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once a week even sounds like too much, if it's every week out of the year. that's bound to turn into twice a week, then three times, five times, every single day. ESPECIALLY IF YOU"RE USING TO FEEL NORMAL. that's the worst thing to do. Then again, maybe i, and everyone i know just has really bad self control issues.
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mjmihalov said: yeah, back when I was in like middle school my dad used to get 80's and methadone, I knew where he kept 'em, but I never though much of them back then... I wish I would've swiped like 1 or 2 of each time he got a refill and kept them for later in life. Now he only get's Norco 10's.
The first time I did an opiate I was at my friends house and I was going through his mom's medicine cabinet really for no reason, and I found some Percocet, I don't even know how I knew what they were, but as soon as I saw them I knew what they were. I told my other friend that was there with me a few days later, and we decided to take a few... it all went downhill from there.
oh man, reminds me of a good friend of mine who got caught on cam by his parents stealing xanax, and hydrocodone from the safe they kept em in.
I love perc's though, i got a few for free once. nothing better than some free opiates haha.
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Re: Are 30's good? [Re: drkkenny]
#19215493 - 12/02/13 12:48 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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drkkenny said: Ok I shall take all your advise into account & make sure not to take much of the stuff. I'm really in a bad place emotionally so they will help. Maybe I'll find a gf on them & quit after it works out.
Thats what they all say 
I doubt they will help you find a girlfriend but I bet they will fuck with your sex drive enough so you don't care. Some people like sex on opiates I hear, and they do give some pretty good boners, but it won't make you into a ladies man.
Its kinda funny cause I can fuck like crazy on opiates but never get off, but I don't really care to have sex anyway. When I am kicking I would fuck anything that moves but I feel too shitty and will cum before I even have a chance to get hard.
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TrentBoyett
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I've never had sex(on opiates), but I can wack off for hours straight and not cum if I'm really fucked up... I usually just end up giving up.
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drkkenny
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Moonshoe
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" feeling like someone is walking over your grave again and again for days to weeks``
Such an interesting description, wish I knew what that meant but really, really glad I don`t.
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Re: Are 30's good? [Re: drkkenny]
#19215547 - 12/02/13 01:02 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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I can't even imagine speaking to you in real life... are you as random in real life as you are on here?
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moonrockmushy
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Re: Are 30's good? [Re: drkkenny]
#19215557 - 12/02/13 01:07 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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I'd say you have unrealistic expectations, but it sounds like you're set on it and I suppose there is a slim chance that you will be one of the few who is able to be creative on opiates. I understand where you're coming from and I have no harsh judgements, but I see this going in another direction. This is based on my own experience and backed up by many others who have been through the same.
It is about filling up the hole inside you but it will sooner or later seep into other parts of you that you may care about.
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mjmihalov said: ... Also Are you against using heroin? ...
. I know I'm a member of a good forum when the phrase, "are you against using heroin" can be brought up so nonchalantly and in such a rational manner.
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Re: Are 30's good? [Re: Moonshoe]
#19215576 - 12/02/13 01:12 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Moonshoe said: " feeling like someone is walking over your grave again and again for days to weeks``
Such an interesting description, wish I knew what that meant but really, really glad I don`t.
You just want to trash your whole body to get these fucking boots to stop grinding on your neck and spine but even though you are feeling the pain, discomfort, and sense of violation, it is like it is happening in another time and place so there is nothing you can do.
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moonrockmushy said:
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Moonshoe said: " feeling like someone is walking over your grave again and again for days to weeks``
Such an interesting description, wish I knew what that meant but really, really glad I don`t.
You just want to trash your whole body to get these fucking boots to stop grinding on your neck and spine but even though you are feeling the pain, discomfort, and sense of violation, it is like it is happening in another time and place so there is nothing you can do.
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bryguy27007 said:
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mjmihalov said: ... Also Are you against using heroin? ...
. I know I'm a member of a good forum when the phrase, "are you against using heroin" can be brought up so nonchalantly and in such a rational manner.
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drkkenny
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It's quite a trip speaking to me, I can assure you of that. Yeah that random factor is always present with me. Sometimes I will try not to appear as random as usually & will stick on topic, but after awhile I tend to digress to something else. Then afterwards they will suggest I revert back to what we were first speaking of so the random turn of the conversation goes back to what it was before. Its probably why people end up leaving me after enough time. Not without laughing so hard that tears form in their eyes though.(sometimes)
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Re: Are 30's good? [Re: drkkenny]
#19215689 - 12/02/13 02:00 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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I feel bad for people who can't be weird because they are so worried about their social facade falling apart. It seems like everything they do in life is already decided, which kinda sucks sometimes because it means that they pretty much have to write off anyone who doesn't meet the same social standards.
They all make it seem like that is the only way, but I think they're missing out, and at their core they're just as weird and alone as anyone.
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