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Is this wise?
#19210243 - 11/30/13 09:24 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I have 10k in my bank. I'm thinking of using majority of it on opiates/mollies, basically anything I can get my hands on(excluding some obvious things such as pcp crack etc.) I'm going to be 100 percent honest with you when I say that I don't really want to be around very long. I don't think existence is necessary that is. We don't need to be here. It sounds rather nihilistic of me.
I suppose I'm just going to dose on drugs and then eventually kill myself. I've given up all hope. I genuinely believe life isn't worth living if you aren't pumped up on drugs.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: drkkenny] 2
#19210273 - 11/30/13 09:33 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I had ten grand in the bank from my grandfather when he died. I got it really young and spent it all on stupid crap at first. Then terrible "investments" I thought I would get some return on. You can make real moves with a sum of money like that, why not make your life better with it instead of squandering it?
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If you're going to blow your money do some traveling. Why would you just sit around doing drugs waiting to die?
Alternatively, make some sound investments and set yourself up for awhile. And maybe get some counselling.
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You are guaranteed death, don't know why you would waste money on something stupid like that.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: Konyap]
#19210351 - 11/30/13 10:01 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Death wish. If death is the goal then it makes perfect sense. I'm not going to get into it now but life isn't for everyone, especially someone that knows so much about it.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: drkkenny]
#19210366 - 11/30/13 10:05 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Go to Peru, that's what I'd do with ten grand.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: drkkenny]
#19210367 - 11/30/13 10:05 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Yes that's very wise
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: drkkenny] 2
#19210368 - 11/30/13 10:06 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Don't kill yourself man. And don't do it on drugs, makes all of us other drug users look bad.
Get some counselling, son. You need help, and I sincerely hope you get it. Or maybe I just don't understand.
Is this wise? That's the funniest title to use for a thread like this.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: drkkenny]
#19210376 - 11/30/13 10:08 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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drkkenny said: I don't think existence is necessary that is. We don't need to be here.
Man that is a bummer. I hope you're not serious but if you are and would like to talk to someone feel free to PM me.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: Konyap]
#19210393 - 11/30/13 10:14 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I think we all have our reasons. It's wise if you don't have children. Whatever it may be and impossible to shake your beliefs then no one will stop you.
In the back of my mind its going against the saying that this life is a gift.
Though you would be acting accordingly with you.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: drkkenny]
#19210400 - 11/30/13 10:16 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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sounds really stupid op, not even gonna sugar coat this, you're being stupid.
stop being stupid.
I believe that anyone who posts or tells anyone that they want to die, doesn't really want to die.
stop being so pathetic and use the money to benefit yourself or others.
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If you got 10k in the bank then life isnt that bad...
Sounds like you need to get out a bit.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: drkkenny]
#19210426 - 11/30/13 10:25 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Well, when I saw Stanhope a couple of months ago, he sure looked alive to me 
"is this wise"? Obviously not; troll or cry for help/attention
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: drkkenny]
#19210465 - 11/30/13 10:37 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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drkkenny said: especially someone that knows so much about it.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: k00laid]
#19210484 - 11/30/13 10:44 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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It's all what you make it out to be. Go travel the world.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: k00laid]
#19210487 - 11/30/13 10:44 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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yeah man WHAT THE HELL!
this is bad. Don't shoot yo self in the foot tho.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: drkkenny]
#19210498 - 11/30/13 10:48 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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fuck dude
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hey drkenny,
travel to the most beautiful place in the world and take 2 tabs of acid. then re-assess.
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Here I will give you a wise piece of advise. Keep that 10,000$ spend a 100$ on some n,n-DMT, freebase that and you may find yourself having a whole new fond appreciation for life, being alive and being aware of it.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: snoot]
#19210548 - 11/30/13 11:04 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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dr kenny fly me out to do ketamine all day please.
I'm lucky ketamine is so expensive or i'd be missing my bladder right now.
i think life is pretty okay but i'd rather stay high on k 100% of the time and maybe like right the bus or go get lost with my headphones on.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: snoot] 1
#19210557 - 11/30/13 11:07 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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So you're depressed. Use that money to pick yourself up not kill yourself. EDIT: Yeah I have a really good idea. Give everyone in this thread a donation of some small amount of money. You'll be doing all of us a generous favor, saving your life, and feeling good for giving.
 Because as a college kid who buys his own groceries, even a fraction of a fraction of the money you have would put a perma-smile on my face. I guess the grass is always greener.
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My thoughts have wandered to such places that anything in the external has absolutely no effect upon me. Everything is just a tedious decoding.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: drkkenny]
#19210616 - 11/30/13 11:29 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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drkkenny said: My thoughts have wandered to such places that anything in the external has absolutely no effect upon me. Everything is just a tedious decoding.
Happy One thousandth post!
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: drkkenny]
#19210630 - 11/30/13 11:33 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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drkkenny said: My thoughts have wandered to such places that anything in the external has absolutely no effect upon me. Everything is just a tedious decoding.
You need to delve into some powerful introspection. You seem to be misguided.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: drkkenny]
#19210634 - 11/30/13 11:34 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I'm not viewing this matter from my emotions. I'm merely using logic to show & reflect quietly upon life they might as well die. I'm not very interested in life, much more in ideas/new concepts. I cannot see why I'd want to be forced to work a job I know I'll end up hating. Right now I'm safe since my family supports me, but I'm on shaky grounds with them due to my neglecting like lifestyle. So I'll keep stalling & assuring them that eventually I'll get my act together(While actually doing drugs to enjoy what little time I have left) then finally ending it so I can avoid all my responsibilities to society.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: drkkenny]
#19210642 - 11/30/13 11:36 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Then find a job where you don't have to work hard
is that so hard to find?
You could be paid to smoke weed soon!
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: Konyap]
#19210651 - 11/30/13 11:40 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I'd spend that money on some land and grow grow grow. Anything and everything. Just fuckin' GROW.
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Complains about life having no meaning.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: Konyap]
#19210667 - 11/30/13 11:45 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Oh god if I had 10k I would buy myself some piece of land and build myself a fucking house. Then I would buy a shitload of drugs!
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: snoot]
#19210680 - 11/30/13 11:48 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I'd engage that to suggest one that lives constantly inside ones head, that has viewed outcomes/lives from every possible angle & indeed from many alternative ones which may bring the outcome to one other than the one originally suggested, would be you trying to get away with high treason at the least.
The notion that because I have a death wish would mean a correlation to me having in some way failed is wholly absurd. Perhaps being so reflective & seeing how sad our lives really are is why I've come to this conclusion that life is better without us here. I just see how useless it is for us now.
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#19210711 - 11/30/13 11:55 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Who said you failed at anything? And what are you on ATM, cause you're making no sense buddy.
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#19210737 - 12/01/13 12:02 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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No, I don't think that's a very wise thing to do at all. If you're having suicidal thoughts you should probably see a psychologist/therapist or anybody else who can help talk you through those sorts of undesirable emotions
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: drkkenny]
#19210738 - 12/01/13 12:02 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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It begun with crystal images lowering into my sight, dangling in my head, sights I'd never seen. They taught me the eternity of the Universal moment, the infinite in a graind of sand. The path we walked was of utter indeterminacy, it was not to be seen by certain people for it is merging with insanity, though not quite, perhaps 60 miles North to Lunacy. I wold go down the school walks & utter outlandish ideas/jokes to those wise enough to accept my friendship, even if it was only temporary, you scratch my back I'll scratch yours kind of thing, it was mostly a grandiose thing, getting what I want, which was some laughs & admiration/hope for something new besides bullshit talk. A business deal in broad daylight, that's what it was from our headquarters though, kind of an unspoken agreement to not let the sometimes ugly truth be exposed. We pass each other our hands & see if they havething worth taking home to hang up on the fridge til our forensics analyst John Lewis gets in from his trip from Dublin repenting his sins, he figured the churches there were holier, & he loved travel.
The way time was going & things, the way things were going was much too quick to really catch wind of what were were aiming for, we didn't really want to sit through more education, we had more than enough under our belt from simply living in a library most of our lives. We got looks as if we were foreigners who just got off the boat, though of course the nice folk tried to reassure us that this wasn't the case, but we were smarter than that, we could tell me were something of a sort. Oblivious to everything but indulging in the pleasures of the moment, wild as a circus, even if it made us seem like outlandish assholes who just wanted attention, maybe we deserved it after all we'd gone through. They would say we tried too hard or call us Ash Ketchum because we wanted it all, but hey, you have to seize life.
We would sing through the halls without a care, we were too happy to restrain ourselves, after all, it was our return to a life that had forgotten us along time ago. We usually weren't too loud actually, but just the things we'd say, mostly poesy, jokes, & silly convos in the bathroom.
Whatever train came to the station, with whatever strips of films on their cameras were what went. We weren't prone to pre-planning, that can make you seem lazy & careless, but really we just were so over the planets by then that it was nearly impossible to keep things nice & tidy. Liquids spilled, some were burned (there faults for being serious), some were reborn, some just took a mop & cleaned up the mess (I personally clean afterhours) Perhaps we did this because we knew we weren't meant for the show, we were the technicians working behind the scenes to ensure the show was really a good show. We put more life into it, we would stare at a man reading a newspaper across the street & imagine him with glowing cherub wings attatched to his sides, we'd see him jump up & down from excitement from recounting a childhood experience from joys of his youth.
We were icky to emotions, atleast the depressing ones, well hidden of course. We saw people complaining & sobbing as unfit & ruining the stage, because that's all it was at that point. We could console them well enough though. I guess we just didn't care much, life was just a punching bag for us to pound upon & never feel the repercussions of being totally yourself, a clever minx.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: Sheekle]
#19210752 - 12/01/13 12:08 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I feel abit like you do most of the time OP. Buuut maybe this life isnt just for you, maybe its for the people around you that are keeping your head above water. *shrug* Do what ya want, life stinks mostly but you gotta enjoy the little bit of good/fun
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: drkkenny]
#19210792 - 12/01/13 12:23 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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drkkenny said: then finally ending it so I can avoid all my responsibilities to society.
thats ok, less people for me to save.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: k00laid]
#19210801 - 12/01/13 12:27 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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koolaid do you look at my facebook?
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: snoot]
#19210866 - 12/01/13 12:45 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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snoot said: Here I will give you a wise piece of advise. Keep that 10,000$ spend a 100$ on some n,n-DMT, freebase that and you may find yourself having a whole new fond appreciation for life, being alive and being aware of it.
I was going to say, get some dmt.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: drkkenny]
#19210878 - 12/01/13 12:52 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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drkkenny said: Death wish. If death is the goal then it makes perfect sense. I'm not going to get into it now but life isn't for everyone, especially someone that knows so much about it.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: drkkenny]
#19210882 - 12/01/13 12:53 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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drkkenny please don't kill yourself...that's totally crazy and wrong. forget about your responsibilities to society for a minute, sounds like you need to go into the wilderness, or find a change of environment, and do some soul searching. go camping or something. nihilism is for the birds.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: g00ru]
#19214318 - 12/01/13 07:19 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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g00ru said: drkkenny please don't kill yourself...that's totally crazy and wrong. forget about your responsibilities to society for a minute, sounds like you need to go into the wilderness, or find a change of environment, and do some soul searching. go camping or something. nihilism is for the birds.
I too say go for the wild!
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Go get a high class escort and some good blow
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: drkkenny]
#19215173 - 12/01/13 11:13 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Reminds me of this documentary I watched on Netflix The Sound of Insects It's a documentary about a man who committed suicide via starvation... just because.  He sat vision quest style in a makeshift shelter and simply waited to die. A fox hunter found his mummified corpse some years later and the guy had apparently written detailed, daily journal entries that were recoverable.
My advice would be to not kill yourself though. But that's just me.
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