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OfflineThe5thElement
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Describe You Life Thread
    #19248575 - 12/09/13 02:48 AM (10 years, 2 months ago)

TLDR: Discuss your life thread. Tell us where you are in life, share it and be honest. What are you goals? Dreams? Where are you in your life, what point in the story would you be if your life were a book? Share your story and be respectful of others. I believe describing your own life can be beneficial for your own mental health. Use this thread as a tool to help stay present with yourself, a form of meditation if you will.



One thing that I believe is that writing down our thoughts and self describing or self-analizeing our life is a useful tool. I find that it helps me keep honest with myself, let's me know when I'm fucking up and being wasteful with my time. Although I believe we live on in some form or another after this, which of course is always up for debate (although not in this thread) one thing is for certain, and that's that we only have one lifetime in this body; and that clock is ticking right now and no one knows when the clock is going to break for good.

I'm almost 25 now and although some could say I still have plenty of time for this or for that, I feel that even so I need to check in from time to time and be real with myself; get inside my own mind and keep in mind the things I want to experience.

I use marijuanas  :billnye: , I alway vape that stuff but in small amounts usually. From what I've read from other people (and from what I've experienced in the past) is that it can make you more introspective. Why I even both to mention this is that tonight I took a huge rip, you know those hits that as soon as you exhale your high as shit? Yeah it was one of those.

It was in my bathroom because that's were my grinder is always stationed, right next to my tooth paste and nail clippers, below my toothbrush holder. Soon after I exhaled I just randomly started staring off into the mirror, into my eyes and had this really honest moment with myself. It was pretty basic, I laughed a bit but not because I knew how funny I looked, or how strange it may appear to someone else; more so because that's just who I am, I laugh often; especially when I'm high staring into my bathroom mirror talking to myself :lol: Which by the way I don't do often in case you are wondering.

So yeah, basically  I just recalled the things I've decided about what I want out of this life, somethings are not exactly 100% specific, some things are like making music; what kind you might ask? Fucked if  I know yet :lol:  But I know I want to create music, I want to train my body, find someone to share my life with, ect. ect.

As life goes on, some things might change but I know from personal experience that having something set out in your mind that you want to attain is one way of living happily, and finding yourself is this giant chaotic world.

So I want this thread to be about how YOU view your world around you, what is really going on inside yourself? Be honest, share your perspective on your life; with the positives and the negatives. Whats your story right now?

Don't hold back, use the Annon feature if you choose but remember we are all people; we all expereince the awkwardness and awesomeness that life brings; each of us are different through our experiences and we shouldn't be afraid to share ourselves with others or look silly or whatever. Be respectful of others and discuss life :sip:


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Re: Describe You Life Thread [Re: The5thElement] * 2
    #19249151 - 12/09/13 08:36 AM (10 years, 2 months ago)

I'm a 28 year old Phd student. I think I'm just now getting as old as I've felt for about 10 years. I never really got out much or partied like most 20-something college people. I was always kind of annoyed by the party type situations.

Basically my life centers around school. I have hobbies, but otherwise nothing to balance my academic achievements.

There's a wall between me and everybody else that I haven't figured out how to scale. I'm cold and distant to just about everybody in life. I have friends that I never see and even when I do see them I feel a vague discomfort and anxiety.

My only life philosophy is to not watch so much TV because not watching TV means I'm reading or learning or creating something.


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    #19253792 - 12/10/13 02:52 AM (10 years, 2 months ago)

1030 am- I wake up.

I drink a glass of water, usually it's next to my bed so I just roll over and drink. I cook breakfast and eat it, sometimes I'll go on the shroomery and browse while I eat.

1130 am- I practice guitar, I might play some video games for a bit or read; it depends. I think about my goals and what I want, I see it and believe it is possible.

130 pm- I workout, always at this time at very least this is the moment I start to prepare myself. Sometimes I choose music to listen to, other times I work out in silence. I focus on why I'm doing this. Sometimes I get high before hand, most often on my days off because those are the days I can be more leisurely with my time, on work days I have to finish before 330 pm.

330 pm- I finish working out, I cook my second meal and eat it; I'll browse the shroomery or youtube, listen to music, or watch videos on guitar lessons or just people playing.

430 pm- I leave for work, I navigate the crowded city roads; passing noob drivers who drive to slow while I listen to a cd or the radio.

5 pm- I'm at work, I don't leave the shop before 6pm. I work during the night, most times I finish at 130am, sometimes later.

10 pm- I eat meal three that I've prepared while I sit in my truck, I listen to music. I think about things and why they matter.

2 am- I get home, I shower and I eat meal four. I'll browse the shroomery while I eat.

3 am- I practice guitar, after wards I may watch a movie.

4 am- Recently I've been listening to Alan Watts, I'll do that while I lay in bed and try to get sleepy. It's hard for me to fall asleep, I take melatonin every couple of days to help combat my wierd and ever changing sleep schedule, it varies from week to week but this is roughly accurate.

5 am- I lay in my bed, I think about what I want, my goals and my desires. Sometimes memories jump out of nowhere, sometimes I'll laugh, other times I sigh. I focus on my breathing, the dark in my mind and I'll listen to the noise that is outside of myself. I won't try to label it or identify what it is, I'll just listen. Sometimes I dream.

1030 am- I wake up.


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