expecting something of me, and when I came to I realized I had been focusing on the chair in the car for 20 minutes shouting asking who it was and stuff)
And, I always forget who I am, because the identifying effect of salvinorin on almost all people is instant ego death, in the sense you would have on 10-20 grams shrooms, or smoking dmt. This means you dont have any of the premonitions you had when you picked up the bowl. Sense of color, which is decided each morning, sound, temperature(sweating), you don't even realize sometimes that objects touch eachother, force moves things, that all matter is interconnected through energy, to a state where you enter the machine, as mentioned. I have had this so many times, it becomes not a new machine, but always dejavu and my friends tell me I shouted "no! it is happening again! just like last time, and the time before and before! nooooooooo! Im entering the vortex, the people, no! I dont want to be a dead chickenwing!!!"
And then the soul inversion occurs.
Haha yeah man it was instant. I didn't know who/what/where I was and had no idea I was on a substance. It was extremely scary at the time and I was shaken for a while. Looking back I'm glad I had the experience though. Over time I have turned it into a positive event.
My friend told me as a warning before I did it that he has done it many times expecting different things and somehow is always suprised when it gets him haha. Not saying he hasn't had different experiences on it, just that it is never what he is expecting.
He had some pretty cool experiences on it in moderation. Out of body experiences and such. But I'm too scared at the moment to try. I know I'll get into that stuff again sometime though...can't help myself. I'm to curious.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: V1rusH0st]
#19263785 - 12/12/13 12:23 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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V1rusH0st said: Scariest hallucination for me was my first time trying salvia. I neglected to respect the power it might hold and smoked a fat bowl of 40x in one hit. I held it in as long as I could. I blew it out and almost immediately was transported to another dimension. I had no idea where I was or how I got there. It felt alien. My body felt alien.
Every time I turned my head to look or moved my hands in front of me, there were tracers but they never faded. So I could wave my hands in front of my eyes (I didn't, this is just for reference) and my entire vision would've been filled with my arm and hand wherever it travelled. I didn't know I was high because I was so high so I was terrified and didn't know where I was, who I was, how I got there, what was happening. I finally came back to reality slowly. I was completely drenched in sweat and very shaken from what happened. I still have half a container of purple sticky salvia 40x but I haven't touched it and it's been about 6 months. I know I want to again but I am scared.
I had a very similar first time Salvia experience! I say go for it again! You have to remember that every trip is different, and the second time around, you will probably recognize the familiarity of being back in Salvia World again. You might panic a little bit at first, but just have a very calm, confident friend tell you "it's okay! yeah! it's all okay!" and you should subconsciously feed off of that and calm down.That's what happened with me. I took it a few days later again (smaller hit) and I had a beautiful experience. Salvia is the type of drug that you won't notice any benefits until months later, and you'll realize how much you learned from it. 
I also smoked it with weed my second time, which I had read wasn't recommended, but it actually helped me calm myself down. I say definitely just go for it again, and try to be outside with nature.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: MoonSpirit]
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MoonSpirit said: I had a very similar first time Salvia experience! I say go for it again! You have to remember that every trip is different, and the second time around, you will probably recognize the familiarity of being back in Salvia World again. You might panic a little bit at first, but just have a very calm, confident friend tell you "it's okay! yeah! it's all okay!" and you should subconsciously feed off of that and calm down.That's what happened with me. I took it a few days later again (smaller hit) and I had a beautiful experience. Salvia is the type of drug that you won't notice any benefits until months later, and you'll realize how much you learned from it. 
I also smoked it with weed my second time, which I had read wasn't recommended, but it actually helped me calm myself down. I say definitely just go for it again, and try to be outside with nature.
Thank you for the advice! What you just said to me has actually tipped me over the fence and I now want to try it again, although like you said in a smaller quantity. I am hoping this time I will be able to keep hold of the realization of what is happening and let go to it. Also last time I did it I was in a bad place mentally and the house I was living in was not a good place for me. It is also the place I had that scary DMT trip. I live in a much better place now. My head has good days and bad days, but next time I have a good day I think I'm gonna give it a try.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Soul-Inversion]
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KingKnowledge said: In all honesty, I used to have very vivid, unescapable dreams that were much scarier than any trip I've experienced.
I, too, especially in childhood had some intense nightmares. Sometimes, because of having these, when I woke up, I was NOT NORMAL feeling(I now recognize this as some psychotic episode type of thing, when I woke up, I would be having intense open eye visuals, sometimes of the thing I had just been dreaming. I have literally had nightmares appear on my bed the moment I awake. Or, I would hear things, see spirits swirling around, shadows. It felt like DMT in the worst possible setting). Awaking I was paralyzed completely usually, or I would struggle to move and as soon as a muscle moved I would pass out, and go back into the funnel of nightmare. Sometimes, they repeat over, and over, and over. I rarely had repeating dreams multiple nights though. In my dreams the fear is always something so utterly stupid and simple, like a witch or zombie, or me being dead, that as long as I am awake I know how ridiculous that is, but when I'm asleep again its like a coma where the part of my brain considering what is feasible shut down.
This sounds like sleep paralysis,same thing happened to me when I was young,damn it was creepy but..interesting xD
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore]
#19264546 - 12/12/13 07:15 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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My friend and I snorted a bunch of pills at her grandparents house, I don't even remember what they were but we were fucked. Finally we ended up in the living room, just sitting on the couch chatting with grandma. We were both talking to her for 5-10 minutes. Then my friend remembers and tells me her grandma died in this house and we are alone. We were out the door and down the street two seconds later. Still creeps me out.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: fancy]
#19264572 - 12/12/13 07:26 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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1 hit of Salvia 45x extract. It basically turned my whole vision into a giant kaleidoscope, which wasn't really scary. It was the feeling that I was not real. Never real in fact! Me trying salvia had pryed open the door of awareness. I was a character in a tv series, perhaps a DnD character, or a dysfunctional lead in a play or videogame. And this chemical had awakened me to it. It was past even being scary, it just was. By the time I got back I was sweating balls. Not sure if I'll ever try this one again. probly my only "bad" trip, definitely the most existential.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: TheGreenArrow]
#19265959 - 12/12/13 02:04 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I've tripped hard on psychedelics before, but whenever i've been tripping i always know that whatever i'm experiencing, is just part of the trip. I've seen some unnerving/creepy and dark things whilst tripping, but this time definitely freaked me out the most.
I remember doing some pills and mdma (which i'm sure contained mda and probably something much worse) at a rave and feeling really weird. Strange things started to happen - like i remember seeing someone on fire and then when i looked again there was no one there.
Then it hit me. I heard somebody shout my name and when i looked over to where the voice came from, i saw my face looking at me (clear as day!). this is when i totally freaked out and ran out of the club - lol.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: anguila]
#19265965 - 12/12/13 02:06 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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anguila said: I've tripped hard on psychedelics before, but whenever i've been tripping i always know that whatever i'm experiencing, is just part of the trip. I've seen some unnerving/creepy and dark things whilst tripping, but this time definitely freaked me out the most.
I remember doing some pills and mdma (which i'm sure contained mda and probably something much worse) at a rave and feeling really weird. Strange things started to happen - like i remember seeing someone on fire and then when i looked again there was no one there.
Then it hit me. I heard somebody shout my name and when i looked over to where the voice came from, i saw my face looking at me (clear as day!). this is when i totally freaked out and ran out of the club - lol.
...Was it a mirror?
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: TheGreenArrow]
#19265984 - 12/12/13 02:10 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Wow...I must be doing something wrong.The most I've ever had was tracers,walls breathing,slight visual disturbances and patterns of the psychedelic nature.I've seen a really small toilet cause my depth perception was off and a painting that seemed to be growing and shrinking oh,and colors being brighter than normal.
One time I was screaming about monkey brains on the floor but it was just patterns in my carpet. I kept telling my friend "This is all that goddamn billy's fault."(The guy we got them from before I was growing) I've never seen my dead grandma climb up my leg with a butcher knife in her mouth. I dunno man,I've never seen anything scary or off the wall but I've never taken the stuff you guys are talking about.
I've eaten a lot of mushrooms and acid but I don't know about these seeds you guys speak of. Well ...I just remembered this from a P.E. trip.I walked out of my bathroom and turned the lights off and I was smacked in the face with a snowball of color.My head actually knocked back like something hit me
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: KingKnowledge]
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KingKnowledge said: ...Was it a mirror?

We may never know.
I don't think any of my hallucinations have scared me, but some were slightly concerning. My first time on 2 tabs of LSD, I was at a friend's house. I went into his wildly colorful bathroom, and had a very strange experience in there! (I know I've posted in threads about bathroom tripping adventures) The linoleum tile on the walls seemed to have creatures, aliens, and dinosaurs in the patterns. They were all screeching and stretching their jaws, and it was a very strange sight!
Another time, I was on 1 and 2/3 of a tab of LSD, and I was walking around my college campus. I was calmly walking down a walkway with my headphones in, and saw a girl past me with large sunglasses, shorts and long dark straight hair. Soon after, I saw another girl pass that looked EXACTLY like the previous... 2 more girls passed me after that, and I was utterly confused when they all looked identical to each other! I was slightly disturbed by the unoriginal fashion styles of some of the girls in my area. It gave me a good laugh after the experience though!
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: MindDrips]
#19266123 - 12/12/13 02:34 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I certainly wish it had been a mirror! it was a case of doing too much at the wrong time and in the wrong place.
Never experienced anything like that since (luckily).
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: anguila]
#19266158 - 12/12/13 02:41 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Ive had it where on datura I was in the bathroom, and I was just sitting down looking at the mirror, for hours, without moving, the whole time just watching the me in the mirror like a TV set. He would talk, wave his hands, walk around in there, slam on the glass, I might laugh but I was just still. Other times Ive had conversations with people in mirrors but literally, that never ends well lol.
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For me, the bathroom is where things always get weird. lol
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: anguila]
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Closed eye visual of myself aging in reverse back down to the very sperm cell that created me. The scariest part was it actually had eyes and looked just like me.
Shrooms r bad yo
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: ModestMouse]
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On mushrooms or LSD;
Rocks from an old jetty turned into a pile of mutilated corpses crawling along the shoreline
-------------------- Ach en wee ben ik de klos, met mijn boog schoot ik een albatros... A philosopher is a person who knows less and less about more and more, until he knows nothing about everything.

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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: anguila]
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Do you know that situation in which you're tripping balls,you go to to the bathroom,you close the door,look for the mirror that is missing and then realize that the door was replaced by the mirror right behind your back? Ugh,this just made me realize that I need to take a break from datura...
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore]
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Grigore said: Do you know that situation in which you're tripping balls,you go to to the bathroom,you close the door,look for the mirror that is missing and then realize that the door was replaced by the mirror right behind your back? Ugh,this just made me realize that I need to take a break from datura...
Dude, I was like "If the door is on the other side of the mirror.... then I must be inside the mirror!!"
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: chicksgrowtoo]
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So were just believing anyone nowadays?
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: GreySatyr]
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why not? at least me,I'm not lying or exaggerating anything...don't know about the others.. ,but they seem to have interesting stories that nobody would mind to invent,I think. xD
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: chicksgrowtoo]
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I believe you,don't even worry about that,but there are skeptics like the person above,GreyMorph,a nice guy who wants to ''ruin'' our life stories with some arrogant denial of belief.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore]
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was having a weird day, smoked a huge bowl of salvia in my bathroom. my shower started to vibrate, then weird little geometric flys started crawling out of the drain, soon my whole shower was buzzing full of flies and it was soooo loud. the buzzing sounded like it was talking to me. then it all just kinda evaporated.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: GreySatyr]
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GreyMorph said: So were just believing anyone nowadays?
So, you think I made up that I ate catfood and told a family member that my shirt in the toilet was the biggest shit I had ever made? I thought that was wayy too unbelievable for people to think I made it up.
People who are apprehensive about believing people cannot tell when somebody is making something up, because they havent tripped hard enough on salvia to realize that this entire world is just like a quarter mile of a million mile circular magnetized transport tube. You go over this portion, then you have another 99.99995% to go of the circle before you come back again and repeat this life.
None of it is "true" or "real"; every part of the circle is just a different lie based on the same principles.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: chicksgrowtoo]
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ive had some really intense salvia trips. I find that they can be both more pleasurable and double in intensity if you add some DXM. I have also smoked a fat bowl of 1x on acid, and I was open eye hallucinating so hard, but was so calm. It was like, I was just sitting in a chair and everything around me was morphing into different shapes and entities appearing and my friends like flying and teleporting around the area, and the stars had like writing and space ships all over, and jesus was I high, but I honestly felt totally normal physically!! Only my eyes were completely insane!! The music my friend was playing which was just like rap or something, was like these aliens talking to eachother and laughing at me, and the sounds were creating like resonance vibrations in the air molecules in front of me... The effects lasted about 45 minutes.
When I did it on 300 mg of DXM, and really stoned, I learned that you can do too much salvia. I took one rip and cashed an entire bong bowl, about half of a container of sticky salvia 40x. And I couldnt even set the bubbler down, I just was paralyzed with my eyes shocked looking and my mouth open for about 5 minutes until my friend took the bubbler from me. He didnt know you had to hold it in for 45 seconds, so he kept ripping it like weed and kept yelling at me he wasnt getting high at all and asking me how to do it or something, and he had no idea how far I was.... I was in some hyperspace dimension, with its own set of sounds based on Dark Side of the Moon that was playing, and then I had this conceptual third eye-type vision of this other world, a world of a car on a street, with 2 monkeys sitting in it, one shouting at the other paralyzed one, and it kept on repeating... over and over... the camera viewpoint was moving in a noncircular loop around the car, cycling, and cycling, for the rest of the trip. I uttered a few words..." I am a chickenwing! I do not eat food!Stop it!"..."S, Will I be a chickenwing forever now?" (1 hour in).
Meanwhile, inside my skull, matrices of conformative particles mesh and interweave into profound patterns of reality made out of elemental pieces(be it metallic boxes, spheres of light, rainbow stars), in the midst of pure black, space. There was all in front of me, the whole universe. But, then it soomed out. There was more. There was more outside that universe, and now I saw millions of specks in space like dust... each being universes with galaxies in them made out of atoms.. and inside all those atoms... were more universe complexes filled with more galaxies... nd so on. The matter, is not what mattered. It was the entities inhabiting this hyper-space.
Ethereal transcendental entities with pelts of rainbow elephant fur and hands with 13 fingers, and heads shaped like axon terminals in the brain... with pitch black around an ever-pulsating iris in the center of their "head axon". They communicate with pressure waves sent with intricate configurations of finger movements. I soon figured out how to read what they were saying to eachother. They unfurled an infite rug to me, it kept going toward me, forever.... I realized how far away they were... The rainbow carpet through space eventually reached me, I set foot on it, and it instantly rolled me up inside it, spinning all the way back to their hands!! With each revolution in the carpet as they rolled me up, I saw a tracer of the star-configuration in that region, forming into some event, some place, some time, with some people. They had names, these monkeys laughing and playing in the radiation of the star. I was the content inside an ethereal-rainbow blunt these entities intended to smoke!! They lit up my feet and sucked my soul out through my head, until I was falling, falling, through the chasm. BAM. I woke up, sitting back in my chair. "chickenwing?"
For another hour and a half, I was having acid like visuals of the street distorting and spiraling, but, in comparison to where I just came from, I was baffled by the simplicity of suburban life!
I just didnt understand why we had to eat food until the next day.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: chicksgrowtoo]
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If you are seeing hallucinations sober. Get more sleep or it might be time to commit yourself! Scariest one for me had to be when I was mixing heroin and mushies. I was by the river by my house in the middle of the day and everything went dark and I saw a women with long black hair (like in the ring) climb out of the water and start crawling on the bank. I ran so fast dude, it was fucked.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: MinnesnowtaNice]
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I would have to stay the strangest experience I have had was on a 10 strip of some batman. Was in a room in complete darkness and had an old camera flashing the flash and every time it would flash it would make the (bleeeewwwwwwwwww) sound as the flash is charging back up. Within the room there was full size mirrors on the wall...
Flash goes off a few times... neat Flash goes off again and when I look in the mirror instead of 4 people in the room, there is a 5th person in the room who is unmistakably not living anymore (skin is rotting, no eyes in sockets, etc)... quickly I turn on the lights of the room, like wth!
What was even more... was the other four in the room had seen the same thing.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: MinnesnowtaNice]
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Giant spider crawling up on my couch I was laying on mid trip
and a giant black spider right next to me while I was peeing on the toilet on a huge dose
also demons, lots of demons
or looking like something that wasnt me in the mirror, the devil
was on webcam with someone, then my and his face would look like the devil for a short while staring really weird at me felt like the devil had taken over my body and his body
once on 45g wet + OJ devil trip, felt possessed for the whole trip, demons everywhere too attacking me, even with open eyes felt like my soul got infested somehow my voice wasn't mine either, and everything I would hear/see would make me angry/hateful (opposite of normal trip) my hands became claws/fangs etc. , my body wasnt my body anymore, it was something evil every part of my body turned demonic, incl my voice etc. everything I loved I now hated everywhere I looked there was demons attacking me, for the whole trip right from the start even when looking at my arms , or the monitor etc. , with open eyes felt like I had to do something to end it... it was a pretty traumatic trip
good after the trip though, but not the normal afterglow had to do some stuff to get happy again
don't do OJ + wet shrooms , unless you are prepared not a good way of consumption IMO
chocolates are muchbetter
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: lessismore]
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mio said: Giant spider crawling up on my couch I was laying on mid trip
and a giant black spider right next to me while I was peeing on the toilet on a huge dose
also demons, lots of demons
or looking like something that wasnt me in the mirror, the devil
was on webcam with someone, then my and his face would look like the devil for a short while staring really weird at me felt like the devil had taken over my body and his body
once on 45g wet + OJ devil trip, felt possessed for the whole trip, demons everywhere too attacking me, even with open eyes felt like my soul got infested somehow my voice wasn't mine either, and everything I would hear/see would make me angry/hateful (opposite of normal trip) my hands became claws/fangs etc. , my body wasnt my body anymore, it was something evil every part of my body turned demonic, incl my voice etc. everything I loved I now hated everywhere I looked there was demons attacking me, for the whole trip right from the start even when looking at my arms , or the monitor etc. , with open eyes felt like I had to do something to end it... it was a pretty traumatic trip
good after the trip though, but not the normal afterglow had to do some stuff to get happy again
don't do OJ + wet shrooms , unless you are prepared not a good way of consumption IMO
chocolates are muchbetter
OMG dude, OJ so good with shrooms. I ate like 60g of fresh cyans in a blueberry oj milkshake a month ago. That is some intense shit right there. I drove over to my mans house, we decided to smoke 4 joints and then pick more shrooms and then we took all my adderall and all his yola and made a line with like 200 mg of adderall and like 3 lines of coke in it as well. Right then, the police drive by as my friend is holding the straough. So, he just ploughed half of it into his skull, and I did the same. BOOOOM. 8 hrs later when I came back I got to the top of my driveway... opened the garage... and just sat there... People were talking to me in my head for the next 4 hours! Telling me I had to move! I had to park the car! The parking spot was 8 feet in front of the car! I just didnt know how to drive it even though I drove 20 miles on the trip(albeit, I stopped for a couple hour long breaks in the middle of the road but my friend eventually got me to go lol). I think I was basically having like so many dopamines and setotonins firing off in my brain that they couldnt even make sense to make me drive the car. In the end, I actually got out of the car in neutral and pushed it into the place!! lol!
This other time, I ate like 14 grams of cubes and thought I died about 8 times during the expeirence because I added so much codeine and dxm I was sure I would OD.
After like 10g the remaining mushrooms had alien symbols written on their stems, telling me to eat them, so I did. So I went outside, as soon as I got outside I heard the sky shatter. Looked up, and saw all the glass shards falling toward me. Walking down his driveway, I saw the trees and the street like never before... You know how people say psychedelics make stuff "3d"? Well, this shit was 3 FUCKING D. The trees 20 feet away were dancing side to side, singing hymns in alien. The street was liquid metal. Across the street, the other trees started bending toward me, it was like I could see around the other side of every object and like it didnt matter where my eyes were placed physically, I was metaphysically manifesting the earth, moon, space, and time. My friend got me back inside. I was laying on this rug, and the design was like soooo trippy. It was all morphing around n shit, into different patterns and inside it was always like writing and symbols and conspiracies. I found a jerusalem cricket and started talking to it about how good fizzy water tasted and it made me pour it all out on the rug. There was some animal scratching in the wall, and my friend was really freaking out I wanted to move this furniture to see it but he wouldnt let me! He only had like 6 grams anyway!
I like passed out on the rug and started seeing this orb shape with these tentacular projections off of it, that would occasioanlly morph into blue-bruised mushroom shaped things. This is how I originally came up with the concept of a planet made of psilocybe mycelium in outer space that survives by grabbing and consuming all asteroids that touch its million-mile-rhizomorphs out in space. As soon as one hits, it gets pulled to the core. This planet colony continues growing until it consumes the universe, and creates a black hole, which triggers the next universe, but the key is that since it is at the core of the black hole, part of it escapes undamaged through the core into the new big-bang, and so what the planet told me in the vision was that it had always existed and would never cease to exist, because every time it convalesces into a new black hole, it generates an infinite number of new universes containing these space-psilocybe spores and or mycelium. It also said, that at the beginning of earth, they had planted only one spore on our planet, and by intention had included the genetic material needed to colonize this planet with a single bacterium. This bacterium, the first life on earth, contained the smallest possible sequence of DNA needed to evolve over the next 3 billion years into psilocybe mushrooms suitable for this planet. They knew that humans would evolve too, since they needed somebody to spread the spores across water. By spores, I actually mean an object probably at least a mile in diameter made of some super-dense material upon which is etched, like a transendental vinyl, the data needed to synthesize a new mycelial mother-planet.
I opened my eyes to see the ceiling on fire, and I ran out. After falling on the street and rolling around shouting alien dialects for 30 mins my friend came out and I remembered I was ODing so I ran down the street, dropped some headphones out of my pocket, spent 5 minutes creeping on the ground looking for them, and then I was like
I realized like, how profound it was how people say materialism is detrimental to life. Because right then, I was certain that I was about to die, and there were actual police cars in my neighborhood with sirens on, and I had just wasted all that time over a piece of plastic I had stolen for free. Is that not absurd? So, I walked down the street another 50 feet, where the visuals overwhelmed me. I had visions of buddha, all spiritual teachers I have recognized as influential in my life, like, time was so slowed down that I was able to hallucinate so many different monkeys in my mind within this one 3 hour period before dawn lying there on the street in somebodies driveway laying face down lol. I looked inside this crack under me and there was this little dead weed growing out of it, and it was like, the most intense hallucinations besides yopo seeds of my life, and ironically, on the most commonplace, most overlooked object on the entire planet. A dead weed in a crack. It got no respect, even though it was once living. What is respect???? There are living things on the surface of every crackweed in the world. My eyes like scanning electron microscopes focus in on the hairs on its leaves, going deeper, deeper, deeper. Inside this plant, was everything. My entire life, not kidding, before my eyes inside of a dead plant. I broke through beyond "realitic" hallucinations which is necessary for this kind of experience to unfold. All these visions of sages, wise people, all preaching different lessons, replaced by visions of fractal nature and space. And I just laughed at the sages. Buddha even admitted himself that he could not teach a single word from what he knew. He just spewed out words that happened to enlighten a few other people. This however, this little dead plant, and the hallucinations unfolding from within it, was the most profound enlightenment conceivable!!! It was so humble, so antimaterialistic, it gave so little shits. I wanted to be the plant.
I WAS THE PLANT
That meant I was dead, to me. I lay there paralyzed, now turned over looking at the sky. Not a single star was static. Every one moving around, swirling, but I couldnt see them. I could see no lights, no stars. Only lines. Each line was a single relationship from 1 star to 1 other star. There was one for every such relationship in the sky. Now, these lines moving around and their karmic games, these lines mating, these lines walking together, these lines were not lines. I saw no lines.
I saw only shapes now. Shapes formed from the relationships between 2 or more lines. I saw no lines. I saw all these shapes walking around the sky, with their karmic games, mating, birthing new shapes, forming people again, forming sounds, forming touch, forming tastes. These shapes were no shapes. I saw no shapes.
I saw only times. I saw times made up of the interactions of the shapes made of lines made of stars. Anything, possible, that could happen, anywhere, any time, anybody, is contained within every such "timenugget" which, conversely, every one of which contains every other timenugget in the universe. It has no shape, it has no lines, it has no point. It is, less than a point. It is, the 0th dimension. I now saw no more timenuggets.
I saw only one star, one light now. The brightest ive ever seen. The rays radiating from its luminence (you know what I mean when theres a light in a dark space) engulfed the sky and planet. I was inside the star.
It spoke to me, but not in words. This was the general message. "hello. I am the star. You are dead. Your life was worthless, so why wouldnt i kill you? Don't you get it? You must devote your life to a cause, or else you will be no more than a mere dead plant in a crack. You can still redeem yourself. You arent actually dead. I just told you that because I knew your sobriety was a prison hanging on a chain miles below this feather of a truth, and I am the star. I have all-coommanding power. As a star, my light causes all things. Here, have your petty feather-epiphany"
And thus, the beam of light penetrated my forehead. I jumped to my feet. A woman was staring at me from across the street. I had been laying there for 4-5 hours. I ran home. I knew EXACTLY what the star had meant for me. It had told me how to manipulate the universe, like a star, using my willpower. It told me how to timetravel. I spent 2 hours figuring out how to enter my house. I was now convinced that I was still dead, and that I was merely having my final OBE. But, since the star had already taught me how to timetravel, I thought, "why not go timetravel back before I died, and save myself and fulfill the star's prophecy?" So, I went to my room, and lay down. Every 30 sec a "ch-ch-ch-ch-ch" goes off outside to repel rodents. Time was so slowed down, I was just laying on my bed paralyzed OBEing pretty fuckin hard, and the whole time, there was this INTENSE buzzzzz. It just kept getting louder, and louder, and louder, for the first 2 hours or so, and then it had been like 10 hours since taking them anyway, so it started getting quieter and it started holding less hallucinations in its sound. But it was not just a sound, it was a language. In this one tone, I could hear anything conceivable, and being tripping so hard I "saw, felt, tasted" the buzz for like 5 hours. This buzz came in the form of the transendental object at the end of time. The sound, I realized, was just a bunch of little tiny pressure waves slapping my ear drum, in an infinitely complex sequence. By seeing this sequence of pressure-waves, instead of trying to "hear" them, I saw anything and everything. Like an "ORB OF TRUTH" I have encountered on similar experiences, this sound contained some awareness, almost an entity of non-matter.
So, thus, I came to realize how the inter-dimensionality of time and space worked (at least partly, im not stephen hawking lolz), See, the stars were 1st dimensional, or dots. The lines between them, were 2 dimensional, lines. The shapes, are 3 dimensional, like any ordinary object. The timenuggets, are 4th dimensional, like our entire universe. 4th dimension is the same thing as 0th dimension.
The way all the timenuggets, which were configurations of the previous 3 dimensions, come together into the final prophetic star is really profound to me. It is just another metaphor for the fractal relationships in nature, how they all contain every other one of eachother.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Soul-Inversion]
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mio said: Giant spider crawling up on my couch I was laying on mid trip
and a giant black spider right next to me while I was peeing on the toilet on a huge dose
also demons, lots of demons
or looking like something that wasnt me in the mirror, the devil
was on webcam with someone, then my and his face would look like the devil for a short while staring really weird at me felt like the devil had taken over my body and his body
once on 45g wet + OJ devil trip, felt possessed for the whole trip, demons everywhere too attacking me, even with open eyes felt like my soul got infested somehow my voice wasn't mine either, and everything I would hear/see would make me angry/hateful (opposite of normal trip) my hands became claws/fangs etc. , my body wasnt my body anymore, it was something evil every part of my body turned demonic, incl my voice etc. everything I loved I now hated everywhere I looked there was demons attacking me, for the whole trip right from the start even when looking at my arms , or the monitor etc. , with open eyes felt like I had to do something to end it... it was a pretty traumatic trip
good after the trip though, but not the normal afterglow had to do some stuff to get happy again
don't do OJ + wet shrooms , unless you are prepared not a good way of consumption IMO
chocolates are muchbetter
OMG dude, OJ so good with shrooms. I ate like 60g of fresh cyans in a blueberry oj milkshake a month ago. That is some intense shit right there. I drove over to my mans house, we decided to smoke 4 joints and then pick more shrooms and then we took all my adderall and all his yola and made a line with like 200 mg of adderall and like 3 lines of coke in it as well. Right then, the police drive by as my friend is holding the straough. So, he just ploughed half of it into his skull, and I did the same. BOOOOM. 8 hrs later when I came back I got to the top of my driveway... opened the garage... and just sat there... People were talking to me in my head for the next 4 hours! Telling me I had to move! I had to park the car! The parking spot was 8 feet in front of the car! I just didnt know how to drive it even though I drove 20 miles on the trip(albeit, I stopped for a couple hour long breaks in the middle of the road but my friend eventually got me to go lol). I think I was basically having like so many dopamines and setotonins firing off in my brain that they couldnt even make sense to make me drive the car. In the end, I actually got out of the car in neutral and pushed it into the place!! lol!
This other time, I ate like 14 grams of cubes and thought I died about 8 times during the expeirence because I added so much codeine and dxm I was sure I would OD.
After like 10g the remaining mushrooms had alien symbols written on their stems, telling me to eat them, so I did. So I went outside, as soon as I got outside I heard the sky shatter. Looked up, and saw all the glass shards falling toward me. Walking down his driveway, I saw the trees and the street like never before... You know how people say psychedelics make stuff "3d"? Well, this shit was 3 FUCKING D. The trees 20 feet away were dancing side to side, singing hymns in alien. The street was liquid metal. Across the street, the other trees started bending toward me, it was like I could see around the other side of every object and like it didnt matter where my eyes were placed physically, I was metaphysically manifesting the earth, moon, space, and time. My friend got me back inside. I was laying on this rug, and the design was like soooo trippy. It was all morphing around n shit, into different patterns and inside it was always like writing and symbols and conspiracies. I found a jerusalem cricket and started talking to it about how good fizzy water tasted and it made me pour it all out on the rug. There was some animal scratching in the wall, and my friend was really freaking out I wanted to move this furniture to see it but he wouldnt let me! He only had like 6 grams anyway!
I like passed out on the rug and started seeing this orb shape with these tentacular projections off of it, that would occasioanlly morph into blue-bruised mushroom shaped things. This is how I originally came up with the concept of a planet made of psilocybe mycelium in outer space that survives by grabbing and consuming all asteroids that touch its million-mile-rhizomorphs out in space. As soon as one hits, it gets pulled to the core. This planet colony continues growing until it consumes the universe, and creates a black hole, which triggers the next universe, but the key is that since it is at the core of the black hole, part of it escapes undamaged through the core into the new big-bang, and so what the planet told me in the vision was that it had always existed and would never cease to exist, because every time it convalesces into a new black hole, it generates an infinite number of new universes containing these space-psilocybe spores and or mycelium. It also said, that at the beginning of earth, they had planted only one spore on our planet, and by intention had included the genetic material needed to colonize this planet with a single bacterium. This bacterium, the first life on earth, contained the smallest possible sequence of DNA needed to evolve over the next 3 billion years into psilocybe mushrooms suitable for this planet. They knew that humans would evolve too, since they needed somebody to spread the spores across water. By spores, I actually mean an object probably at least a mile in diameter made of some super-dense material upon which is etched, like a transendental vinyl, the data needed to synthesize a new mycelial mother-planet.
I opened my eyes to see the ceiling on fire, and I ran out. After falling on the street and rolling around shouting alien dialects for 30 mins my friend came out and I remembered I was ODing so I ran down the street, dropped some headphones out of my pocket, spent 5 minutes creeping on the ground looking for them, and then I was like
I realized like, how profound it was how people say materialism is detrimental to life. Because right then, I was certain that I was about to die, and there were actual police cars in my neighborhood with sirens on, and I had just wasted all that time over a piece of plastic I had stolen for free. Is that not absurd? So, I walked down the street another 50 feet, where the visuals overwhelmed me. I had visions of buddha, all spiritual teachers I have recognized as influential in my life, like, time was so slowed down that I was able to hallucinate so many different monkeys in my mind within this one 3 hour period before dawn lying there on the street in somebodies driveway laying face down lol. I looked inside this crack under me and there was this little dead weed growing out of it, and it was like, the most intense hallucinations besides yopo seeds of my life, and ironically, on the most commonplace, most overlooked object on the entire planet. A dead weed in a crack. It got no respect, even though it was once living. What is respect???? There are living things on the surface of every crackweed in the world. My eyes like scanning electron microscopes focus in on the hairs on its leaves, going deeper, deeper, deeper. Inside this plant, was everything. My entire life, not kidding, before my eyes inside of a dead plant. I broke through beyond "realitic" hallucinations which is necessary for this kind of experience to unfold. All these visions of sages, wise people, all preaching different lessons, replaced by visions of fractal nature and space. And I just laughed at the sages. Buddha even admitted himself that he could not teach a single word from what he knew. He just spewed out words that happened to enlighten a few other people. This however, this little dead plant, and the hallucinations unfolding from within it, was the most profound enlightenment conceivable!!! It was so humble, so antimaterialistic, it gave so little shits. I wanted to be the plant.
I WAS THE PLANT
That meant I was dead, to me. I lay there paralyzed, now turned over looking at the sky. Not a single star was static. Every one moving around, swirling, but I couldnt see them. I could see no lights, no stars. Only lines. Each line was a single relationship from 1 star to 1 other star. There was one for every such relationship in the sky. Now, these lines moving around and their karmic games, these lines mating, these lines walking together, these lines were not lines. I saw no lines.
I saw only shapes now. Shapes formed from the relationships between 2 or more lines. I saw no lines. I saw all these shapes walking around the sky, with their karmic games, mating, birthing new shapes, forming people again, forming sounds, forming touch, forming tastes. These shapes were no shapes. I saw no shapes.
I saw only times. I saw times made up of the interactions of the shapes made of lines made of stars. Anything, possible, that could happen, anywhere, any time, anybody, is contained within every such "timenugget" which, conversely, every one of which contains every other timenugget in the universe. It has no shape, it has no lines, it has no point. It is, less than a point. It is, the 0th dimension. I now saw no more timenuggets.
I saw only one star, one light now. The brightest ive ever seen. The rays radiating from its luminence (you know what I mean when theres a light in a dark space) engulfed the sky and planet. I was inside the star.
It spoke to me, but not in words. This was the general message. "hello. I am the star. You are dead. Your life was worthless, so why wouldnt i kill you? Don't you get it? You must devote your life to a cause, or else you will be no more than a mere dead plant in a crack. You can still redeem yourself. You arent actually dead. I just told you that because I knew your sobriety was a prison hanging on a chain miles below this feather of a truth, and I am the star. I have all-coommanding power. As a star, my light causes all things. Here, have your petty feather-epiphany"
And thus, the beam of light penetrated my forehead. I jumped to my feet. A woman was staring at me from across the street. I had been laying there for 4-5 hours. I ran home. I knew EXACTLY what the star had meant for me. It had told me how to manipulate the universe, like a star, using my willpower. It told me how to timetravel. I spent 2 hours figuring out how to enter my house. I was now convinced that I was still dead, and that I was merely having my final OBE. But, since the star had already taught me how to timetravel, I thought, "why not go timetravel back before I died, and save myself and fulfill the star's prophecy?" So, I went to my room, and lay down. Every 30 sec a "ch-ch-ch-ch-ch" goes off outside to repel rodents. Time was so slowed down, I was just laying on my bed paralyzed OBEing pretty fuckin hard, and the whole time, there was this INTENSE buzzzzz. It just kept getting louder, and louder, and louder, for the first 2 hours or so, and then it had been like 10 hours since taking them anyway, so it started getting quieter and it started holding less hallucinations in its sound. But it was not just a sound, it was a language. In this one tone, I could hear anything conceivable, and being tripping so hard I "saw, felt, tasted" the buzz for like 5 hours. This buzz came in the form of the transendental object at the end of time. The sound, I realized, was just a bunch of little tiny pressure waves slapping my ear drum, in an infinitely complex sequence. By seeing this sequence of pressure-waves, instead of trying to "hear" them, I saw anything and everything. Like an "ORB OF TRUTH" I have encountered on similar experiences, this sound contained some awareness, almost an entity of non-matter.
So, thus, I came to realize how the inter-dimensionality of time and space worked (at least partly, im not stephen hawking lolz), See, the stars were 1st dimensional, or dots. The lines between them, were 2 dimensional, lines. The shapes, are 3 dimensional, like any ordinary object. The timenuggets, are 4th dimensional, like our entire universe. 4th dimension is the same thing as 0th dimension.
The way all the timenuggets, which were configurations of the previous 3 dimensions, come together into the final prophetic star is really profound to me. It is just another metaphor for the fractal relationships in nature, how they all contain every other one of eachother.
-------------------- "The cost of sanity in this society, is a certain level of alienation” ― Terence McKenna
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Apeman]
#19273513 - 12/14/13 05:37 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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there is really no need to share bad trip stories, but now that the original poster really asked for them .. :-)
dont fear your own mind, simple
and know your dose, dont go so deep it becomes unpleasant
I usually prefer not to read trip reports/bad trip reports, since it programs my brain
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Soul-Inversion]
#19273538 - 12/14/13 06:00 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I thought I was the single person that had very fucked up trips,well,I was extremely wrong xD
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore]
#19273541 - 12/14/13 06:04 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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trips often amplify existing mental state
if you are unhappy/not feeling on top of life , or taking a too strong dose, trip will be unpleasant
if you eat as chocolates and when you are happy on a happy sunny friday you will keep being happy :-)
so if you get a bad trip you know there is something you should work on in yourself
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: lessismore]
#19273546 - 12/14/13 06:08 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Well,I haven't had a good trip for about 2 years and I am conscious of the fact that I am a miserable psychopath with a fucked up way of thinking and perceiving reality,but,hey,there is hope for me,at least I'm also schizophrenic and if I don't take my meds I have a bad trip without any drugs,that makes things even more interesting because,I think,it's quite obvious that actually,there is no fucking hope for me,hope you'll enjoy your trips,I will never be able to enjoy mine.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore]
#19273554 - 12/14/13 06:20 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Well considering from the posts I've read of yours you mostly take datura, I can see why you have scary trips. Try a decent psychedelic sometime.
-------------------- A human being should be able to change a diaper, plan an invasion, butcher a hog, design a building, conn a ship, write a sonnet, balance accounts, build a wall, set a bone, comfort the dying, take orders, give orders, cooperate, act alone, solve an equation, analyze a new problem, pitch manure, program a computer, cook a tasty meal, fight efficiently, die gallantly. Specialization is for insects.- Robert A. Heinlein Saint RedBow of the Shroomey Loomey-Patron Saint of Sandbaggin Sumbitchs
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: TheGreenArrow]
#19273556 - 12/14/13 06:22 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Well,I take lsd from time to time,but that doesn't help very much because I don't have money to replace datura with acid.And still,I have bad trips on lsd as well.I started getting used to bad trips anyway...
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: lessismore]
#19273590 - 12/14/13 06:44 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I've got a question:3 days ago I've made an extraction of benzydamine and ingested about o,5g of the entire quantity,today,I'm going to combine benzydamine with datura and have a ''nice'' night trip,my question is:did I wait enough for the tolerance to go down or should I wait more?
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore]
#19273608 - 12/14/13 06:57 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Whats the rush? I suggest a long break. Might be your brain telling you to knock it off.
-------------------- A human being should be able to change a diaper, plan an invasion, butcher a hog, design a building, conn a ship, write a sonnet, balance accounts, build a wall, set a bone, comfort the dying, take orders, give orders, cooperate, act alone, solve an equation, analyze a new problem, pitch manure, program a computer, cook a tasty meal, fight efficiently, die gallantly. Specialization is for insects.- Robert A. Heinlein Saint RedBow of the Shroomey Loomey-Patron Saint of Sandbaggin Sumbitchs
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: TheGreenArrow]
#19273637 - 12/14/13 07:13 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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What does long mean to you? Waiting more than a week makes me considering suicide,seriously,I have a problem with this,I know but..I won't solve it right now,so,do you think that I'll trip if I take it today?
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: chicksgrowtoo]
#19273741 - 12/14/13 08:28 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Good advice,I'll try it,thanks xD
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: chicksgrowtoo]
#19273761 - 12/14/13 08:38 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Why are you so nice to a ''so fucked up person'',I don't deserve someone to be nice to me,in my reality,nobody is nice,I cannot perceive the bright side of things,for fuck's sake,it's not your fault,but if you are nice to me once again,I'm going to torture and kill a puppy just to deny that kindness and purity can enter my world,end of story.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore] 1
#19274101 - 12/14/13 10:38 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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On 25i I looked out the window and I saw a nuke go off. Scared the shit out of me. I really thought it was real.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Love2trip]
#19274355 - 12/14/13 11:35 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Love2trip said: After rolling and speeding my brain out every day for two months while working construction 10-12 hours a day 6 days a week during that time i finally crashed and i crashed fucking hard.
Shadow people. I went to get ready for bed one night and as i sat in my bed i started seeing my friends out of the corners of my eyes, this lasted for a long time and was very odd and frightening, later my two closet doors would turn into veiled woman in black dresses that were floating and had no feet. They would look at me and i could feel everything about them, they would say things in other langauges i could not understand, and they would float into and through me then reapear at my closet doors, these woman were here for hours that night. And if it couldnt get worse to conclude my night my recently deceased dads shadow person appeared next to me as i layed in my bed hoping this would all end soon. It was insane it was like he was really there every bit about him, he told me several things and told me bye after several hours, then i finally fell asleep for 24 hours. Moral of the story sleep deprivation and drug abuse can lead to some horrifying hallucinations that leave long term damage to you.
I likes, can relates.
i once took 40mgs atavan and did an 8ball of coke.. I was seeing so much crazy shit. i said to this dude do you see that guy trying to push that car> and the dude was like what guy.. I said you cant see them, there are a whole bunch of people trying to push cars. see that lady on the wire up there doing acrobatics ? then I called this girl I know and was said it was so cool of you to hire a hologram company to fuck with me. and she was like wtfauo? .. I was in the basement and there were all these snakes on the walls in shadows, little monkeys, jesters.. take a walk I see this guy at the carwash trying to fucking a hose, what looked like all the other people pushing cars. couldnt figure that out. go by my parents house and two ghosts looked just like my mom and dad walking but not going anywhere near the fence. I tried to get closer to them but all would just vanish as I got closer.. I come home sit in the bedroom do more lines look out the window there are skeletons dancing in the shadows, i turn and my grandmother who is dead was sitting in the bed. I put my hands right thru that apparition.. I would still see people outside pushing things, on the poles and weird shit. til I went to sleep didnt have a problem as far as I can remember..
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: orison]
#19274398 - 12/14/13 11:45 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Similar to my fucked up sleep deprivation experiences,ah,good times,when I could stay awake for 5 days without any problems,damn,I miss them.
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#19274627 - 12/14/13 12:46 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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You sound like a bored teenager, not a schizophrenic wacko. I firmly believe that you exaggerate/fabricate the majority of what you post here.
But that's just me
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: ModestMouse]
#19274673 - 12/14/13 01:02 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Thank you,meet me in hell,I've got an apartment there and we could talk about this after raping you. You actually sound like a nice guy so,I'm wondering,wouldn't you mind my presence at your front door with an axe and a smile on my face,you are few letters far from that,just tell me your address and we could discuss at a cup of tea after I slit your throat.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore]
#19274705 - 12/14/13 01:10 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Grigore said: Thank you,meet me in hell,I've got an apartment there and we could talk about this after raping you. You actually sound like a nice guy so,I'm wondering,wouldn't you mind my presence at your front door with an axe and a smile on my face,you are few letters far from that,just tell me your address and we could discuss at a cup of tea after I slit your throat.
As a rule of thumb, anybody who is into dark shit and has like "dark" pictures in their signature is like a massive bullshitter. They may have like emotional problems that lead them to wish they could feel the pain of other people, so they pretend they are in torment, take an "interest" in death, skulls, zombie popes.
Seriously, get a grip. Were monkeys walking around on a ball of clay. There are no spirits, ghosts, zombies, or literally, any single "dark" thing in the world. Catholics made this shit up, ozzy ozbourne popularized it, and you fell into their trap.
Taking deliriants is about the worst idea possible for somebody who already has suggestive disorders, like you, or anybody who even thinks about things like that, or, quite literally, anybody who listens to metal. Deliriant hallucinations listening to metal and other genres focusing on "dark" stupidity, can be crippling mentally and physically, even having lasting effects on fools. They will just further convince your self that you are being reasonable in even pondering death and stuff. Without religion, we would just be like apes and elephants: when they family member die, they stand around it mourning for an hour, and then leave. That, is normal. Grieving for your own death while you are alive, is absolutely not.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Soul-Inversion]
#19274737 - 12/14/13 01:20 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Soul-Inversion said: Seriously, get a grip. Were monkeys walking around on a ball of clay. There are no spirits, ghosts, zombies, or literally, any single "dark" thing in the world. Catholics made this shit up, ozzy ozbourne popularized it, and you fell into their trap.
This is some foolish non sense,occultism will help you find out that this dark shit that you're mentioning is actually real and it is real even if you don't believe it.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore]
#19274851 - 12/14/13 01:54 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Grigore said:
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Soul-Inversion said: Seriously, get a grip. Were monkeys walking around on a ball of clay. There are no spirits, ghosts, zombies, or literally, any single "dark" thing in the world. Catholics made this shit up, ozzy ozbourne popularized it, and you fell into their trap.
This is some foolish non sense,occultism will help you find out that this dark shit that you're mentioning is actually real and it is real even if you don't believe it.
lmao. I would love to hear an elaboration on this, in the format of small mouth noises emanating from this monkey sitting at their information nexus, translating it into symbols input into their machine, and then it popping up on my monkey-information-nexus in a few hours. Then my own monkey-eyeballs will scan over the TreeBranch-analogous symbols you sent me, and compile them into an abstract vision of you, a monkey, sitting at an information nexus deceiving itself with its own small mouth noises.
And then, I will
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Soul-Inversion]
#19274870 - 12/14/13 02:00 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I love you as much as I hate you,I'm talking to your soul not to your body,yesterday's effects of forsaken immoral mistakes drag me to my delirious pit of irrational knowledge while my comprehensive unconscious reveals my non existent pain and regret. Occultism is the answer to your disbelief and skepticism.You never invoked a demon and communicated with him so I'm not sure you will understand what I say.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore]
#19275007 - 12/14/13 02:37 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Grigore said: I love you as much as I hate you,I'm talking to your soul not to your body,yesterday's effects of forsaken immoral mistakes drag me to my delirious pit of irrational knowledge while my comprehensive unconscious reveals my non existent pain and regret. Occultism is the answer to your disbelief and skepticism.You never invoked a demon and communicated with him so I'm not sure you will understand what I say.
By nonexistent pain and regret, which are you refer to? That you have done all things correctly, that supernatural forces have influenced all your actions relieving you of responsibility, or, like I mentioned, you are like many people who have psychological abnormalities preventing them from conforming to society's ideals of emotions, suffering, and ecstasy, thus leading you to indulge in these occultist practices and beliefs?
Oh, you would be wrong if you said I had never invoked a demon and talked to him. I had plenty of shit dealing with that when I was a teenager. Like when inhaling 20 whippits after smoking salvia with my satanist-metalhead neighbor. Debatably, he may be a demon. When I saw that red headed woman appear naked on the pentagram in the sandbox, and smelled her voice conforming to my vision, telling me things I had not known about my self, and then proceeding to take control of my body and make me look like I was having a seizure in the middle of a playground, I was in full belief that demons and hell and shit are all real. After that, subsequent intoxication sessions resulted in me contacting wide arrays of different demons and their varying forms and motivations. I might even say that I was having a psychosis for a period, where I was pretty much obsessed with the different varieties of demons I encountered. All you need is probably a really really good mushroom trip to reset you.
And I love you, but I dont hate you. I feel like hatred is only discontent with the lack of love in a situation.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Soul-Inversion]
#19275033 - 12/14/13 02:44 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Soul-Inversion said: And I love you, but I dont hate you. I feel like hatred is only discontent with the lack of love in a situation.
We are dealing with a situation right here,YOU are the first person that said,jokingly(I hope) that loves me. If you think you understand me or if you managed to understand me,I'll do my best to change myself and amaze you with my capacity of adapting and becoming a totally different person. By the way,I have borderline personality disorder.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore]
#19275265 - 12/14/13 03:47 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Grigore said:
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Soul-Inversion said: And I love you, but I dont hate you. I feel like hatred is only discontent with the lack of love in a situation.
We are dealing with a situation right here,YOU are the first person that said,jokingly(I hope) that loves me. If you think you understand me or if you managed to understand me,I'll do my best to change myself and amaze you with my capacity of adapting and becoming a totally different person. By the way,I have borderline personality disorder.
I am not surprised you thought I was joking, but I was not. I love all people until their perseverance in hatred prevents me from furthering that love. I dont expect to understand anybody, especially somebody on the internet, but seriously, maybe I understand more than you think, just by observing the results of your actions manifesting on my computer. I also understand why you think you become other people, and why you think you have personality disorder. This is probably another manifestation of society pushing you away because of your natural tendencies. Just the fact that you think you have that mental illness, or any mental illness, confirms to me that you have been sucked hard into the societal vortex.
People who have become familiarized with mental illness and the categorizations humans use to contain and exclude portions of the populace that the rest are afraid of are not too far gone most of the time, as long as they can reach self awareness and dissent the societal standards imposed upon them.
By just reading the characteristics of that "BPD", I can see clearly I would be diagnosed with it instantly, however I have never been tested for illnesses like these. The only test anybody has done was my psychiatrist asking a few questions so that I could gain adderall, an important tool in life.
I, too, struggled for a time with feelings of losing control to other peripheral entities contained in my consciousness. This plagued me for years until I found the root of the problem. These feelings like there are more than one person in you, are actually just because society has told you about this illness. I conquered this problem with science. By reading shitlodes of information, not by interacting in society, I was able to eventually find the root of my problem, which was such weak memory that I would momentarily forget who I even was, then think I was somebody else, become somebody else, etc. When returning to the prior state of mind, I forget all the thoughts and premonitions of the second person who substituted me temporarily. This, is not the real root of the problem. It is a combination of genetic and environmental effects that caused the horrible memory. These are things like genetic dispositions to quickly changing state of mind, and also because of my mother, who has the same disposition: because of that, she was a horrible mother and implemented crippling anxiety as a tool to control me, like putting reins on a horse. Anxiety is another contributor to quickly changing moods, and so is having a mother with quickly changing moods. Quickly changing moods, is the root of bad memory. This is because scientifically, neurons are linked to the state of mind you are currently in. This means, that if you have an anxiety attack, you will no longer have access to the neurons before the attack, but now you will be able to recall all past anxiety attacks in vivid detail.
What I am saying, is you probably have the same mood swings resulting in poor memory causing you to believe you have mental disorders, which just makes it worse.
Another thing that can make this worse for some people is drug use because this is basically manually changing your state of mind and imposing a new soul. For me, taking the first hit of hallucinogen when I was 13 was the first big step toward realizing what my actual problems were. They werent drugs, they were lack of drugs. For people like me,(and I think you), using drugs is just the easiest way to combat unexpected mood changes. If I become depressed, I use mushrooms. If I am sleepy and I need to do work, I snort amphetamines. If I have intense anxiety and my body is jumping off the bed 1 foot every heart beat, then Ill smoke some weed. If I cant sleep, ill use some melatonin or something. Although it sounds counterintuitive to cure quickly changing states of mind by changing state of mind more often, it is actually the solution that existed before humans did, and humans embraced shamanistic healing for thousands of years until, western culture and religion banned these practices and implemented fear and superstition as I described before.
You say I cannot understand "you", but do you even know what that means? No, I do not understand the state of mind you had while posting that. But, I believe I have a pretty good grasp of you as a physical being and of the mental soul/souls inside. I prefer not to use the word spirit, but I think soul is pretty reasonable considering what i just described, how chemical state of your body literally affects which "soul" is active.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore] 2
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Grigore said: Thank you,meet me in hell,I've got an apartment there and we could talk about this after raping you. You actually sound like a nice guy so,I'm wondering,wouldn't you mind my presence at your front door with an axe and a smile on my face,you are few letters far from that,just tell me your address and we could discuss at a cup of tea after I slit your throat.
Well, aside from the fact that you should be banned for that post, i'm just going to say that the other people who responded to you were right.
Your exaggeration of darkness and how much you love it goes to show that you're probably a bored middle class youth. If you had truly ever had a run in with something dark, you wouldn't be seeking more of it, you'd be trying to escape it. You're not a lunatic, and I guess that's unfortunate in your eyes.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: ModestMouse]
#19276341 - 12/14/13 07:51 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Grigore said: Thank you,meet me in hell,I've got an apartment there and we could talk about this after raping you. You actually sound like a nice guy so,I'm wondering,wouldn't you mind my presence at your front door with an axe and a smile on my face,you are few letters far from that,just tell me your address and we could discuss at a cup of tea after I slit your throat.
Well, aside from the fact that you should be banned for that post, i'm just going to say that the other people who responded to you were right.
Your exaggeration of darkness and how much you love it goes to show that you're probably a bored middle class youth. If you had truly ever had a run in with something dark, you wouldn't be seeking more of it, you'd be trying to escape it. You're not a lunatic, and I guess that's unfortunate in your eyes.
He has been banned. (Thanks Cerv!)
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Cyclohexylamine]
#19277684 - 12/15/13 04:09 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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an unstoppable starving pain in my belly, was on 2 hits of strong acid and was stuffing myface with vegetables and spewing them up trying to fix it.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: TheGreenArrow]
#19283729 - 12/16/13 12:43 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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TheGreenArrow said: 1 hit of Salvia 45x extract. It basically turned my whole vision into a giant kaleidoscope, which wasn't really scary. It was the feeling that I was not real. Never real in fact! Me trying salvia had pryed open the door of awareness. I was a character in a tv series, perhaps a DnD character, or a dysfunctional lead in a play or videogame. And this chemical had awakened me to it. It was past even being scary, it just was. By the time I got back I was sweating balls. Not sure if I'll ever try this one again. probly my only "bad" trip, definitely the most existential.
Our "bad" trips were so similar. Looking back I learned alot from the trip, and it definitely had an impact on my feelings about existence. But the circumstances are so similar. We both smoked the same potency purple sticky and both ended up sweating balls afterwards. And I felt like I was in a fantasy world as well. More like another dimension, but I felt like none of it was real and everything I knew or had ever known, all of reality, had dissolved somehow into a big primordial soup and I was floating in it. To be honest it was terrifying but I don't regret it at all. I just was not ready for what happened. I believe I want to go back there and I feel much more ready to touch the infinite again.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Cyclohexylamine]
#19284026 - 12/16/13 01:51 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I really don't think banning him makes any sense at all.
When a fellow human being obviously requires a lot of mental help we just toss him on the side and ignore him? Yea that'll work.
This is exactly why the world is so fucked up. Compassion is lost. We toss mental patients in places where they are only surrounded with other mental patients. We toss 'criminals' in prisons. Basically we toss anyone with a negative attitude on the side as if they were trash. However they have become they are still human beings and there is always hope for them to become loving and positive again.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: DrugsRGood]
#19284725 - 12/16/13 04:03 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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stuck between salvia and diphenhydramine
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: DrugsRGood]
#19286538 - 12/16/13 11:15 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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DrugsRGood said: I really don't think banning him makes any sense at all.
When a fellow human being obviously requires a lot of mental help we just toss him on the side and ignore him? Yea that'll work.
This is exactly why the world is so fucked up. Compassion is lost. We toss mental patients in places where they are only surrounded with other mental patients. We toss 'criminals' in prisons. Basically we toss anyone with a negative attitude on the side as if they were trash. However they have become they are still human beings and there is always hope for them to become loving and positive again.
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whitelights
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Soul-Inversion]
#19286755 - 12/17/13 12:37 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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iwas already peaking in a solid level 3/ low level 4 while seeing a band called the breakfast when i got puddled with ~half an eyedropper of liquid~ everytime i turned the corner from the venue i would see a bmws trunk open, then a bomb would detonate and as i would spiral away from the vehicle back into the venue i would see hundreds of people(we were in the part of the city with all the clubs and they were just kicking everybody out) get blown to bits while feeling shrapnel rip though my body. this happened at least 10 times... in a row.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: whitelights]
#19286770 - 12/17/13 12:43 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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