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rcm61132110
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Different scenes from life, flahed before the eye, causing extremem laughter-then tears
#19235835 - 12/06/13 10:36 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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My wife took her third trip last week, while I took my first. My trip was excellent, and I have already written a report, but I wanted some feedback on her report. I asked her about it again last night. She- was much like me in the initial onset of the psilocybin- everything was funny, colors and sounds amplified- but then, at one pointi n the trip she was laughing to the point of crying she was laughing so hard- the next she was crying her eyes out- it would go from one end of the spectrum to the other- on the flip of a dime. She would be laughing for like ten seconds then BOOM- crying for ten seconds- then laughing then crying. She also thought we where being watched- because at the private resort- there had been some fire trucks earlier which made her paranoid- she thought they where observing us- I reassured her all was well- gave her a mg of klonopin, and we sat and opened up and talked to each other for about the last hour of the trip.
So is this normal- we are booth new to shrooms- my first trip her third- and she hadn't tripped in like 10 yrs. So this is what she said happened- every good moment from her life and every bad moment was flashing before her- one right after the other- she said this is what caused the extreme swing from one emotional end of the spectrum to the other. When I asked if she felt like she was simply seeing them, or if she was IN them- she said it was like she was there- mentally as if her presence was THERE in those experiences- in other words she was visiting them- not just remembering them. Is this normal? Ego Loss? what is this? Im very curious- because ever sincem y frist trip and the spiritual and psychological insights ith as provided- I have come to have a lot of respect and reverence for the mushrooms- I want to trip again and will but not without at least a month break (3 more weeks!)
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Re: Different scenes from life, flahed before the eye, causing extremem laughter-then tears [Re: rcm61132110]
#19244630 - 12/08/13 11:54 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I had a trip once that made me laugh and cry. I hated it. I was crying because I couldn't stop laughing. I didn't have flashbacks but I was having some wild visuals that were upsetting me. I was an experienced tripper at that time but I had smoked and drank before hand and I took a pretty huge dose by my standards. All of those things are never good for me. My setting wasn't right. It was just calamity. I was tripping with my wife also that time. I suggest in the future mind your setting more and bring down the dose at least for a while. I like to rocket past Saturn now and then but generally I prefer a good buzz and some fun light visuals when I close my eyes. I think part of that is I FEEL safe with a lighter dose and so I am. Having your head right going into it is key. I go through certain rituals pre trip now. I find the familiar routine comforting psychologically which then leads to confidence in my trip and a pleasant ride.
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rcm61132110
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Re: Different scenes from life, flahed before the eye, causing extremem laughter-then tears [Re: chucklehead]
#19249719 - 12/09/13 11:42 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Yeah, we thought we had set and setting perfect. I have researched psychedelics for years, and I know that's one of the key factors. I also know that if mentally someone is unstable, or going through a tough time emotionally to stay away from psychedelics until all is well again. Apparently though my wife did not feel as comfortable in the setting as I did. We rented a spacious suite, that was seculuded and private from the rest of the hotel, so we could have our privacy. She took 3.5g and I took 3.5g- I wasn't paranoid or crying, I was having visuals(face warping, carpet breathing and patterns morphing), however, I think next time we trip together she will take only 2grams Whereas myself I wish to explore my inner mind, and spirit- so I think I may bump my does to 4grams to 4.5 somewhere in there. Might not though. Thank you for the reply!
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Re: Different scenes from life, flahed before the eye, causing extremem laughter-then tears [Re: rcm61132110]
#19249766 - 12/09/13 11:54 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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rcm61132110 said: everything was funny, colors and sounds amplified- but then, at one pointi n the trip she was laughing to the point of crying she was laughing so hard- the next she was crying her eyes out- it would go from one end of the spectrum to the other- on the flip of a dime. She would be laughing for like ten seconds then BOOM- crying for ten seconds- then laughing then crying.
I've had that happen before, seems common. It was strange at the time but looking back it was a life changing experience I'll never forget.
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Re: Different scenes from life, flahed before the eye, causing extremem laughter-then tears [Re: MrScruff]
#19253079 - 12/09/13 10:45 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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MrScruff can you remember any of the... feelings, or revelations at that point in your trip?
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Re: Different scenes from life, flahed before the eye, causing extremem laughter-then tears [Re: rcm61132110]
#19256756 - 12/10/13 06:14 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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rcm61132110 said: MrScruff can you remember any of the... feelings, or revelations at that point in your trip?
Bliss. It was about 6 years ago, but I remember it completely changed my outlook on life from a jaded teenager to just being grateful to be alive on this little blue planet. That trip was one of the first times I realized how fortunate existence is, because the only thing guaranteed in life is death, anything else is just a bonus.
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