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Creative suicide?
    #19258461 - 12/11/13 01:19 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Well... First of all.. I am not depressed in any way and would not resort to such a thing for that reason... however I do not plan on dying old and toothless in bed, for I would have myself a good death long before that.. though .. I see it hard to get someone to do it for me, so I would probably slit my wrist and bleed out.

what about you..? How would you like to die?


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: Icyus] * 1
    #19258508 - 12/11/13 01:41 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Stuff all my pockets with candy and jump off a building in the hopes of exploding like a pinata.  For the people.

I stole this idea.


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: Icyus] * 4
    #19258685 - 12/11/13 04:11 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Just because you're old and toothless doesn't mean you're helpless. This woman lives a happy life even though she has dentures.



I picture her smoking out her great grandkids someday. :wink:


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: Ellis Dee]
    #19258761 - 12/11/13 05:01 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

RELEVANT:
http://www.thebestpageintheuniverse.net/c.cgi?u=manly_suicide

an old favorite of mine that used to make me chuckle when I was much younger. Enjoy.


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: Ellis Dee] * 1
    #19258775 - 12/11/13 05:09 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

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Ellis Dee said:
Just because you're old and toothless doesn't mean you're helpless. This woman lives a happy life even though she has dentures.



I picture her smoking out her great grandkids someday. :wink:





That is a serious bottle of Appleton. My friend's grandma smoked pot for about 60 years, chain smoked cigs and drank a bottle of gin a day. She lived to over 100, died peacefully in her sleep and was sharp as a tack until she passed away.

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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: egodeathflux]
    #19259314 - 12/11/13 09:37 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

In her sleep? Why not a swordfight?


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: Icyus] * 3
    #19259370 - 12/11/13 09:55 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Hypothermia. In the right conditions (freezing temps, wind chill, becoming wet) death can come within 15 minutes. The brain is left intact and takes longer to die than the body, probably leading to one hell of a final trip. Seems like an original and savage way to kill yourself. Facing the elements cold, wet, and naked and alone. Not for those who wish for a painless death.


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: CavemanJohnson]
    #19260223 - 12/11/13 01:39 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I thought about bleeding out.. but yeah.. freezing might do.. though I have heard from those who almost froze to death that you more or less black out.. what about burning alive?


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: Icyus]
    #19271947 - 12/13/13 06:22 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Prior to the time your ready to die stab yourself in the pancreas with preferably a flat head screw driver and wiggle it around a good bit later on you will find out you a full blown diabetic then when your ready to go either eat a ton of sweets and dye of hyperglycemia which would take a good bit of treats or just take a shot of insulin and don't eat anything and dye within an hour and a half of hypoglycemia. And from experience of being diabetic for 15 years low blood sugar starts off like a trip with the pulsating body feeling and deep deep confusion with hallucinations "usually I feel I'm outside trying to get back in while I'm passed out on the kitchen floor" which leads into a nice calm lights out and sweet death.
Have fun with it;)


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: spaceman101]
    #19272913 - 12/13/13 11:11 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

As someone who's suicidal, I would never cut my wrists to go out. That would hurt so badly, so much mess, and wouldnt be quick.

One time I saw on a website a diagram where you use a cheese wire as a noose and superglue your hands to your head. then when you step off, your head (ideally) pops off and it looks like you pulled it off with your hands.


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: Icyus]
    #19274986 - 12/14/13 02:31 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I found my cool suicide gif. :smile: Other than this I read about one guy who went in a supermarket meat department, turned on the bandsaw and ran his neck into it, decapitating himself 90% of the way. It was just some random dude, nto an employee or anything. There were some badass ones in Maxim magazine a few years ago.

Unless I was terminally ill I don't think I'd want to do it, but I guess if I ever get the big C then I might as well go out in style, lol.



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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: Ellis Dee]
    #19275376 - 12/14/13 04:10 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I would never kill myslef out of a fear for pain.. or suffering.. or because my life is just bad in any other way.. curiosity on the other hand..


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: Icyus]
    #19277701 - 12/15/13 04:16 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

problem with methods of suicide is if they work half way

i tried to slice my wrists about five times each arm and i had swollowed a bottle of xanax so it made me sloppy

after i reentered society after my stint in the loony bin i realized i was really lucky that i didn't ruin tendons or other unfixable parts in my arms or hands

i might have not been able to use them again

and that would have made my life so much more liveable!!!


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: eve69]
    #19277789 - 12/15/13 05:04 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

You need to be isolated before you do such a thing... like a camping in the woods...


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: eve69]
    #19277910 - 12/15/13 06:27 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I knew a man who killed himself with cutting. He opened up his own jugular in the throat and slashed his wrists. It was surely the neck slitting that led to him bleeding to death. The courage, the balls he had to be able to die like that. His sheer force of will makes me envious. The wrists by themselves I believe is usually considered more of a gesture than an actual suicide attempt.


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: Ellis Dee]
    #19279140 - 12/15/13 12:23 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

balls huh? 

everyone knows life is hard - death is easy

real balls = stay alive and be real


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: eve69]
    #19279322 - 12/15/13 01:02 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Yours is the more popular opinion, especially in English speaking societies. But it certainly undeniable that overcoming the self preservation urge and doing yourself in, and in such a brutal way took a lot of courage. Any coward can keep living, and seek commiseration for their individual hardships, and most do. I wonder what would be the reaction of a psychiatrist if someone sought counseling to overcome their fear of committing suicide. It must land them in the booby house, sure, but brings up a good point, the most animal urge we have to to survive. Suicide deaths, whatever else you might think about them, have overcome the most primal fear of man, the fear of death, and that takes balls/courage beyond mine.

>>>>everyone knows life is hard - death is easy

Not so easy for 99.9 percent of people. Most people die like cowards from some horrible disease or otherwise fighting every second to hang on. When its my time, I'll greet death as my equal and go with him willingly. At least thats my plan. I won't subject my body to chemo or torture for a few more days or weeks. I won't have my family bathing me and wiping my ass as I die from some terminal illness. I've thought about this and if I get a diagnosis like that ever, I'll gt a second opinion, then with it confirmed linger among the living only so long as to get my affairs in order.


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: Ellis Dee]
    #19280109 - 12/15/13 04:32 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

when you die by a horrible disease living is couragous, dying by disease has nothing to do with attitude - cowardliness or courage.  And it's sort of a bad example.

I would like to add that this supposed suicide of non -english speakers isn't the same as suicide

sati - the practice performed by women who choose to die with their husbands isn't practiced by men

harikiri - the practice by japanese men isn't practiced by women

these are not voluntary suicide for any reason suicides

the real problem with suicide in western legal countries is that it would befuddle the law irrevocably

how would  the law know whether you performed assisted suicide or had assisted suicide performed on you?

it would open a can of worms that could swallow society altogether


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: eve69]
    #19280261 - 12/15/13 05:03 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

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I would probably slit my wrist and bleed out.



That's "creative" to you?

:hahthatsrich: :failboat:

You'r OLD man, you're a perverted old man, with supposedly some cash to spend on this awesome project. You can take the most mindblowing trips ever, with no worries about coming back in one piece. Fuck start an opium or heroin habit. Who gives a fuck?

You can take endless bottles of Viagra and fuck any and all crack whores and call girls and street walkers of all shapes and sizes, with no worries about STD's. You could go to South America or your favorite part of Asia, and literally get fucked to death by various young fresh local talent.

You could start an intricate amazing suicide mission against Monsanto, big oil, big pharma, any cause that fucked with you throughout your life, that you can now fully focus on and set it all on fire, going out with a bang.



Any number of things to do, if you could just be bothered to think on this idea for more than a minute.


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: Spacerific]
    #19280278 - 12/15/13 05:07 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

so what's your plan?


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: eve69]
    #19281987 - 12/16/13 12:35 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

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so what's your plan?



All of the above probably, or as many as I can still fit in :lol:

Topple earth-polluting corporations, corrupt some fresh youth like Picasso did, then fuck until I have a heart attack, go and have a whore-out marathon in some 3rd world country and obviously try to fit in massive, massive trips in there somewhere. Start a cult and make your death some massive mega ritual. Make it mean something, or at least be incredibly fun.

I find it rather worrying that someone would set out to find a great creative idea to do something, and then come up with one of the most common ways imaginable.


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: Spacerific]
    #19282492 - 12/16/13 05:20 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I think you need to rethink your adolescent death fantasy and try first to start living.


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: eve69] * 1
    #19284033 - 12/16/13 01:52 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Oh? Do I detect some personal bad vibes here?

Have you read this thread, or at least the thread title even? :lol:


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: Spacerific]
    #19284189 - 12/16/13 02:26 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

No you detect a portion of your energy coming back at ya.

Frankly I have had enough women to know that whores aren't the most winning idea. I prefer women who aren't adolescents.  While I agree becoming a suicide bomber against Monsanto is what they're asking for I don't agree with much of the rest. I get it, they were examples. What I don't get is the sort of moronic stupidity which started this thread altogether.

I was playing along until I realized that stupid people might think alike and catalyze each other.


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: eve69]
    #19284376 - 12/16/13 02:56 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Oh you're right, it's not bad vibes against me personally, it's bad vibes in general :lol:

Well whatever helps you through the day. Enjoy :cookiemonster:


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: Spacerific]
    #19284560 - 12/16/13 03:36 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I am master of the blow off and that was weak. When you come of age come back and speak these weak thoughts again if you still have them.  Until then while living with Mommy you sit there and dream your impotent daydreams about offing yourself and becoming your own personal Jesus. Or just stick with masturbation.


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: eve69]
    #19284993 - 12/16/13 04:57 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

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I am master of the blow off and that was weak. When you come of age come back and speak these weak thoughts again if you still have them.  Until then while living with Mommy you sit there and dream your impotent daydreams about offing yourself and becoming your own personal Jesus. Or just stick with masturbation.




Now this wasnt nice, was it?


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: Icyus]
    #19285052 - 12/16/13 05:10 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

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I am master of the blow off and that was weak. When you come of age come back and speak these weak thoughts again if you still have them.  Until then while living with Mommy you sit there and dream your impotent daydreams about offing yourself and becoming your own personal Jesus. Or just stick with masturbation.




Now this wasnt nice, was it?




No, and I just came back to erase it, and to say I'm sorry. And I am sorry. I've been in a bad mood.


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: eve69]
    #19285634 - 12/16/13 07:41 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Like I said mate, whatever helps you get through the day. I've been living at home for a year now. If you think there's anything you can say here that'll ruin my day, I think you're overestimating your inner asshole a bit :lol:


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: Icyus]
    #19286536 - 12/16/13 11:15 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I've given this one a bit of thought. Not so much out of desperation but as an alternative to terminal illness if/when such an issue arises. Seen the gunshot wounds and self-immolation in a few friends over the years. All were apparently quite painful and those able tried to fight for their last few hours. No bueno. Originally, 10mg alprazolam topped off with a shot of high-quality opiate thought to be better. But that's boring.

Free fall from an airplane, after ingesting a few hundred mgs of mda, explosives strapped, detonate about two hundred yards above an elementary school playground during recess. A day prior, send notices to local psychiatrists to advertise, set to arrive within minutes of detonation.

Best idea I can remember anyway. Or how about bleeding out from pulling a nipple off with needle-nose pliars in an opera? Don't read that headline often.




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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: Icyus]
    #19286729 - 12/17/13 12:32 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I'm too afraid to ever take my own life, at any age.. I'm afraid there may be consequences that I won't be be able to handle.


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: LordSenate]
    #19286849 - 12/17/13 01:41 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

You shouldnt kill yourself because you cant handle living.. else it will haunt you, ie, you will haunt? The sufferings of life we must overcome, else I think we will be reincarnared and it will start again.. i think.

I think one should only kill themselves because of curiosity or sacrafice..


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: Icyus]
    #19286883 - 12/17/13 01:56 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I can only think of one reason why I might even remotely consider trying to pursue offing myself actively instead of passively.
And that would be after living a good and long life (which I highly suggest) but having lost all those dear to me. (not being able to procreate makes that a possibility)
My greatest fear is being alone (and not just for a short while or in the dark)
I would rather die than go to a nursing home and be forgotten or worse lose my mind. I would overdose on heroine or some such opiate and slowly drift into the void that surely awaits us on the other side.
But only, ONLY after having completed my passive attempts with my bucket list.
Now I say, GOOD VIBES TO ALL and to all good night. :stoned:


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: Amishmedic8]
    #19290769 - 12/17/13 09:55 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I've honestly thought of this quite a lot...

In the end, I don't have the guts to kill myself. Maybe if life gets really intolerable I'll do it but for now it's not likely.

But nevertheless I've given much thought to how I would actually go about doing it. I've had 2 ideas that seemed to jive with me:

1) Terence McKenna recommended using opiates in lethal doses, in order to feel good to death. Dunno if that's actually a good idea... But it's on my list.

2) I always thought if I wanted to go with a bang, a creative way to do it would be to get one of those... flying squirrel type suits... and jump off a very tall building in a big city, and fly yourself straight into either a vehicle or through the window of a retail center for a major multinational corporation or such. Not only would you make a creative impact, but you'd probably die pretty instantly on impact with the kind of velocity you'd get...

Still, I don't think I could do it... Nor do I think I'd get access to the top of a high building. And even if I did... I'd either get knocked out and arrested busting into someone's apartment at a high floor in a tall building, or I'd trip off the balcony of a tall building, misdirect my aim, smack my head into another balcony somewhere, and tumble and cartwheel all the way to the street, perhaps colliding with more objects on the way to my unwary death.


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: FrogMachine]
    #19291848 - 12/18/13 04:42 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

having overdosed from various opiates, specifically morphine and opana I will tell you what happens - first you take alot, then you wake up with no memory about 8 hours later with someone shaking you.  There's no bliss or joy. There is only nothing.


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: eve69] * 2
    #19292100 - 12/18/13 07:25 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

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having overdosed from various opiates, specifically morphine and opana I will tell you what happens - first you take alot, then you wake up with no memory about 8 hours later with someone shaking you.  There's no bliss or joy. There is only nothing.



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having overdosed from various opiates, specifically morphine and opana I will tell you what happens - first you take alot, then you wake up with no memory about 8 hours later with someone shaking you.  There's no bliss or joy. There is only nothing.




No, you wake up with a semi-memory some hours later, or you wake up very abruptly and painfully to an administration of naloxone. There is a little less than bliss or joy or nothing, there is only cold sensation and a small sense of confusion.

If you made eight hours, you likely did not overdose clinically. Depending on opiate and mixture.

How about hiring a suicidal aids patient to rape you? That would also be an uncommon suicide. The 'licking strippers ass' reference above leads me to believe this is not a not 'tounge-in-cheek-thread'.




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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: eve69]
    #19292689 - 12/18/13 10:18 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

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having overdosed from various opiates, specifically morphine and opana I will tell you what happens - first you take alot, then you wake up with no memory about 8 hours later with someone shaking you.  There's no bliss or joy. There is only nothing.



That is completely contrary to the first hand accounts relayed to me. My cousin is a paramedic and has told me many of his work stories. One heroin overdose he saved the life of was furious with him for giving him a shot of the anti-opiate drug because it took his high away, and the man was not breathing at the time. So it seems that heroin or other strong opiates literally do bliss you to death even to the point that patients that are in the process of asphyxiating may get upset for ending their euphoric experience with a shot of medicine that saves their life.


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: Ellis Dee]
    #19293307 - 12/18/13 01:12 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

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having overdosed from various opiates, specifically morphine and opana I will tell you what happens - first you take alot, then you wake up with no memory about 8 hours later with someone shaking you.  There's no bliss or joy. There is only nothing.



That is completely contrary to the first hand accounts relayed to me. My cousin is a paramedic and has told me many of his work stories. One heroin overdose he saved the life of was furious with him for giving him a shot of the anti-opiate drug because it took his high away, and the man was not breathing at the time. So it seems that heroin or other strong opiates literally do bliss you to death even to the point that patients that are in the process of asphyxiating may get upset for ending their euphoric experience with a shot of medicine that saves their life.




I'm pretty sure Narcan and other opiate antagonists not only reverse the effect of the drug, but they can also send drug users into precipitated withdrawal. It's like withdrawal but worse (in some ways). It's basically full withdrawal symptoms hitting you instantly, sometimes much harder than a normal "peak" of symptoms. That may also have had something to do with him being upset aside from losing his high.

I've only experienced this once when I jumped the gun and took 24mg of suboxone when I felt the first symptoms instead of waiting about 24 hours til the heroin was out of my receptors and I was actually in withdrawal. I took another 16mg a few hours later but it did not help. Didn't make it worse though. Long story short, opiate antagonists are a bitch if it's not in the case of saving your life.

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Free fall from an airplane, after ingesting a few hundred mgs of mda, explosives strapped, detonate about two hundred yards above an elementary school playground during recess. A day prior, send notices to local psychiatrists to advertise, set to arrive within minutes of detonation.




uhh...wut?  :omgz:


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: V1rusH0st]
    #19295797 - 12/18/13 11:37 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

I Miss quoted EllisDee. Sry guys... Im a noob!:tongue2:


Being a medic and having used Narcan. I can vouch for this. Solution is do more opiates alone and dont call the EMT's its a guaranteed one way trip. But again Suicide is a cop out. Dont be a coward LIVE!!!


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: Amishmedic8]
    #19309813 - 12/21/13 10:41 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Death by Ghost pepper, Chocolate Scorpions, etc. lmao....


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    #19356183 - 01/01/14 08:41 PM (10 years, 29 days ago)

I don't remember why I looked it up, but Philip Markoff's aka the craigslist killer  method of suicide in jail seemed pretty hardcore, no doubt he wanted to die.
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Markoff's grisly suicide preparations included scraping a prison issue pen and a piece of metal into what Conley called a "primitive scalpel." Sources told ABC News the metal came from a metal plate Markoff pried off of an electrical outlet.

He used the make-shift blade to slash major arteries in his ankles, legs and neck, including the carotid artery in his neck, Conley said. Clear plastic bags that are available to inmates were used to catch the pooling blood.

He swallowed toilet paper to ensure that he could not be revived, used gauze to tighten another plastic bag over his head, and then pulled the covers over him from head to toe.




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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #19359495 - 01/02/14 04:36 PM (10 years, 28 days ago)

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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: Icyus]
    #19359517 - 01/02/14 04:41 PM (10 years, 28 days ago)

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for I would have myself a good death long before that..


..so I would probably slit my wrist and bleed out.





:dawerp:

Personally I think dieing by the hands of an animal, say a tiger, while brutal would be fulfilling in a weird way. Or jumping out of a plane without a parachute, while unoriginal, seems a pretty intense/euphoric way to go. But hey, I could die crossing the street tomorrow right? No point planning this shit til the time comes.


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: Icyus]
    #19394460 - 01/09/14 04:24 PM (10 years, 21 days ago)

From June of 2012 to about September of 2013 I was convinced I'd kill myself any time. Luckily the feelings don't stay long enough to do it. During that time I regularly set up appointments in the studio to record myself giving birthday messages, holiday messages, a best man speech and other things of this nature. I wanted to put it on a DVD with all of my poetry and music.

I always backed out and never recorded them. Who knows if I'd still be alive if I did.


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    #19396578 - 01/09/14 11:41 PM (10 years, 21 days ago)

I think finding a way to behead yourself really sends a message, and ideally the head ends up as far from the body as possible.  Like rig up a guillotine that drops your head into a trebuchet which hurls it over the horizon, ideally while still conscious.

Then you would be like an enigma, people would be like 'how could he rig up this elaborate device but no succeed in life' and they would kill themselves too because if someone so cool killed themselves there is no hope.  Thats why people shouldn't kill themselves, because everyone is cool when they dream big and have fun. :cool::thumbup:


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    #19396594 - 01/09/14 11:44 PM (10 years, 21 days ago)

Triple backflip into a volcano


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: Icyus]
    #19397273 - 01/10/14 04:27 AM (10 years, 21 days ago)

Joining a charity organisation that removes antipersonnel landmines, get instructed to mecome a de-miner, let them ship you to exotic countries where people will hail you as a hero while you free their villages of mines that currently are ripping whole legs off their children and livestock.

And give it your stinkin best to clear those mines, with a fearlessness only someone with nothing to lose has. If you do trigger an old rusty POMZ and it rips your head off,  *bam* you're a martyr and people in the region will tell stories about your heroics for generations.

Now thats a creative suicide.


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Re: Creative suicide? [Re: Asante]
    #19397331 - 01/10/14 05:01 AM (10 years, 21 days ago)

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Joining a charity organisation that removes antipersonnel landmines, get instructed to mecome a de-miner, let them ship you to exotic countries where people will hail you as a hero while you free their villages of mines that currently are ripping whole legs off their children and livestock.

And give it your stinkin best to clear those mines, with a fearlessness only someone with nothing to lose has. If you do trigger an old rusty POMZ and it rips your head off,  *bam* you're a martyr and people in the region will tell stories about your heroics for generations.

Now thats a creative suicide.




Man... I might try that..


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    #19397335 - 01/10/14 05:02 AM (10 years, 21 days ago)

Yeah, that was a good one.


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