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I think im going crazy
#19243349 - 12/08/13 01:29 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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So i had my first psychedelic experience about a month ago...Since then.. Everything seems so real, But unreal at the same time.. Like think of the most calm, chill trip when smoking bud..Like that.. I find myself starring at the wall constantly...Thinking of life..Thinking of people. How crazy everything is and how everything works. Just me, And my thoughts...Anything else just is not real.. Philosophy is so meaningful suddenly.. I think im going crazy.. Or maybe im just waking up from the matrix 0_o
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That sounds pretty damn normal and sane to me. Unless you're philosophizing like all day or something like that or it's interfering with your functioning. I think I heard some physicists say there's a 30% chance we are in a matrix (an artificial reality). So pretty sane to ponder about it IMO.
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Re: I think im going crazy [Re: robbyberto]
#19243360 - 12/08/13 01:38 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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robbyberto said: That sounds pretty damn normal and sane to me. Unless you're philosophizing like all day or something like that or it's interfering with your functioning. I think I heard some physicists say there's a 30% chance we are in a matrix (an artificial reality). So pretty sane to ponder about it IMO.
Maybe it is normal..Im not sure.. Just... Its so hard to explain.. Its like ive never thought about anything before all of this... Like when your on shrooms, and you just sit there and have a deep thought process about life... Kind of like that..Kind of like a calm, really deep and intense trip off of bud.. I like it..I feel like philosophizing all day.. meditating almost...and not surrounding myself with negativity became a need.
-------------------- Sanity and Happiness are an impossible combination. Even when the sky falls, Ill still be high Anything illegal or has to do with mushrooms that i talk about is completely 100% fictional and is not true. I dont even visit this site. ( I am a proud provider and receiver of positive vibes ) "Reading a trip report is funny. Its like reading a book. You get to visualize the words... Only the visualization is always of some dude starring at the ceiling for a few hours"- Eveniftheskyfalls Progress in life since I found this site (look below)
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Re: I think im going crazy [Re: robbyberto]
#19243367 - 12/08/13 01:40 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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robbyberto said: That sounds pretty damn normal and sane to me. Unless you're philosophizing like all day or something like that or it's interfering with your functioning. I think I heard some physicists say there's a 30% chance we are in a matrix (an artificial reality). So pretty sane to ponder about it IMO.
It is normal to feel like you are going crazy, we are all a little crazy, dont worry ;-)
heh
think positively, everything is what you think it is
personally I had to quit smoking bud, it would make me overanalyze things
analyzing can be good.. but not overanalyzing everything
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Well you certainly don't sound psychotic at all. I bet it's just a phase.
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I function fine.. Just when Im not surrounded by negativity, and its somewhat calm..I just drift off in to space... Casting off everything around me.
-------------------- Sanity and Happiness are an impossible combination. Even when the sky falls, Ill still be high Anything illegal or has to do with mushrooms that i talk about is completely 100% fictional and is not true. I dont even visit this site. ( I am a proud provider and receiver of positive vibes ) "Reading a trip report is funny. Its like reading a book. You get to visualize the words... Only the visualization is always of some dude starring at the ceiling for a few hours"- Eveniftheskyfalls Progress in life since I found this site (look below)
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Re: I think im going crazy [Re: lessismore]
#19243378 - 12/08/13 01:44 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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try this one if you like mushrooms/LSD: youtube.com/watch?v=lQuH2JPjOiY
turns off thoughts :-)
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Also Suddenly, I find myself very uncomfortable in crowded places..All of the noise... The madness... When i was a child i would listen to people like ken kessey, or tommy chong.. Speaking about life and philosophy..Thinking to myself That they are insane.. Now i understand it.. I wish i could only surround myself with people like that, Other people that understand.. I just want to sit in a room.. Smoke.. and be happy ya know. Haha. i probably sound insane
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Nah man you sound fine. And trust me I know craziness.
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Re: I think im going crazy [Re: lessismore]
#19243387 - 12/08/13 01:47 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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ill take a look.. id like to try lsd but i have a heart condition... i was actually scared to try shrooms..but once my aneurism is removed im deff trying some LSD
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Dude shrooms are definitely more dangerous than LSD. Not that shrooms are really dangerous at all they're both non-toxic. If you have heart problems then ketamine is probably a good drug to try; it doesn't change your heartrate. That's why it's used on kids and for eye surgery and shit.
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Re: I think im going crazy [Re: robbyberto]
#19243397 - 12/08/13 01:55 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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robbyberto said: Dude shrooms are definitely more dangerous than LSD. Not that shrooms are really dangerous at all they're both non-toxic. If you have heart problems then ketamine is probably a good drug to try; it doesn't change your heartrate. That's why it's used on kids and for eye surgery and shit.
Its not that the drug itself is what scares me, its just im afraid ill start to trip hard and see shit and freak out... As a child, 12-13. We had to go to the hospital to get my sister, turns out she took some shrooms with her friends.. Started to trip, and screamed on the top of her lungs for 3 hours... That would cause a deadly heart rate for me.. But ill look up ketamine... I thought LSD was made in a lab and what not? Out of different chemicals.. I like to stick with things that are natural for now..
-------------------- Sanity and Happiness are an impossible combination. Even when the sky falls, Ill still be high Anything illegal or has to do with mushrooms that i talk about is completely 100% fictional and is not true. I dont even visit this site. ( I am a proud provider and receiver of positive vibes ) "Reading a trip report is funny. Its like reading a book. You get to visualize the words... Only the visualization is always of some dude starring at the ceiling for a few hours"- Eveniftheskyfalls Progress in life since I found this site (look below)
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Sounds like the shrooms might be making you gay already, don't resist
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LSD is my favorite drug, the only drug I havent regretted
mushrooms I have regretted a few trips ;-)
LSD is about the only drug I would do... the perfect drug IMO the only problem is finding it... just test it with Ehrlich test kit $5
mushrooms and LSD are almost 90% similar in the trip LSD lasts longer and often many important realizations
the only regret with LSD is not doing it
but you should definitely slow down your use if you already feel that "going crazy feeling" that feeling is normal after you have dissolved most boundaries... then you need to take many months break to reassemble yourself
maybe realize what you love doing and what makes you happy, and unhappy, stop doing what makes you unhappy
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Repertoire89 said: Sounds like the shrooms might be making you gay already, don't resist 
Nah man im not gay nor will i ever will be.. Nothing against gays.. But i only like the ladies.
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robbyberto said: Dude shrooms are definitely more dangerous than LSD. Not that shrooms are really dangerous at all they're both non-toxic. If you have heart problems then ketamine is probably a good drug to try; it doesn't change your heartrate. That's why it's used on kids and for eye surgery and shit.
Its not that the drug itself is what scares me, its just im afraid ill start to trip hard and see shit and freak out... As a child, 12-13. We had to go to the hospital to get my sister, turns out she took some shrooms with her friends.. Started to trip, and screamed on the top of her lungs for 3 hours... That would cause a deadly heart rate for me.. But ill look up ketamine... I thought LSD was made in a lab and what not? Out of different chemicals.. I like to stick with things that are natural for now..
I just don't get the 'natural' only hang up. This is actual science: there exist massive clouds of LSD just hanging out in the universe. And gold and pretty much every stable kind of chemical arrangement. Well that's just really fuckin cool IMO.
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Re: I think im going crazy [Re: lessismore]
#19243420 - 12/08/13 02:09 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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mio said: LSD is my favorite drug, the only drug I havent regretted
mushrooms I have regretted a few trips ;-)
LSD is about the only drug I would do... the perfect drug IMO the only problem is finding it... just test it with Ehrlich test kit $5
mushrooms and LSD are almost 90% similar in the trip LSD lasts longer and often many important realizations
the only regret with LSD is not doing it
Since youre a regular, can you possibly educate me what its made from? Im very cautious when it comes to these things... And i dont think its that hard to get around the city..quality would be the problem..everyone is constantly trying to rip you off
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mio said: LSD is my favorite drug, the only drug I havent regretted
mushrooms I have regretted a few trips ;-)
LSD is about the only drug I would do... the perfect drug IMO the only problem is finding it... just test it with Ehrlich test kit $5
mushrooms and LSD are almost 90% similar in the trip LSD lasts longer and often many important realizations
the only regret with LSD is not doing it
Since youre a regular, can you possibly educate me what its made from? Im very cautious when it comes to these things... And i dont think its that hard to get around the city..quality would be the problem..everyone is constantly trying to rip you off
If you're worried about getting ripped off then use a test kit like he suggested, buying over the deepweb is safer quality wise (as you can read previous reviews from other users who often use test kits to verify)
LSD is refined from an ergot fungus, the chemical itself is extremely safe and nearly impossible to overdose on.
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mio said: LSD is my favorite drug, the only drug I havent regretted
mushrooms I have regretted a few trips ;-)
LSD is about the only drug I would do... the perfect drug IMO the only problem is finding it... just test it with Ehrlich test kit $5
mushrooms and LSD are almost 90% similar in the trip LSD lasts longer and often many important realizations
the only regret with LSD is not doing it
Since youre a regular, can you possibly educate me what its made from? Im very cautious when it comes to these things... And i dont think its that hard to get around the city..quality would be the problem..everyone is constantly trying to rip you off
If you're worried about getting ripped off then use a test kit like he suggested, buying over the deepweb is safer quality wise (as you can read previous reviews from other users who often use test kits to verify)
LSD is refined from an ergot fungus, the chemical itself is extremely safe and nearly impossible to overdose on.
Thanks for telling me...I will probably fantasize about it until i try it noew XD. Ive heard some audio clips of a man named ken kessey ( from "magic trip" on netflix, great movie) when he was on lsd.. It sounded..so amazing.. He was speaking of the patterns he saw... How the tape recorder looked like a toad...unwinding its brains... and how he had to turn it off so he wouldnt unwind all of his brains...sounds intense
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Umm dude isn't LSD just straight up sythesized and that's pretty much how the whole supply is made?
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im not sure^ But another thing with me is, i feel the need to surround myself with psychedelic posters and images...and calm music.. boys...i think ive become a hippy
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Yeah, you are probably mad... with the thinking and all....
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Re: I think im going crazy [Re: Icyus]
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Icyus said: Yeah, you are probably mad... with the thinking and all....
Welcome to the club [/quote "were all mad hear"
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lol, same happened to me 12 years ago... I took a massive dose of shrooms and suddenly got into ambient music and trippy art. I guess that's kinda normal, to me it felt like "waking up" and my living quality was totally raised by this so.. congrats!
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Re: I think im going crazy [Re: mongolian]
#19243515 - 12/08/13 03:03 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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You woke up out of your cultural conditioning and are now a free thinking individual, aware of his mind.
Congrats
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Re: I think im going crazy [Re: robbyberto]
#19244736 - 12/08/13 12:24 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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robbyberto said: Umm dude isn't LSD just straight up sythesized and that's pretty much how the whole supply is made?
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LSD was first synthesized by Albert Hofmann in 1938 from ergotamine, a chemical derived by Arthur Stoll from ergot, a grain fungus that typically grows on rye.
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UniversalShaman said: You woke up out of your cultural conditioning and are now a free thinking individual, aware of his mind.
Congrats
And culturally conditioning himself to be a hippy so he has people to identify with...
Which there's nothing wrong with it if you can get over the fact that you're going from one bullshit lifestyle to the next... It's best when you can just float above them all and see the good and bad in each and gather a larger perspective.
I get it though. The world is pretty hostile towards intense philosophy, so becoming hippy-like is kind of like finding a support group. I think it's just the natural stepping stone to head to when you break down your old self and need a transitioning spot. OP don't be worried about all that philosophy stuff though, people can tell you you're crazy all you want but nearly everything that science has confirmed in the past century is straight up batshit insane compared to our daily experiences. There's a big difference between being an abstract thinker and actually crazy. Or maybe theres not, i've never been totally crazy so i couldn't say... But i have been where you are. And if you want my opinion there is nothing more fascinating than dissecting and extrapolating reality. Of course balance is always healthy, but you're a longshot from crazy just because you became more concerned with the mindblowing nature of the universe around you than social priorities
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I really like the term "waking up". Thanks for giving me some self confidence that im not mad haha. I just want to chill out. Smoke some bud. listen to some music. And think.. i feel if i think to much.. and start taking more psychedelics, ill have the feeling that ive explored everything. Like that there is nothing more to do in life. Thats the thing.. I guess i have to zoom out a little and look at the big picture.
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Eveniftheskyfalls said: I really like the term "waking up". Thanks for giving me some self confidence that im not mad haha. I just want to chill out. Smoke some bud. listen to some music. And think.. i feel if i think to much.. and start taking more psychedelics, ill have the feeling that ive explored everything. Like that there is nothing more to do in life. Thats the thing.. I guess i have to zoom out a little and look at the big picture.
You've never seen all there is to see. But don't use that as an excuse to dive deeper into psychedelics. Use that as an excuse to moderate your activities around exploring the diverse opportunities that life presents you
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Nothing wrong with being a hippie, we are all hippies, we just dont know ;-)
it is possible to be 20% hippie, 20% buddhist, 20% hinduist/muslim/christian, 20% programmer/nerd, 20% shamanic etc ;-)
install many new personalities
only if you become 100% of one type is it likely to restrict you much no operating system isnt necessarily better than the built-in acceptance operating system or any other operating system
you can break free of any operating system, depending on how much you are attached to it
and free of thought, depending on how much you are attached to them
I wouldnt trade back hippie OS/acceptance OS for programmer/analytic OS, but I still program :-) just not as much as before, new values in life (or old forgotten values)
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Re: I think im going crazy [Re: lessismore]
#19253856 - 12/10/13 03:49 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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lol
life is crazy
people are crazy
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Re: I think im going crazy [Re: mongolian]
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mongolian said: lol, same happened to me 12 years ago... I took a massive dose of shrooms and suddenly got into ambient music and trippy art. I guess that's kinda normal, to me it felt like "waking up" and my living quality was totally raised by this so.. congrats! 
I haven't tripped in a while but this thread is reminding me what it was like for a while after taking lsd. I think I'm gonna start listening to more ambient music again, good idea. I think it can give some perspective in the fast society we are in.
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Re: I think im going crazy [Re: skatealex2]
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As far as your sister screaming for 3 hours, I've noticed something on psychedelics. They have the power to really exacerbate any mental state really. If your in a decent mood and you don't really have any hang-ups goin on inside your head, your probably pretty safe to trip. Then again, if your coming a little unhinged, they can rip the door off the hinges. I find that the people that lose it on psyches, most of the time, were going to lose it eventually anyway at some point. I've realized that, and that most "bad" trips happen through fear. Fear of the tripper, or projected fear through the sitter. Fear is the Mind-killer my friend.
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i think she was just in a negative environment.. I dont even like to smoke bud unless im in a positive place with good vibes <<< hippy talk. Or else ill freak out.so if i take lsd ill be sure to be in a good place with people inspiring me to do it haha. first time i did shrooms recently my sis was at my house for my birthday and she kept telling me not to and i would freak out and it really put me into a paranoid state...as far as the programming, Thats a good way to put it!! im christian/hippy but i have my doubts about religion.. id like to study Buddhism
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You've never seen all there is to see. But don't use that as an excuse to dive deeper into psychedelics. Use that as an excuse to moderate your activities around exploring the diverse opportunities that life presents you
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seems like crazy thoughts to me. you sir need heavy amounts of antipsychotics
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Eveniftheskyfalls
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Registered: 09/08/13
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Re: I think im going crazy [Re: thelanzii]
#19258015 - 12/10/13 10:26 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Nemmies said: seems like crazy thoughts to me. you sir need heavy amounts of antipsychotics
I dont do drugs....but thanks for the suggestion!
-------------------- Sanity and Happiness are an impossible combination. Even when the sky falls, Ill still be high Anything illegal or has to do with mushrooms that i talk about is completely 100% fictional and is not true. I dont even visit this site. ( I am a proud provider and receiver of positive vibes ) "Reading a trip report is funny. Its like reading a book. You get to visualize the words... Only the visualization is always of some dude starring at the ceiling for a few hours"- Eveniftheskyfalls Progress in life since I found this site (look below)
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Eveniftheskyfalls
Even if the sky falls



Registered: 09/08/13
Posts: 449
Last seen: 8 years, 8 days
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Another thing i forgot to mention is occasionally, if i look at something long enough..even the ground. It will seem to start to breath. Like a very low dosage of shrooms of when they first staart to kick in. Just slight breathing effect
-------------------- Sanity and Happiness are an impossible combination. Even when the sky falls, Ill still be high Anything illegal or has to do with mushrooms that i talk about is completely 100% fictional and is not true. I dont even visit this site. ( I am a proud provider and receiver of positive vibes ) "Reading a trip report is funny. Its like reading a book. You get to visualize the words... Only the visualization is always of some dude starring at the ceiling for a few hours"- Eveniftheskyfalls Progress in life since I found this site (look below)
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DontPlay
Yeah Science!



Registered: 12/13/07
Posts: 750
Loc: On Land most of the time....
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Yup I can relate not just to my first time but almost anytime taking that journey.I will say however that tribes have used psychedelic's for along time to seek guidance and speak to their ancestors etc. Wonder why?
Did you notice on your come down how you felt you had your entire life figured out. I once planned out my entire life plan only to wake the next afternoon and felt like I was crazy for it lol.
-------------------- My Trade List I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me. Hunter S. Thompson
I prefer dangerous freedom over peaceful slavery. ~Thomas Jefferson
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Eveniftheskyfalls
Even if the sky falls



Registered: 09/08/13
Posts: 449
Last seen: 8 years, 8 days
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Re: I think im going crazy [Re: DontPlay]
#19258283 - 12/10/13 11:57 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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DontPlay said: Yup I can relate not just to my first time but almost anytime taking that journey.I will say however that tribes have used psychedelic's for along time to seek guidance and speak to their ancestors etc. Wonder why?
Did you notice on your come down how you felt you had your entire life figured out. I once planned out my entire life plan only to wake the next afternoon and felt like I was crazy for it lol.
Omg...You have no idea how much i can relate to that.. When i was coming down, i was laying there with my ipod in my hand..Starring at my music playlist... And I had a very very deep conversation between my soul and my mind.. Thats the only way i can explain it..I was just thinking about a million things that happened in the past.. How i couldve played them out better, all the things i was going to do to get my life on track.. Fell asleep...Woke up.. Only difference is after a few days, i started thinking like that again
-------------------- Sanity and Happiness are an impossible combination. Even when the sky falls, Ill still be high Anything illegal or has to do with mushrooms that i talk about is completely 100% fictional and is not true. I dont even visit this site. ( I am a proud provider and receiver of positive vibes ) "Reading a trip report is funny. Its like reading a book. You get to visualize the words... Only the visualization is always of some dude starring at the ceiling for a few hours"- Eveniftheskyfalls Progress in life since I found this site (look below)
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