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Deletion of this thread tells me that either you skipped a booster and some sanity crept back in or you took a larger booster and you're vegging.
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Re: Back on the apvp.. [Re: Asante]
#19226404 - 12/04/13 12:18 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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LOL yeah, sanity crept back in....
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Re: Back on the apvp.. [Re: Asante]
#19226543 - 12/04/13 12:48 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Sanity back again..
It was because I took another dose to go to the math lab down at the school. I'm going to make a constant reminder not to open up too much on apvp from now on..
Edited by Chowder963 (12/04/13 02:00 PM)
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Re: Back on the apvp.. [Re: st1llnox]
#19226959 - 12/04/13 02:26 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Just read your input, thanks man, I honestly appreciate it, but I'm just letting people know that they don't exactly know the situation, this girl is down to fuck, she used to be obsessed with me before when my sister and her were just friends, trust me I know the situation pretty well, if I know I can do it I can do it, I've known I could do it sober its just haven't cared enough. All this is doing is giving me the balls to do it, it isn't creating a whole thing that I hadn't already known I could do, I just want to stress that.
And about the addiction thing.. Thanks man honestly I really appreciate it, someone reaching out all the way over the Internet when they probably don't even matter to them means alot, even though we have talked before on tc and on here. So you're actually one of the people I know most, I actually don't really know anyone actually because my reg date is 2010 but I've only been ere for under a year lol.. And I'm mostly otd. But I just fuck around with people there. I really appreciate the info and want people to know that just because I say crazy shot that's not meant to be taken seriously alot, I am smarter than most of you think.. I know what I'm getting myself into if I'm getting myself into it. I knew the mdpv had a high chance of failure, this doesn't have much. I am not some crazy person driven by apvp to have sex with this girl, it only motivated me to do what I already wanted to.
I really appreciate you and Wiccan for giving actual real "Im trying o help you " advice. Especially yours st1ll.
You would be surprised how smart people would think I am if I was just modest.. I come off not so modest and people tend to just want to bring you down, I can control whether or not people think I'm smart or not just by switching my level of modesty lol, it may not change what some actually think, but itl change how they react to what I say.
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Do a OC/ bath salt speed ball and fuck her asshole raw chowder. I am in full support of your amphetamine fueled sexual conquest
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you going to bang the girl you been thinking about for ever or what ever you said earlier
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She's not coming over itl ten and I'm at the school studying. Wasted enough time with that post while walking here, almost bumped into someone lol.. See you guys in about 3 hours or maybe in between.
Also befre I go, I say sure thing IF I GET THE CHANCE, I can't just ask her to hang in front of my sis, but shel be living with us for a while, that's why I'm saying itl probably happen soon.
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Chowder963 said: Just read your input, thanks man, I honestly appreciate it, but I'm just letting people know that they don't exactly know the situation, this girl is down to fuck, she used to be obsessed with me before when my sister and her were just friends, trust me I know the situation pretty well, if I know I can do it I can do it, I've known I could do it sober its just haven't cared enough. All this is doing is giving me the balls to do it, it isn't creating a whole thing that I hadn't already known I could do, I just want to stress that.
And about the addiction thing.. Thanks man honestly I really appreciate it, someone reaching out all the way over the Internet when they probably don't even matter to them means alot, even though we have talked before on tc and on here. So you're actually one of the people I know most, I actually don't really know anyone actually because my reg date is 2010 but I've only been ere for under a year lol.. And I'm mostly otd. But I just fuck around with people there. I really appreciate the info and want people to know that just because I say crazy shot that's not meant to be taken seriously alot, I am smarter than most of you think.. I know what I'm getting myself into if I'm getting myself into it. I knew the mdpv had a high chance of failure, this doesn't have much. I am not some crazy person driven by apvp to have sex with this girl, it only motivated me to do what I already wanted to.
I really appreciate you and Wiccan for giving actual real "Im trying o help you " advice. Especially yours st1ll.
You would be surprised how smart people would think I am if I was just modest.. I come off not so modest and people tend to just want to bring you down, I can control whether or not people think I'm smart or not just by switching my level of modesty lol, it may not change what some actually think, but itl change how they react to what I say.
Lol your gratitude is appreciated. It's just shit like this that really has me, wiccan, and others worried about you:
What worries me isn't that I don't think you can handle drugs or that I don't think drugs are fun as fuck (I mean, how many other people here have used a statistics final as a rationalization for tripping DXM?). It's just that drugs like this CAN AND DO eclipse people's ability to make good decisions and accurate judgments about how to use it and how its affecting them.
And you're clearly a sharp guy with a caveman (the member) type of humor to you. Your rape cape thing had me laughing my ass off, and frankly if you don't do something that gets you 0-shroomed once in a while then you might not actually be contributing that much here. And I got ya on being retrospective about your behavior on here. You might be mortified in a few months if/when the drug is no longer affecting your judgement (if it even was that much) like I am of how I behaved when I was tripping DXM all the fucking time. I was becoming a total egomaniac and people were calling me out on it but when you're manually shifting your mind, it's hard for reason to pull it back.
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Re: Back on the apvp.. [Re: st1llnox]
#19227206 - 12/04/13 03:14 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Omg I'm just now realizing I'm putting real life shit on here.. I don't even think you guys do stuff like this. Apvp makes you open up more than speed but is less euphoric somehow. Euphoria is usually what causes you to spill beans though. This drug seems to make me crazier than most, but with such little mental effects..
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Re: Back on the apvp.. [Re: Chowder963] 1
#19227215 - 12/04/13 03:15 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Dude if you can't be real on a mostly-anonymous fucking hippie drug forum, when are you ever going to open up?
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IS LIFE SKULLFUCKING YOU!? HAVE SOME FREE MORALE! Click if you want to feel you alone can do it! Click if you want to feel confident and beastly! Click if you want courage to let go and move on! And click the message if you need someone to talk to -- I'll understand, even if we "hate" each other on here
  
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Re: Chowders thread of sounding like a perverted maniac/insane person, edited as goes on if needed. [Re: Chowder963]
#19227429 - 12/04/13 03:15 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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