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I think im going crazy
#19243349 - 12/08/13 01:29 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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So i had my first psychedelic experience about a month ago...Since then.. Everything seems so real, But unreal at the same time.. Like think of the most calm, chill trip when smoking bud..Like that.. I find myself starring at the wall constantly...Thinking of life..Thinking of people. How crazy everything is and how everything works. Just me, And my thoughts...Anything else just is not real.. Philosophy is so meaningful suddenly.. I think im going crazy.. Or maybe im just waking up from the matrix 0_o
-------------------- Sanity and Happiness are an impossible combination. Even when the sky falls, Ill still be high Anything illegal or has to do with mushrooms that i talk about is completely 100% fictional and is not true. I dont even visit this site. ( I am a proud provider and receiver of positive vibes ) "Reading a trip report is funny. Its like reading a book. You get to visualize the words... Only the visualization is always of some dude starring at the ceiling for a few hours"- Eveniftheskyfalls Progress in life since I found this site (look below)
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That sounds pretty damn normal and sane to me. Unless you're philosophizing like all day or something like that or it's interfering with your functioning. I think I heard some physicists say there's a 30% chance we are in a matrix (an artificial reality). So pretty sane to ponder about it IMO.
-------------------- “People say having kids is life changing, well that doesn’t necessarily mean a good thing, does it? I could take one of my legs off. That would change my life.” -Karl Pilkington
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Re: I think im going crazy [Re: robbyberto]
#19243360 - 12/08/13 01:38 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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robbyberto said: That sounds pretty damn normal and sane to me. Unless you're philosophizing like all day or something like that or it's interfering with your functioning. I think I heard some physicists say there's a 30% chance we are in a matrix (an artificial reality). So pretty sane to ponder about it IMO.
Maybe it is normal..Im not sure.. Just... Its so hard to explain.. Its like ive never thought about anything before all of this... Like when your on shrooms, and you just sit there and have a deep thought process about life... Kind of like that..Kind of like a calm, really deep and intense trip off of bud.. I like it..I feel like philosophizing all day.. meditating almost...and not surrounding myself with negativity became a need.
-------------------- Sanity and Happiness are an impossible combination. Even when the sky falls, Ill still be high Anything illegal or has to do with mushrooms that i talk about is completely 100% fictional and is not true. I dont even visit this site. ( I am a proud provider and receiver of positive vibes ) "Reading a trip report is funny. Its like reading a book. You get to visualize the words... Only the visualization is always of some dude starring at the ceiling for a few hours"- Eveniftheskyfalls Progress in life since I found this site (look below)
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Re: I think im going crazy [Re: robbyberto]
#19243367 - 12/08/13 01:40 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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robbyberto said: That sounds pretty damn normal and sane to me. Unless you're philosophizing like all day or something like that or it's interfering with your functioning. I think I heard some physicists say there's a 30% chance we are in a matrix (an artificial reality). So pretty sane to ponder about it IMO.
It is normal to feel like you are going crazy, we are all a little crazy, dont worry ;-)
heh
think positively, everything is what you think it is
personally I had to quit smoking bud, it would make me overanalyze things
analyzing can be good.. but not overanalyzing everything
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Well you certainly don't sound psychotic at all. I bet it's just a phase.
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I function fine.. Just when Im not surrounded by negativity, and its somewhat calm..I just drift off in to space... Casting off everything around me.
-------------------- Sanity and Happiness are an impossible combination. Even when the sky falls, Ill still be high Anything illegal or has to do with mushrooms that i talk about is completely 100% fictional and is not true. I dont even visit this site. ( I am a proud provider and receiver of positive vibes ) "Reading a trip report is funny. Its like reading a book. You get to visualize the words... Only the visualization is always of some dude starring at the ceiling for a few hours"- Eveniftheskyfalls Progress in life since I found this site (look below)
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Re: I think im going crazy [Re: lessismore]
#19243378 - 12/08/13 01:44 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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try this one if you like mushrooms/LSD: youtube.com/watch?v=lQuH2JPjOiY
turns off thoughts :-)
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Also Suddenly, I find myself very uncomfortable in crowded places..All of the noise... The madness... When i was a child i would listen to people like ken kessey, or tommy chong.. Speaking about life and philosophy..Thinking to myself That they are insane.. Now i understand it.. I wish i could only surround myself with people like that, Other people that understand.. I just want to sit in a room.. Smoke.. and be happy ya know. Haha. i probably sound insane
-------------------- Sanity and Happiness are an impossible combination. Even when the sky falls, Ill still be high Anything illegal or has to do with mushrooms that i talk about is completely 100% fictional and is not true. I dont even visit this site. ( I am a proud provider and receiver of positive vibes ) "Reading a trip report is funny. Its like reading a book. You get to visualize the words... Only the visualization is always of some dude starring at the ceiling for a few hours"- Eveniftheskyfalls Progress in life since I found this site (look below)
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Nah man you sound fine. And trust me I know craziness.
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Re: I think im going crazy [Re: lessismore]
#19243387 - 12/08/13 01:47 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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ill take a look.. id like to try lsd but i have a heart condition... i was actually scared to try shrooms..but once my aneurism is removed im deff trying some LSD
-------------------- Sanity and Happiness are an impossible combination. Even when the sky falls, Ill still be high Anything illegal or has to do with mushrooms that i talk about is completely 100% fictional and is not true. I dont even visit this site. ( I am a proud provider and receiver of positive vibes ) "Reading a trip report is funny. Its like reading a book. You get to visualize the words... Only the visualization is always of some dude starring at the ceiling for a few hours"- Eveniftheskyfalls Progress in life since I found this site (look below)
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Dude shrooms are definitely more dangerous than LSD. Not that shrooms are really dangerous at all they're both non-toxic. If you have heart problems then ketamine is probably a good drug to try; it doesn't change your heartrate. That's why it's used on kids and for eye surgery and shit.
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Re: I think im going crazy [Re: robbyberto]
#19243397 - 12/08/13 01:55 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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robbyberto said: Dude shrooms are definitely more dangerous than LSD. Not that shrooms are really dangerous at all they're both non-toxic. If you have heart problems then ketamine is probably a good drug to try; it doesn't change your heartrate. That's why it's used on kids and for eye surgery and shit.
Its not that the drug itself is what scares me, its just im afraid ill start to trip hard and see shit and freak out... As a child, 12-13. We had to go to the hospital to get my sister, turns out she took some shrooms with her friends.. Started to trip, and screamed on the top of her lungs for 3 hours... That would cause a deadly heart rate for me.. But ill look up ketamine... I thought LSD was made in a lab and what not? Out of different chemicals.. I like to stick with things that are natural for now..
-------------------- Sanity and Happiness are an impossible combination. Even when the sky falls, Ill still be high Anything illegal or has to do with mushrooms that i talk about is completely 100% fictional and is not true. I dont even visit this site. ( I am a proud provider and receiver of positive vibes ) "Reading a trip report is funny. Its like reading a book. You get to visualize the words... Only the visualization is always of some dude starring at the ceiling for a few hours"- Eveniftheskyfalls Progress in life since I found this site (look below)
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Sounds like the shrooms might be making you gay already, don't resist
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LSD is my favorite drug, the only drug I havent regretted
mushrooms I have regretted a few trips ;-)
LSD is about the only drug I would do... the perfect drug IMO the only problem is finding it... just test it with Ehrlich test kit $5
mushrooms and LSD are almost 90% similar in the trip LSD lasts longer and often many important realizations
the only regret with LSD is not doing it
but you should definitely slow down your use if you already feel that "going crazy feeling" that feeling is normal after you have dissolved most boundaries... then you need to take many months break to reassemble yourself
maybe realize what you love doing and what makes you happy, and unhappy, stop doing what makes you unhappy
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Repertoire89 said: Sounds like the shrooms might be making you gay already, don't resist 
Nah man im not gay nor will i ever will be.. Nothing against gays.. But i only like the ladies.
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robbyberto said: Dude shrooms are definitely more dangerous than LSD. Not that shrooms are really dangerous at all they're both non-toxic. If you have heart problems then ketamine is probably a good drug to try; it doesn't change your heartrate. That's why it's used on kids and for eye surgery and shit.
Its not that the drug itself is what scares me, its just im afraid ill start to trip hard and see shit and freak out... As a child, 12-13. We had to go to the hospital to get my sister, turns out she took some shrooms with her friends.. Started to trip, and screamed on the top of her lungs for 3 hours... That would cause a deadly heart rate for me.. But ill look up ketamine... I thought LSD was made in a lab and what not? Out of different chemicals.. I like to stick with things that are natural for now..
I just don't get the 'natural' only hang up. This is actual science: there exist massive clouds of LSD just hanging out in the universe. And gold and pretty much every stable kind of chemical arrangement. Well that's just really fuckin cool IMO.
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Re: I think im going crazy [Re: lessismore]
#19243420 - 12/08/13 02:09 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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mio said: LSD is my favorite drug, the only drug I havent regretted
mushrooms I have regretted a few trips ;-)
LSD is about the only drug I would do... the perfect drug IMO the only problem is finding it... just test it with Ehrlich test kit $5
mushrooms and LSD are almost 90% similar in the trip LSD lasts longer and often many important realizations
the only regret with LSD is not doing it
Since youre a regular, can you possibly educate me what its made from? Im very cautious when it comes to these things... And i dont think its that hard to get around the city..quality would be the problem..everyone is constantly trying to rip you off
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mio said: LSD is my favorite drug, the only drug I havent regretted
mushrooms I have regretted a few trips ;-)
LSD is about the only drug I would do... the perfect drug IMO the only problem is finding it... just test it with Ehrlich test kit $5
mushrooms and LSD are almost 90% similar in the trip LSD lasts longer and often many important realizations
the only regret with LSD is not doing it
Since youre a regular, can you possibly educate me what its made from? Im very cautious when it comes to these things... And i dont think its that hard to get around the city..quality would be the problem..everyone is constantly trying to rip you off
If you're worried about getting ripped off then use a test kit like he suggested, buying over the deepweb is safer quality wise (as you can read previous reviews from other users who often use test kits to verify)
LSD is refined from an ergot fungus, the chemical itself is extremely safe and nearly impossible to overdose on.
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Eveniftheskyfalls said:
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mio said: LSD is my favorite drug, the only drug I havent regretted
mushrooms I have regretted a few trips ;-)
LSD is about the only drug I would do... the perfect drug IMO the only problem is finding it... just test it with Ehrlich test kit $5
mushrooms and LSD are almost 90% similar in the trip LSD lasts longer and often many important realizations
the only regret with LSD is not doing it
Since youre a regular, can you possibly educate me what its made from? Im very cautious when it comes to these things... And i dont think its that hard to get around the city..quality would be the problem..everyone is constantly trying to rip you off
If you're worried about getting ripped off then use a test kit like he suggested, buying over the deepweb is safer quality wise (as you can read previous reviews from other users who often use test kits to verify)
LSD is refined from an ergot fungus, the chemical itself is extremely safe and nearly impossible to overdose on.
Thanks for telling me...I will probably fantasize about it until i try it noew XD. Ive heard some audio clips of a man named ken kessey ( from "magic trip" on netflix, great movie) when he was on lsd.. It sounded..so amazing.. He was speaking of the patterns he saw... How the tape recorder looked like a toad...unwinding its brains... and how he had to turn it off so he wouldnt unwind all of his brains...sounds intense
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Umm dude isn't LSD just straight up sythesized and that's pretty much how the whole supply is made?
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