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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: chicksgrowtoo]
    #19267330 - 12/12/13 07:04 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

So were just believing anyone nowadays?


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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: GreySatyr]
    #19269211 - 12/13/13 02:50 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

why not? at least me,I'm not lying or exaggerating anything...don't know about the others..:rolleyes:,but they seem to have interesting stories that nobody would mind to invent,I think. xD


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    #19269449 - 12/13/13 05:55 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: chicksgrowtoo]
    #19270541 - 12/13/13 12:24 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I believe you,don't even worry about that,but there are skeptics like the person above,GreyMorph,a nice guy who wants to ''ruin'' our life stories with some arrogant denial of belief.


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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore]
    #19270587 - 12/13/13 12:37 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

was having a weird day, smoked a huge bowl of salvia in my bathroom. my shower started to vibrate, then weird little geometric flys started crawling out of the drain, soon my whole shower was buzzing full of flies and it was soooo loud. the buzzing sounded like it was talking to me.  then it all just kinda evaporated.


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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: GreySatyr]
    #19270618 - 12/13/13 12:45 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

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So were just believing anyone nowadays?





So, you think I made up that I ate catfood and told a family member that my shirt in the toilet was the biggest shit I had ever made? I thought that was wayy too unbelievable for people to think I made it up.

People who are apprehensive about believing people cannot tell when somebody is making something up, because they havent tripped hard enough on salvia to realize that this entire world is just like a quarter mile of a million mile circular magnetized transport tube. You go over this portion, then you have another 99.99995% to go of the circle before you come back again and repeat this life.

None of it is "true" or "real"; every part of the circle is just a different lie based on the same principles.


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    #19270672 - 12/13/13 01:04 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: chicksgrowtoo]
    #19270762 - 12/13/13 01:30 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

ive had some really intense salvia trips. I find that they can be both more pleasurable and double in intensity if you add some DXM. I have also smoked a fat bowl of 1x on acid, and I was open eye hallucinating so hard, but was so calm. It was like, I was just sitting in a chair and everything around me was morphing into different shapes and entities appearing and my friends like flying and teleporting around the area, and the stars had like writing and space ships all over, and jesus was I high, but I honestly felt totally normal physically!! Only my eyes were completely insane!! The music my friend was playing which was just like rap or something, was like these aliens talking to eachother and laughing at me, and the sounds were creating like resonance vibrations in the air molecules in front of me... The effects lasted about 45 minutes.

When I did it on 300 mg of DXM, and really stoned, I learned that you can do too much salvia. I took one rip and cashed an entire bong bowl, about half of a container of sticky salvia 40x. And I couldnt even set the bubbler down, I just was paralyzed with my eyes shocked looking and my mouth open for about 5 minutes until my friend took the bubbler from me. He didnt know you had to hold it in for 45 seconds, so he kept ripping it like weed and kept yelling at me he wasnt getting high at all and asking me how to do it or something, and he had no idea how far I was.... I was in some hyperspace dimension, with its own set of sounds based on Dark Side of the Moon that was playing, and then I had this conceptual third eye-type vision of this other world, a world of a car on a street, with 2 monkeys sitting in it, one shouting at the other paralyzed one, and it kept on repeating... over and over... the camera viewpoint was moving in a noncircular loop around the car, cycling, and cycling, for the rest of the trip. I uttered a few words..." I am a chickenwing! I do not eat food!Stop it!"..."S, Will I be a chickenwing forever now?" (1 hour in).

Meanwhile, inside my skull, matrices of conformative particles mesh and interweave into profound patterns of reality made out of elemental pieces(be it metallic boxes, spheres of light, rainbow stars), in the midst of pure black, space. There was all in front of me, the whole universe. But, then it soomed out. There was more. There was more outside that universe, and now I saw millions of specks in space like dust... each being universes with galaxies in them made out of atoms.. and inside all those atoms... were more universe complexes filled with more galaxies... nd so on. The matter, is not what mattered. It was the entities inhabiting this hyper-space.

Ethereal transcendental entities with pelts of rainbow elephant fur and hands with 13 fingers, and heads shaped like axon terminals in the brain... with pitch black around an ever-pulsating iris in the center of their "head axon". They communicate with pressure waves sent with intricate configurations of finger movements. I soon figured out how to read what they were saying to eachother. They unfurled an infite rug to me, it kept going toward me, forever.... I realized how far away they were... The rainbow carpet through space eventually reached me, I set foot on it, and it instantly rolled me up inside it, spinning all the way back to their hands!! With each revolution in the carpet as they rolled me up, I saw a tracer of the star-configuration in that region, forming into some event, some place, some time, with some people. They had names, these monkeys laughing and playing in the radiation of the star. I was the content inside an ethereal-rainbow blunt these entities intended to smoke!! They lit up my feet and sucked my soul out through my head, until I was falling, falling, through the chasm. BAM. I woke up, sitting back in my chair. "chickenwing?"

For another hour and a half, I was having acid like visuals of the street distorting and spiraling, but, in comparison to where I just came from, I was baffled by the simplicity of suburban life!

I just didnt understand why we had to eat food until the next day.


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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: chicksgrowtoo]
    #19270820 - 12/13/13 01:43 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

If you are seeing hallucinations sober. Get more sleep or it might be time to commit yourself! Scariest one for me had to be when I was mixing heroin and mushies. I was by the river by my house in the middle of the day and everything went dark and I saw a women with long black hair (like in the ring) climb out of the water and start crawling on the bank. I ran so fast dude, it was fucked.


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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: MinnesnowtaNice]
    #19270858 - 12/13/13 01:50 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I would have to stay the strangest experience I have had was on a 10 strip of some batman. Was in a room in complete darkness and had an old camera flashing the flash and every time it would flash it would make the (bleeeewwwwwwwwww) sound as the flash is charging back up. Within the room there was full size mirrors on the wall...

Flash goes off a few times... neat
Flash goes off again and when I look in the mirror instead of 4 people in the room, there is a 5th person in the room who is unmistakably not living anymore (skin is rotting, no eyes in sockets, etc)... quickly I turn on the lights of the room, like wth!

What was even more... was the other four in the room had seen the same thing.


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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: MinnesnowtaNice]
    #19270869 - 12/13/13 01:52 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Giant spider crawling up on my couch I was laying on mid trip

and a giant black spider right next to me while I was peeing on the toilet on a huge dose

also demons, lots of demons

or looking like something that wasnt me in the mirror, the devil

was on webcam with someone, then my and his face would look like the devil for a short while
staring really weird at me
felt like the devil had taken over my body and his body

once on 45g wet + OJ
devil trip, felt possessed for the whole trip, demons everywhere too attacking me, even with open eyes
felt like my soul got infested somehow
my voice wasn't mine either, and everything I would hear/see would make me angry/hateful (opposite of normal trip)
my hands became claws/fangs etc. , my body wasnt my body anymore, it was something evil
every part of my body turned demonic, incl my voice etc.
everything I loved I now hated
everywhere I looked there was demons attacking me, for the whole trip right from the start
even when looking at my arms , or the monitor etc. , with open eyes
felt like I had to do something to end it... it was a pretty traumatic trip

good after the trip though, but not the normal afterglow
had to do some stuff to get happy again

don't do OJ + wet shrooms , unless you are prepared
not a good way of consumption IMO

chocolates are muchbetter


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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: lessismore]
    #19273274 - 12/14/13 02:17 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Quote:

mio said:
Giant spider crawling up on my couch I was laying on mid trip

and a giant black spider right next to me while I was peeing on the toilet on a huge dose

also demons, lots of demons

or looking like something that wasnt me in the mirror, the devil

was on webcam with someone, then my and his face would look like the devil for a short while
staring really weird at me
felt like the devil had taken over my body and his body

once on 45g wet + OJ
devil trip, felt possessed for the whole trip, demons everywhere too attacking me, even with open eyes
felt like my soul got infested somehow
my voice wasn't mine either, and everything I would hear/see would make me angry/hateful (opposite of normal trip)
my hands became claws/fangs etc. , my body wasnt my body anymore, it was something evil
every part of my body turned demonic, incl my voice etc.
everything I loved I now hated
everywhere I looked there was demons attacking me, for the whole trip right from the start
even when looking at my arms , or the monitor etc. , with open eyes
felt like I had to do something to end it... it was a pretty traumatic trip

good after the trip though, but not the normal afterglow
had to do some stuff to get happy again

don't do OJ + wet shrooms , unless you are prepared
not a good way of consumption IMO

chocolates are muchbetter





OMG dude, OJ so good with shrooms. I ate like 60g of fresh cyans in a blueberry oj milkshake a month ago. That is some intense shit right there. I drove over to my mans house, we decided to smoke 4 joints and then pick more shrooms and then we took all my adderall and all his yola and made a line with like 200 mg of adderall and like 3 lines of coke in it as well. Right then, the police drive by as my friend is holding the straough.
:trollcop:  :lookoverthere:  :thisisheavyman: :ruggedwink: So, he just ploughed half of it into his skull,  :rail2:  :holyfuckdude: and I did the same.  :rail:  :suckmydickbitches:  :awshitherewego:  :shitsintense:  :mypoorbrain:
BOOOOM. 8 hrs later when I came back I got to the top of my driveway... opened the garage... and just sat there... People were talking to me in my head for the next 4 hours! Telling me I had to move! I had to park  the car! The parking spot was 8 feet in front of the car! I just didnt know how to drive it even though I drove 20 miles on the trip(albeit, I stopped for a couple hour long breaks in the middle of the road but my friend eventually got me to go lol). I think I was basically having like so many dopamines and setotonins firing off in my brain that they couldnt even make sense to make me drive the car. In the end, I actually got out of the car in neutral and pushed it into the place!! lol!

This other time, I ate like 14 grams of cubes and thought I died about 8 times during the expeirence because I added so much codeine and dxm I was sure I would OD.

After like 10g the remaining mushrooms had alien symbols written on their stems, telling me to eat them, so I did. So I went outside, as soon as I got outside I heard the sky shatter. Looked up, and saw all the glass shards falling toward me. Walking down his driveway, I saw the trees and the street like never before... You know how people say psychedelics make stuff "3d"? Well, this shit was 3 FUCKING D. The trees 20 feet away were dancing side to side, singing hymns in alien. The street was liquid metal. Across the street, the other trees started bending toward me, it was like I could see around the other side of every object and like it didnt matter where my eyes were placed physically, I was metaphysically manifesting the earth, moon, space, and time. My friend got me back inside. I was laying on this rug, and the design was like soooo trippy. It was all morphing around n shit, into different patterns and inside it was always like writing and symbols and conspiracies. I found a jerusalem cricket and started talking to it about how good fizzy water tasted and it made me pour it all out on the rug. There was some animal scratching in the wall, and my friend was really freaking out I wanted to move this furniture to see it but he wouldnt let me! He only had like 6 grams anyway!

I like passed out on the rug and started seeing this orb shape with these tentacular projections off of it, that would occasioanlly morph into blue-bruised mushroom shaped things. This is how I originally came up with the concept of a planet made of psilocybe mycelium in outer space that survives by grabbing and consuming all asteroids that touch its million-mile-rhizomorphs out in space. As soon as one hits, it gets pulled to the core. This planet colony continues growing until it consumes the universe, and creates a black hole, which triggers the next universe, but the key is that since it is at the core of the black hole, part of it escapes undamaged through the core into the new big-bang, and so what the planet told me in the vision was that it had always existed and would never cease to exist, because every time it convalesces into a new black hole, it generates an infinite number of new universes containing these space-psilocybe spores and or mycelium. It also said, that at the beginning of earth, they had planted only one spore on our planet, and by intention had included the genetic material needed to colonize this planet with a single bacterium. This bacterium, the first life on earth, contained the smallest possible sequence of DNA needed to evolve over the next 3 billion years into psilocybe mushrooms suitable for this planet. They knew that humans would evolve too, since they needed somebody to spread the spores across water. By spores, I actually mean an object probably at least a mile in diameter made of some super-dense material upon which is etched, like a transendental vinyl, the data needed to synthesize a new mycelial mother-planet.


I opened my eyes to see the ceiling on fire, and I ran out. After falling on the street and rolling around shouting alien dialects for 30 mins my friend came out and I remembered I was ODing so I ran down the street, dropped some headphones out of my pocket, spent 5 minutes creeping on the ground looking for them, and then I was like
:mindblown:
I realized like, how profound it was how people say materialism is detrimental to life. Because right then, I was certain that I was about to die, and there were actual police cars in my neighborhood with sirens on, and I had just wasted all that time over a piece of plastic I had stolen for free. Is that not absurd? So, I walked down the street another 50 feet, where the visuals overwhelmed me. I had visions of buddha, all spiritual teachers I have recognized as influential in my life, like, time was so slowed down that I was able to hallucinate so many different monkeys in my mind within this one 3 hour period before dawn lying there on the street in somebodies driveway laying face down lol. I looked inside this crack under me and there was this little dead weed growing out of it, and it was like, the most intense hallucinations besides yopo seeds of my life, and ironically, on the most commonplace, most overlooked object on the entire planet. A dead weed in a crack. It got no respect, even though it was once living. What is respect???? There are living things on the surface of every crackweed in the world. My eyes like scanning electron microscopes focus in on the hairs on its leaves, going deeper, deeper, deeper. Inside this plant, was everything. My entire life, not kidding, before my eyes inside of a dead plant. I broke through beyond "realitic" hallucinations which is necessary for this kind of experience to unfold. All these visions of sages, wise people, all preaching different lessons, replaced by visions of fractal nature and space. And I just laughed at the sages. Buddha even admitted himself that he could not teach a single word from what he knew. He just spewed out words that happened to enlighten a few other people. This however, this little dead plant, and the hallucinations unfolding from within it, was the most profound enlightenment conceivable!!! It was so humble, so antimaterialistic, it gave so little shits. I wanted to be the plant.

I WAS THE PLANT

That meant I was dead, to me. I lay there paralyzed, now turned over looking at the sky. Not a single star was static. Every one moving around, swirling, but I couldnt see them. I could see no lights, no stars. Only lines. Each line was a single relationship from 1 star to 1 other star. There was one for every such relationship in the sky. Now, these lines moving around and their karmic games, these lines mating, these lines walking together, these lines were not lines.
I saw no lines.

I saw only shapes now. Shapes formed from the relationships between 2 or more lines. I saw no lines. I saw all these shapes walking around the sky, with their karmic games, mating, birthing new shapes, forming people again, forming sounds, forming touch, forming tastes. These shapes were no shapes.
I saw no shapes.

I saw only times. I saw times made up of the interactions of the shapes made of lines made of stars. Anything, possible, that could happen, anywhere, any time, anybody, is contained within every such "timenugget" which, conversely, every one of which contains every other timenugget in the universe. It has no shape, it has no lines, it has no point. It is, less than a point. It is, the 0th dimension. I now saw no more timenuggets.

I saw only one star, one light now. The brightest ive ever seen. The rays radiating from its luminence (you know what I mean when theres a light in a dark space) engulfed the sky and planet. I was inside the star.

It spoke to me, but not in words. This was the general message.
"hello. I am the star. You are dead. Your life was worthless, so why wouldnt i kill you? Don't you get it? You must devote your life to a cause, or else you will be no more than a mere dead plant in a crack. You can still redeem yourself. You arent actually dead. I just told you that because I knew your sobriety was a prison hanging on a chain miles below this feather of a truth, and I am the star. I have all-coommanding power. As a star, my light causes all things. Here, have your petty feather-epiphany"

And thus, the beam of light penetrated my forehead. I jumped to my feet. A woman was staring at me from across the street. I had been laying there for 4-5 hours. I ran home. I knew EXACTLY what the star had meant for me. It had told me how to manipulate the universe, like a star, using my willpower. It told me how to timetravel. I spent 2 hours figuring out how to enter my house. I was now convinced that I was still dead, and that I was merely having my final OBE. But, since the star had already taught me how to timetravel, I thought, "why not go timetravel back before I died, and save myself and fulfill the star's prophecy?"
So, I went to my room, and lay down. Every 30 sec a "ch-ch-ch-ch-ch" goes off outside to repel rodents. Time was so slowed down, I was just laying on my bed paralyzed OBEing pretty fuckin hard, and the whole time, there was this INTENSE buzzzzz. It just kept getting louder, and louder, and louder, for the first 2 hours or so, and then it had been like 10 hours since taking them anyway, so it started getting quieter and it started holding less hallucinations in its sound. But it was not just a sound, it was a language. In this one tone, I could hear anything conceivable, and being tripping so hard I "saw, felt, tasted" the buzz for like 5 hours. This buzz came in the form of the transendental object at the end of time. The sound, I realized, was just a bunch of little tiny pressure waves slapping my ear drum, in an infinitely complex sequence. By seeing this sequence of pressure-waves, instead of trying to "hear" them, I saw anything and everything. Like an "ORB OF TRUTH" I have encountered on similar experiences, this sound contained some awareness, almost an entity of non-matter.


So, thus, I came to realize how the inter-dimensionality of time and space worked (at least partly, im not stephen hawking lolz),
See, the stars were 1st dimensional, or dots.
The lines between them, were 2 dimensional, lines.
The shapes, are 3 dimensional, like any ordinary object.
The timenuggets, are 4th dimensional, like our entire universe.
4th dimension is the same thing as 0th dimension.

The way all the timenuggets, which were configurations of the previous 3 dimensions, come together into the final prophetic star is really profound to me. It is just another metaphor for the fractal relationships in nature, how they all contain every other one of eachother.


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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Soul-Inversion]
    #19273403 - 12/14/13 03:53 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Quote:

Soul-Inversion said:
Quote:

mio said:
Giant spider crawling up on my couch I was laying on mid trip

and a giant black spider right next to me while I was peeing on the toilet on a huge dose

also demons, lots of demons

or looking like something that wasnt me in the mirror, the devil

was on webcam with someone, then my and his face would look like the devil for a short while
staring really weird at me
felt like the devil had taken over my body and his body

once on 45g wet + OJ
devil trip, felt possessed for the whole trip, demons everywhere too attacking me, even with open eyes
felt like my soul got infested somehow
my voice wasn't mine either, and everything I would hear/see would make me angry/hateful (opposite of normal trip)
my hands became claws/fangs etc. , my body wasnt my body anymore, it was something evil
every part of my body turned demonic, incl my voice etc.
everything I loved I now hated
everywhere I looked there was demons attacking me, for the whole trip right from the start
even when looking at my arms , or the monitor etc. , with open eyes
felt like I had to do something to end it... it was a pretty traumatic trip

good after the trip though, but not the normal afterglow
had to do some stuff to get happy again

don't do OJ + wet shrooms , unless you are prepared
not a good way of consumption IMO

chocolates are muchbetter





OMG dude, OJ so good with shrooms. I ate like 60g of fresh cyans in a blueberry oj milkshake a month ago. That is some intense shit right there. I drove over to my mans house, we decided to smoke 4 joints and then pick more shrooms and then we took all my adderall and all his yola and made a line with like 200 mg of adderall and like 3 lines of coke in it as well. Right then, the police drive by as my friend is holding the straough.
:trollcop:  :lookoverthere:  :thisisheavyman: :ruggedwink: So, he just ploughed half of it into his skull,  :rail2:  :holyfuckdude: and I did the same.  :rail:  :suckmydickbitches:  :awshitherewego:  :shitsintense:  :mypoorbrain:
BOOOOM. 8 hrs later when I came back I got to the top of my driveway... opened the garage... and just sat there... People were talking to me in my head for the next 4 hours! Telling me I had to move! I had to park  the car! The parking spot was 8 feet in front of the car! I just didnt know how to drive it even though I drove 20 miles on the trip(albeit, I stopped for a couple hour long breaks in the middle of the road but my friend eventually got me to go lol). I think I was basically having like so many dopamines and setotonins firing off in my brain that they couldnt even make sense to make me drive the car. In the end, I actually got out of the car in neutral and pushed it into the place!! lol!

This other time, I ate like 14 grams of cubes and thought I died about 8 times during the expeirence because I added so much codeine and dxm I was sure I would OD.

After like 10g the remaining mushrooms had alien symbols written on their stems, telling me to eat them, so I did. So I went outside, as soon as I got outside I heard the sky shatter. Looked up, and saw all the glass shards falling toward me. Walking down his driveway, I saw the trees and the street like never before... You know how people say psychedelics make stuff "3d"? Well, this shit was 3 FUCKING D. The trees 20 feet away were dancing side to side, singing hymns in alien. The street was liquid metal. Across the street, the other trees started bending toward me, it was like I could see around the other side of every object and like it didnt matter where my eyes were placed physically, I was metaphysically manifesting the earth, moon, space, and time. My friend got me back inside. I was laying on this rug, and the design was like soooo trippy. It was all morphing around n shit, into different patterns and inside it was always like writing and symbols and conspiracies. I found a jerusalem cricket and started talking to it about how good fizzy water tasted and it made me pour it all out on the rug. There was some animal scratching in the wall, and my friend was really freaking out I wanted to move this furniture to see it but he wouldnt let me! He only had like 6 grams anyway!

I like passed out on the rug and started seeing this orb shape with these tentacular projections off of it, that would occasioanlly morph into blue-bruised mushroom shaped things. This is how I originally came up with the concept of a planet made of psilocybe mycelium in outer space that survives by grabbing and consuming all asteroids that touch its million-mile-rhizomorphs out in space. As soon as one hits, it gets pulled to the core. This planet colony continues growing until it consumes the universe, and creates a black hole, which triggers the next universe, but the key is that since it is at the core of the black hole, part of it escapes undamaged through the core into the new big-bang, and so what the planet told me in the vision was that it had always existed and would never cease to exist, because every time it convalesces into a new black hole, it generates an infinite number of new universes containing these space-psilocybe spores and or mycelium. It also said, that at the beginning of earth, they had planted only one spore on our planet, and by intention had included the genetic material needed to colonize this planet with a single bacterium. This bacterium, the first life on earth, contained the smallest possible sequence of DNA needed to evolve over the next 3 billion years into psilocybe mushrooms suitable for this planet. They knew that humans would evolve too, since they needed somebody to spread the spores across water. By spores, I actually mean an object probably at least a mile in diameter made of some super-dense material upon which is etched, like a transendental vinyl, the data needed to synthesize a new mycelial mother-planet.


I opened my eyes to see the ceiling on fire, and I ran out. After falling on the street and rolling around shouting alien dialects for 30 mins my friend came out and I remembered I was ODing so I ran down the street, dropped some headphones out of my pocket, spent 5 minutes creeping on the ground looking for them, and then I was like
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I realized like, how profound it was how people say materialism is detrimental to life. Because right then, I was certain that I was about to die, and there were actual police cars in my neighborhood with sirens on, and I had just wasted all that time over a piece of plastic I had stolen for free. Is that not absurd? So, I walked down the street another 50 feet, where the visuals overwhelmed me. I had visions of buddha, all spiritual teachers I have recognized as influential in my life, like, time was so slowed down that I was able to hallucinate so many different monkeys in my mind within this one 3 hour period before dawn lying there on the street in somebodies driveway laying face down lol. I looked inside this crack under me and there was this little dead weed growing out of it, and it was like, the most intense hallucinations besides yopo seeds of my life, and ironically, on the most commonplace, most overlooked object on the entire planet. A dead weed in a crack. It got no respect, even though it was once living. What is respect???? There are living things on the surface of every crackweed in the world. My eyes like scanning electron microscopes focus in on the hairs on its leaves, going deeper, deeper, deeper. Inside this plant, was everything. My entire life, not kidding, before my eyes inside of a dead plant. I broke through beyond "realitic" hallucinations which is necessary for this kind of experience to unfold. All these visions of sages, wise people, all preaching different lessons, replaced by visions of fractal nature and space. And I just laughed at the sages. Buddha even admitted himself that he could not teach a single word from what he knew. He just spewed out words that happened to enlighten a few other people. This however, this little dead plant, and the hallucinations unfolding from within it, was the most profound enlightenment conceivable!!! It was so humble, so antimaterialistic, it gave so little shits. I wanted to be the plant.

I WAS THE PLANT

That meant I was dead, to me. I lay there paralyzed, now turned over looking at the sky. Not a single star was static. Every one moving around, swirling, but I couldnt see them. I could see no lights, no stars. Only lines. Each line was a single relationship from 1 star to 1 other star. There was one for every such relationship in the sky. Now, these lines moving around and their karmic games, these lines mating, these lines walking together, these lines were not lines.
I saw no lines.

I saw only shapes now. Shapes formed from the relationships between 2 or more lines. I saw no lines. I saw all these shapes walking around the sky, with their karmic games, mating, birthing new shapes, forming people again, forming sounds, forming touch, forming tastes. These shapes were no shapes.
I saw no shapes.

I saw only times. I saw times made up of the interactions of the shapes made of lines made of stars. Anything, possible, that could happen, anywhere, any time, anybody, is contained within every such "timenugget" which, conversely, every one of which contains every other timenugget in the universe. It has no shape, it has no lines, it has no point. It is, less than a point. It is, the 0th dimension. I now saw no more timenuggets.

I saw only one star, one light now. The brightest ive ever seen. The rays radiating from its luminence (you know what I mean when theres a light in a dark space) engulfed the sky and planet. I was inside the star.

It spoke to me, but not in words. This was the general message.
"hello. I am the star. You are dead. Your life was worthless, so why wouldnt i kill you? Don't you get it? You must devote your life to a cause, or else you will be no more than a mere dead plant in a crack. You can still redeem yourself. You arent actually dead. I just told you that because I knew your sobriety was a prison hanging on a chain miles below this feather of a truth, and I am the star. I have all-coommanding power. As a star, my light causes all things. Here, have your petty feather-epiphany"

And thus, the beam of light penetrated my forehead. I jumped to my feet. A woman was staring at me from across the street. I had been laying there for 4-5 hours. I ran home. I knew EXACTLY what the star had meant for me. It had told me how to manipulate the universe, like a star, using my willpower. It told me how to timetravel. I spent 2 hours figuring out how to enter my house. I was now convinced that I was still dead, and that I was merely having my final OBE. But, since the star had already taught me how to timetravel, I thought, "why not go timetravel back before I died, and save myself and fulfill the star's prophecy?"
So, I went to my room, and lay down. Every 30 sec a "ch-ch-ch-ch-ch" goes off outside to repel rodents. Time was so slowed down, I was just laying on my bed paralyzed OBEing pretty fuckin hard, and the whole time, there was this INTENSE buzzzzz. It just kept getting louder, and louder, and louder, for the first 2 hours or so, and then it had been like 10 hours since taking them anyway, so it started getting quieter and it started holding less hallucinations in its sound. But it was not just a sound, it was a language. In this one tone, I could hear anything conceivable, and being tripping so hard I "saw, felt, tasted" the buzz for like 5 hours. This buzz came in the form of the transendental object at the end of time. The sound, I realized, was just a bunch of little tiny pressure waves slapping my ear drum, in an infinitely complex sequence. By seeing this sequence of pressure-waves, instead of trying to "hear" them, I saw anything and everything. Like an "ORB OF TRUTH" I have encountered on similar experiences, this sound contained some awareness, almost an entity of non-matter.


So, thus, I came to realize how the inter-dimensionality of time and space worked (at least partly, im not stephen hawking lolz),
See, the stars were 1st dimensional, or dots.
The lines between them, were 2 dimensional, lines.
The shapes, are 3 dimensional, like any ordinary object.
The timenuggets, are 4th dimensional, like our entire universe.
4th dimension is the same thing as 0th dimension.

The way all the timenuggets, which were configurations of the previous 3 dimensions, come together into the final prophetic star is really profound to me. It is just another metaphor for the fractal relationships in nature, how they all contain every other one of eachother.




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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Apeman]
    #19273513 - 12/14/13 05:37 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

there is really no need to share bad trip stories, but now that the original poster really asked for them .. :-)

dont fear your own mind, simple

and know your dose, dont go so deep it becomes unpleasant

I usually prefer not to read trip reports/bad trip reports, since it programs my brain


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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Soul-Inversion]
    #19273538 - 12/14/13 06:00 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I thought I was the single person that had very fucked up trips,well,I was extremely wrong xD


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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore]
    #19273541 - 12/14/13 06:04 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

trips often amplify existing mental state

if you are unhappy/not feeling on top of life , or taking a too strong dose, trip will be unpleasant

if you eat as chocolates and when you are happy on a happy sunny friday you will keep being happy :-)

so if you get a bad trip you know there is something you should work on in yourself


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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: lessismore]
    #19273546 - 12/14/13 06:08 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Well,I haven't had a good trip for about 2 years and I am conscious of the fact that I am a miserable psychopath with a fucked up way of thinking and perceiving reality,but,hey,there is hope for me,at least I'm also schizophrenic and if I don't take my meds I have a bad trip without any drugs,that makes things even more interesting because,I think,it's quite obvious that actually,there is no fucking hope for me,hope you'll enjoy your trips,I will never be able to enjoy mine.


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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: Grigore]
    #19273554 - 12/14/13 06:20 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Well considering from the posts I've read of yours you mostly take datura, I can see why you have scary trips.  Try a decent psychedelic sometime.


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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: TheGreenArrow]
    #19273556 - 12/14/13 06:22 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Well,I take lsd from time to time,but that doesn't help very much because I don't have money to replace datura with acid.And still,I have bad trips on lsd as well.I started getting used to bad trips anyway...


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Re: What was the scariest hallucination you've experienced? [Re: lessismore]
    #19273590 - 12/14/13 06:44 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I've got a question:3 days ago I've made an extraction of benzydamine and ingested about o,5g of the entire quantity,today,I'm going to combine benzydamine with datura and have a ''nice'' night trip,my question is:did I wait enough for the tolerance to go down or should I wait more?


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