Hey everyone, I just wanted to share my experience with you all.
Last night I took 2gs of shrooms. It took about 45 mins to really kick in but I started experiencing some vivid colors about 30 mins after taking them. My intention was to hang out downstairs and watch a movie but about an hour after taking them I decided it was too cold in the basement and that I was feeling tired so I went up into my room. I sat in my room surfing the web for about 20 mins, I wasn't getting any great visuals or anything so I decided to turn off the lights and lay with my eyes closed. I lay there for awhile just letting the waves of colors take on shapes in my minds eye, for what felt like an hour I fell into a dreamlike state where I felt on the verge of sleep and my mind was wandering from subject to subject. All of the sudden I had to pee and I forced myself to get up and go to the bathroom. I lay back down and closed my eyes again, I let my mind wander and it started painting beautiful pictures, some were erotic shapes of women. My hearing suddenly became very sensitive and it was maddening, I could hear a clock ticking, when my heater came on I would hear the most annoying alarm like sound, like a siren of some sort, almost like a storm warning that just kept going on and on, I wanted to get up and investigate but I knew it was just the heater cycling. When the heater stopped running I felt very relieved but I began to hear other noises that I knew were not real but only in my head, like a bell that kept ringing and a voice in my head that kept repeating words over and over. I felt on the brink of madness, I became alarmed and told myself that I won't go down that road, that I can't go down that road. I began to imagine what it must be like for people with schizophrenia and became afraid that I might never come off this trip. I just wanted it to end. I began to think of happy things and the song "Frosty the Snowman" began to play over and over in my mind. I felt relieved and had a moment of clarity where I knew everything was going to be all right. After laying there for another 10 mins things began to get dark again my thoughts were dark and I began to drift away into a void. I felt like I was being pulled into the abyss wrapped in a dark energy that was enveloping my being and pulling me into darkness. It was not scary and I was not afraid but I was not really aware of what was happening until I was almost gone. It felt like an evil force trying to pull me under. I wrested myself free from this thing that was taking me to that place and I became aware that it was an evil spirit (as crazy as that may sound). I sat up and began to pray. I fell down before God and professed my faith in Him. I professed my faith that God can do anything and that Christ is truly the son of God. I felt a shadow of doubt but I realized that God can do anything and if he wanted to take the form of a man He could do it because all things are possible and that Christ was truly His son, part God and part man, sent to show us the way to salvation. A blue light appeared to me with the image of Christ. I confessed my sins before God. After confessing a grievous sin I felt abandoned, lightning struck and I had images of death. I became aware that for this sin I deserved to die. I wept. An angel appeared to me and a voice like thunder said "True believer" " In the voice of a black woman it said "I protect my family". A multitude of different voices from all races expressed love to me. I took it to mean that we are all God's creations and he loves all of us. The heavens opened up before me and the angels sang their praise. It was a joyful song. I became aware of the presence of other good spirits who were joyful. I was touched on my head and a booming voice said " You are a child of God". I was overcome with joy and wept. The angel told me that I need to atone for my sin and I will be forgiven. I must walk in the footsteps of Christ and only through my works will I be redeemed. I was told that I should marry the woman who I am with and we will have a family and that they will be protected. After these things were revealed to me I prayed for forgiveness for my sins and for an end to hunger around the world. I felt linked to millions of other people praying for the same thing. It was an amazing experience. I know some of you will think I am crazy or that it was just the mushrooms but to me this was powerful and it was real. I think mushrooms allow us to tap into a spiritual realm that we are much more distant from when we are living out our daily lives. The next time you trip try praying and see how it affects you. God Bless.
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Sounds like a great trip. Shrooms usually make me feel like I understand the nature of life on a conceptual level, but it's never a definite answer I can draw out in my head. I'm not a believer but I can appreciate how amazing it must be to feel as though you have that answer. I may not agree with religion but it's clear with the combination of shrooms it has given you a beautiful spiritual experience and that is definitely worth something. Good report!
-------------------- Drugs to do : Alcohol, Weed, Mushrooms, LSD, LSA, MDMA, 25i-NBOMe, 2ci, Ketamine, DoX, 2ce
2cB, 5-MeO-MiPT, 1p-LSD, MXE, DXM, DMT, 4-Aco-DMT, Changa, Mescaline, Ayahuasca
Edited by DylanOM (12/11/13 03:12 PM)
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