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Ruining a perfectly good acid trip
#19208158 - 11/30/13 10:57 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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So yesterday I met up with an old childhood friend who I hadn't seen in about three months. We had a lot of catching up to do so we decided to reach a hot box cafe, smoke some joints, and just exchange thoughts and ideas. It was a really pleasant afternoon, our vibes were PERFECTLY in sync, and we chilled there for nearly three hours until we decided to drop a tab. This is where things started going completely wrong. Our original plan was to hit up a local Ripley's zoo that just opened downtown- basically a giant stadium sized aquarium filled with amazing sea creatures including sharks. We figured it would be an epic way to connect with nature on a spiritual level since we were with lucy.
But here's where things started to go wrong. We're still at this cafe and my friend gets a text saying his buddy is playing tonight, he kept saying how his friend's band has a new drummer. I'm not necessarily interested in reaching because I don't know this guy at all though he's close friends with the guy I'm with. I don't remember what I said, I just kept saying I wasn't down (is that really unfriendly and uncool of me?) and that I had to get up moderately early the next day. Keep in mind, I'm pretty baked and on a tab of lucy so I'm not thinking 100% straight.
Then we leave the hot box cafe, unsure of where we're going exactly, and after about 15 seconds of walking, my friend begins to puke. I ask him if he wants water and he says "yes" in a very desperate way, almost as if he's saying "man is that even a question, of course I need water." That's how I interpreted it anyway. So I run back to the cafe while he's vomiting (the cafe is like 10 seconds away), spend about a minute inside (everyone in this cafe is baked out of their minds), and return casually to my friend holding a refreshing drink for him to gulp down. What do I get? My friend tells me "man, cmon, for future reference, please don't leave me outside in the middle of the night when I'm tripping." Then I start to feel really bad and begin to ponder and contemplate if what I did was retarded and irresponsible. I got into a bad LSD loop where this was on my mind for a while.
Then we begin to walk around and my friend keeps talking about his buddy's band that's playing, how big of a deal it is to him, and so on and I can't help but think that he's annoyed by how we didn't leave the cafe earlier. I begin to feel like I'm the reason he's not out there at this concert and having a good time and I begin to enter another loop of paranoia where I feel like a shitty, guilty friend. There's only 40 minutes left before this jam starts and at this point I told him that he should reach this concert and that I would simply go home by myself. I wish I'd mentioned this earlier, back when we were at the cafe! He agrees and takes the taxi. I texted him when I got home saying the cid was bomb and no reply, it's already 1PM. Just pissed man, I feel selfish and shitty. He gave me the tab for free so do I have an obligation to reach his friend's concert? I'm just not interested in that kind of stuff! As sad as it may sound, music isn't my thing and I'm not crazy about it like my friend. I especially don't like how music sounds under the influence of acid, it makes me uncomfortable to a certain degree, Anyway, this worry completely killed, ruined, and demolished my acid trip. I'm so glad the trip's over because it pretty much consisted of me coming home, lying on my bed, and just thinking about how shitty of a friend I am. Fuck.
Did I screw up? Was what I did low and irresponsible? Or is it unfair to judge yourself under the influence of acid?
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Edited by Alexestalex (11/30/13 11:02 AM)
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Re: Ruining a perfectly good acid trip [Re: Alexestalex]
#19208199 - 11/30/13 11:12 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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yeah bro, you acted like a girl If he gave you the tab for free at least you could hang out with him that night, how bad could it be?
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Re: Ruining a perfectly good acid trip [Re: AD420]
#19208249 - 11/30/13 11:31 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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one reason why i tend to get high of own supply because of times likes these. some people will share just to make it sort of a plant seed and now must watch flower together type of agreement. the smarter of 'em seem to give more the vibe of have a great time, save yourself. some friend come over to get such of this or that, take a little and expect me to babysit them at me own place, completely selfish act that has always puzzled me as to how and why one can think to influence the decision of what another will be doing for the day.
we are to make ourself most happy high. by doing so others enjoy seeing another all happy high. then, can pass understanding of what it is to be happy.
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Re: Ruining a perfectly good acid trip [Re: Alexestalex]
#19208251 - 11/30/13 11:33 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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fuck fuck fuck.
\i should have reached, i fucking should have. sadly I thought this place was far, when he said the name I was sure it was in the middle of nowhere somewhere. it turns out it was a lot closer than I thought once I checked it out online at home but it would still have taken a while.
damn it, not to mention this guy is such a chill and cool mofo, I cant lose a friend like this. he's def pissed @ me though, not replying to my texts and all. i hope he shoots me a warm message and it turns out he hasn't responded yet because his phone was dead/ he was asleep.
FUCK ME IN THE ASS
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Re: Ruining a perfectly good acid trip [Re: WhoManBeing]
#19208268 - 11/30/13 11:39 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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WhoManBeing said: one reason why i tend to get high of own supply because of times likes these. some people will share just to make it sort of a plant seed and now must watch flower together type of agreement. the smarter of 'em seem to give more the vibe of have a great time, save yourself. some friend come over to get such of this or that, take a little and expect me to babysit them at me own place, completely selfish act that has always puzzled me as to how and why one can think to influence the decision of what another will be doing for the day.
we are to make ourself most happy high. by doing so others enjoy seeing another all happy high. then, can pass understanding of what it is to be happy.
I didn't ask him for the tab. The idea just came up while we we're sitting. I would have brought money to chip but I didn't think we'd end up doing lucy. The only reason I didn't pay was because I needed the money I had left over to get home. It costs nearly $10 from me to reach my house from down-town and that's all the cash I had one me.
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Edited by Alexestalex (11/30/13 11:40 AM)
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Re: Ruining a perfectly good acid trip [Re: Alexestalex] 3
#19208303 - 11/30/13 11:50 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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i think you have bent your mind around the issue much more than he probably had. he went to a show where much external stimuli was happening, taking energy of the mind to different areas than the last friendly connection. you know what eye mean?
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Re: Ruining a perfectly good acid trip [Re: WhoManBeing]
#19208418 - 11/30/13 12:18 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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he dosed you cause he wanted to hang out...
then there was a show he anted to see...
you should have gone with him in my opinion
next time dont be such a sissy
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Re: Ruining a perfectly good acid trip [Re: SnowDaze] 1
#19208427 - 11/30/13 12:21 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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turn off your mind relax and float down stream
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Re: Ruining a perfectly good acid trip [Re: SnowDaze]
#19208437 - 11/30/13 12:23 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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SnowDaze said: he dosed you cause he wanted to hang out...
then there was a show he anted to see...
you should have gone with him in my opinion
next time dont be such a sissy
do i call him? apologize? try to plan an even with him next month? let me know
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Re: Ruining a perfectly good acid trip [Re: Alexestalex]
#19208439 - 11/30/13 12:25 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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yeah id call him and say yer sorry you didnt go
try to hang again with him soon
dose him
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Re: Ruining a perfectly good acid trip [Re: Alexestalex]
#19208448 - 11/30/13 12:28 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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well yeah maybe you shoulda just gone to the show...i mean you're already tripping, might as well just get on out there at that point :/
buuuut now that it's come and gone don't worry about it i wouldn't even apologize. you didn't really do anything wrong just kinda bailed on something. but it's totally water under the bridge, and you probably learned something about yourself, so no worries
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Edited by g00ru (11/30/13 12:28 PM)
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Re: Ruining a perfectly good acid trip [Re: g00ru]
#19208466 - 11/30/13 12:34 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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always good to share one's mind when comes to thoughts including another. just remember converse, don't steal all the airwaves
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Re: Ruining a perfectly good acid trip [Re: WhoManBeing]
#19208475 - 11/30/13 12:37 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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true, true. better not to leave things in a state of misunderstanding.
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Re: Ruining a perfectly good acid trip [Re: WhoManBeing]
#19208479 - 11/30/13 12:38 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Sounds like a rough time 
Not sure who's in the wrong.
Kinda dick to not go if he gave you a tab.
But if you would have hated it, I feel you.
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Re: Ruining a perfectly good acid trip [Re: KingKnowledge] 2
#19208484 - 11/30/13 12:40 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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well he was saying 'im not down'...OP sounds like you were tripping out haha, just cause you go to a show you don't have to be 'down' you can just hang back and enjoy it, who cares if you are social or not
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Re: Ruining a perfectly good acid trip [Re: g00ru] 5
#19208667 - 11/30/13 01:40 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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You didn't do anything wrong. If he wanted you to go to the concert, it's something he should've brought up or got your agreement on before dropping the Lucy. Once you're on a psychedelic you can't expect someone to just be alright entering a drastically different setting, especially a loud, crowded one. You're not a bad friend and you didn't do anything wrong in my opinion. I would be stressing the same as you though. I do that. Sometimes I care too much. Half of it was on him (making you feel bad for leaving him for a minute to get some water. If he can't handle being alone for a minute, especially off of one tab, he shouldn't do LSD) and the other half is just you being a nice guy and worrying you didn't go along with your friends plans.
But again, you did nothing wrong. You're on psychedelics. Don't go to a setting you're not comfortable with. You didn't agree beforehand to do this thing, it was a change in the plan.
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Re: Ruining a perfectly good acid trip [Re: V1rusH0st]
#19208678 - 11/30/13 01:44 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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V1rusH0st said: You didn't do anything wrong. If he wanted you to go to the concert, it's something he should've brought up or got your agreement on before dropping the Lucy. Once you're on a psychedelic you can't expect someone to just be alright entering a drastically different setting, especially a loud, crowded one. You're not a bad friend and you didn't do anything wrong in my opinion. I would be stressing the same as you though. I do that. Sometimes I care too much. Half of it was on him (making you feel bad for leaving him for a minute to get some water. If he can't handle being alone for a minute, especially off of one tab, he shouldn't do LSD) and the other half is just you being a nice guy and worrying you didn't go along with your friends plans.
But again, you did nothing wrong. You're on psychedelics. Don't go to a setting you're not comfortable with. You didn't agree beforehand to do this thing, it was a change in the plan.
Only reasonable reply.
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Re: Ruining a perfectly good acid trip [Re: Alexestalex]
#19208706 - 11/30/13 01:53 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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It sounds like you just psyched yourself out in your own mind. Don't be so hard on yourself. You didn't do anything wrong. If he really wanted you to go to the concert tripping balls he should have brought it up before dosing you. The part where you got him water and then he said don't leave me alone..that's tripping talk. He was puking and your intentions were purely just to help him out by getting him some water. But you can't dose someone and then drag you to some random concert, that's not for everyone, especially if you don't know the band at all. You could have been uncomfortable. Some people could have a panic attack tripping at an unknown concert they didn't intend to go to. SET AND SETTING I'd talk to him and explain what happened... but I don't think you need to apologize really, you did nothing wrong.
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Re: Ruining a perfectly good acid trip [Re: Shroomism]
#19208713 - 11/30/13 01:55 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Your avatar is trippy and hypnotic man. I stared at it for a good few minutes before I realized I was spacing out.
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