The wife and I picked up some lab grown Psilo C. (7 grams dried) and decided to take a trip. She had done them twice many years ago, and I had never done them. I do have experience with LSD MDMA, Marijuana, Methamphetamine(like 3 month run then I said fuck this!), Cocaine(occasionally though not in years) and DXM. As well as various pharmacuticals.
Let me start off by saying I take 60mg's of Cymbalta a day(SNRI) and I was somewhat concerned I would not trip.
We each ate 3.5 grams of psilo c. followed by OJ.
about 30 minutes into it, my body felt very.... fluid like and heavy, like my arms where hard to hold up and they felt like noodles lol. About an hour into it, we started laughing at anything and everything. The stupidest shit was hilarious.
about 1.5 hours we had peaked. The carpet started breathing, and the curtains where breathing. At this point I wanted some introspection so I went to the bathroom and stared in the mirror for about 10 minutes. During this time, I felt as if I where trying to breach my conscious, like there was something unknown, but great and mysterious that I was trying to make contact with, like another entitiy, but I couldn't quite break through to it. As I tried to do this, I noticed my face/head started to morph, and become distorted. I thought this was hilarious and began laughing histerically. My wife was just laying on the bed staring at the ceiling ,and she came in and asked me what was happening, I assured her I was okay, and continued watching myself morph(because at this point I felt as if I had lost the battle to break through to that unknown force or entity I was seeking, but reassured myself next trip I would discover it.) Sounds where amplified, and perception was altered. My wife looked TINY,and she said I looked HUGE, I also felt taller, like the ceiling was inches from my head. After this I wondered outside, and stared at the clouds for about 5-10 minutes. At this point we where 3-4 hours into the trop and my wife began having a bad trip.
She went inside got in bed and was laughing one moment, and crying the next. this went on for about 10 minutes, so I gave her a Klonopin(1mg) to help ease this as she was very freaked out. At this point my trip became heavy and sad, but... my wife and I sat and talked about our loved ones and how we hope they are happy, and how we know they are going to go soon(parents) and we became very sad,but very appreciative of the value of life.
It had been about 5 hours and POOF back to reality. I took 1.5mg klonopin and a shot of alcohol to get to sleep.
This morning when I first woke up I felt like absolute shit, but we ate a nice big breakfast, then went to the whirlpool(we where at a suite). I was still VERY emotional. Like I realized once again how much I loved my wife, my family, I realized some self-improvements I needed to make, I cried a bit, and then I found out my pops almost died in a freak accident(which is weird because we where talking about them going soon) but he is alive and well, recovering.
Then we went home and took a nap, when I woke- I felt AMAZING! reenergized, like I was very positive and upbeat, had a deeper appreciation for life, for my wife, and for my loved ones. I guess its that after glow.
The mushrooms really impacted me positively. I loved the experience, I will do them again probably in 30 days. Except I will dose a bit higher (4.5 grams instead of 3.5)
Overall I really love this substance, it has enlighentend me, almost like a mental, and spiritual refresher!
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