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Re: Is this wise? [Re: snoot]
#19210548 - 11/30/13 11:04 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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dr kenny fly me out to do ketamine all day please.
I'm lucky ketamine is so expensive or i'd be missing my bladder right now.
i think life is pretty okay but i'd rather stay high on k 100% of the time and maybe like right the bus or go get lost with my headphones on.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: snoot] 1
#19210557 - 11/30/13 11:07 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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So you're depressed. Use that money to pick yourself up not kill yourself. EDIT: Yeah I have a really good idea. Give everyone in this thread a donation of some small amount of money. You'll be doing all of us a generous favor, saving your life, and feeling good for giving.
 Because as a college kid who buys his own groceries, even a fraction of a fraction of the money you have would put a perma-smile on my face. I guess the grass is always greener.
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My thoughts have wandered to such places that anything in the external has absolutely no effect upon me. Everything is just a tedious decoding.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: drkkenny]
#19210616 - 11/30/13 11:29 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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drkkenny said: My thoughts have wandered to such places that anything in the external has absolutely no effect upon me. Everything is just a tedious decoding.
Happy One thousandth post!
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: drkkenny]
#19210630 - 11/30/13 11:33 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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drkkenny said: My thoughts have wandered to such places that anything in the external has absolutely no effect upon me. Everything is just a tedious decoding.
You need to delve into some powerful introspection. You seem to be misguided.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: drkkenny]
#19210634 - 11/30/13 11:34 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I'm not viewing this matter from my emotions. I'm merely using logic to show & reflect quietly upon life they might as well die. I'm not very interested in life, much more in ideas/new concepts. I cannot see why I'd want to be forced to work a job I know I'll end up hating. Right now I'm safe since my family supports me, but I'm on shaky grounds with them due to my neglecting like lifestyle. So I'll keep stalling & assuring them that eventually I'll get my act together(While actually doing drugs to enjoy what little time I have left) then finally ending it so I can avoid all my responsibilities to society.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: drkkenny]
#19210642 - 11/30/13 11:36 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Then find a job where you don't have to work hard
is that so hard to find?
You could be paid to smoke weed soon!
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: Konyap]
#19210651 - 11/30/13 11:40 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I'd spend that money on some land and grow grow grow. Anything and everything. Just fuckin' GROW.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: Konyap]
#19210667 - 11/30/13 11:45 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Oh god if I had 10k I would buy myself some piece of land and build myself a fucking house. Then I would buy a shitload of drugs!
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: snoot]
#19210680 - 11/30/13 11:48 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I'd engage that to suggest one that lives constantly inside ones head, that has viewed outcomes/lives from every possible angle & indeed from many alternative ones which may bring the outcome to one other than the one originally suggested, would be you trying to get away with high treason at the least.
The notion that because I have a death wish would mean a correlation to me having in some way failed is wholly absurd. Perhaps being so reflective & seeing how sad our lives really are is why I've come to this conclusion that life is better without us here. I just see how useless it is for us now.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: drkkenny] 1
#19210711 - 11/30/13 11:55 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Who said you failed at anything? And what are you on ATM, cause you're making no sense buddy.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: drkkenny] 1
#19210737 - 12/01/13 12:02 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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No, I don't think that's a very wise thing to do at all. If you're having suicidal thoughts you should probably see a psychologist/therapist or anybody else who can help talk you through those sorts of undesirable emotions
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: drkkenny]
#19210738 - 12/01/13 12:02 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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It begun with crystal images lowering into my sight, dangling in my head, sights I'd never seen. They taught me the eternity of the Universal moment, the infinite in a graind of sand. The path we walked was of utter indeterminacy, it was not to be seen by certain people for it is merging with insanity, though not quite, perhaps 60 miles North to Lunacy. I wold go down the school walks & utter outlandish ideas/jokes to those wise enough to accept my friendship, even if it was only temporary, you scratch my back I'll scratch yours kind of thing, it was mostly a grandiose thing, getting what I want, which was some laughs & admiration/hope for something new besides bullshit talk. A business deal in broad daylight, that's what it was from our headquarters though, kind of an unspoken agreement to not let the sometimes ugly truth be exposed. We pass each other our hands & see if they havething worth taking home to hang up on the fridge til our forensics analyst John Lewis gets in from his trip from Dublin repenting his sins, he figured the churches there were holier, & he loved travel.
The way time was going & things, the way things were going was much too quick to really catch wind of what were were aiming for, we didn't really want to sit through more education, we had more than enough under our belt from simply living in a library most of our lives. We got looks as if we were foreigners who just got off the boat, though of course the nice folk tried to reassure us that this wasn't the case, but we were smarter than that, we could tell me were something of a sort. Oblivious to everything but indulging in the pleasures of the moment, wild as a circus, even if it made us seem like outlandish assholes who just wanted attention, maybe we deserved it after all we'd gone through. They would say we tried too hard or call us Ash Ketchum because we wanted it all, but hey, you have to seize life.
We would sing through the halls without a care, we were too happy to restrain ourselves, after all, it was our return to a life that had forgotten us along time ago. We usually weren't too loud actually, but just the things we'd say, mostly poesy, jokes, & silly convos in the bathroom.
Whatever train came to the station, with whatever strips of films on their cameras were what went. We weren't prone to pre-planning, that can make you seem lazy & careless, but really we just were so over the planets by then that it was nearly impossible to keep things nice & tidy. Liquids spilled, some were burned (there faults for being serious), some were reborn, some just took a mop & cleaned up the mess (I personally clean afterhours) Perhaps we did this because we knew we weren't meant for the show, we were the technicians working behind the scenes to ensure the show was really a good show. We put more life into it, we would stare at a man reading a newspaper across the street & imagine him with glowing cherub wings attatched to his sides, we'd see him jump up & down from excitement from recounting a childhood experience from joys of his youth.
We were icky to emotions, atleast the depressing ones, well hidden of course. We saw people complaining & sobbing as unfit & ruining the stage, because that's all it was at that point. We could console them well enough though. I guess we just didn't care much, life was just a punching bag for us to pound upon & never feel the repercussions of being totally yourself, a clever minx.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: Sheekle]
#19210752 - 12/01/13 12:08 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I feel abit like you do most of the time OP. Buuut maybe this life isnt just for you, maybe its for the people around you that are keeping your head above water. *shrug* Do what ya want, life stinks mostly but you gotta enjoy the little bit of good/fun
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: drkkenny]
#19210792 - 12/01/13 12:23 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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drkkenny said: then finally ending it so I can avoid all my responsibilities to society.
thats ok, less people for me to save.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: k00laid]
#19210801 - 12/01/13 12:27 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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koolaid do you look at my facebook?
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: snoot]
#19210866 - 12/01/13 12:45 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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snoot said: Here I will give you a wise piece of advise. Keep that 10,000$ spend a 100$ on some n,n-DMT, freebase that and you may find yourself having a whole new fond appreciation for life, being alive and being aware of it.
I was going to say, get some dmt.
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Re: Is this wise? [Re: drkkenny]
#19210878 - 12/01/13 12:52 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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drkkenny said: Death wish. If death is the goal then it makes perfect sense. I'm not going to get into it now but life isn't for everyone, especially someone that knows so much about it.
Lol. How old are you?
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