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MrNeonJesus
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Registered: 12/10/13
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My first trip (Before, During, After)
#19255807 - 12/10/13 03:00 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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I thought I knew what I was getting into.I did not believe I had to ask anyone questions....talk to anyone or even tell anyone. After my first festival back in November I found out about "Psychedelics". The name itself interested me. After experiencing MDMA, I wanted to experience a diffrent feeling.I sure as hell found it. On payday almost four weeks ago, I asked my friend if he had any. I got lucky (because lately they ha vent been around). I bought myself 3.5 grams of psychedelic mushrooms(just typing it gives me chills). This is how it went.... - 3 P.M. : Picked them up. - 4 P.M. : Prepared a music playlist consiting of Pink Floyd, and a wide variety..(EDM,Rock, more classic rock). Because as a toker, I enjoy music more then anything when im in the clouds. On MDMA, music was everything. - 5:35 P.M. : I went into my room. Closed the door behind me, the anticipation was killing me....I had a secondary feeling...it felt like a panick and exciting feeling mix. I opened the zipped baggy containing these beautiful stems and caps. They smelled earthy, and felt stale. Ilicked a stem....curious at first. Then I told myself to indulge. (Now, one thing I forgot to mention...my "friend" told me not to take the whole eighth being my first time). Well, I ate them all. They tasted earthy and kind of good to be honest..... -6 P.M. : My stomach started to feel upset. So I layed down on my bed. I felt nothing.I wasnt even anticipating it... -6:15ish : Saw a slight swivelon my wall....then it dissapeared. To be honest I thought nothing of it... -6:45: To keep myself busy I turned on some tunes. Pink Floyd - Learning to Fly. (This would be the song of the night). -7:15: Still nothing. I was so sure that I was bunked. I got upset and said heck with it. I made my first mistake. I went for a walk outside.... - The walk - I got on my hoodie and went outside. It ws perfect 60 degree weather and a sky so clear. I walked three steps and felt diffrent. I cant explain it... I went to the edge of the yard and looked up. There was a plane flying over and it felt close. Very uch closer then normal. Then I noticed the lights were lagging. It left a trail as i went on.... I ignored this warning sign... I opened the gate and I swear I either knew I had done it or felt like I was going to do it. I walked halfway up my street on the sidewalk (forest on one side. Houses and one tree every three feet) I peaked into the forest....walked up to the entrance...asI was walking I felt like I was losing balance....and then the trees started to move...back and forth...back and forth...then down. The branches started pointing at me. At this point , I knew this had to be it. I turned around and started walking home...slow...a little faster....and faster...I started worrying, but it was fun. I felt like a kid. Now I was inside. Safe... -7:45 : I sat on my bad and turned on my playlist. Nothing was happening...I thought to myself.."What is going on?" Then the words started slowing down...time was moving so slow...after this I didnot log any time of my trip down so now I will just full on explain it.. I went into the bathroom ( Did it a lot that night) and did what I had to do) As I was washing my hands I looked into the mirror....It got bright, then my face started to blur...and I stared at myself....for maybe half an hour. I know it sounds ridiculous but it was fun. I noticed my pupils were huge as hell. I saw every face I have ever made in my life...
I went back into my room The shadows from my lights started moving. Expanding then shrinking. Then doing it all over again....slowly...slow...then quickr and quicker...I got back up and went out back. (to the yard). I felt normal again. (It came in strong waves and only stopped for a couple minutes before starting back up). I layed on the grass and looked at the clear starry sky. Oh man. The stars started moving everywhere. They twisted and turned...rotated in circles...it got colder so I went back in. Now , I have some paintings in my room..Theres one in specific that I now feel connected to of an indian chief with a wolf. I saw more then that....I saw a million diffrent faces...people...things I have thought about in the previous weeks.. I did this for the rest of my trip. I know you are probably thinking "really?" But with the music...it was amazing. On the physical side...my body would go numb ....I felt like I was waving my hand...but I wasnt. Everything I did I felt like it had been done before or I was doing it again...
Eventually about 3-5 hours later it settled down. But still I would see small movements...etc..
After: As I post this I also want to find out answers... One week after my trip , I smoked some good dank. The first time I toked since the trip. Well, I started tripping. Hard for 15 minutes... and after that..everytime I toke, I notice the same feelings and outcomes as I had when I took the shrooms. Now, I also wear glasses...(this only happened a few times, and still happens). A day or two afterward in the middle of the day I layed down to nap. I took off my glasses....slowly noticing movements...I put them back on....nothing. Back off, movements. On, movements. Slowly tripping (or what it felt like.) Also,my persepective on the world has totally changed. I am not who I was before that night....I appreciate nature more then ever. I try to reason more then I do fight. Overall, I appreciate life more then I did. Thats my story....
-------------------- Shrooms changed the way I look at everything and everyone.
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HarryL
Squnä'am



Registered: 11/16/10
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Re: My first trip (Before, During, After) [Re: MrNeonJesus]
#19256824 - 12/10/13 06:26 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Good write up Thanks for sharing.... Welcome to The Shroomery
It's amazing isn't.... Experience is a great teacher
First trip can be eye opening... You can read about it, talk to people but.... Just have to do it to know
Peace
-------------------- Mushroom hunting: One bad mushroom can ruin your day! Know it or throw it.
Edited by HarryL (12/11/13 09:41 AM)
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Area 54
Higher Primate



Registered: 11/06/13
Posts: 63
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Re: My first trip (Before, During, After) [Re: HarryL]
#19257068 - 12/10/13 07:05 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Nice story, I always like to hear someone having a positive first experience. I couldn't agree more about the appreciation of nature, I always thought that if more people had this experience taking care of the environment wouldn't be an issue.
I've had the same occurrence as you with feeling some effects days later when smoking, I'm sure there is a logical explanation for that, probably pretty common.
-------------------- The above posting is completely fictional and is intended for entertainment purposes only, some pictures are gathered from online sources while others may have been taken by fictional deities.
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Peace of Mind 1
Incel Basement Dweller



Registered: 04/05/11
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Re: My first trip (Before, During, After) [Re: MrNeonJesus]
#19257410 - 12/10/13 08:07 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Welcome man, glad you enjoyed it. Psychedelics are beautiful things. 
That first trip is something so important to most of us trippers. I'll never forget mine, I ate 7 grams. I absolutely agree with you, people say someone can't change overnight, I beg to differ. A few hours did the job pretty well.
The best part about your post is the fact that you are trying to learn from it, that is a good quality to have with psychedelic use.
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MrNeonJesus
Fates Victim

Registered: 12/10/13
Posts: 21
Last seen: 9 years, 12 days
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One more thing i totally forgot to mention. It increased my artistic ability by a thousand. i could dish out poems and pictures like it was nothing.. Its amazing...Thank you all for the feedback! This is the first time I have joined and explained my story on a forum before. It feels good to know I can compare with fellow people , knowing I won't be judged in a negative way.
@Peaceofmind1 - 7 for your first? That is insane!
@area54 - I agree a 100% . I feel more people would to...I am much more amazed by nature then I ever have been.
@HarryL - Thank you! I'm glad I found this website. I've done nothing but read different experiences...etc.. its amazing how I can compare and gain more knowledge .
-------------------- Shrooms changed the way I look at everything and everyone.
Edited by MrNeonJesus (12/11/13 04:48 AM)
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Smeagol
Poke my 3rd eye


Registered: 04/14/13
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Re: My first trip (Before, During, After) [Re: MrNeonJesus]
#19259336 - 12/11/13 09:43 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Nice write up and thanks for sharing.
weed is labeled a hallucinogen. It definitely has similar effects for me. Feeling of connectedness, deep thoughts and realizations. Your feelings of tripping could just be that you now know what it feels like and seeing the similarities.
Tripping can definitely change who you are. I read a book about hallucinogens and thought patterns. Psychadelic Information Theory. Our normal though process and pattern are changed and we can literally think about things from a different mind set. Rather than having a linear thought process we can have fractal thought patterns, loops. Lots of social and cultural programming gets pushed aside.
-------------------- The road to hell is paved with good intentions, but it is not paved with clarity.” -Terence "If you're not peaking what the fuck are you doing?" Dude on facebook
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TheGreenBox


Registered: 08/03/13
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Re: My first trip (Before, During, After) [Re: Smeagol]
#19260099 - 12/11/13 01:09 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Glad to read this story, thanks for sharing
-------------------- And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping, the moon tells me a secret - my confidant. As full and bright as I am, this light is not my own and a million light reflections pass over me. Its source is bright and endless. - Tool
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