My girlfriend has tripped before, but only like 6 times. She doesn't anymore though, and I still do.... quite a bit. I know she doesn't like that I trip so much, so I just kind of keep it to myself. I really wish that we could drop some L together and explore each other on that deep level.
I think she would be a lot more comfortable with my drug use if I didn't have such a terrible past with drugs. I'm trying to stop, but it's really hard. That's also one of the reasons I don't tell her I'm still tripping. I usually let it slip out cause even though she'll get upset, I know she's not gonna do anything about it. I guess she just tries to look the other way. She knows that I have a very strong bond with acid, so she won't get as upset when I fry on L. But if I were to do MDMA or Klonopin, she would get reeeeally mad. I got really addicted to Klonopin over summer and I was rolling on grams of MDMA at a time..... The combo of those 2 drugs, along with coke and subutex, almost killed me.
Overall, she wants me to not be doing any drugs. And I do feel bad sometimes when I dose cause I know she'd disapprove. She does let me trip around her though, which is cool because she gets the whole bonding thing. I've tripped with her before, like twice, but both times we were NOT vibin. Each time I was on multiple drugs and she was only on 1 substance. I really hope that she'll over come what's stopping her from enjoying to trip.
-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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