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Re: Ever had a bout of schizophrenia? [Re: akira_akuma]
#19239404 - 12/07/13 02:35 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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akira_akuma said: Cotard delusion
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cotard_delusion
You did read the post right?
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Re: Ever had a bout of schizophrenia? [Re: Rhizohunter]
#19239409 - 12/07/13 02:37 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Rhizohunter said: My experience has definitely given me a broadened perspective on reality. The synchrocity was ridiculous for me. Everything would line up so fuckin beautifully.
I would think something and then something would happen. I forgot to mention that I was in jail for most of this. The voices would tell me when the food cart was coming and "bam" there it was. It doesn't make sense because I could have never known when it would be there and there it was.
It was like I was communicating with something out of this world. "hear comes the tray" I look over and "bam" it's poppin through my door.
I would also hear a voice in my head to say "look up" and someone would walk right by my door at that exact moment.
communing with the spirits, I would say, but remember there arent just good spirits.. alot of them likes to fuck around with you.
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Re: Ever had a bout of schizophrenia? [Re: Icyus]
#19239414 - 12/07/13 02:40 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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I found that out the hard way
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Re: Ever had a bout of schizophrenia? [Re: Icyus]
#19239419 - 12/07/13 02:45 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Icyus said:
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akira_akuma said: Cotard delusion
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cotard_delusion
You did read the post right?
yeah. i did. Cotard's delusion could also explain you seeing skulls and thinking you can communicate with the dead.
no need to get all uppity, sparky. you asked for opinions.
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Re: Ever had a bout of schizophrenia? [Re: Rhizohunter]
#19239421 - 12/07/13 02:47 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Were I dead, I would be one of the "bad spirits"... I am not directly evil, and not at all hateful, but I like to be amused by fucking with people though.. But even though this.. It is worth knowing that I might do a lot of good too.. just a part of teaching that people should think for them selves even though they are very open-minded. As to not become manipulated an all..
-When you really pay attention, everything is your teacher- -When you pay even more attention, teachers are not all knowing either-
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Re: Ever had a bout of schizophrenia? [Re: akira_akuma]
#19239422 - 12/07/13 02:48 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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akira_akuma said:
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Icyus said:
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akira_akuma said: Cotard delusion
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cotard_delusion
You did read the post right?
yeah. i did. Cotard's delusion could also explain you seeing skulls and thinking you can communicate with the dead.
no need to get all uppity, sparky. you asked for opinions.
read it again maybe?
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Re: Ever had a bout of schizophrenia? [Re: Icyus]
#19239429 - 12/07/13 02:52 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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nah, i just told you an interpretation, which you asked for, and it's one that fits. Cotard Delusion could be what you're experiencing... if not, then Schizophrenia. if you don't like having answers, don't ask questions.
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Icyus said: Were I dead, I would be one of the "bad spirits"... I am not directly evil, and not at all hateful, but I like to be amused by fucking with people though.. But even though this.. It is worth knowing that I might do a lot of good too.. just a part of teaching that people should think for them selves even though they are very open-minded. As to not become manipulated an all..
-When you really pay attention, everything is your teacher- -When you pay even more attention, teachers are not all knowing either-
you think all spirits are evil? some are playful, some deceitful to the point of deceiving themselves into thinking their not evil...
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Re: Ever had a bout of schizophrenia? [Re: Rhizohunter]
#19239431 - 12/07/13 02:54 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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that's just your brain realizing things from sound, or pattern or just simply ideas, that happen to coincide with reality. it doesn't mean your consciousness is flowing 'better' or that you're 'tapping into the universe'; it just means there are some wires crossed up there.
doing alot of DXM over time, could cause these effects of 'your brain' "seemingly" talking to you, giving you proclamations about things that are happening around you.
you ever heard of time dilation, Rhiz? you might not notice it, but it happens, and that could be why you're thinking that you're able to predict when something is going to happen.
you just match one thing with another, in your head, and bam, you've got a coincidence... but with the time dilation, you think that you saw it ahead of time.
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Re: Ever had a bout of schizophrenia? [Re: akira_akuma]
#19239441 - 12/07/13 03:03 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Already thought of all the possibilities dude. The only logical thing I can think of is that I would hear a noise and a voice would pop in my head. Like noises would simulate words in my head before I would ever hear the noise. There are still a lot of things that the voices would say that would come true even without it just being a noise from someone else.
I don't want to say some of them because they are embarassing. It's like the voices were able to find my weakness and dig inside my brain. Never felt anything more painful than that. It was like being judged by god. I didn't masturbate for 3 months cause I was so traumatized.
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Re: Ever had a bout of schizophrenia? [Re: Rhizohunter]
#19239445 - 12/07/13 03:06 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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You just got to be aware of everything you do, being if not a perfectionist atleast trying your best. , and know that even though you may do a lot of bad and stupid things, you acknowledge this and move on.
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Re: Ever had a bout of schizophrenia? [Re: Rhizohunter] 2
#19239448 - 12/07/13 03:08 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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there is always a rational explanation for what's happening in the brain, but i can't tell you what it is...
just that it can be explained with going into the realm of "superstition". i'd watch out for that kind of thinking, unless... well, unless you think it suits you, i guess. i don't mean to be rude, i'm just saying... doing lots of drugs and believing lots of superstitious stuff, is a sure fire way to get those wires, i was talking about, crossed.
but some people think that it all works out better 'that way'. i ain't trying to change your mind bro, just making suggestions.
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Re: Ever had a bout of schizophrenia? [Re: akira_akuma]
#19239462 - 12/07/13 03:16 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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I completely understand what you're saying dude. This experience has broadened my sight on what reality really is. Makes me see the world through another perspective is all. I was never spiritual before this, but now I see how others see that there could be a spiritual meaning to things.
Whether I am talking with spirits or have just completely lost my mind isn't what I dwell on. I see now that there is more to what could be considered the norm. I've always questioned this and that, now I have a better view on why people do have these questions.
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Re: Ever had a bout of schizophrenia? [Re: Rhizohunter]
#19239472 - 12/07/13 03:22 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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that's NOT insane. i wouldn't ask you to dwell, i'm just trying to give some answers... but definitely don't dwell, that's the last thing you or anyone should do. the last thing you wanna do is stop. keep going, just don't go off the deep end; as so many do; if you're not ready for the consequences. be clear and conscious.
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Re: Ever had a bout of schizophrenia? [Re: akira_akuma]
#19239475 - 12/07/13 03:23 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Re: Ever had a bout of schizophrenia? [Re: Konyap]
#19239478 - 12/07/13 03:24 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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when in the fork did i say that?
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Re: Ever had a bout of schizophrenia? [Re: akira_akuma]
#19239485 - 12/07/13 03:31 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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akira_akuma said: that's just your brain realizing things from sound, or pattern or just simply ideas, that happen to coincide with reality. it doesn't mean your consciousness is flowing 'better' or that you're 'tapping into the universe'; it just means there are some wires crossed up there.
Couldn't have said it better myself
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Re: Ever had a bout of schizophrenia? [Re: tito123]
#19239503 - 12/07/13 03:50 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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tito123 said: I talked to a homeless guy a while ago and he told me he left California to come to my state to teach about god and because god wanted him here.
He kept rambling about the colors of shirts people were wearing and how that related to the color of the cars an number of people in them an that god was trying to tell him something. He said he was sick if all the bullshit and that he didn't know what to do so he was gonna walk around in front of that coffee hop until go top him what to do.
Don't be that guy.
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Re: Ever had a bout of schizophrenia? [Re: DirtyTomFlint]
#19239507 - 12/07/13 03:53 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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The human mind is a pattern that acts as a pattern finding machine. Schizophrenic people have pattern finders that are too sensitive. We see patterns where none exist.
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Re: Ever had a bout of schizophrenia? [Re: healing]
#19239527 - 12/07/13 04:17 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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it seems like you seek knowledge about the future, with tarot and all
why not just accept the present?
try concentrating your awareness on the present moment
a little synchronicity is pretty normal after lsd for a while after, lessens with time voices are not normal, if you keep hearing them see a doc...
dont look for anything, just observe, you got everything you need
you should probably stop all drugs for a long while....
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Re: Ever had a bout of schizophrenia? [Re: Rhizohunter] 2
#19239547 - 12/07/13 04:42 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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I'm still trying to understand how what happened to me was just psychosis. The delusions were more realistic than anything I have ever experienced in real life.
Thats psychosis man. It was even realer than reality to you because critical thinking had been abolished.
You can't really make sense out of it because it was insane, its best to just let it slide into the past.
Welcome back to consensus reality, sort of. You never fully return from psychosis, part of you will always have memories from when the sky was purple and the sea was yellow.
I strongly suggest you to cease all recreational drug consumption.
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