So this is my first post and I thought I would share my first experience with real LSD being that it is something I will never forget. Last summer myself and a friend(1) bought two tabs each via our other friend(2) who got them at a rave in the country. It was my 4th trip overall, and third time taking "acid". (the other trip being shrooms)
Having gotten it in the city the previous times, I had only experienced what I assume was an NBOMe or DOB or something similar, so even though I had heard these were real good, I didn't have particularly high hopes. We agreed to take them while away at a buddys holiday house on the coast with 3 others, a beautiful location with a view of the sea, islands on the horizon, mountains all around us, a trippers paradise really.
I insisted on taking them both as I was convinced one was something I'd already have experienced, so friend(1) agreed to take two as well. We dropped on a sunny afternoon around 18:00. We knew after a few seconds we had hit on something good, there was no taste from the blotter, unlike the bitter fake stuff we had taken before. "This will be good" I thought, but I had absolutely no idea what was about to happen. For whatever reason friend(1) started feeling it a lot sooner then me. We were sitting on the couch listening to music and chilling out when he started repeated phrases like "what is anything" and "What am I" in a tone of voice I had never heard him use before. The only thing I could think to say was "I'm not feeling it yet" So I stepped outside for a joint with the others while friend(1) stayed sitting down inside.
Now this is where it gets fuzzy, in both the memory sense and literal sense. As I stood in the joint circle the first effects I remember was a slight shift in thought accompanied by fuzzy vision. Then, complete blackness. I am suddenly standing inside, the front face of the house is made of glass and I can see friend(1) crouched in the driving making an extremely alien expression. It cuts again and I am sitting on the couch. At this point I am starting to lose my grip on reality and do not feel fully in control of my body. I watch my silent friend(1) who has at some point come back inside, suddenly jump up and run FULL FORCE into the glass face of the house. He bounces off it and falls back onto the floor. Our other friends who are pretty stoned and drunk at this point go to help him. I imagine this to be the point when they also realized this was not an average dose. They manage to get friend(1) to sit back down. At this point I am still conscious but unable to move that much.
Then comes the defining black out. I have no idea how long I was out for but when I came to it was dark outside. I hear one of my friends saying the word "joint" and everything explodes into focus. The word penetrates my mind and repeats itself over and over. I feel like I should understand it but I just don't. When my vision returns, it is accompanied by the visuals, oooh the visuals! beams of orange, green and purple light that resemble fireworks shoot past in all directions, any surface with symmetry is taken over by flowing geometric patterns such as bulging arrows that twist and curl over each other, or fractals expanding and shrinking. Plain surfaces like doors are covered in random, colourful, dripping patterns. Unfortunately at the time I was not able to stop and enjoy them, I had no thought stream, I was not in control of my body. I watched myself walk around the house either staring blankly at things or spurting out some random string of words that mostly didn't make sense. Friend(1) simply sat there not saying anything. After another skip I am sitting on a chair to the right of friend(1). He pulls an extremely warped face before pissing himself while sitting on the couch. Naturally the others jump up and reacted as one would expect, "Did seriously just piss himself?" As for me, at this point I wasn't even aware what urine was and I took no notice of it. After they manage to get him off the couch whatever instinct he was acting on led him to pull out his penis while crouched on the floor. I see this but again take no notice as my random body movements prompt me to writhe around on my chair like a lunatic while the others avert their gaze from the charming scene. When they manage to get his pants back up he freaks out and kicks one of the small tables covered in pipes, skins and roaches and they go everywhere. Hundreds of tracers and showers of colours spring off of the flying paraphernalia in such a comical way that I almost saw the moment as a freeze frame. He manages to slide out of the grip of the others and kick over the second table covered in drug accessories. Then Every thing went black again.
I seemed to come back into my body whenever someone said a word they used regularly. My vision would return and I would find myself staring at one of my friends with a feeling of miniscule recognition, as if part of my normal self was still conscious and trying to remind me I am on a drug and I should recognize the people and objects around me. I started to get flashes of parts of my life, my house, my bedroom, my family. Then a single conceptual idea came into my head : Is what I'm experiencing right now induced state of mind, or has my entire life previous to this been an induced state of mind.
Well, for whatever reason I was convinced of the latter. This is when I felt an overwhelming sensation of what I can only describe as infinity. I felt like I was all of existence and what was happening in that moment had happened since the beginning of time, and would continue for eternity. This is the point when I completely lost touch with who or what I was, or who or what anything or anybody around me was. Because this felt like an eternity I have absolutely no idea how long it was until the next time things came back into focus, but this next part is definitely the craziest part of the trip!
I am suddenly standing in the bathroom with everyone else. Friend (1) is standing fully clothed and completely soaked in the shower staring blankly at everybody. I hear something I did not understand spill from my mouth and one of the others turns, and repeats what I just said back to me, "You think this is going to last forever?" The words I just said have absolutely no meaning to me as I stare at him. His face morphed and his eyes glowed with all the colors under the sun. I eventually turned away and stumbled out the door. At this moment shit got real.
Sizzling darkness flooded out from a small area in the corner of my vision until I couldn't see anything, but I wasn't unconscious like before. Next several beams of light like I described earlier shot ahead of me into the darkness. After a few seconds I propelled forward in pursuit of them, but I didn't feel movement, or a body, or anything. There was no thought, no memory, just my vision without purpose as it moved with these lights. This was obviously the peak, but the only thing I can really say about it is that I simply became the trip, and nothing else. It was when I was able to think about experience that it became most relevant.
Next thing I know I am lying in bed, still tripping, but back in control, all my memories back in place. I feel like I have just been born into the body of an adolescent, instantly flooded with past experiences, memories, an entire life. I look at my phone to check the time. 2 am. I lie there for a while watching the geometric patterns on the wall and playing with the tracers. Eventually friend(1) who is now sober walks in to tell me he has no memory of the last 8 or so hours.
Finally able to experience the trip properly I stay awake on my own for the rest of the night. Although I am well passed the peak, the visuals are still strong, and I take time to enjoy the body sensations. It is incredibly stimulating, when I stood on the stone floor I felt like a man carved from rock with infinite power and energy, the texture of any surface I touched was reflected through me. It was as though I could feel every muscle in my body at once and they all felt tuned to perfection. I ran my hand under the tap and the water shot an intensely pleasurable feeling up my body. This was a whole body aspect that didn't exist with the fake acid I had taken before, and man did it feel clean in comparison!
Finally I went outside to watch the sun rise. I sat on a rock over looking the view. These surroundings where mesmerizing enough while sober, but in that instance, I felt my entire being surrender to them. I looked at the driveway underneath me, it was flowing rapidly and the visuals and sensations began to climb in intensity as I gazed at the mountains, patterns sliding over them. I stared directly upwards at the clouds, which formed rotating fractals, then finally to the sea. The red of the rising sun bled into the ocean and mixed into a waterfall of orangy-red and blue.
I felt reborn in that moment and also felt a deep inner peace, so I sat there and reflected on my life until it began to wear off. Over the next view days It literally felt like a huge weight in my brain had dissolved and my mind felt cleansed, however I was pretty physically drained so I spent the next few days recovering with a lot of relaxation and weed.
These tabs where called buddhas and may be the strongest I will ever get, but I will hopefully obtain some more genuine LSD in the future! Those fake tabs are fun but pretty poor when compared to the real thing. Definitely a night I will never forget.
-------------------- Drugs to do : Alcohol, Weed, Mushrooms, LSD, LSA, MDMA, 25i-NBOMe, 2ci, Ketamine, DoX, 2ce
2cB, 5-MeO-MiPT, 1p-LSD, MXE, DXM, DMT, 4-Aco-DMT, Changa, Mescaline, Ayahuasca
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