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TheGreenArrow
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore]
#19273608 - 12/14/13 06:57 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Whats the rush? I suggest a long break. Might be your brain telling you to knock it off.
-------------------- A human being should be able to change a diaper, plan an invasion, butcher a hog, design a building, conn a ship, write a sonnet, balance accounts, build a wall, set a bone, comfort the dying, take orders, give orders, cooperate, act alone, solve an equation, analyze a new problem, pitch manure, program a computer, cook a tasty meal, fight efficiently, die gallantly. Specialization is for insects.- Robert A. Heinlein Saint RedBow of the Shroomey Loomey-Patron Saint of Sandbaggin Sumbitchs
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Grigore
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: TheGreenArrow]
#19273637 - 12/14/13 07:13 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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What does long mean to you? Waiting more than a week makes me considering suicide,seriously,I have a problem with this,I know but..I won't solve it right now,so,do you think that I'll trip if I take it today?
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chicksgrowtoo


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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? *DELETED* [Re: Grigore]
#19273705 - 12/14/13 08:07 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Grigore
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: chicksgrowtoo]
#19273741 - 12/14/13 08:28 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Good advice,I'll try it,thanks xD
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? *DELETED* [Re: Grigore]
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Grigore
Young Lunatic


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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: chicksgrowtoo]
#19273761 - 12/14/13 08:38 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Why are you so nice to a ''so fucked up person'',I don't deserve someone to be nice to me,in my reality,nobody is nice,I cannot perceive the bright side of things,for fuck's sake,it's not your fault,but if you are nice to me once again,I'm going to torture and kill a puppy just to deny that kindness and purity can enter my world,end of story.
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larry.fisherman
shoulda died already



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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore] 1
#19274101 - 12/14/13 10:38 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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On 25i I looked out the window and I saw a nuke go off. Scared the shit out of me. I really thought it was real.
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orison
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Love2trip]
#19274355 - 12/14/13 11:35 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Love2trip said: After rolling and speeding my brain out every day for two months while working construction 10-12 hours a day 6 days a week during that time i finally crashed and i crashed fucking hard.
Shadow people. I went to get ready for bed one night and as i sat in my bed i started seeing my friends out of the corners of my eyes, this lasted for a long time and was very odd and frightening, later my two closet doors would turn into veiled woman in black dresses that were floating and had no feet. They would look at me and i could feel everything about them, they would say things in other langauges i could not understand, and they would float into and through me then reapear at my closet doors, these woman were here for hours that night. And if it couldnt get worse to conclude my night my recently deceased dads shadow person appeared next to me as i layed in my bed hoping this would all end soon. It was insane it was like he was really there every bit about him, he told me several things and told me bye after several hours, then i finally fell asleep for 24 hours. Moral of the story sleep deprivation and drug abuse can lead to some horrifying hallucinations that leave long term damage to you.
I likes, can relates.
i once took 40mgs atavan and did an 8ball of coke.. I was seeing so much crazy shit. i said to this dude do you see that guy trying to push that car> and the dude was like what guy.. I said you cant see them, there are a whole bunch of people trying to push cars. see that lady on the wire up there doing acrobatics ? then I called this girl I know and was said it was so cool of you to hire a hologram company to fuck with me. and she was like wtfauo? .. I was in the basement and there were all these snakes on the walls in shadows, little monkeys, jesters.. take a walk I see this guy at the carwash trying to fucking a hose, what looked like all the other people pushing cars. couldnt figure that out. go by my parents house and two ghosts looked just like my mom and dad walking but not going anywhere near the fence. I tried to get closer to them but all would just vanish as I got closer.. I come home sit in the bedroom do more lines look out the window there are skeletons dancing in the shadows, i turn and my grandmother who is dead was sitting in the bed. I put my hands right thru that apparition.. I would still see people outside pushing things, on the poles and weird shit. til I went to sleep didnt have a problem as far as I can remember..
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Grigore
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: orison]
#19274398 - 12/14/13 11:45 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Similar to my fucked up sleep deprivation experiences,ah,good times,when I could stay awake for 5 days without any problems,damn,I miss them.
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ModestMouse
IM WALKIN ON SUNSHINE


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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore] 4
#19274627 - 12/14/13 12:46 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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You sound like a bored teenager, not a schizophrenic wacko. I firmly believe that you exaggerate/fabricate the majority of what you post here.
But that's just me
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Grigore
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: ModestMouse]
#19274673 - 12/14/13 01:02 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Thank you,meet me in hell,I've got an apartment there and we could talk about this after raping you. You actually sound like a nice guy so,I'm wondering,wouldn't you mind my presence at your front door with an axe and a smile on my face,you are few letters far from that,just tell me your address and we could discuss at a cup of tea after I slit your throat.
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Soul-Inversion



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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore]
#19274705 - 12/14/13 01:10 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Grigore said: Thank you,meet me in hell,I've got an apartment there and we could talk about this after raping you. You actually sound like a nice guy so,I'm wondering,wouldn't you mind my presence at your front door with an axe and a smile on my face,you are few letters far from that,just tell me your address and we could discuss at a cup of tea after I slit your throat.
As a rule of thumb, anybody who is into dark shit and has like "dark" pictures in their signature is like a massive bullshitter. They may have like emotional problems that lead them to wish they could feel the pain of other people, so they pretend they are in torment, take an "interest" in death, skulls, zombie popes.
Seriously, get a grip. Were monkeys walking around on a ball of clay. There are no spirits, ghosts, zombies, or literally, any single "dark" thing in the world. Catholics made this shit up, ozzy ozbourne popularized it, and you fell into their trap.
Taking deliriants is about the worst idea possible for somebody who already has suggestive disorders, like you, or anybody who even thinks about things like that, or, quite literally, anybody who listens to metal. Deliriant hallucinations listening to metal and other genres focusing on "dark" stupidity, can be crippling mentally and physically, even having lasting effects on fools. They will just further convince your self that you are being reasonable in even pondering death and stuff. Without religion, we would just be like apes and elephants: when they family member die, they stand around it mourning for an hour, and then leave. That, is normal. Grieving for your own death while you are alive, is absolutely not.
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Grigore
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Soul-Inversion]
#19274737 - 12/14/13 01:20 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Soul-Inversion said: Seriously, get a grip. Were monkeys walking around on a ball of clay. There are no spirits, ghosts, zombies, or literally, any single "dark" thing in the world. Catholics made this shit up, ozzy ozbourne popularized it, and you fell into their trap.
This is some foolish non sense,occultism will help you find out that this dark shit that you're mentioning is actually real and it is real even if you don't believe it.
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Soul-Inversion



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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore]
#19274851 - 12/14/13 01:54 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Grigore said:
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Soul-Inversion said: Seriously, get a grip. Were monkeys walking around on a ball of clay. There are no spirits, ghosts, zombies, or literally, any single "dark" thing in the world. Catholics made this shit up, ozzy ozbourne popularized it, and you fell into their trap.
This is some foolish non sense,occultism will help you find out that this dark shit that you're mentioning is actually real and it is real even if you don't believe it.
lmao. I would love to hear an elaboration on this, in the format of small mouth noises emanating from this monkey sitting at their information nexus, translating it into symbols input into their machine, and then it popping up on my monkey-information-nexus in a few hours. Then my own monkey-eyeballs will scan over the TreeBranch-analogous symbols you sent me, and compile them into an abstract vision of you, a monkey, sitting at an information nexus deceiving itself with its own small mouth noises.
And then, I will
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Grigore
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Soul-Inversion]
#19274870 - 12/14/13 02:00 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I love you as much as I hate you,I'm talking to your soul not to your body,yesterday's effects of forsaken immoral mistakes drag me to my delirious pit of irrational knowledge while my comprehensive unconscious reveals my non existent pain and regret. Occultism is the answer to your disbelief and skepticism.You never invoked a demon and communicated with him so I'm not sure you will understand what I say.
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Soul-Inversion



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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore]
#19275007 - 12/14/13 02:37 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Grigore said: I love you as much as I hate you,I'm talking to your soul not to your body,yesterday's effects of forsaken immoral mistakes drag me to my delirious pit of irrational knowledge while my comprehensive unconscious reveals my non existent pain and regret. Occultism is the answer to your disbelief and skepticism.You never invoked a demon and communicated with him so I'm not sure you will understand what I say.
By nonexistent pain and regret, which are you refer to? That you have done all things correctly, that supernatural forces have influenced all your actions relieving you of responsibility, or, like I mentioned, you are like many people who have psychological abnormalities preventing them from conforming to society's ideals of emotions, suffering, and ecstasy, thus leading you to indulge in these occultist practices and beliefs?
Oh, you would be wrong if you said I had never invoked a demon and talked to him. I had plenty of shit dealing with that when I was a teenager. Like when inhaling 20 whippits after smoking salvia with my satanist-metalhead neighbor. Debatably, he may be a demon. When I saw that red headed woman appear naked on the pentagram in the sandbox, and smelled her voice conforming to my vision, telling me things I had not known about my self, and then proceeding to take control of my body and make me look like I was having a seizure in the middle of a playground, I was in full belief that demons and hell and shit are all real. After that, subsequent intoxication sessions resulted in me contacting wide arrays of different demons and their varying forms and motivations. I might even say that I was having a psychosis for a period, where I was pretty much obsessed with the different varieties of demons I encountered. All you need is probably a really really good mushroom trip to reset you.
And I love you, but I dont hate you. I feel like hatred is only discontent with the lack of love in a situation.
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Grigore
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Soul-Inversion]
#19275033 - 12/14/13 02:44 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Soul-Inversion said: And I love you, but I dont hate you. I feel like hatred is only discontent with the lack of love in a situation.
We are dealing with a situation right here,YOU are the first person that said,jokingly(I hope) that loves me. If you think you understand me or if you managed to understand me,I'll do my best to change myself and amaze you with my capacity of adapting and becoming a totally different person. By the way,I have borderline personality disorder.
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Soul-Inversion



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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore]
#19275265 - 12/14/13 03:47 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Grigore said:
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Soul-Inversion said: And I love you, but I dont hate you. I feel like hatred is only discontent with the lack of love in a situation.
We are dealing with a situation right here,YOU are the first person that said,jokingly(I hope) that loves me. If you think you understand me or if you managed to understand me,I'll do my best to change myself and amaze you with my capacity of adapting and becoming a totally different person. By the way,I have borderline personality disorder.
I am not surprised you thought I was joking, but I was not. I love all people until their perseverance in hatred prevents me from furthering that love. I dont expect to understand anybody, especially somebody on the internet, but seriously, maybe I understand more than you think, just by observing the results of your actions manifesting on my computer. I also understand why you think you become other people, and why you think you have personality disorder. This is probably another manifestation of society pushing you away because of your natural tendencies. Just the fact that you think you have that mental illness, or any mental illness, confirms to me that you have been sucked hard into the societal vortex.
People who have become familiarized with mental illness and the categorizations humans use to contain and exclude portions of the populace that the rest are afraid of are not too far gone most of the time, as long as they can reach self awareness and dissent the societal standards imposed upon them.
By just reading the characteristics of that "BPD", I can see clearly I would be diagnosed with it instantly, however I have never been tested for illnesses like these. The only test anybody has done was my psychiatrist asking a few questions so that I could gain adderall, an important tool in life.
I, too, struggled for a time with feelings of losing control to other peripheral entities contained in my consciousness. This plagued me for years until I found the root of the problem. These feelings like there are more than one person in you, are actually just because society has told you about this illness. I conquered this problem with science. By reading shitlodes of information, not by interacting in society, I was able to eventually find the root of my problem, which was such weak memory that I would momentarily forget who I even was, then think I was somebody else, become somebody else, etc. When returning to the prior state of mind, I forget all the thoughts and premonitions of the second person who substituted me temporarily. This, is not the real root of the problem. It is a combination of genetic and environmental effects that caused the horrible memory. These are things like genetic dispositions to quickly changing state of mind, and also because of my mother, who has the same disposition: because of that, she was a horrible mother and implemented crippling anxiety as a tool to control me, like putting reins on a horse. Anxiety is another contributor to quickly changing moods, and so is having a mother with quickly changing moods. Quickly changing moods, is the root of bad memory. This is because scientifically, neurons are linked to the state of mind you are currently in. This means, that if you have an anxiety attack, you will no longer have access to the neurons before the attack, but now you will be able to recall all past anxiety attacks in vivid detail.
What I am saying, is you probably have the same mood swings resulting in poor memory causing you to believe you have mental disorders, which just makes it worse.
Another thing that can make this worse for some people is drug use because this is basically manually changing your state of mind and imposing a new soul. For me, taking the first hit of hallucinogen when I was 13 was the first big step toward realizing what my actual problems were. They werent drugs, they were lack of drugs. For people like me,(and I think you), using drugs is just the easiest way to combat unexpected mood changes. If I become depressed, I use mushrooms. If I am sleepy and I need to do work, I snort amphetamines. If I have intense anxiety and my body is jumping off the bed 1 foot every heart beat, then Ill smoke some weed. If I cant sleep, ill use some melatonin or something. Although it sounds counterintuitive to cure quickly changing states of mind by changing state of mind more often, it is actually the solution that existed before humans did, and humans embraced shamanistic healing for thousands of years until, western culture and religion banned these practices and implemented fear and superstition as I described before.
You say I cannot understand "you", but do you even know what that means? No, I do not understand the state of mind you had while posting that. But, I believe I have a pretty good grasp of you as a physical being and of the mental soul/souls inside. I prefer not to use the word spirit, but I think soul is pretty reasonable considering what i just described, how chemical state of your body literally affects which "soul" is active.
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ModestMouse
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore] 2
#19275279 - 12/14/13 03:50 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Grigore said: Thank you,meet me in hell,I've got an apartment there and we could talk about this after raping you. You actually sound like a nice guy so,I'm wondering,wouldn't you mind my presence at your front door with an axe and a smile on my face,you are few letters far from that,just tell me your address and we could discuss at a cup of tea after I slit your throat.
Well, aside from the fact that you should be banned for that post, i'm just going to say that the other people who responded to you were right.
Your exaggeration of darkness and how much you love it goes to show that you're probably a bored middle class youth. If you had truly ever had a run in with something dark, you wouldn't be seeking more of it, you'd be trying to escape it. You're not a lunatic, and I guess that's unfortunate in your eyes.
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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: ModestMouse]
#19276341 - 12/14/13 07:51 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Grigore said: Thank you,meet me in hell,I've got an apartment there and we could talk about this after raping you. You actually sound like a nice guy so,I'm wondering,wouldn't you mind my presence at your front door with an axe and a smile on my face,you are few letters far from that,just tell me your address and we could discuss at a cup of tea after I slit your throat.
Well, aside from the fact that you should be banned for that post, i'm just going to say that the other people who responded to you were right.
Your exaggeration of darkness and how much you love it goes to show that you're probably a bored middle class youth. If you had truly ever had a run in with something dark, you wouldn't be seeking more of it, you'd be trying to escape it. You're not a lunatic, and I guess that's unfortunate in your eyes.
He has been banned. (Thanks Cerv!)
-------------------- Yes this is tymo - I just changed my name Have you ever had a dream that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to awake from that dream? How would you know the difference between that dream world and the real world? There is NOTHING better than feeling that warm dissociative fuzz creeping up your body from IM K Something abut that anaesthetic rush... Qualitative Research Chemical Effects and Experiences The Wonderful World of Methoxetamine The 3-Meo-PCP Chapters, Part One
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